I'm not from the same world as you

Xu Cen never dared to think that Duan He Neng liked him, the pressure of the world, the reasons of Duan He's parents, everything made Xu Cen choose to hide this feeling, he didn't have the courage to tell it, what was more afraid of saying it There was no result, so he always felt that being friends with Duan He was the best choice.

But Duan He's words made him see hope. Duan He said he liked him, maybe Duan He didn't simply regard him as a friend.

Just like what Duan He said, he just likes it, why should he be subject to so many restrictions, he keeps this feeling in his heart, no one knows, he is already very uncomfortable.

He no longer wants to experience the feeling that someone is by his side but can't be touched. Duan He's words gave him the courage to speak out.

Everyone has their own life, why is his relationship so dark?He has had enough, he and Duan He may only have less than four years, after graduation, he and Duan He may live in their own worlds, and may never see each other again, or may never contact again.

Just in these four years, couldn't he be presumptuous?Duan He can stand up bravely, why can't he?

He always feels that he and Duan He are people from two worlds. He has too many scruples, and Duan He has too. However, when he is young, so what if he lives for himself once, even after four years, maybe he can't wait that long, wait Duan He understands, tired, or can't stand it anymore, no matter how difficult it will be for him to let go, he will choose to take a step back, and then Duan He will pursue and create his own life.

At this moment, here and now, the sun is just right, follow the voice in your heart, let's be presumptuous once.

Xu Cen's voice drifted into Duan He's ears, and the hot air he spit out when he spoke went directly into Duan He's heart through his ears.

Duan He was stunned by Xu Cen's words, Xu Cen said, he also likes it, is it the same kind of liking as him?

Duan He gently pushed Xu Cen away, his expression was a little excited, and he couldn't believe it, "You, are you telling the truth?!"

Xu Cen raised the corner of his mouth, "Duan He, I'm still afraid now. You may never have experienced the feeling of being treated as a different kind. Since childhood, I have always been different from others. When I was young, because of unknown origin Outsiders are rejected by the whole town.

After leaving that small town and arriving at the orphanage, I was still the one everyone didn't like, and was taken home by Li Muhuan. Only I knew what kind of life I was living.

I told them that I like boys, my adoptive parents, who have raised me for more than ten years, what they gave me was not understanding and support, but endless abuse and beating.

do you know?When Li Muhuan beat me and scolded me with everything she could think of, my adoptive father just watched from the side without saying a word. In the end, Li Muhuan was tired from the beating, so he took the things in Li Muhuan's hand Putting it aside, he took Li Muhuan out for dinner.

This is my family. I learned from them what the consequences of liking the same sex are. From then on, I was even more afraid. I was afraid that others would know, so I dared not contact anyone.

Duan He, liking you almost used up all my courage, maybe you will regret it in the future, maybe you will blame me in the future, but I will go all out, Duan He, I like you. "

There were tears in Xu Cen's eyes, but his eyes were extremely firm. Duan He hugged Xu Cen, "I swear, I will never regret it, forever!"

Hearing Duan He's oath, Xu Cen finally shed tears that he had held back for a long time, "Yeah."

Duan He hugged Xu Cen tighter and tighter, as if he could only believe that the person in front of him was the real Xu Cen, the Xu Cen who said he liked him too.

Xu Cen was a little out of breath being hugged by Duan He, he patted Duan He's back lightly, "The porridge is going to be cold."

Only then did Duan He let Xu Cen go, "Yes, yes, drink porridge."

Duan He couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth when he spoke, and couldn't hide his joy and happiness at all. Duan He brought the porridge to Xu Cen, and the porridge was cold for a while, and the temperature was just right at this time.

Xu Cen took a small bite with a spoon, Duan He kept looking at Xu Cen expectantly, Xu Cen smiled and said to Duan He, "It's delicious."

A big smile appeared on Duan He's face, and Xu Cen laughed along with him as he looked silly.

Duan He pushed Xu Cen's hand, "Keep eating, keep eating, you haven't eaten for two days, and there are only bones left on your body."

Duan He pinched Xu Cen's arm while talking, Xu Cen looked down at his hand, and pouted at Duan He, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

Duan He held Xu Cen's arm, "Eat more, do you know that the doctor said you are malnourished?"

"I don't know." Xu Cen Chong smiled and Duan He raised his eyebrows. Duan He scratched Xu Cen's nose, "Stop making trouble, eat quickly, and don't ruin your body like this again in the future."

Xu Cen nodded obediently.

Xu Cen hasn't eaten for two days, so it's not advisable to eat too much at one time. After drinking a small bowl of porridge, Duan He drank the rest of the porridge. Don't waste it. He will make new ones for Xu Cen tomorrow.

After washing the tableware, Duan He sat back on the stool. Today is officially closed for class. He skipped class to make porridge for Xu Cen, and then sent him to the hospital.

He wants to go back to school to ask for leave for Xu Cen, and by the way, ask for a leave of absence for himself. He wants to take care of Xu Cen in the hospital. I can continue skipping classes.

Duan He wiped the insulation box clean, and said to Xu Cen, "You rest for a while, I will go back to school, and then I will accompany you at night."

Duan He didn't say that Xu Cen hadn't reacted yet, school should have started now, and there were classes in the afternoon, but Duan He was in the hospital now, Xu Cen asked Duan He, "Did you skip class?"

Duan He's eyes wandered all over the place, he didn't dare to look at Xu Cen, but finally nodded hesitantly.

Xu Cen was actually a little angry. Duan He's parents hoped that Duan He could study hard and find a good job after graduation. As a result, Duan He skipped class on the first day of class.But after thinking about it, Duan He did this for him, so he has no right to blame Duan He.

But Duan He can't keep skipping classes because of him, "Duan He, don't waste so much time cooking for me next time, I'll just eat the hospital meals. You should study hard and don't skip classes anymore."

Duan He scratched his head, he didn't want to make Xu Cen angry, and Xu Cen was not in good health yet, besides, Xu Cen was doing it for his own good, so Duan He nodded, which was considered to be a promise to Xu Cen.

Seeing that Duan He agreed, Xu Cen said again, "Don't come tonight. I can do it alone. The hospital is not close to the school. If you accompany me, you have to go back at night. Don't be so troublesome."

Duan He thought about it and agreed. The moment Duan He nodded, Xu Cen actually felt a little bit disappointed. In fact, he also hoped that Duan He would accompany him.

Xu Cen watched Duan He get up, watched Duan He pick up the incubator, watched Duan He turn around, watched Duan He open the door of the ward, and watched Duan He's back disappear outside the door.

The moment the door closed, Xu Cen was still staring at the direction Duan He left. He was alone again, spending a long dark night alone in the hospital full of impermanence and birth, old age, sickness and death.

When Duan He returned to school, the counselor was still in the office. Duan He went in and told the counselor about Xu Cen's situation.

With the consent of the counselor, Duan He still asked shamelessly if he could take a leave of absence to take care of Xu Cen, but was still sternly rejected by the counselor.

The counselor also wanted to call Xu Cen's parents to show concern for Xu Cen, but Duan He thought of trying to stop him.

If the counselor made this call, the situation at Xu Cen's family would be hidden. Duan He didn't want to make Xu Cen feel uncomfortable and embarrassed.

When Duan He walked out of the office, he took a deep breath. The counselor was not easy to get along with at first glance, and it would be better not to provoke him in the future.

Duan He went back to the dormitory and was questioned by Wang Meng and Qi Wei. Finally, he told them about Xu Cen's hospitalization. Why can't you go and see Xu Cen.

Duan He was not sure, he didn't know if Xu Cen wanted to see Wang Meng, so Duan He asked Wang Meng to ask Xu Cen, Wang Meng nodded.

In the evening, the three of them went to have dinner together. Wang Meng kept grabbing Duan He and asked what he and Xu Cen did during the National Day. Come out, grab Duan He must say.

Qi Wei scoffed at the behavior of these two people, he didn't care about Xu Cen at all, when he knew from Wang Meng's mouth that Duan He actually took Xu Cen back to his own home, Qi Wei's jaw almost dropped.

After eating and chatting now, Wang Meng and Duan He couldn't do without Xu Cen. He didn't even want to hear Xu Cen's name. He really didn't know when the relationship between the two of them became so good.

Wang Meng was still holding onto Duan He to ask, Qi Wei couldn't stand it any longer, so he pulled Wang Meng away to tell him not to ask, Wang Meng turned around and had a fight with Qi Wei, Duan He was watching the play with a smile, feeling that These two really match each other.

But with a smile, Duan He thought of Xu Cen again. In order not to make Xu Cen angry, Duan He reluctantly agreed to Xu Cen's request to go back to school.

But now he and Qi Wei, Wang Meng and the three of them are eating and making trouble together, what about Xu Cen?

Xu Cen has no other friends, and it is even more impossible for his adoptive parents to accompany Xu Cen, so Xu Cen is now alone in the hospital. Duan He thinks that Xu Cen's frail and lonely figure is not pleasant.

Duan He thought about it and decided to go to the hospital. Even if Xu Cen would get angry, he didn't want Xu Cen to feel lonely and sad.

Duan He and Qi Wei and Wang Meng left after saying hello, completely ignoring Qi Wei's scolding voice from behind.