I'm not from the same world as you

At eight o'clock in the evening, Xu Cen was sitting alone on the hospital bed. Opposite was the window of the ward. Various sounds came from outside, including cheers and screams. It was extremely lively.

Xu Cen sat up from the bed and walked to the bed. Downstairs was a small garden. In the middle of the garden was a heart made of candles, and many petals were sprinkled beside it.

A boy held a bouquet of roses in his hand and knelt on one knee. In front of him was a girl in a hospital gown. She looked young, but even at night, it could be seen that the girl was a little haggard.

The boy handed the flower to the girl. The distance was too far, Xu Cen couldn't hear what the boy said, but saw the girl backing away and shaking her head. The boy grabbed the girl's hand and shouted loudly, "I'll be with you forever!"

The boy said something again, and the girl took the flowers with tears in her eyes. The boy put a ring on the girl and stepped forward to hug her.

The onlookers all cheered. It was a very warm scene, but Xu Cen could smell a trace of sadness.

Xu Cen didn't look at it any more, and returned to the bed, the nurse came in to change his drip, maybe seeing that he was too lonely by himself, he talked to himself about the young couple downstairs just now.

"Someone downstairs proposed a marriage. The little girl is only twenty. Everyone thinks they are worthy and wish them all the best. But this little girl is also poor. She was born with a genetic disease. The family spent all their savings to keep her alive." up to now.

The little girl's condition worsened recently, and she was sent to the hospital. The doctor said, maybe the winter won't be over. When the young man proposed to her, she still didn't agree. Tomorrow is forever. "

The little nurse was crying as she spoke. She looked at Xu Cen, wiped the corners of her eyes, and said to Xu Cen, "I'm sorry, I've seen too much in the hospital."

"It's okay." Xu Cen said.

The little nurse put the replaced empty bottle on the cart, said to Xu Cen, "You can rest," and pushed the cart away.

Xu Cen was the only one in the ward again, and the commotion downstairs seemed to be still in his ears. If that little girl really stayed in this winter forever, how would that young man deal with himself?He is still young after all.

Life, it seems, is never predictable.

Just like now, he didn't expect that the night alone would be so hard after Duan He was driven away with righteous words. The noise outside has passed, and the ward has become more quiet.

Xu Cen turned off the light, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

"Click."

Someone opened the door, probably the nurse forgot something, Xu Cen thought so.The light in the corridor came in through the open door, and a voice came in from the door, "Why did you turn off the light?"

The moment Xu Cen heard the voice, Xu Cen immediately sat up. It was Duan He's voice. He couldn't hear it wrong. Could it be that Duan He came to the hospital?

With a "click", the light in the room was turned on, Xu Cen felt uncomfortable, closed his eyes a little, and when he opened them again, Duan He's face was right in front of his eyes.

Xu Cen was a little excited, and hugged Duan He in the past, "Why are you here?"

Duan He patted Xu Cen on the back, "You don't want to be alone, I know."

Xu Cen's nose was pantothenic again, Duan He understood him very well.After hugging for a while, Duan He gently pushed Xu Cen away, took off the schoolbag on his back, and put it in front of Xu Cen, "Guess what's in it?"

Xu Cen looked at Duan He, "Book."

Duan He looked at Xu Cen in surprise, "How do you know?"

"What else can you put in your schoolbag if you don't have books in it?" Duan He couldn't refute Xu Cen's answer. Duan He took out the books, which were all Xu Cen's favorite books. Duan He went back to the dormitory I took it from Xu Cen's desk.

Duan He handed the book to Xu Cen, Xu Cen looked at it and asked, "Mine?"

"It's not yours, is it mine? If you're bored, you can read books or something." Duan He took out all the books, five or six in total, and he didn't consider that Xu Cen could actually be discharged from the hospital in four or five days No, he can't finish reading so many books.

Xu Cen was a little moved, "Thank you."

"What's there to thank you for?" Duan He stacked the books neatly on Xu Cen's bedside cabinet, then put his hand on Xu Cen's stomach, and asked, "How is it, does your stomach still hurt?"

Xu Cen shook his head, "Duan He, did I tell you that you are very nice?"

Duan He covered Xu Cen with a quilt, it was windy at night, and it was quite cold in the ward, "Why, send me a good card?"

Xu Cen smiled and didn't answer directly, but continued to ask, "You came here to give me books?"

"No, there is one more thing I want to tell you. My mother-in-law and Wang Meng want to come and see you." Duan He was a little unsure if Xu Cen would agree.

"Okay." Xu Cen said very easily.

Duan He didn't expect Xu Cen to agree so easily, and he was a little happy, "Alright, I'll come with them tomorrow."

Xu Cen nodded, "That's all?"

Duan He came to see Xu Cen at this time, the main purpose was to accompany Xu Cen, and to send Xu Cen a book to talk to Xu Cen about his mother-in-law and Wang Meng, but Duan He always had something in his heart that he wanted to ask Xu Cen , but never asked the exit.

In the afternoon, he told Xu Cen about his feelings, and Xu Cen also replied to him, but he always felt that it was not true. He liked Xu Cen, and Xu Cen also said he liked him, so what is the relationship between them?Are you still friends?

Duan He has been thinking about this question since he came out of the hospital. Ever since he recognized his inner feelings, it seems that he no longer wants to be just a friend to Xu Cen. He wants more, he wants more.

Perhaps this is human greed. For Xu Cen, he doesn't know how much greed he has in his heart.

Now he still feels unable to catch Xu Cen, he feels that Xu Cen may fly away from him at any time, he is uneasy, he wants a definite answer, so when Xu Cen asked him, he gritted his teeth , asked the question from the bottom of my heart.

"Can we go further?" Duan He's heart was beating wildly at the moment he said it. He looked at Xu Cen, expecting Xu Cen's answer.

"Going further? You mean..."

Before Xu Cen finished speaking, Duan He asked directly, "I like you, I want to protect you and be with you all the time, so can you let me be your boyfriend?"

Duan He's heart was pounding, this may be the most daring thing he said in his life, he has never said that he likes anyone, and he has never been in love with anyone, but he wants to be with Xu Cen for the rest of his life Together.

After hearing Duan He's words, Xu Cen was completely stunned. There seemed to be no sound around him. He could only see Duan He's worried face and hear Duan He's panting.

He has never thought about this day, he can hardly believe that Duan He in front of him is the real Duan He, he is afraid that this is another dream, and when he wakes up from the dream, what awaits him is an empty room and a cold hospital bed again .

Duan He kept looking at him, waiting for an answer. He had told Duan He before that he would give Duan He a result, so he said to Duan He very seriously, "Yes."

Duan He stood up excitedly, bent down, held Xu Cen's face in both hands, pressed his forehead against Xu Cen's, looked into Xu Cen's eyes and asked again, "Do you really want to be with me? "

Xu Cen: "Yes."

Hearing Xu Cen's affirmation, Duan He turned his head to Xu Cen's lips and kissed him directly. This time, Xu Cen didn't resist any more, he was only dazed for a moment, and after recovering, he slowly hugged Duan He's shoulder , let Duan He wreak havoc on his mouth.

Xu Cen's lips were still so soft, and Duan He sucked them one after another. Except for Xu Cen, he had never kissed anyone before, and he didn't know how to kiss. He just followed the instinct of his body and bit Xu Cen's soft lips. Soft lips.

Xu Cen slowly opened his mouth, Duan He's tongue slid directly into Xu Cen's mouth, teasing Xu Cen's little tongue, Xu Cen bit Duan He's tongue lightly to keep him from moving, Duan He stretched out his hand in Xu Cen's mouth. Cen scratched his waist, Xu Cen smiled and loosened his jaw.

Duan He took the opportunity to roll Xu Cen's tongue into his own mouth, pestering Xu Cen not to let go.

The sound made by his mouth made Xu Cen blush, he was a little out of breath, Duan He also let him go, just kissed his lips, bit his lower lip lightly, then stuck out his tongue to lick After licking, Xu Cen was let go.

Xu Cen still had fluid around his mouth, whether it was him or Duan He, and his lips were moistened by Duan He's kiss. He remembered the night in the toilet of Duan He's house, after kissing Duan He, watching The self in the mirror, he used the word porn to describe himself.

There was no mirror in the hospital, so he didn't know what his condition was now, but it was definitely not much better than that day.

Xu Cen was a little shy, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Duan He, he wanted to reach out and wipe the drool from his mouth, but it was difficult for Duan He to do it here, he didn't want Duan He to think that he despised Duan He.

Duan He saw Xu Cen blushing and lowering his head, and thought how could he be so cute. He raised Xu Cen's head slightly and looked at Xu Cen with a smile. I was wandering all the time not knowing where to look.

Duan He reached out and gently wiped Xu Cen's mouth, and finally touched Xu Cen's swollen lips with his fingertips.

Xu Cen pursed his lips, his face turned even redder, Duan He supported Xu Cen's face and kissed him again, but this time he was extraordinarily gentle, just sticking to Xu Cen's lips without any movement.

He left after a few seconds, looked into Xu Cen's watery eyes, and said to Xu Cen, "Xu Cen, I like you."

"Ah."