I'm not from the same world as you

Wang Meng asked Qi Wei to guard Duan He, and don't let Duan He pull the needle halfway and run away, and then he went out with his mobile phone.

Duan He was lying on the bed with his eyes open. He knew that he was in a bad state. This body could no longer support him to seek justice for his father, nor could it support him to take care of his mother, let alone support him. To take care of Dad's funeral.

A family of three, lying in different places in the hospital, he no longer questioned God what kind of outrageous things he did in his previous life, but this life made him go through such a thing, he just felt sad, sad about his weakness, sad about his powerlessness.

All he can do now is not let his body collapse, there are too many things waiting for him to deal with.

Qi Wei has been guarding him by the side. Duan He can barely make a sound after taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor just now.

Duan He looked at Qi Wei who was yawning all the time and said, "Take a rest, don't tire yourself out because of me."

Duan He's voice was very small and hoarse, Qi Wei was sleepy now, and he didn't hear Duan He's voice, Duan He didn't call Qi Wei anymore, but took a coat and put it on Qi Wei, so that he wouldn't catch a cold .

Seeing that Qi Wei had fallen asleep, Duan He took his own bottle and walked step by step to his mother's ward, and his mother was already asleep. After a day of worrying, my mother was also tired.

It was already late at night, but Duan He didn't feel sleepy at all. His mind was full of what his father and his co-workers said, as well as his father's voice and smile over the years. Until now, he didn't have a real feeling that his father had left.

After sitting in his mother's ward for a long time, seeing his mother's steady breathing, Duan He felt a little more at ease. This family really couldn't bear any more blows.

The medicine in Duan He's hanging bottle was gone, he got up from the stool with some difficulty, and was going to go out with the hanging bottle to let the nurse change it, but when he opened the door, there was a person standing outside the door.

It seemed like he hadn't seen this person, this face for a long time, and the person in front of him had no sense of reality at all.

"Excuse me." Duan He wanted to pass this person, but the person in front of him didn't seem to move, he just called hesitantly, "Duan He."

Duan He has no mood or energy to care about him. Duan He feels very tired. He just wants to lie down on the spot and never get up again.

Duan He leaned sideways and went out next to the door frame. Xu Cen stood by the door a little helplessly, his eyes full of distress.

After such a long time, he turned on his mobile phone, but as soon as he turned it on, he received a call from Wang Meng. Wang Meng didn't ask anything, only said that something happened to Duan He's father, and Duan He's condition was not very good.

Before Wang Meng finished speaking, Xu Cen's whole heart was on his neck, and he couldn't explain clearly on the phone. When Wang Meng said that Duan He's father was gone, Xu Cen suddenly felt empty. And the status of Duan He and Duan He's mother to Xu Cen.

"Xu Cen, I don't know what happened between you and Duan He, but Duan He is like a walking dead now. His body can't hold it anymore. I'm afraid that when he falls down, he won't stand up anymore. I can't get up anymore. I know you care about him and care about him. No matter what you are doing now, I hope you can come to persuade him and accompany him. Now he has no one to rely on. I am really afraid that he will collapse completely. gone."

Wang Meng's words were still ringing in his ears. After Xu Cen hung up the phone, he immediately bought a ticket to go from Anqing. He didn't even know that so many things happened in Duan He's house. Duan He must be feeling very uncomfortable now.

Now Xu Cen blames himself, why he walked away from Duan He at such an important moment, why he didn't answer Duan He's calls one after another, why he broke up with Duan He so easily.

There is also Duan He's father. In his impression, he is an extremely honest and honest man. Why did such a thing happen to him? Auntie must be very sad now. What is such a warm home now? look?

What about Duan He?What is Duan He doing now?

Along the way, Xu Cen was thinking about these issues, and worried about Duan He more and more. After driving for several hours to the hospital, Xu Cen hesitated at the door of the ward.

He didn't dare to go in, he didn't dare to face Duan He, it was he who broke up with Duan He, it was he who completely severed all the connections between the two people, it was he who made them completely become people from two worlds, he What face is there to see Duan He?

And auntie, what would auntie think of him?Uncle is gone, she must hate the person who took her son away, right?He and Duan He were originally in a wrong relationship.

Xu Cen has been wandering outside the door, he knew Duan He was inside, he wanted to open the door, wanted to know what happened to Duan He, he wanted to rush in and hug Duan He, and told Duan He that he had no other choice.

However, he never had the courage.

Duan He suddenly opened the door and startled him, but Duan He's indifferent attitude made him feel like falling into the ice cellar again. Duan He, do you hate him?

With Duan He's tired figure, hoarse voice, and staggering steps, Duan He's condition seems to be much more serious than he imagined, and Duan He's back with a hanging bottle looks extraordinarily bleak.

Xu Cen's heart was throbbing, and he couldn't care less about Duan He's indifferent attitude now, all he knew was that he was worried about Duan He, and he was going crazy.

Xu Cen rushed forward recklessly, and gently grabbed Duan He's clothes, "Duan He, what's wrong with you?"

Duan He turned his head slowly, his face was full of exhaustion, "Xu Cen, I have your wish, please let me go, my father is dead, my home is gone, you don't have to worry anymore gone."

Duan He never had the courage to say the word "death". Once he said this word, all his unrealistic expectations were shattered, and he broke it himself.

Duan He's words made Xu Cen feel a pain in his heart, yes, isn't this what he hoped for?Leaving Duan He and not letting Duan He's parents hate him, isn't this what he has been longing for?

However, he never thought of realizing it in this way. He hoped that Duan He would be well, Duan He's parents would be well, and everyone would be well, but now, except for him, everyone seems to be not well. Is it his fault?

"Duan He, I'm sorry."

Xu Cen felt more and more guilty. He blamed himself for all of this. Duan He's family became like this because of him.

Duan He glanced at Xu Cen, what's wrong with Xu Cen?He is the one who should say I'm sorry. From Xu Cen's proposal to break up, to his father's accident, to his mother's fainting, all his emotions can only be suppressed in his heart. Mom, he has to act strong enough.

His fragility will make his mother even more uneasy, and he can't express his grievances to his mother. He can only hold back, hold it in his heart, hold it in his heart, and make him unable to breathe.

The moment he saw Xu Cen, he felt that all his burdens could be let go. It seemed that only in front of Xu Cen could he just be Duan He, the ordinary person with weaknesses and fragility. He can tolerate everything about him, and he can tell Xu Cen everything.

He can rely on Xu Cen's liking to speak ill of Xu Cen, he can rely on Xu Cen's liking to vent his anger on Xu Cen, he can rely on Xu Cen's liking to do anything, because he understands that no matter what he does Even Xu Cen would not blame him, after all, he bullied Xu Cen.

Duan He looked up at Xu Cen, this person sent him to hell with a few words two days ago, this person pushed him away mercilessly two days ago, no matter how much he begged, he was unwilling to turn back, but only this person could make him completely Completely relax, no need to stretch yourself.

Xu Cen's face was full of guilt, but this guilt clearly belonged to him, what right did he have to let Xu Cen bear all this for him?Besides, he still loves Xu Cen deeply, as always.

Duan He put down the hanging bottle, pulled off the pillow on his hands, and walked towards Xu Cen step by step. These few steps almost exhausted all his strength. In front of Xu Cen, the disguise he had insisted on for so long was finally Unloaded, he almost fell down towards Xu Cen powerlessly.

Xu Cen caught Duan He in a hurry, but Duan He's sudden fall made him a little unprepared, and at the same time he was even more worried, "Duan He, what's wrong with you?!"

Duan He didn't speak, just grabbed Xu Cen's hand and slowly leaned his whole body on Xu Cen's body, put his chin on Xu Cen's shoulder, and stretched out his hand to hug Xu Cen tightly.

"Xu Cen, I... have nothing..."

Duan He's hoarse voice was choked with sobs, which made Xu Cen feel extremely distressed, Xu Cen hugged Duan He back, he didn't know what to say, but just hugged Duan He tightly, he hoped that he could give Duan He some strength.

In Xu Cen's arms, Duan He seemed to relax, all the hidden emotions burst out, and the tears that had been endured for so long finally came out after seeing Xu Cen.

Duan He didn't speak any more, just let the tears flow on Xu Cen's shoulders, the wetness from his shoulders made Xu Cen feel more sorry for the man in his arms, it turns out that he also has such a fragile side.

Xu Cen gently stroked Duan He's back, "Cry out, it will feel better."

Duan He didn't cry out, he had too many worries, he didn't have the right to cry wantonly, Xu Cen's gentle voice calmed his restless heart, "Don't leave me, please."

Xu Cen was stunned by Duan He's words, and then his heart throbbed. Duan He, are you begging him? !He is Duan He, the source of all his warmth and courage. For a little him, Duan He has become so humble, is it worth it?What did he do to Duan He?

Xu Cen really wanted to agree to Duan He right away, he would not leave, he wanted to be with Duan He for the rest of his life, he really wanted to be self-willed like this, forgetting everything, he only had Duan He in his eyes .

However, the reality made him sober. Duan He's mother had already lost her lover, so how could he take away her only son?Isn't this worse for her?

The words Duan He's mother said still echoed in Xu Cen's ears. She said he was dirty, and he was dirty if he liked Duan He. If he liked Duan He, then his aunt would hate him. He didn't want to do that.

His biological parents hated him, so they threw him away when he was still a baby. His adoptive parents hated him and ignored him. He didn't want his aunt to hate him anymore. That's why he was treated as a mother people.

So, he was going to hurt Duan He again.

"sorry."

Duan He pushed Xu Cen away, but pushed himself to the ground because of too much force. Duan He sat on the ground in a state of embarrassment, with tears on his face, and uncontrollable sadness and disbelief in his eyes. Want to push me away?"

Xu Cen wanted to help Duan He, but stopped after touching Duan He's eyes, he didn't know how to answer Duan He.

Duan He struggled to get up from the ground. When he fell just now, blood oozed from the hand where the needle was stuck, and Duan He wiped it on his body indifferently.

Duan He held his hand against the wall to barely stand still, "Go away, I don't want to see you again, my business has nothing to do with you from now on, my home, my family has no connection with you, from now on, when A stranger, Young Master Xu."

Duan He turned around and left, leaving Xu Cen alone in a daze, Young Master Xu?How long has it been since Duan He called him that?Does this mean that the two of them are strangers from now on?He is his eldest master, Duan He is Duan He's poor boy?

The two wrong tracks finally returned to the right path. So far, the two tracks will never intersect, and they each lead to their own destinations.

Isn't this what he always wanted?Now that it has been realized, why does my heart hurt so much?