I'm not from the same world as you

Duan He had just walked two steps, his eyes darkened, and he fell straight down, and the hanging bottle in his hand was also thrown to the ground. Xu Cen hurried over, "Duan He? Duan He? What's wrong with you?! You do not scare me?!"

Xu Cen called the doctor loudly, and the doctor and nurse came quickly and sent Duan He back to the ward. After the doctor finished the examination, he came out frowning.

Xu Cen was a little anxious, and hurried up to ask, "Doctor, how is he?"

The doctor looked at Xu Cen with reproach in his eyes, "Young people don't take their bodies seriously now, do they? He still has a high fever, and if he continues to burn like this, his brain will burn out. He pulled it out by himself, and his mental state is not very good now, he needs to rest well, and he can’t be stimulated any more.”

Xu Cen bowed several times to the doctor, saying thank you and sorry for countless times.

The doctor left after finishing the treatment, only Duan He and Xu Cen were left in the ward, Duan He's pale face made Xu Cen feel very distressed, why did Duan He make himself like this? !

Xu Cen walked over and sat by the bed, Duan He was still asleep, Xu Cen held Duan He's right hand and pressed it to his face.

Duan He's hands have always been warm, even now. In the past, Duan He always liked to hold Xu Cen's hand in his hand, and then put it in his pocket, so that Xu Cen's originally cold hand would be warm. Become warm because of Duan He, just like Duan He.

He wanted to keep this warmth in his hands all the time, but now he had to give up this warmth.

Xu Cen touched Duan He's forehead with one hand. Duan He's forehead was very hot, and the temperature on his hand was also very high. Xu Cen pressed a kiss on Duan He's forehead worriedly, Duan He, you Must be good.

As soon as Xu Cen sat down again, the door of the ward was opened, and Wang Meng and Qi Wei came in together. Qi Wei fell asleep in Duan He's ward before, and when he got up, he found that Duan He was not even there. He was very anxious , Called Wang Meng, and the two of them found out from the doctor that Duan He had fainted again.

The two returned to the ward in a hurry. Qi Wei didn't know about Duan He and Xu Cen, but Wang Meng knew that something must have happened between Duan He and Xu Cen. Let Duan He recover from his illness with peace of mind, but unexpectedly the situation seems to be worse.

Duan He was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, the back of his hands were swollen, and Xu Cen was sitting beside him safe and sound. Wang Meng thought about what Duan He had experienced these days, and half of these things were caused by Xu Cen. Seeing Xu Cen Now that Cen was sitting here so calmly, an unknown fire rushed up in his heart.

Wang Meng walked over with a cold face, looking down at Xu Cen from top to bottom, "Where have you been these days? Do you know what Duan He has tossed himself into these days?"

Wang Meng grabbed Xu Cen's collar with one hand, lifted Xu Cen up from the stool, pointed at Duan He who was still asleep on the bed with the other hand, and asked Xu Cen, "He locked himself up alone for you. He stayed in the dormitory all day without eating or drinking, and finally lay unconscious on the bed. We broke in and sent him to the hospital.

Because of you, even in the hospital, this idiot still looks like he is not alive, he stares at the ceiling all day long, he still doesn't eat or drink, he has a high fever, his voice is already hoarse, and you are still in his mind and heart.

Such a big incident happened in his family, and he dragged this dilapidated body up and down because of you, where are you at this time?Do you know how much it hit him?But he didn't have a single tear, even if he was pretending, he persisted firmly.

I originally thought that no matter how many things happened between you, you could at least accompany him and help him, but what did you do?He has survived for such a long time, why did he collapse when you arrived? "

Every sentence of Wang Meng's accusation hit him in the heart. He thought that Duan He did this because of his relatives' leaving, but he knew from Wang Meng's words that it was all because of himself.

"Sorry, I……"

Xu Cen's appearance made Wang Meng even more angry. Is the person Duan He has been protecting all this time such a cowardly and incompetent person who can only say sorry?

Wang Meng pushed Xu Cen away, and then punched Xu Cen in the face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what else can you say other than sorry?! If sorry is useful, would Duan He still lie here! ?”

As soon as Wang Meng finished speaking, he punched Xu Cen in the abdomen again. Xu Cen didn't hide, but Wang Meng's first blow made the corner of his mouth bleed. Although there was no trauma, only Xu Cen knew about the punch. The portions are much larger.

Xu Cen knelt on the ground clutching his belly, Wang Meng clenched his fists and wanted to go up again, Qi Wei who was next to him held Wang Meng back, "What are you doing!? Why do you want to rest, go crazy and go crazy."

The two of them glanced at Duan He who was still lying on the bed at the same time. He didn't wake up from all the commotion in the ward.

Wang Meng dragged Xu Cen out, "Go, go out and talk."

Xu Cen didn't resist, and let Wang Meng be dragged out. Wang Meng found a place where no one was around. Xu Cen stood up and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, "You just said that Duan He locked himself in the dormitory...why? What's going on?"

Wang Meng found a place to sit down, "Want to know?"

Xu Cen nodded, Wang Meng looked up at Xu Cen for a long time, and finally spoke, since Duan He came back in a daze that morning, locked himself in the dormitory for a whole day, and after arriving in the hospital, he was in a lifeless state and had an accident at home. Xu Cen said.

After saying this, the anger in Wang Meng's heart finally subsided, Xu Cen's right cheek was a little swollen, Wang Meng was a little embarrassed at this moment, "I also care too much about Duan He, I was impulsive just now, don't mind."

Xu Cen shook his head, "It's my fault."

Wang Meng frowned, patted the seat beside him, and signaled Xu Cen to come and sit down. Xu Cen came over rubbing his stomach. To be honest, Wang Meng's two punches just now really made him a little uncomfortable.

Wang Meng looked at Xu Cen's movements and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Xu Cen shook his head, "It's fine."

"Xu Cen, I never knew you would be so inferior. You have a good family background and a smart mind. What else could make you feel so inferior? What are you afraid of?"

Wang Meng's angry words made Xu Cen blame himself all the time. He didn't even see Xu Cen defending himself. What made Xu Cen feel so inferior?

Xu Cen lowered his head and said nothing, Wang Meng said, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it. Xu Cen, Duan is not easy. If you can't help him, please don't hurt him again."

After Wang Meng finished speaking, he turned and left, leaving Xu Cen alone.

The night was already very deep, and the surroundings were terribly quiet. Xu Cen sighed and went back to Duan He's ward. When he opened the door, Qi Wei stood by Duan He's bed. Duan He closed his eyes and didn't know if he woke up.

Xu Cen took a look at the door and went out. He was a little afraid to face Duan He now. If Duan He woke up, either he hurt Duan He or Duan He hated him. Why bother.

Xu Cen walked slowly to his aunt's ward. This was what Wang Menglin told him before he left, asking him to go and see his aunt.

What happened to Duan He's family was such a big blow to Auntie. He was very worried about Auntie and wanted to visit Auntie, but he still had a fear in his heart.

He still remembers his aunt's nasty tone when he said that Xu Cen stood outside the door, hesitating not to go in, it is already midnight, auntie should be asleep, maybe he can just go in and take a look, and then come out after reading.

Xu Cen continued to build himself up mentally. After thinking for a long time, Xu Cen finally pushed open the door. The room was pitch black and he couldn't see anything clearly. Xu Cen didn't plan to turn on the lights anymore. , Turning on the light suddenly might wake up my aunt, this is not the purpose of his coming in.

Xu Cen groped his way to the bedside and got used to the darkness. Xu Cen could roughly see something through the moonlight.

Xu Cen glanced over, but almost cried out in fright. The person on the bed had his eyes wide open, with no expression on his face. His eyes were motionless and he didn't know where to stare. It looked very strange in the dark night.

"Auntie?" Xu Cen tried to call out, but when he heard the sound, his eyes slowly closed, and then slowly opened again.

"Who? Why didn't you turn on the light?" This was Xu Cen's familiar voice, but it was a little deeper than usual.

Xu Cen didn't dare to turn on the light, he was a little afraid to face the person in front of him, "Auntie, it's me, Xu Cen."

After Xu Cen finished speaking, no one spoke again, and the atmosphere suddenly became quiet, with a sense of oppression in the silence.

When Xu Cen was about to take it no longer, the voice rang again, "Go and turn on the light."

Although Xu Cen was unwilling, he obediently turned on the light. The lights in the hospital were very bright. Xu Cen closed his eyes and adjusted for a while before returning to the stool beside the bed.

"What are you doing here?"

Xu Cen lowered his head, "Come and see you."

There was another silence, Xu Cen felt as if it had been a long time, and then Xu Cen heard a sigh, "You should have heard everything I said that day, right?"

Xu Cen nodded.

"I'm sorry, I speak too loudly."

Xu Cen raised his head and waved his hand quickly, "No, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, I have feelings that I shouldn't have, and I did something I shouldn't, Auntie, I'm sorry."

The aunt hooked the corners of her mouth mockingly, "What are you sorry for, this is the path Duan He chose, and what does it have to do with you?"

"You, don't you hate me?"

"Why do I hate you? Duan He keeps saying that he has to be you, that he likes you, loves you, and wants to be with you for the rest of his life. He won't listen to what I say, so what can I do?" Auntie said helplessly in her tone.

"He, that's what he said?" Xu Cen was far more than shocked when these words came out of his aunt's mouth.

"Heh, I have raised my son for almost 20 years, but in the end, I am the mother who doesn't understand him the least. Xu Cen, I have never seen Duan He like that, just like a child, stubbornly guarding him. something you like."

Xu Cen twisted his fingers and asked, "What else did he say?"

The person on the bed lightly pressed his temples, "What else can I say, it's nothing more than the self-righteous love of a young man. For a lifetime, do you really think it's that easy? For a lifetime, that's a luxury. Perhaps, this is the benefit of being young." .”

It turned out that Duan He not only thought about their future, but also expressed his attitude in front of his parents. The promise of a lifetime was not a joke on a whim.

Auntie turned her head to look at Xu Cen, her eyes couldn't express what kind of emotion she had, "This is your own path, and you have to bear it yourself even if you are covered with bruises. My path has come to an end, and you have only just begun .”

Xu Cen looked at his aunt with some puzzlement, and there was some joy in his puzzlement. Although he knew that this kind of emotion was inappropriate now, he couldn't restrain his inner emotions, "Auntie, you won't hate me because of this." ?"

The person on the bed continued to look up at the ceiling, "What do you hate? I don't have such emotions now."

All that was left of her was endless grief and longing.

"Then you have a good rest, I'm leaving first."

Xu Cen came out of the ward and ran to Duan He's ward.He didn't deny that the words his aunt said pierced his chest in a daze, making him feel that there seemed to be hope between him and Duan He.

The words Duan He said to his aunt moved his heart. At that moment, he realized how firm and brave Duan He was in his feelings for the two of them. He was too cowardly to push Duan He away time and time again. He has too many worries.

He didn't consider Duan He's feelings at all, and insisted on hurting Duan He again and again. Wang Meng's two punches were justified, and now he wants to slap himself twice.

What are his sorrows compared to Duan He? When Duan He was most uncomfortable, he gave Duan He a fatal blow. How could a person like him deserve Duan He's love?

Xu Cen hesitated outside the door, the person he was most sorry for was none other than his favorite Duan He.

Xu Cen put his hand up and down from the doorknob, repeated countless times, Duan He, will you forgive him?

Putting down his hand again, Xu Cen took a deep breath. If he gave up again, he and Duan He might really be strangers from now on. Duan He is so brave and firm in maintaining their relationship, why can't he be brave once? ?

Xu Cen gritted his teeth and opened the door. Duan He was the only one with the lights on in the room. All Xu Cen's courage was exhausted when he opened the door. When he met Duan He's cold gaze, Xu Cen trembled with pain in his heart. Xu Cen had never seen such a look.

When he was not familiar with Duan He, Duan He's eyes were more indifferent. After getting acquainted, Xu Cen could feel the warmth in Duan He's eyes. Duan He has never had such a cold gaze.

"Where's Qi Wei?" Xu Cen broke the silence.

"I told him to rest." Duan He's voice was still hoarse, "What are you doing here?"

"Your throat..."

Duan He turned his head, his heart ached every time he saw that face, "It has nothing to do with you."

"Duan He, I..." Xu Cen wanted to go forward, but Duan He's words made him stop.

"Just go if you have nothing to do, I don't want to see you."

Xu Cen's hand tightened, he didn't know how to tell Duan He to make Duan He forgive him, isn't Duan He's current cold attitude also caused by him alone?Who can he blame.

Xu Cen approached Duan He step by step, and Duan He turned his head to look at him. When he walked in front of Duan He, Xu Cen suddenly leaned down and kissed Duan He's lips. After realizing it, he embraced Duan He with both hands, and slowly deepened the kiss.

Duan He pushed Xu Cen away, and looked at him in disbelief, "What do you mean by doing this now, tease me and make fun of me?!"

"Duan He, I was wrong, I regret it, give me a chance, I will be as brave as you in the future, don't abandon me." Xu Cen grabbed Duan He's hand and begged in a low voice.

Duan He shook off Xu Cen's hand, "Xu Cen, touch your conscience, did I abandon you? You pushed me away time and time again, who are you showing me now?"

Xu Cen grabbed Duan He's hand again, "Duan He, I know you won't believe what I say now. I used to worry too much, I was cowardly and incompetent, and I never had the courage to look directly at the relationship between you and me. However, Duan He, it is your firmness that gave me courage, and you let me know that there is still a future between us, so give me a chance to put aside all my worries and be with you, okay, I I like you, I like you very much."

Duan He smiled mockingly, "Do you like it? Xu Cen, I'm tired..."

Xu Cen seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing. He never said that word. He always felt that he was not worthy of saying that word, because no one really cared about him, no one loved him, so he kept a piece of it. A place to lick my wounds.

However, this person in front of him is everything to him, and he is willing to give everything to him.

Xu Cen went over and put his arms around Duan He's neck, face to face, looking into Duan He's eyes, "Duan He, I love you just like you love me."

Duan He pushed Xu Cen away, "Unfortunately, it's too late."

Xu Cen left Duan He, "Is it too late?"

Duan He didn't speak anymore. He was really tired. There were so many things waiting for him to deal with. At this time, love is nothing.

Duan He's silence gave Xu Cen the answer, and Xu Cen held back his tears, "Aren't you willing to give me a chance?"

"Xu Cen, did you give me a chance? Did you give us two chances? What is this relationship in your opinion? Is it child's play? We are not children anymore. I thought you just lacked some confidence. I I thought I could give you confidence, but now I realize that I was wrong, what you lack is not confidence at all, you just simply lack love."

After Duan He finished speaking, he coughed a few times, such a long sentence made his throat even more uncomfortable.

"So you think so?" Xu Cen looked at Duan He in disbelief.

"What's wrong? Because of your miserable childhood, you don't even have the courage to love your lover. Is family and friendship important to you? You are just blindly cowardly, and blindly dare not give, because you are afraid that what you give will be rewarded." not!"

Xu Cen stepped back step by step. The Duan He in front of him felt so strange to him. How could his Duan He say such words?No, he is not Duan He, no.

Duan He wiped the moisture from the corners of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, "Are you running away again? Xu Cen, when will you be able to face up to your heart, do you know what you think in your heart? I don't have the energy to play with you like this anymore I’m so exhausted, I even feel like maybe tomorrow I’ll run out of oil and burn out.”

The room became quiet again, no one spoke, and there were faint sobbing and coughing sounds.

Duan He leaned weakly on the pillow, he didn't even want to look at the person next to him, "Let's go, you and I are really not from the same world."

Xu Cen raised his head, tears filled his eyes, and everything in front of him became blurred, "Are we really over?"

"My courage and firmness have been exhausted, and I can't hold on Xu Cen."

"Then you have a good rest, I, let's go..."

Xu Cen turned around with some reluctance. At the door, Xu Cen turned his head to look at Duan He. Duan He left him with only a back view.

After the door was closed, Xu Cen squatted on the ground a little weakly, with his face buried between his arms. Was he in a cocoon?After all, the only warmth in his life still left him.

Xu Cen's tears welled up from his eyes, and from then on, he and Duan He were really strangers.

Inside the door, Duan He listened to the movement coming from outside the door. Although Xu Cen had restrained himself, Duan He could still faintly hear the sound of weeping. With a distance of only two or three meters, a door directly separated them between Tianya and Tianya. cape.

The wind blew in from the window, and Duan He felt his face was cold, and when he touched it, he knew that tears had slipped out at some point.

Duan He slowly retracted into the bed, letting the tears fall directly into the pillow.

Xu Cen, I'm really tired. If I'm the only one holding on between us, this relationship will be destroyed sooner or later, so let it be like this.