Through the moonlight outside the window, he saw that Ji Nian was lying on the floor at the door and looking at him.

Hollow eyes.

Gradually, blood flowed from the eyes.

Lu Xi took a deep breath as if drowning, and opened his eyes quickly, with cold sweat on his forehead, his whole body was so cold from the inside, he gasped in shock.

Two seconds later, Lu Xi regained consciousness in his hands and feet, making sure that he was no longer in a dream.

He suddenly turned over and sat up, slapped on the lamp on the wall, and looked towards the door of the room with a little panic.

The door is closed, and everything is safe.

Lu Xi shrank her legs and sat on the head of the bed, staring at the direction of the door, her eyes were a little red.

It turned out to be a dream within a dream, but when he recalled the appearance of the year in the dream, he still had lingering fears.

Lu Xi's eyes never moved away from the door, biting her nails subconsciously, her eyes were red, and her expression was very struggling.

In this world, apart from Ji Nian, he has no one close to him.

Lu Xi really wants to call Ji Nian now, and listen to Ji Nian's voice, but he knows he can't make that call.

In the dead of night, Lu Xi felt lingering fear on the one hand, and felt a kind of lonely desolation on the other hand, and thinking of the year, almost shed tears.

He always felt as if he had been abandoned by fate again.

After a long time, Lu Xi relieved his emotions by himself, and his hands returned to normal temperature, but he still didn't dare to sleep, so he had to open the bedside table, feel the ring on his hand from inside, and then took out the Tetris machine.

Lu Xi just kept playing the game console until dawn, and then fell asleep unbearably.

……

Lu Xi only slept for a few hours, and at noon, she woke up with a drowsy mind.

Just in time for the afternoon training match.

After eating, Lu Xi went to the practice room of the second team, sat down in his seat, and adjusted the equipment.

A young man on the opposite side looked at Lu Xi from behind the computer, and said, "Lu Xi, didn't you sleep well? Your face is so pale."

After less than a week of running-in, their second team gradually fell in love with this seemingly arrogant boy from their disgust at the beginning, not because of anything else, but because Lu Xi was too strong, and there was a bit of admiration in their liking.

Hearing this, Lu Xi rubbed her bored face, and gave a faint "um", always looking like she couldn't cover her heat.

The young man was used to Lu Xi's cold personality, shrugged his shoulders, returned to the computer and continued to prepare.

At this moment, another teammate walked in while eating bread, and said to Lu Xi, "Master Xi, I'm looking for a boyfriend."

After a pause, Lu Xi subconsciously glanced at the date on the lower right corner of the computer.

Today is Wednesday, shouldn't that person be at school?

According to his speculation, there is still some time before the winter vacation.

Lu Xi thought about it again, and understood what was going on. While having a headache, she was also a little annoyed, and said impatiently, "I'm dead."

"..." The boy who ate bread hadn't sat down completely, his butt was hanging in the office, and he said in a daze, "Huh?"

Lu Xi glanced at him lazily, and repeated: "Tell him, I'm dead."

"........."

The other five members in the training room glanced at each other and understood what each other was thinking.

It seems that there are some problems between Master Xi and his boyfriend.

The boy who came to report the news slowed down, and when he came to his senses, he said "oh", and said, "I'm going to tell the handsome guy, it's not easy to stand outside for a long time in the winter."

Before going out, Lu Xi suddenly stopped him.

The boy looked back: "What's wrong?"

Lu Xi frowned and thought for a while, looked at the boy, and couldn't help asking: "He looks okay?"

"Okay." The boy didn't know why, and said, "Your boyfriend is standing at the gate of our base. It's quite eye-catching, and it's more effective than a signboard."

"..." Lu Xi waved her hand at the boy perfunctorily, meaning that she had nothing to say.

He just needs to know that the year is fine.

As a result, 3 minutes later, the person who had just left kicked the door and came in.

"What are you doing? What are you doing?" The captain turned his head to look at the door and blamed him displeasedly, "I can't even open the door...!"

But when he saw the person coming in, he cut off his voice abruptly.

I saw a boy who looked like a high school student carrying a schoolbag, with his hands in his trouser pockets, walked in as if he had entered no one's land, and headed straight to Lu Xi's seat.

Immediately afterwards, the team member who had just left also entered the door with bread in his mouth, winking at his teammates.

Ji Nian directly pulled away the chair next to Lu Xi, sat down facing Lu Xi, rested his chin in one hand, and looked at the other side with a smile.

Lu Xi glanced at Ji Nian, and at a close distance, he found that there was a light bruise on the corner of Ji Nian's mouth, and some skin was broken under his eyes.

Lu Xi was inexplicably upset, rolled the mouse wheel up and down, looked at Ji Nian provocatively, and asked, "Why?"

Ji Nian's beautiful eyes were curved, and he said with a smile, "See if you're dead."

The other five team members were a little embarrassed when they heard this, they lowered their heads and pretended to play with their mobile phones.

They understood that they had strayed into the scene of a couple bickering and wanted to avoid it, but with 5 minutes left, the training match would start and they couldn't leave.

With a sad face, Lu Xi looked at the computer in front of him, continued to do his own business, and said, "You go away, or should I call your dad?"

Ji Nian lay on the table sideways, but stared straight at Lu Xi with no waves in his eyes, so his smile was extraordinarily weird.

He didn't answer Lu Xi's fault, just said: "You come with me."

Lu Xi tapped on the keyboard and said, "No time."

"You follow me." Ji Nian said again.

Lu Xi was annoyed, and frowned: "Why?"

Ji Nian didn't change his face: "I want to fuck you."

"Pfft!"

Someone just took a sip of water and sprayed it again.

Lu Xi was ashamed and angry, her face flushed red, she jumped up, picked up Ji Nian's collar, and dragged him out of the door.

Ji Nian was pushed out of the door, but held on to the door frame to prevent it from closing.

Lu Xi said: "Get out!"

Ji Nian gradually stopped laughing, too lazy to pretend, he held Lu Xi's hand and didn't let go.

Seeing that the two teenagers seemed to be fighting, the team members were hesitant to step forward to persuade the fight.

At this time, Lu Xi couldn't let go, she was very annoyed, and said angrily: "You always pester me, do you owe you?! If you don't let go, I will really do it!"

Unexpectedly, Ji Nian's expression obviously paused, and his hands relaxed.

Lu Xi shook off Ji Nian's hand, her long and narrow eyes flickered sullenly, and glanced at Ji Nian, thinking that her threat had worked.

He turned his wrist and said, "Get out of the way, the door is closed."

But instead of letting go, Ji Nian leaned against the door frame leisurely, without showing any emotion on his face, and said, "You owe me."

Lu Xi looked at Ji Nian with a puzzled expression on his face.

"Owe me fifty-two thousand." Ji Nian remembered.

"........."

Lu Xi looked at Ji Nian and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything, but his face blushed suspiciously again.

Feel guilty.

"Choose your hands and sleep with L." Ji Nian said in a gloomy voice, "Choose by yourself."

The team members also heard some clues.

The captain was afraid of these two, worried that they would turn the training room upside down, so he quickly stood up and interjected: "Lu Xi, listen to me, keep the green hills, don't be afraid that there will be no firewood, chop off your hands and they will be gone, and you have to play in the future." For games, sleep with l! You must sleep with l!"

The others also echoed excitedly, saying: "Yes, yes, yes! There is no choice in this matter! Just sleep with L!"

From their point of view, these two people are a couple, and they just had a quarrel recently.

Lu Xi: "..."

I really appreciate you guys.

Ji Nian glanced at Lu Xi lazily, and said, "Let's go."

Lu Xi thought for a while, but she was not reconciled. She turned her head and looked at the others, blushing, and said in embarrassment: "Who...who lent me money? Pay it back later."

Everyone shook their heads in unison and said in unison: "Let's go."

Lu Xi: "..."

wipe.

Really, a friend in need is a friend.

***

Along the way, Lu Xi was anxious, looking at Ji Nian hesitantly.

To be honest, he wasn't ready.

In the room at the base a few days ago, Ji Nian just squeezed his head in, and Lu Xi was in terribly painful pain. He didn't dare to imagine what it would be like to do it.

Ji Nian found a five-star hotel closest to them and opened a presidential suite.

As soon as he entered the door, Ji Nian brought Lu Xi into the suite, without saying a word, pushed him onto the bed, and began to kiss.

Lu Xi's face was always hot, and she never thought that she would have a day of prostitution.

He found that Ji Nian's kisses were much more urgent than before, and Ji Nian seemed to have become very keen on doing this kind of thing recently.

Lu Xi checked it online and realized that it might be the hypersexuality caused by mania.

Lu Xi failed to repay her debts, and she was wronged.

He sank into the big soft bed, at first he honestly kissed Ji Nian.

But when Ji Nian put his hand into his back waistband, Lu Xi quit: "Jinian, don't..."

He twisted his body to escape from under Ji Nian.

"No, no." Ji Nian suppressed Lu Xi not to let him move.

Lu Xi felt that she was being forced, and her temper rose, and she couldn't help but began to resist.

The two just started fighting on the bed, fighting each other fiercely, neither of them would give in, and they both looked red-eyed.

"I said no..."

"Okay, you chop your hands."

"……no."

"Then just lie down and don't move."

"do not want!"

The two rolled up and down, and the bed was almost collapsed by them.

Lu Xi was expected to be restless, annoyed, he took out something from his schoolbag, and pushed back Lu Xi who was too late to get out of bed.

Lu Xi's hand was pulled up above his head. Before he could see what it was, he heard a "click", and a circle of ice fell on his wrist.

"..." Lu Xi looked up and saw a pair of handcuffs. He said angrily, "Crazy! If you dare to mess with me, I will sue you!"

Ji Nian tied the other end of the handcuffs to the bedpost, his eyes suddenly filled with suddenness: "If you dare to sue me, I will kill you."

"........."

Lu Xi was restrained with one hand, and his fighting power dropped sharply, so he lifted his leg and kicked.

The two wrestled for a while.

Finally, Lu Xi lost his strength, and when he raised his hand to fan him, his fingernails rubbed against the end of Ji Nian's eyes, drawing a line of blood.

Ji Nian closed his eyes, annoyed and tired, grabbed Lu Xi's neck, and said with stern eyes: "Don't move! I just want to sleep!"

Lu Xi was stunned and stared at Ji Nian in a daze, and really stopped moving.

Ji Nian stared at Lu Xi condescendingly, kept taking deep breaths, suppressed the beast that was about to break out of the cage in his heart, and finally calmed down.

Then, he slumped on Lu Xi's body, buried his face in Lu Xi's neck, and said in a low voice that seemed to be pleading: "Don't move... If you don't touch you, just sleep with me for a while... I haven't slept for a long time ..."

It was only then that Lu Xi realized that during Ji Nian's onset, there should be sleep disorders.

He looked at the crystal chandelier on the top and felt a heart-wrenching pain.

Lu Xi said: "Isn't it good to go to the doctor?"

"Hush..." Ji Nian raised his hand to cover Lu Xi's lips, and said in a low voice, "Don't talk..."

Ji Nian pressed on Lu Xi's body, smelled Lu Xi's breath, and soon fell into a dark and sweet dreamland.

One of Lu Xi's hands was still tied, and the other hand moved freely.

In the end, he couldn't hold back, and raised his hand to stroke Shang Ji Nian's hair.

***

Ji Bailun entered the presidential suite with the spare key, and as soon as he walked to the bedroom, he saw the scene on the bed.

I saw Lu Xi leaning on the head of the bed, with one hand resting on the bedpost, tied up, and the other hand playing with his mobile phone.

And Ji Nian was lying on his side beside Lu Xi, sleeping peacefully.

Lu Xi looked up, saw Ji Bailun, put away his phone, and said in a weak voice, "Come here?"

Seeing the two teenagers like this, Ji Bolun felt a little angry, thinking that they were just fooling around.

Lu Xi didn't pay attention to Ji Bailun's face, looked at the schoolbag on the ground, and reminded: "The key should be there."

Ji Bolun had no choice but to search for the keys in his schoolbag first, he couldn't tie Lu Xi up all the time.

When Ji Bolun picked up Ji Nian's schoolbag to look for the keys, Lu Xi lowered his eyes to look at Ji Nian's side face, saw the faint bruise on the corner of Ji Nian's mouth, and stared at it for a long time.

"Would you hit him?"

In the quiet room, Lu Xi suddenly spoke in a calm voice.

Ji Bolun paused for a moment, then stood on the spot with his schoolbag in his hand, his face was gloomy, and he usually showed no emotion.

Lu Xi bent his legs, crossed his elbows, rested his forehead with one hand, and said in a low voice, "Don't hit him in the future..."

He looked at Ji Nian, his eyes gradually filled with tears, and he didn't expect Ji Bailun's reply, he just went on talking and said: "His character, he won't be obedient just because he was beaten, and he won't be afraid of you, what's the point of beating?" Use? At most, you vent your dissatisfaction..."

"I know you rich people are very busy, but can you take some time to accompany him? Why didn't you go with him on the anniversary of his mother's death? Was he not cared about when he was a child? He was very good when he was a child, right?"

Lu Xi wiped his eyes, his throat was choked by the heat, he couldn't help but frowned, and said: "It is said on the Internet that suffering from mania is very tormenting, and he should be cured as soon as possible. It's not like you can't afford to hire a doctor."

Ji Bolun listened quietly without saying a word, and at this moment he just found the key.

He threw the key to Lu Xi.

Lu Xi uncuffed herself.

Ji Bolun walked to the bed, glanced at Ji Nian, and fell into a deep sleep.

He looked at Lu Xi again. The young man had fair skin and red eyes.

Ji Bolun closed his eyes and thought for a while, then said: "He will go abroad as soon as the winter vacation is over, and he won't come back again."

Lu Xi's hand stopped for a moment.

Because his back was facing Ji Bailun, he could only hear "Oh" which had nothing to do with him.

Ji Bailun suddenly asked: "Do you want to go abroad?"

Lu Xi didn't respond.

"If you're interested, I can send you guys out together." Ji Bailun said, "You don't have to worry about the cost, everything over there will be arranged for you, but you need to get used to the unfamiliar environment..."

"No need." Lu Xi interrupted him.

With a "click", the handcuffs were released.

Lu Xi turned her wrist and got out of bed.

He glanced at Ji Nian who was still sleeping, and said to Ji Bailun, "Thank you, I'm leaving."

Ji Bolun nodded and said, "I will convey your thoughts to him."

"Otherwise he will never give up."

***

In the following days, Lu Xi counted the arrival of the winter vacation.

On the way, he went to Xiao Ruiyang's funeral.

Xiao Ruiyang's parents were dressed in black, which made their complexion look haggard, and their eyes had lost their light.

Lu Xi looked at them from afar, with a sense of indebtedness, and finally did not come forward to talk to them.

Lu Xi went to Xiao Ruiyang's mourning hall to offer a bouquet of flowers, saw Xiao Ruiyang in the photo smiling a bit shyly, and then left quietly.

Half a month passed in a flash.

On this day, Lu Xi rested and played games in his room, but he was always inattentive. He would glance at the date on the desk calendar from time to time.

Because today is the day when the year is gone.

In the middle of the afternoon, Lu Xi entered another game, but at about the fifth minute of the game, the phone vibrated twice.

Lu Xi glanced at the phone, and when he saw the message on it, his heart was pounding.

[Chronicle: Are you there? [Smile]】

【Ji Nian: I'm going to the airport, passing by your base, downstairs, is it convenient to come out and meet? 】

Regardless of the game being in progress, Lu Xi took off his earphones, grabbed his phone and rushed out of the room.

When he reached the downstairs hall, Lu Xi pretended to slow down, and then saw someone eye-catching at the gate of the base.

Seeing Lu Xi coming out, Ji Nian raised his eyebrows in surprise, then smiled and said, "So fast? I thought it would take a long time."

Lu Xi lowered his eyes in embarrassment. He came down as soon as he saw the news. He forgot to dawdle for a while, but he seemed impatient.

Immediately, Lu Xi suddenly realized something, looked up at Ji Nian again, and blurted out: "Okay?"

Ji Nian smiled, and when he looked at Lu Xi, there was a gleam in his eyes, as if he had a lot to say, but after a long time, he only whispered: "I'm sorry."

Lu Xi probably understood what Ji Nian was apologizing for, but he felt a little uncomfortable, so he just replied dryly: "It's fine..."

Ji Nian sized Lu Xi up and down, changed the subject in a timely manner, and said, "You wear so little? Isn't it cold?"

Lu Xi came out in a hurry, she didn't change her clothes, she only wore an autumn thin long-sleeved T-shirt.

Lu Xi said, "It's okay."

Ji Nian didn't think "it's okay", he immediately took off his thick coat, took a few steps forward, and put the coat on Lu Xi.

Lu Xi's body suddenly warmed up, smelling the sunny and familiar breath of the young man, he forgot to refuse.

After Ji Nian helped Lu Xi put on his coat, he didn't leave immediately.

He deliberately slowed down his movements, pulled the collar of the jacket inward, slid his hands down the edge of the placket, and held Lu Xi's hand.

Lu Xi felt his heart burn.

Ji Nian looked at Lu Xi's left index finger, pinched it twice, frowned, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Lu Xi shook his head silently.

"I'm sorry." From a close distance, Ji Nian looked up at Lu Xi and said, "I scared you."

Lu Xi pursed her lips and remained silent for a while, then said, "It's also good to get medical treatment when you go abroad."

Ji Nian smiled, seemingly helpless.

"By the way." Ji Nian said at this time, "Listen to my father, don't you consider going abroad?"

Lu Xi let out a "hmm".

Ji Nian looked at him with a smile and didn't speak for a long time.

Lu Xi was surprised and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ji Nian shook his head and said with a smile, "It's nothing, just to confirm."

With that said, he took two steps back.

Lu Xi didn't know what to say for a moment.

He understood that if he didn't still have a glimmer of hope, why would he want to confirm again.

Ji Nian regained his cheerful appearance, glanced at his watch, and said to Lu Xi: "Then I'm leaving, stop by and say goodbye to you."

Lu Xi held back her emotions and said, "Goodbye."

Ji Nian smiled: "Goodbye."

When Ji Nian walked down the steps, Lu Xi suddenly remembered that the coat was still on her body, and quickly reminded: "Coat!"

Ji Nian looked back at him, smiled softly, and said, "I'll give it to you, I still have it in my box."

Lu Xi had no choice but to give up.

He looked at Ji Nian's back, and before he was far away, he couldn't help raising his voice and asked, "Are you back?"

This time, the year has not looked back.

Lu Xi thought that Ji Nian hadn't heard, and stood at the door feeling a little disappointed.

But Lu Xi walked back, and when he took the elevator, the phone's message alert sounded.

Lu Xi took it out to have a look.

[Chronicle: Not coming back. 】

Lu Xi lightly pursed her lower lip and bit it, probably because she had expected it in her mind and didn't respond.

Then, another message came.

[Record: I will always love you. 】

Lu Xi grabbed the collar of Ji Nian's coat, buried the lower half of her face in it, and smelled the scent of Ji Nian remaining on it.

He kept staring at the last message, but suddenly his eyebrows and eyes moved, and he couldn't help crying.

***

That night, it rained heavily, and the winter in Cangshi became more and more wet and cold.

In such weather, Lu Xi went to bed early.

Then, Lu Xi dreamed of a past life that she hadn't recalled for a long time.

It seemed to be a weekday in the dream, and there were no pedestrians on the street. He walked on foot to the community where Lu Nan lived.

There was no one in the community, so he followed the main road, turned left at the fork, and entered the first building on the left, Unit [-].

Because it is an old community, the highest is six floors, and there is no elevator.

Lu Xi went upstairs along the stairs, took out the spare key, and opened the door.

"Brother." He called out.

No one answered.

The room was very dark, even in broad daylight, the curtains were drawn.

Lu Xi changed her shoes and went into the house to look for them.

He was about to pass the living room to the bedroom when suddenly, out of the corner of his eye, he saw someone on the balcony.

Lu Xi turned her face to look——

Lu Nan was sitting on the fence of the balcony, looking back at him.

There was surprise on the man's expression, as if he hadn't expected him to appear.

"Brother?" Lu Xi felt something was wrong, and wanted to go to the balcony, but he couldn't move his feet.

Then, Lu Xi watched helplessly as Lu Nan's expression changed from surprise to guilt, and finally to relief.

Lu Nan smiled slightly, looked at him and said, "Lu Xi, I'm sorry, I can't hold on anymore."

After speaking, he took a deep leap.

Now it was clear that the sky was bright and white, but in an instant, the outside of the balcony turned into night, and it began to rain heavily.

Lu Xi stood there in a daze for a long time.

When he regained his senses, he slowly walked to the balcony, came to the fence, and slowly looked downstairs.

With gray eyes open, Ji Nian fell into a pool of blood, and the heavy rain kept falling.

"Boom boom boom!"

Someone is knocking on the door.

Lu Xi stood in front of the fence and looked into the living room.

"Boom boom boom!"

The knock on the door became more urgent.

"Lu Xi!"

Someone called him.

Lu Xi woke up suddenly, with the noise of rain in his ears, which made him a little out of breath, and he couldn't distinguish dream from reality for a while.

"Boom boom boom!"

"Lu Xi! Are you there?!"

After regaining consciousness, Lu Xi sat up from the bed, looked at the door, and found that there was really someone knocking on the door.

Lu Xi turned on the light and got out of bed.

The door opened.

When she saw the woman outside the door, Lu Xi froze for a moment, it was impossible for her to think that it was her.

The person who came was Aunt Chen.

The woman was drenched all over, her hair was disheveled, and she lost her usual dignity and elegance. When she saw Lu Xi, she grabbed his hand and cried, "Ji Nian is gone!!!"

Lu Xi just woke up, he couldn't react, and said blankly: "He... got on the plane in the afternoon..."

"No! No! No!" Aunt Chen said in a hoarse voice, helpless, "I can't find him anywhere. Before boarding the plane in the afternoon, he tricked the bodyguards to go to the bathroom, and then disappeared. We have been looking for it all night..."

Seeing Aunt Chen like this, Lu Xi couldn't help becoming anxious, but he was at a loss now and didn't have any more details. He just wanted to calm Aunt Chen down first, and said: "Ji Nian is not a child, nothing will happen..."

"No, Lu Xi, please help me find him..." Aunt Chen interrupted Lu Xi with distressed eyes, and said, "Ji Nian is very dangerous now...he has bipolar disorder."

"When he enters a depression period, he may commit suicide at any time."

Lu Xi only felt a loud noise in his head, and something exploded.

--"Not coming back."

--"I love you forever."

The author has something to say: Thanks to Zhan Jian and Xie Sui for the 3 mines~joke it#He Yan Chongjing's mines~a rocket launcher with a leaf floating in the sky~Nile sauce's two grenades~

Thank you sisters for the nutrient solution feeding~

Spray lightly, please, I'm really slow in writing, and I don't have time, so I will show you a bow to calm down.

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