Don't be afraid, I will wait for you

After traveling for three months, Bai Luoxuan and the two returned to the local area by plane.

That night

"What would Luo Xuan want to eat? I'll let them do it." Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan, who had been haggard recently, feeling very distressed.

I don't know why Bai Luoxuan didn't have much appetite in the past few months, not only lethargy but also had abdominal pains all the time. Gu Yan wanted to take Bai Luoxuan to the hospital for a check-up many times, but Bai Luoxuan firmly refused.

"Whatever, but I still don't have much appetite." Bai Luoxuan said apologetically

In fact, Bai Luoxuan himself felt something was wrong with his body, but he didn't dare to tell Gu Yan.There are sumptuous dishes on the dinner table, which are delicious in color, fragrance and taste.

"So much? You can't finish it." Bai Luoxuan looked at the rich dishes on the table, including meat, vegetarian, sweet and spicy.

"I don't know what you want to eat, so I let them watch and cook. Who knew they made so many."

"Come on, let's have a chicken wing." Gu Yan took a chicken wing from the plate and put it in Bai Luoxuan's bowl. Bai Luoxuan looked at Gu Yan who was worried about him and ate it with restraint.

"I'll get you a cup of hot water!" Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan who had finally eaten

"Um"

Gu Yan made honey tea for Bai Luoxuan and was sending it over when he saw Bai Luoxuan lying on the ground in agony.Immediately ran over, without feeling even being scalded by the water.

"Luo Xuan, Luo Xuan, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me Luo Xuan. I'll go find a doctor, you must persevere!" Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan who was sweating profusely as if the sky had fallen, and never shed tears Gu Yan cried this time, and even his voice trembled.

"Gu Yan, don't go, I'm fine, I'm fine. I'll be fine after a while, can you hug me to sleep?" Bai Luoxuan wiped away Gu Yan's tears and looked at him.

If there is a pair of eyes that shed tears for myself, I will accompany him to believe in this miserable life again.But now it seems that talking doesn't count, Bai Luoxuan thought so.

Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan who was begging himself and said, "Okay, I'll take you to sleep. You need to get better soon! If your words don't count, you're a liar." Gu Yan carried Bai Luoxuan upstairs to sleep, he never knew Bai Luoxuan It was so light, as if the wind would blow him away.Thinking of this, Gu Yan intensified his hugs to Bai Luoxuan, fearing that he would really die in the next moment.

"Gu Yan, I'm so cold, hold me tight..." Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan, who was pale and purple lips, and buried his head tightly on his chest, Gu Yan could clearly feel the Bai Luoxuan was trembling.

"Gu Yan, what do you think if I'm going to die?"

"Nonsense, you are not allowed to die. I will not allow you to leave." Gu Yan hugged Bai Luoxuan tightly, afraid that he would really leave him.

Gu Yan didn't dare to imagine Bai Luoxuan's words, he never thought about what would happen if Bai Luoxuan really died one day, he didn't dare to think about it.He's afraid he won't be able to bear it

"Gu Yan, I'm serious."

Gu Yan looked at Bai Luoxuan and said firmly, "Then I will die with you."

"That's not okay, even if you die, you will die later than me."

"Then I will die on your birthday, and I will just give myself as a gift to you." Gu Yan hugged Bai Luoxuan against his face, wanting to give him more warmth and keep him from being cold.

Bai Luoxuan didn't speak, just smiled

"Gu Yan, I'm sleepy, I'll sleep for a while, you have to wake me up this time."

"Okay, go to sleep. I'll be with you."

Gu Yan really wanted to wake Bai Luoxuan up this time, but this time he really couldn't.Because the person he loves will never wake up again.

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Woooooo QAQ Luo Xuan is gone, sad???