Don't be afraid, I will wait for you

There are many things in life that can be encountered but not sought after, and what is not expected often comes unexpectedly.

"Master, Mr. Bai is already dead. If Mr. Bai is alive, he definitely doesn't want to see you like this." Mama Liu looked at the decadent Gu Yan, and said distressedly.

"Don't talk about it, Luo Xuan just fell asleep. Don't disturb him, I will wake him up after he has had enough sleep. I promised him."

"Master, Mr. Bai is already dead!" Mama Liu looked at the drunk Gu Yan with distress.

"Stop talking, get out, get out!" Gu Yan took the wine bottle and threw them at them to force them to leave. Now Gu Yan was the only one left in the room.

There were wine bottles and paper all over the floor, with the words Bai Luoxuan written in handwriting on them.There is no sunlight in the room, it seems to be in darkness.Gu Yan squatted in the corner, his whole body was sluggish.The hair is very unkempt and the beard has grown a lot.Clothes were not changed and smelled bad.He drank and drank all day long, neither going out nor eating.He used to be clean and fresh, but now he looks like he is ten years older.Bai Luoxuan's death hit him hard, he hated himself for giving him chicken legs, he hated himself for not finding out earlier, he hated himself for not being nicer to him before.He hates, he hates himself so much, he wants to kill himself.He found out from the doctor that Bai Luoxuan had stomach cancer and couldn't eat anything related to alcohol, and the chicken wings had red wine in them.

Today is the first year since Luo Xuan's death, and today is also Bai Luoxuan's birthday.The usual decadent Gu Yan was no longer decadent. He changed his clothes and tidied up his appearance, just because today was his birthday.Gu Yan suddenly raised his head and looked under the bed in the room, and found a box.The box belongs to Bai Luoxuan, and the box has a password.Gu Yan entered Bai Luoxuan's birthday and the result was wrong, and then entered his own birthday, but unexpectedly the box opened.There were many letters and a medical certificate inside, Gu Yan opened the medical certificate.It was Bai Luoxuan's examination and diagnosis that said that Bai Luoxuan was suffering from advanced gastric cancer, and the time was just a few days before he first met him at Candy. Gu Yan picked up one of the letters in the box again.After seeing the contents of the letter, Gu Yan couldn't bear it anymore.

"Luo Xuan, Luo Xuan... ah~" Gu Yan cried as he read Bai Luoxuan's name.

"Luo Xuan, today is your birthday, I made you your favorite dish." Gu Yan looked at the two bowls of rice, potatoes and tomatoes on the table.Take a large box out of the drawer and open the box.Inside the box were photos and a jar of candy, with very few photos.But every photo contained Bai Luoxuan's shadow, and Gu Yan picked up another candy from the jar.

"Luo Xuan, do you still remember the candy you ate before? This jar of candy was given to me by you when we first met. The candy is delicious, but not as sweet as the one I ate with you."

"Luo Xuan, remember what we said before? Luo Xuan, I miss you so much." Gu Yan sat on the sofa blankly after finishing speaking

After a while, Gu Yan picked up the water and medicine on the table and drank it, then lay down on the sofa and looked at the ceiling.Today is your birthday, I will give you myself as a gift, Luo Xuan, will you be happy?You should be happy, right?Luo Xuan, don't be afraid, wait for me.As Gu Yan thought about it, the scene of playing with Bai Luoxuan seemed to appear in front of his eyes.Gu Yan closed his eyes, smiling before he died.

"I'm coming for you, idiot, don't be afraid!"

The author has something to say:

Hey, it’s the finale QAQ is sad? My heart hurts, I feel sorry for Gu Yan and Bai Luoxuan