Where is Chunsheng

When Jiao Yan walked home that day, it was already getting dark. He thought in a daze: From three people going home together to two people going home together, is it dating?He likes to chat with Chen Qian, there are many topics, is this a relationship?Or do you want the kind in Chen Chen's comics to be in love?

Jiao Xi couldn't figure it out, he just felt that he would never dare to do that to a girl, so his love affair was probably the former.

Recently, he has morning erections every morning. He has read some books on physiology and hygiene, but there is nothing he can do about it. This is puberty, and there is nothing he can do about it.The book said that it is best not to masturbate, and he doesn't know how to masturbate, so he can only wait for this physiological phenomenon to disappear on its own.

But in the former kind of love, it is also possible to hold hands.But what good is holding hands?Jiao Yan took his right hand with his left hand, and couldn't help laughing with a calm heart.

He didn't put too much thought into it, instead he was always thinking about how to give He Chunsheng the set of clothes in his schoolbag - He Chunsheng would definitely come to take the exam, Jiao Yan believed so, and he would get it at that time. give it to him.

Maybe it will make him stunned again?Jiao oath sighed lightly.Thinking of He Chunsheng's expression, Jiao Yan felt a little uneasy.This uneasiness crawled over his heart, so that it ached a little.

During the days of the exam, He Chunsheng came to the school as scheduled.Jiao Yao hesitated, always feeling that it was not the right time, until the day after the exam, when Chen Qian said that she wanted to go shopping with him, Jiao Yao finally made up her mind.He said to Chen Qian: "Wait for me, I will go back to the classroom and give something to my classmate."

When he came out just now, He Chunsheng did not leave his seat, and it seemed that he would not leave immediately.Jiao Yan hurried back to the classroom, and sure enough, He Chunsheng was the only one left in the classroom.

This is the best way, if he is seen by others, He Chunsheng might become angry from embarrassment.

But Jiao Yan never thought that He Chunsheng's reaction would be so big.Until being pushed to the ground by him, Jiao Yao was confused.But when he felt the pain in his arm and saw He Chunsheng's hesitant expression, he suddenly understood that he had hurt He Chunsheng's self-esteem, again.

"Mr. Lin asked me to give it to you." Although his arm hurts, Jiao Yan tried his best to tell a lie.

He Chunsheng obviously saw through his lies, he said: "I don't want it, I will earn money, and I will pay back the money you gave me—you don't have to pity me."

He Chunsheng's expression should be indifferent, Jiao Xi thought he was going to turn around and leave, but he didn't.

He Chunsheng squatted down, gently put his hand on Jiao Yan's arm, and pulled Jiao Yan up from the ground.His movements were so gentle, yet Jiao Xi became upset.He felt that the place He Chunsheng touched seemed to be conducting electricity, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

"I didn't mean that." Jiao swore incoherently.He didn't know if He Chunsheng could understand what he meant: he didn't look down on He Chunsheng, he didn't mean to laugh at him, he just wanted to help him and become friends with him.

"Go to the infirmary and apply the purple potion." He Chunsheng said.

Jiao Xi had never heard such a soft tone from him, as if he had done something wrong and begged for forgiveness——He Chunsheng, what did he do wrong?Jiao Yan couldn't remember in a daze, ah, yes, it was the wound, He Chunsheng pushed him.

"There's no need for that. If you often have to scratch the skin, it will be fine the next day." Jiao Yan said.After he finished speaking, he began to explain the origin of the clothes, exhausting his best ability to lie all his life, and told He Chunsheng that the clothes were given to him by Mr. Lin.

Whether He Chunsheng believed it or not, Jiao Yan didn't know, he only knew that He Chunsheng was holding on to his arm, and he became more and more flustered, feeling as if his arm wasn't growing on him anymore.

why?Jiao Yan felt that when facing He Chunsheng, his orderliness and language ability were lost.He was watched by those eyes that seemed to be able to see through everything, and he was not only ashamed, but also ashamed.

Jiao Yan left the classroom in great frustration.Even on the way home with Chen Qian, his mind was full of He Chunsheng's eyes.

Maybe he shouldn't get close to He Chunsheng anymore.Jiao Yan made up his mind, his behavior was so superior to He Chunsheng, he really didn't know how to keep in touch with He Chunsheng - the hope of becoming a friend was slim, it's better, it's better to be an ordinary classmate.

Just like before, ignoring each other and not knowing each other, isn't that good.

If he never said a word to He Chunsheng, they would not know each other after graduation. After graduation, He Chunsheng would be like those classmates in elementary school, who would not remember them after a while. That would be the best.

However, Jiao Yao thought to himself, there are always one or two people who will be remembered and hard to forget.

Jiao Yan no longer remembers when she learned that she was going to transfer to Xiacheng after the summer vacation.It was shortly after the end of the final exam.For some reason, after hearing the news, he felt a little regretful, but he felt relieved—he was going to leave here, and he had to leave, so no one could blame him for any decisions he made.

Therefore, when returning to school on the seventh day after the exam, Teacher Lin handed over He Chunsheng's summer homework to Jiao Yan and asked him to show it to He Chunsheng. Say goodbye and stop worrying about him.

He and Chen Qian met on the back-to-school day, and Chen Qian didn't seem very happy, and she didn't chatter like usual all the way home.Jiao oath asked her: "Are you unhappy?"

Chen Qian took a wronged look at Jiao Yan and said, "Of course I'm not happy, you didn't call me at all."

"Didn't you say that you are afraid that your parents will hear the phone call?" Jiao vowed. It is true that he did not think of calling Chen Qian, but Chen Qian said this before the summer vacation.

"You can call after ten o'clock in the morning from Monday to Friday, when they are at work." Chen Qian said.

"That's good." Jiao Yan thought for a while, and told Chen Qian, "I'm going to transfer to Xiamen next semester."

Chen Qian looked at him, tears suddenly fell down.Jiao Yan was at a loss for a while, so he could only take out the tissue in his schoolbag and hand it to her. She cried for a while and said, "Why didn't you tell me!"

"I just found out, too."

"Then you went to Xiacheng, will you call me?"

"Yes." Probably?

Maybe because of this promise, the girl stopped crying.Jiao Yan's heart softened suddenly, he thought: Chen Qian really likes me.

Being liked by a girl doesn't bother her much, even when the separation is imminent, Jiao Yan can't feel the pain.He felt that being liked was probably a very pleasant thing, but he did not expect that their "love" might disappear with distance.

Jiao Yao no longer remembers his first love with Chen Qian, but he will never forget the last time he saw He Chunsheng.Every scene of that day seemed to be written in my mind with a pen that never faded.So many years later, when he saw Chen Qian on the university campus, all he could think of was He Chunsheng's eyes with flaming eyes.

Growing up, Jiao vowed to obtain sexual knowledge from various channels in order to decipher the same dream that she always had in close contact with a same-sex person.He has taken a sexuality test scale, he is a straight man, he has watched intimate videos of men and women, men and men, he responds to the former, but only rejects the latter.Before dating Chen Qian, he experienced two girlfriends, and of course he was no longer naive, and had sex with both of them. He felt that there was nothing wrong with him-he only reacted to women, and there was no doubt that he was not gay.

Even when he was in college, a man had pursued him, and he only felt uncomfortable all over his body, and he couldn't feel anything at all.

But every time the dream came, He Chunsheng invaded his lips just like that day, and he always easily passed out in this dream.

He Chunsheng was like a curse, the more Jiao vowed to forget, the more he couldn't forget it.In the end, he thought desperately: Anyway, he is just a person in a dream, and he will never see him again in his life. It doesn't matter if he has such a dream.

When Jiao Yan was in college, his family was still in good condition. He was clean, handsome and tall.Because after that incident in middle school, he envied those boys with strong physique, and he also started to exercise. His figure has always been very good.He is very attractive, and he also fell in love with the girls he confessed to, and completed the practice that every college student must go through.

Chen Qian met Jiao Yan in school when she was in the third year of university. They recognized each other in a foreign land, confided in each other with homesickness, and soon became a pair that everyone envied.