I'm really going to die this time

Not long after, her secretary told her that the hospital called and said Chu Xun was going to die.

When she received this notice, she still felt a little unreal, she was a little overwhelmed, she felt very strange, why is this person going to die?

It wasn't until she came to the hospital and walked to the side of the hospital bed to look at the man lying with closed eyes that she really felt that this powerful man was really about to die.

"Qi Ruo." Perhaps it was the flashback before his death, Chu Xun had never been sober since his illness.

"Huh?" She was also rare and gentle after Bai Qi'an's death.

"I'm sorry, Qi Ruo, I'm sorry."

"Hmm" She didn't know what to say.

"Qi Ruo, you were the one who accompanied Qi An in the end, can you accompany me now?" Chu Xun looked at her.

"Ok" she said.

She stayed by Chu Xun's hospital bed that afternoon, watching him struggle from pain to complete death.It was the same as it was many months ago, the same place, the same ward, and the same cold dead people.

In fact, she has always had complicated feelings for Chu Xun. Ever since her brother's accident, she didn't know whether to hate him or not.

Chu Xun and Bai Qi'an have always been very good friends.When her brother was in high school, Chu Xun would often come to play with him at home. At that time, she had just entered elementary school.Chu Xun is very kind to her. Every time he comes, he will bring her small gifts, buy her candy, beautiful hairpins and beautiful skirts, and even hug her up and coax her intimately. Her own brother was even nicer to her.

Bai Qi'an used to be careless. He didn't know how to love her. He always treated her like a younger brother and never pampered her.So apart from being with her parents, she only felt like a little princess when she faced Chu Xun.

Therefore, when Chu Xun hated her brother, she also stood on Chu Xun's side in her heart.She followed Chu Xun to alienate her brother and hated her brother.So she moved out of the house and went to live in the school.Usually, she didn't even take the initiative to call Bai Qi'an, and she stayed at school during the holidays.Because of this, she didn't know anything when Bai Qi'an went bankrupt, and she didn't know that Bai Qi'an was working hard everywhere to earn her tuition fees.She squandered Bai Qi'an's hard-earned money doing things that hurt him.Until the hospital called to inform her...

This was the most regrettable thing she had ever done in her life.It was also the thing that made her die of pain every time she thought of her brother's illness.

She forgot that after her parents passed away, the person who took care of her by her side, cooked for her, bought her clothes, gave her money, provided for her to go to school, and cared for her was always her own brother.However, as her brother's most important relative, she never stood by his side for a moment, served as his support, and supported him behind his back.

So for Chu Xun, she didn't know how to treat him now.It turned out that she hated him, hated his cruelty.But she hated herself more.He was the main culprit who forced Bai Qi'an to death, so she was the needle that stuck in Bai Qi'an's heart and made him bleed non-stop.

So, seeing him lying on the bed panting, she was very conflicted.

He looked at her, holding the gift box tightly in his arms, and said full of hope, "Ruoruo, can I go to heaven?"

She couldn't bear to say something heart-wrenching.

"Yes, Chu Xun, you will definitely go to heaven."

She heard herself say it.She knew why Chu Xun kept asking her this question.

Because, he thought that his brother would go to heaven.

He closed his eyes satisfied.

She sat in front of the hospital bed and cried for a long, long time, tears streaming down her face...

That day, Ren Jiu was sitting in the bar crying loudly. Many people passed by the bar and looked at him with strange eyes, but he didn't care, and he cried bitterly.A lot of people came up to him and asked him what happened, to comfort him.But they don't understand.

Because they didn't know that in this year, he lost two friends who had known him for ten years in a row.

The author has something to say:

It's over.This is how it ends, and there will be extra episodes.