Silently affectionate

Si Chao looked at him in surprise: "But..."

"Or to be more precise," Su Kesheng looked straight into his eyes with a calm expression, "That girl liked me at the time, and she was really unwilling to be rejected by me, so she suggested to me to try dating... and I happened to be She is single, and wanted to experience the feeling of being in love, so I agreed to her."

He stroked his wet hair, and continued: "Then I dated her for a week, and finally found out that love without emotional basis is like... like just having an extra friend of the opposite sex. I don't feel any heartbeat. We broke up after a week and made it clear to her."

After hearing this, Si Chao didn't know what to say anymore, he stared and didn't even know what expression to make.

It stands to reason that he should be happy in his heart, but when he thinks that he was the one who was hit and forced to retreat because of that girl, he has mixed feelings in his heart, and even feels a little sad.

"What about you now?" He asked Su Kesheng, "Now...you want to have a try with me because you happen to be single? Or...call me to your house and ask me Apologize, and then solemnly reject me?"

Su Kesheng shook his head and said, "Neither of them."

Si Chao stared at him in a daze, and after a long while, his raised shoulders collapsed helplessly. He lowered his head and said silently, "...that means you don't take me seriously at all?"

"..." Su Kesheng stared at him incredulously, "Can't you think about the bright side?"

Si Chao said, "What good things should I think about? After so many years, people have endured adversity for a long time, and usually they don't have any thoughts left."

Su Kesheng in turn educated him and said: "Actually, you should hit yourself, because at that welcome party, if you asked for contact information with me, maybe I will be with you because of your good looks." gone."

"Then what do you mean now?" Si Chao didn't follow his words, he was eager for an answer, "Do you want to be with me?"

After the words fell, Su Kesheng fell silent.

Si Chao was so annoyed that he lowered his head in an instant, but he didn't try to redeem the meaning of those words. He lowered his head and nervously stared at the tea in his hand, letting the time pass by.

...But Su Kesheng didn't speak again.

After a few years, looking at Su Kesheng's face, he felt the urge to cry again for the first time.

"I'm not teasing you or anything," Su Kesheng turned his head away, "I just need a little time to think... After all, you know, if we are really together now, it is impossible to fall in love like when we were young." Easy."

Si Chao was still a little puzzled: "Why?"

Su Kesheng stared at him, and some warm affection flashed in his eyes: "Although the country does not yet have a gay marriage law, if we decide to be together now, I hope we will rush to get married."

"...What the hell do you mean?"

"President Si, do you have to ask me to explain clearly?"

Seeing that Si Chao was still in a daze, as if he had been stunned by such a sudden turn, he smiled, got up and moved to sit next to him: "What you asked me just now, I will answer you in a different way—— I said, what you said is neither."

"I want to be with you, because I'm in love with you... I want to be with you, not just for fun or that kind of non-serious attitude, I want to be with you very seriously."

This time it was Si Chao's turn to remain silent again.

His eyes widened, as if he couldn't even blink, he looked into Su Kesheng's eyes, trying to find a little joke in them - but there was none.

Nothing, Su Kesheng stared at him, his eyes were full of smiles, and he was almost overflowing with more obvious happiness than ever.

That expression was even more touching than when he first saw him.

After a long time, Su Kesheng saw a tear fall from his eye.

Then more and more fell out of his eye sockets, slid across his cheeks and chin, and soaked his black T-shirt - Su Kesheng could feel his wet clothes getting wetter.

He sighed, and finally stepped forward to hug him.

He soon heard the sound of his own teacup breaking, and the whimpering in his ear, Si Chao tightly grasped him, this tight embrace almost made Su Kesheng suffocate.

"You didn't speak for so long just now, I thought it was hopeless..." Si Chao hugged his head, pressed it against his chest, and kept kissing his hair.

He cried and said: "Fortunately, you agreed... Otherwise, what would you tell me to do... I don't want to leave your house in such a mess. I have loved you for so many years, how could you reject me so cruelly... "

"..." Su Kesheng held back the desire to struggle, while listening to him whining and complaining to himself, his eyes turned red as he listened.

He stroked Si Chao's back, trying to calm him down, and coaxed him: "Didn't I agree, okay... how can I cry like this when I'm such a grown-up, it's my fault It's my fault, don't cry, okay?..."

Si Chao suddenly cried even worse: "You've never coaxed me like this before..."

Su Kesheng: "...Take care of my mistake."

Si Chao: "You won't smile at me as happily as you did just now..."

Su Kesheng: "..."

Did they not know each other before?

Excitement belongs to excitement, is it enough to stop it?Why is he complaining endlessly?