May this life be gentle forever

The spring is getting stronger, among the red flowers and willows, bursts of melodious opera voices come from the backyard of Yumenglou. Looking around, the backyard is full of opera actors with heavy makeup and heavy colors. Although it looks chaotic at first glance, it is also Still a good view.

As the saying goes, the eyes are charming among the scattered flowers, and if you look at too many beautiful ones, you will always get bored. At this time, you need a bright one, so among the many beautiful figures, there is really only one that is as brilliant as that.

Xu Qingyi stood at the back door, his slender body was wrapped in a bluish-white theater gown, and the heavy ink and heavy colors could not hide his proud and cold eyes. He turned his head slightly, and looked at the person who came out behind him with a little dissatisfaction.

The play that was sung in the building just now is Xu Qingyi's best piece of Dreaming in the Garden, but after going up to fiddle with it for a while, Li Ban pulled him down: "Master, people pay to listen to my play, What's the matter with you not letting me finish singing?"

Li Ban took a sip of his cigarette holder, squinted his eyes and snorted: "You know what, the more you attract these people's appetites, the more valuable you will be. If you want to sing, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future."

Li Ban seemed to have something to say, when he suddenly realized that there was someone standing beside him, he subconsciously looked at that person, and after seeing who it was, he couldn't help the pain in his waist, so he had to turn around and leave in resentment.

Looking at the master's back, Xu Qingyi couldn't help but click his tongue. He either didn't understand some things, or just didn't bother to think about them.But right now, he has other things on his mind. Looking aside, Jiang Yue, who is wearing a purple cheongsam, is holding a drawing board and drawing according to him without saying a word.

"So leisurely and elegant today?" Seeing the person coming, he finally had some smiles in his eyes.

Jiang Yue didn't even raise her head: "Then put on a pose."

Xu Qingyi raised his eyebrows, but he was still very obedient, and put on a posture with this clothes on, but after a while he put down his hands, stood there and frowned at her: "Ancestor, what's wrong with you? "

After getting along for a long time, Jiang Yue's every action represents something, and he can know it immediately without bothering to think.For example, now, the girl in front of her with neat hair and sideburns, who should have a fierce personality and charming eyebrows and eyes, has changed her usual behavior, and she has never talked nonsense since she started painting with a straight face... This is really abnormal.

"Raise your hands." Jiang Yue had no expression on her face, she just pursed her lips lightly, raised her hand to pull up the broken hair around her ears, and continued to draw with her head down.

Xu Qingyi sighed, frowned and stepped forward to clasp her wrist holding the pen: "With your state, what can you draw?"

After Jiang Yue heard this, she raised her eyes and stared at him, then slammed his hand away, took out a roll of paper from her bag and threw it on him: "It's just right, if you think I can't draw well, then you can ask someone else to give it to you." You draw!"

After venting her anger, she threw the things on the ground with red eyes, turned around and ran outside, leaving only Xu Qingyi standing there stunned, and it took a long time to recover, thinking that this girl has a really bad temper recently. Weird and irritable, this time he didn't know what he did to offend her.

Spread out the picture scroll she just threw on the ground. In the picture, he is dressed in plain clothes on weekdays, leaning gently against the red railing with his eyebrows and eyes, holding a fan in one hand and covering his lips with the other. It's hard to hide her daughter's heart between the two.

Xu Qingyi was stunned for a moment, and a smile could not help but appear on his lips.

When he was free that night, he found the door, but the person he was looking for closed the door angrily. He sighed and leaned outside the door to persuade his ancestors: "Ah Yue, don't lose your temper with me, okay?" ?”

Jiang Yue closed her eyes and pretended not to hear.

Xu Qingyi sighed, and remained silent for a while before leaning on the doorway: "Ah Yue, my leg hurts and I can't stand."

Jiang Yue opened her eyes, and gave a secret pooh, knowing that he was trying to win her sympathy, but she still couldn't help standing up and walking towards the door.

Xu Qingyi heard that there seemed to be movement inside, and couldn't help but narrowed his eyes with a smile: "Oh, the pain is really unbearable." However, before he finished speaking, Jiang Yue slammed the door open inside, Xu Qingyi One couldn't stand firmly, so he staggered and leaned against her.

Jiang Yue was taken aback by the sudden falling of the wooden pile, she stretched out her hand and subconsciously caught him, she hugged him for a while before she pushed him away with a blushing face: "Xu Qingyi, do you have no bones or no feet, no Can you stand by yourself?"

In fact, after letting go, Jiang Yue couldn't help but wonder why a man's body could be so fragrant and soft, but thinking about looking at this man, she couldn't help but feel a little bit annoyed, and turned around and walked in without saying a word: " If you don't go to rest at this time, what are you looking for me for?"

Xu Qingyi was wearing a long gray gown at that time, which should look stiff and heavy when worn by ordinary people, but on him, he was more elegant.He stood firm and flicked his sleeves, followed her in with strides: "You were angry with me in the morning."

"I'm not angry." Jiang Yue turned her eyes away, sat on the table and flipped through the book.

Xu Qingyi persisted: "You are angry."

"Then what then?" Jiang Yue admitted generously after being awkward, so she raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were full of coquettish dissatisfaction.

Seeing this girl like this, he couldn't help but feel numb in his heart, and for a while he lowered his eyes and said helplessly: "Come to coax you."

Stupid...Jiang Yue looked at him who was standing in a daze in front of him, she was angry and wanted to laugh, how could she be so coaxing?Who are you perfunctory?

"Then tell me, where did you go wrong." After thinking about it, Jiang Yue put down the book in her hand that she had almost torn through because of being angry with him in the past few years, breathed a sigh of relief, and decided to give him a chance.

Xu Qingyi frowned and stood where he was, and didn't say a word again. This was really embarrassing for him. How did he know what he had done that was outrageous?After careful calculation, he is also the same person as her. Even if he grew up in a different environment, his temperament should not be too different.

But this girl Jiang Yue, the more he gets around, the more confused his mind becomes about certain things --- he doesn't know what she is thinking at all.

Jiang Yue pursed her lips, and said coquettishly for a while, "Have you read the painting?"

A gleam of light appeared in Xu Qingyi's dull eyes, and he hurriedly said, "Look, Ah Yue's painting is very good, much better than before, I like it very much."

Jiang Yue froze, so she opened her eyes in disbelief, suddenly picked up the cup next to her hand and slammed it on him, then stood up and pointed out angrily with red eyes: "Get out of here! "

"Jiang Yue!" Xu Qingyi didn't dodge, and splashed warm tea all over his body. Looking at the person who closed the door again, he felt anxious and angry: "What's wrong with you?"

The person who answered his question was Jiang Yue's little maid Mingyu who followed her all day long. After hearing what he asked, Mingyu looked at him helplessly and said, "Ms. Yours, not the lady's own, you say that, the lady has such a temper... can she not be angry?"

Xu Qingyi felt a chill in his heart, thinking that it was not easy for him to walk out of the backyard alive just now.However, after squatting for a while, he wanted to ask again: "Then why is Miss Zhao's portrait of me?"

Mingyu looked desperate: "I've fallen in love with you."

Xu Qingyi paused for a moment, the expression on his gentle and delicate face was truly wonderful, as if he had swallowed a fly.

"Then why is your lady angry this morning?" He asked again after a while.

The corners of Mingyu's mouth couldn't help twitching. After serving her ancestors at home, she had to deal with idiots outside her family. Did everyone really think it was so easy?However, if you don't give a monthly increase like this, it's really hopeless in life: "That's why the lady has taken a fancy to you."

Xu Qingyi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly changed his face: "You girl, don't talk nonsense."

Mingyu realized that she had said something she shouldn't have said, so she immediately squatted on the ground and covered her ears: "Xu Xianggong, don't embarrass your servant, we are just servants and don't understand anything."

The road from the front yard to the back yard was extremely long for Xu Qingyi, perhaps he had never walked such a road in his life.

The slightly hot evening wind flickered the lights on the side of the road and disturbed his heart.

He can't take what he said just now as a joke, let alone pretend that he hasn't heard it.If it is really as what Mingyu said, then Jiang Yue's unreasonable troubles before will have an explanation.

Xu Qingyi found Jiangyue crying in the woods where the two met for the first time.

Xu Qingyi remained silent, frowning and slowly walked towards her who was leaning against the tree, the feeling in her heart was hard to describe.After a while, he stood in front of Jiang Yue and said softly, "Ah Yue, I was wrong, that painting is not pretty at all, and it is also very fake."

Jiang Yue hugged her knees, sniffed tearfully, and said nothing in anger.

"Because of that expression, I only showed it to you. Others can't see it or feel it." His voice was low and gentle, and slowly, he squatted down and stroked Jiang Yue's hair: " In front of others, I am just a glamorous and empty-skinned actor on the stage, but in front of only one person, I am Xu Qingyi."

"Do you know who the person I'm talking about is?"

Jiang Yue's eyes were wide open, and after a while, she began to cry softly again.She bit her lip and leaned forward, holding his other hand on his lap... so warm.The moment Xu Qingyi looked up at her, Jiang Yue saw many complicated emotions from his eyes.

She and Xu Qingyi have known each other for more than four years. In the blink of an eye, the stubborn young man who refused to associate with others became the person who can say such things now.

She also realized that she had so much admiration for this person she had always said she hated.

Just to draw Xu Qingyi's amazing appearance, she almost exhausted all the naughty energy she had in her youth, sitting at home and learning Western brushwork honestly.With success in her studies, she has transformed from a vain young lady of the Jiang family into a well-known talented woman.

However, she thought that Xu Qingyi never knew that everything she had in the future was just because of the sentence "I want to draw Xu Qingyi down".

Xu Qingyi looked at the girl in front of her who was biting her lip in a daze, and there was a hint of unavoidable bitterness in the helpless smile on the corner of her lips.As long as he closes his eyes, all he thinks in his mind are the words that Mingyu pointed out just now.

Can't go on like this... Xu Qingyi took a deep breath, closed his eyes and asked softly, "I ask you Jiang Yue, do you have any unreasonable thoughts about me?"

Jiang Yue froze when she heard this: "An unreasonable idea?"

Xu Qingyi was silent, he stood up slowly, and brought Jiang Yue who was holding his hand with him.

Jiang Yue let go of his hand, but even her fingertips were cold in the slightly hot night.It was clear that just now this person said that she was a unique person... She really experienced the feeling of falling from the sky to the ground in this instant.

Jiang Yue repeated with a trembling voice: "Irrational? Xu Qingyi, even if you don't accept it...you don't have to say it so badly."

"Even if I'm just a useless young lady..." Before Jiang Yue finished speaking, she was interrupted by Xu Qingyi's wry smile: "Ah Yue, I didn't mean that."

"Then what do you mean! Tell me clearly!" In the past 15 years, she has lived frankly, and the things she dislikes the most are things that are not clear.If you don't like her, then you can clearly say that you don't like her. If you don't mean that, she has to listen to her sincerely...Why?

Looking at the young girl whose eyes were still bright and clear even though she was injured, Xu Qingyi felt a tinge of unbearable bitterness in his heart: "I'm just an actor."

Jiang Yue refused to accept this reason, cried and gritted her teeth and said, "You have been from the beginning."

"The two of us are people from different worlds." Xu Qingyi secretly clenched his fists, suppressing those inexplicable emotions in his chest.

"What kind of nonsense is this?" Jiang Yue almost laughed angrily. How can people from two worlds stand together and talk?

Seeing that Xu Qingyi had stopped talking, Jiang Yue smiled ironically: "Xu Qingyi, what excuse can you find?"

Xu Qingyi was provoked into a panic, and he breathed a sigh of relief, then suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her hand, "I don't believe you really don't know!"

He led the people to walk quickly to the most hidden weeds, turned around and tore off the long coat under Jiang Yue's horrified eyes, revealing the layers of wrapped chest inside, loosened the bandage from behind, and took Jiang Yue Yue's hand pressed up against his chest.

Jiangyue's exquisite and small hand pressed down, it was soft... She was numb for a while, looking at the half-clothed and charming face of the person in front of her... Actually, it is not a charming look, because she has been so tight all the year round, she should have The beauty has been mottled and bruised, and the injury can be described as shocking.

It was too late to be shocked, and the feeling of distress had almost overwhelmed her.

Jiang Yue just stared at her dumbly. After Xu Qingyi froze for a while, she thought that what she was waiting for would be a heartbreaking slap, but she didn't expect this girl to be so dumbfounded.

What's so interesting...Xu Qingyi had a rare feeling of shame and anger. After a while, his ears burned, and then he pulled Jiang Yue's hand away, pursed his lips that were white due to emotion, and put his head back on the clothes silently. Well, look up at Jiang Yue with a livid face and staring big eyes.

"Are you stupid?" Xu Qingyi saw that she looked like she had seen a ghost, and she became depressed for some reason, and she couldn't speak accurately: "Now you see it, and you know why I said no? After so many years, I originally thought that even if I didn't tell you, you would know that I am a woman like you, but who knew that you were so stupid, even..."

"Xu Qingyi! How dare you call me stupid if I borrow your guts?" Jiang Yue raised her throat, her tears had long since dried up, and even her watery almond eyes were bright again.

Xu Qingyi choked for a moment, and as soon as his face changed, he immediately became silent, and his eyes were also cast aside.Xin said that things should be over anyway, so it doesn't matter.

"Just because of this you say no?" Jiang Yue returned to her usual demeanor, with an inexplicable smile hidden in her eyes.

Xu Qingyi's eyes widened in disbelief: "Then what reason do you need? You and I are both women, how can..."

"Even if you only need to sing opera for a day, you should read more books." Jiang Yue pursed her lips and smiled, her big watery eyes were slightly curved. Will Jin Lan know? Those people are all like this, so can you and me."

Jiang Yue is not stupid. Of course, she has seen the clues after following her for so many years, but seeing that she deliberately concealed it, she simply pretended to be stupid.When she came out just now, she was just shocked.In any case... The person she likes, the person she admires is this silly figure standing in front of her.

If she shrinks back because of this, the two of them have already been passers-by in the past few years.

Xu Qingyi was still in shock, the words "You and I can do it too" really made her unimaginable, such shocking words... But for some reason, Jiang Yueqiao's smiling face was in his heart when he was stunned.

Xu Qingyi thought, Jiang Yue was already different from the yellow-haired girl Xu Qingyi met in the forest. In the past few years, this girl not only has a better face, but also has an eye-catching figure.Nowadays, walking on the street in a cheongsam, even women have to take a look at them.

Xu Qingyi narrowed his eyes, lowered his head silently: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

In fact, she knew early on how big the gap between the two was.It's just that the facts are right in front of my eyes, and it's still so shocking.

Jiang Yue has experienced very little, and she has thousands of expectations for everything, but she is different.She knows the warmth and coldness of the world since she was young, and she also feels that there is no such thing as true love in the world. If she hadn't met Jiang Yue, she would not have expected anything.Everything changed after meeting her, but Xu Qingyi knew very well in his heart that everything could only stop here.

Many things can reflect the gap between the two of them, such as the current woman "grinding the mirror", she does not have her open-minded attitude, and she dare not have it.

One is the bright sea of ​​stars above the nine heavens, and the other is the dirty and humble dust in the darkness.

"Of course I know what I said." Jiang Yue smiled and stepped forward to hold her: "Tsing Yi...you"

"Miss Jiang" Xu Qingyi's face was pale, and he slowly took away the hand she held up.

Jiang Yue also changed her face in an instant, and the cicadas around her also froze in an instant: "What did you call me just now?"

Xu Qingyi's face seemed to be paler, and he didn't dare to turn his head to look at her, but his tone was still firm: "Miss Jiang, please respect yourself."

"Xu Qingyi, what do you mean?" Jiang Yue's fiery heart went cold at that moment: "Are you really so timid?"

"It's not timidity." Xu Qingyi lowered his eyes and said word by word: "I, Xu, have no such intentions towards you."

Jiang Yue's eye circles began to turn red again, and she asked unwillingly, "Are you serious?"

"Really..." Xu Qingyi turned to look at her, his eyes were gloomy and silent.

The author has something to say:

Xiaoyu Yiqing, I am sure some people will jump on me with a gun, and run away with a script wearing a bulletproof vest... The social status is too different, it is certain that two people will have difficulties together, let alone Xu Qingyi scum , She has experienced a lot and considered a lot. It is not a good choice for two people to be together in such troubled times, and she is also afraid that Ah Yue will be hurt, but the two will definitely be together, and soon...?