May this life be gentle forever

In the early spring of this year, it rained heavily, and Jiang Yue held an umbrella and stood guard in front of Xu Qingyi's door.

Her face was pale, and she leaned lightly in front of her room door. In a daze, she realized that there was no movement in the room. If she hadn't seen Xu Qingyi walk in with her own eyes, she would have thought that she had spoken half a word to the empty room. hour.

Everything seemed to be back to the past, and her Xu Qingyi seemed to have become the cold person she met when she first met.

"Qingyi...you open the door and meet me." Hearing what she said before, how could Jiang Yue not be sad?Without Xu Qingyi, she hadn't had a good time in the past two weeks, she couldn't eat, she couldn't sleep, she lost a lot of weight, and now she's finally falling ill.

When a person gets sick, he becomes more and more fragile mentally, and she couldn't help but want to see this person, so when Mingyu was not paying attention, she staggered to the place where Xu Qingyi lived under the heavy rain.

At that time Xu Qingyi was sitting in the yard drinking tea with no expression on his face. Seeing her appearing at the door, he was startled for a moment, stared at her with complicated eyes for a while, then turned around and walked into the room without saying a word. No time was left for her.

"You said your heart is made of stone?" Jiang Yue slowly sat down in front of her door, staring at the dim sky with dull eyes.

What is the relationship of nearly five years to her?

"Go back, it's raining very cold, and you don't have much to wear." After an unknown amount of time, her warm but icy voice finally came from the other side of the door. Get up: "You open the door."

"Why do you insist on seeing me again?" Xu Qingyi asked against the door.

"Because I want to see you." Across the papered door and window, Jiang Yue lightly touched the figure of that person. In a trance, she felt the temperature from her body, so warm and so far away.

"After all these days, you still haven't figured it out?" Xu Qingyi's voice may also be filled with unbearable pain: "What you expect is impossible."

"There is nothing impossible in this world, let me ask you again..." Jiang Yue didn't want to hear those big truths. If she hadn't found the same attachment as herself from her, she would never be so persistent: "You don't have any other thoughts about me?"

Xu Qingyi slowly outlined her outline through the door, and said bitterly, "No."

Jiang Yue felt a pain in her heart, and closed her eyes sadly. She already had a fever, and now her sad consciousness became more blurred: "Then you don't want to see me again?"

"You and I shouldn't meet again." Xu Qingyi put down his trembling hands, and said cruelly: "Ah Yue, how old are you, do you like someone, you can't jump to conclusions, just like you are feeling pain now, Not necessarily sad because I don't accept you."

"Okay." Jiang Yue interrupted her with a pale face: "That's enough, don't say any more."

Who doesn't know what love is like?She doesn't understand Xu Qingyi with just a wooden stake?If you like someone, you don't need any proof at all, and you don't need to be a good match. As long as it is that person, you must understand what kind of relationship it is.

It's a pity that the magnificence in the eyes of the person she likes is not Jiang Yue.

"Ah Yue, do you know what the Lovebirds and Lian Lizhi in this word are?" Xu Qingyi once asked her with the moon facing her while she was leaning against the west window with a smile in her plain clothes.

"I don't have any ink in my chest." She squinted her eyes and smiled at her, her face was as clear as the bright moon in the sky at that time: "The so-called male and female, fly together, love each other, and never give up until death. Both are eternal and lingering." of lovesickness."

"What about this?" Xu Qingyi spread out the playbook, pointing to the sentence: "Love is good, love is good, and it's too little to be a hundred years old. How did you say it, how did you say it, we separated for no reason. I'm wrong , I’m always wrong, please don’t be upset, please don’t be upset.”

"It means that if you have no other distractions and only have the other person in your eyes, people who love each other should not talk about the past and the future." Jiang Yue shrugged and said with a smile.

Xu Qingyi listened very seriously, and when she finished speaking, she was silent at first, and finally raised the corners of her lips after a while.There was tenderness in his eyes, and his thin lips closed and closed, and his beautiful voice softened: "Well, that's really beautiful."

"You also like this kind of relationship?" Jiang Yue turned her head and opened her eyes wide, her daughter's thoughts were hidden in her smiling eyes.

"Naturally," he replied.

At that time, she really thought that she was the one he was willing to marry.

For now, that seems like wishful thinking.Jiang Yue licked her dry lips, turned around and said in a low voice: "Very well, from now on, everything will be as you wish."

I don't know how long it took before Xu Qingyi broke through the door and stood in the heavy rain, looking at the place where she left with a lonely face, perhaps also thinking about the person who would never come again in her heart.

I would like to be a lovebird in the sky, and I would like to be a twig in the earth. Unfortunately, everything is just a "wish". There are too many unsatisfactory things in this life, so it is better to be gentle with you in the next life.

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"Why don't you marry?" Father's eyes were red, and he looked at his daughter kneeling in front of him with hatred: "Reason!"

"So I don't love" these four words have long seemed pale and feeble, but she still said so with a flat face.

"You!" My father was spinning around in anger, seeing his own daughter so charming and charming, even if he couldn't bear to force her to marry, but the young master of the Li family not only saved Jiang Yue's life, but was also kind The girl herself never said she disliked a righteous person, and it was because of this that he agreed to his request yesterday.

He, Jiang Huan, was also a well-known and well-known family in the south of the Yangtze River. What he said was water that was spilled. How could he take it back?

Seeing Jiang Yue kneeling on the ground with a pale face, Dad suddenly asked angrily, "Are you still thinking about that actor?"

Jiang Yue paused and didn't answer.

"She's a woman! How can you..." Papa looked distressed, covered his heart and said: "Even if he is a man, even if he is an actor, I won't stop you so unenlightened, but... "

"I, Jiang Huan, believe that I am affectionate and righteous. I have never married anyone else for many years after your mother passed away. I feel that I am only for you. However, is it because you have no mother to take care of you since you were a child? Is it because I am a father? Wrong, you just..."

"Father!" Jiang Yue's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she looked up at the man whose temples were all white in shock and self-blame, her heart ached beyond words: "Everything is the child's fault, how can you say that about yourself?"

"Then let me ask you, do you still care about that person?" Father took a deep breath and sat down on the chair behind him.

Do you still care?Jiang Yue stared blankly at the ground and thought, a few days ago she and Li Fu went to Yumenglou to listen to an opera, there was a sea of ​​people in front of them, and the girl on the stage was so captivating with every move that no one could take their eyes off,

Sure enough, everything was as my father said back then, they could no longer sit in the front row to listen to that man's play, and the people sitting in the front row were only a few famous officials and a few Japanese.And she was sitting at the very back, staring at the person she loved in front of her eyes, the feeling of missing welled up in her heart, and besides the soreness in her heart, there was also a tinge of joy.

After the separation, the man had a good life.It's good, it's good, it's not good, just her alone is enough.

Such a state of mind... Jiang Yue closed her eyes, raised her arms slightly, crossed her forehead, and bowed deeply to her father: "I can't lie, I still like Xu Qingyi too much, but Dad, I won't call you Don't worry about losing face."

In this matter, Jiang Yue felt that if she lied, it would be tantamount to betraying everything in this world.Not being able to be with the one she loves is already painful enough, if she refuses to admit her love, then her existence will be meaningless.

Dad looked at Jiang Yue who was kowtowing and trembling with heartache, closed his eyes tiredly, and waved his hands: "It's up to you."

Li Fu asked her helplessly afterwards: "Don't embarrass your father, and don't marry me, what can you do."

Jiang Yue looked sad and looked at Li Fu fixedly, thinking that what Dad said was right, Li Fu is a very good person, knowing that she likes women, she has never had any other attitude, but she just looks regretful and sympathetic.

She thought he had given up on her early in the morning, but when he came to propose a few days ago, she realized that she was not the only one who was wishful thinking.

"You clearly know this about me, why do you still..." Jiang Yue frowned and asked him, "I don't plan to marry anyone at all."

"I like you, it has nothing to do with who you like. Besides, do you plan to be alone for the rest of your life?" Li Fu seemed to find her idea naive and ridiculous, put down the teacup in his hand, and looked at her intently: "You Have you ever thought about others? Can your father accept it? You are still young, you have many opportunities to meet many people, and you have many opportunities to do what you want to do, but your father only has you."

Jiang Yue was silent, staring sullenly at his pair of phoenix eyes that resembled Xu Qingyi very much, she was really worried about this.Li Fu usually doesn't talk much, but he didn't expect that he understood her situation so well.

Li Fu's slender and slender hands were very attractive. He lifted the wooden table and slowly clasped it twice: "There is only one way right now."

"What way?" Jiang Yue sighed and leaned aside helplessly.

"Marry me" Li Fufeng raised his eyes and raised his head with a serious face: "Only I know everything about you, only I, Li Fu, can accept that you have someone else in your heart, and only I can treat you so wholeheartedly." .”

How could she let him come here?Jiang Yue was shocked in her heart. Looking at the persistent face of the man in front of her, she suddenly wondered if she looked like this when she was chasing Xu Qingyi like this in the past?But... She lowered her eyes helplessly: "If you say that, I will not be able to marry you."

"You..." Li Fu was choked by her, raised his hand and pressed his sore forehead, and said as if giving up: "Then let's do this, you and I will make a deal."

Jiang Yue raised her eyes and lacked interest: "What deal?"

Li Fu's squinted eyes emitted an unusual light, which made people feel flustered, and he slightly raised the corners of his lips: "I promise it will be as you wish."

The author has something to say:

If there are many people who want to watch it, there will be an update later today, and we will meet Jiang Xu in the next chapter

Someone told me that Jiang Yue is bisexual, of course she is not, she doesn't like men or women, but she only likes Xu Qingyi, if it weren't for her, she wouldn't like it, sometimes love is so pure and simple .