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Chapter 18 Static

It has been more than a month since Ah Jing returned to her parents' house.It has been established that she is pregnant.

Ah Jing first told her parents that she and Zhixiang were not suitable to live together anymore, and they were discussing divorce.

Ah Jing's parents obviously couldn't accept it.

Ah Jing told them in a nutshell that Zhixiang was bisexual, he liked men as well as women, she knew this before marriage, and after marriage Zhixiang had an affair with a woman.

Ah Jing's parents stopped chasing her to ask why.

Ah Jing told them that it was a fact that she would become single again, and they needed to accept it.

Also, she will always do her best to take care of herself.

Ah Jing's parents live in a second-tier city and have two properties, one for living and opening a shop, and one for renting out to others.

Ah Jing now lives upstairs in her former bedroom.The downstairs is used to sell furniture.Ah Jing's father is a carpenter.

Ah Jing has no job or marriage for the time being, only herself and her newly formed child.She has already left her original city, and she is farther away from the city where Zhixiang and the others are located.Zhixiang's mother originally wanted to book a hospital for her, but later saw that this plan could not be carried out at all, so she made many phone calls to Ah Jing.Ah Jing lied to her, saying that she has her parents to take care of her for the time being, and she is doing well, and she hasn't told them that she is going to divorce, so let her not worry, and try not to call about this again, she is not The child is now, and what has been decided will not change.Zhixiang's mother was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time when she heard this, and finally said "silly child" to Ah Jing before saying anything, and she did not call frequently until now.

Ah Jing let out a sigh of relief.

It's not that Ah Jing never thought about telling her parents about the divorce after the child was born and handed over to Zhixiang and the others. She was worried that her parents would finally know that she had concealed them from them, and she wanted to do her best not to hurt them.She knew that they were worried about her future, not because she was worried that she would not be able to support herself alone, but that a complete husband and wife relationship was a habit in their eyes, a whole, just like a pair of chopsticks.They were worried that her being different would lead her to live a life of finding her way alone in a dark situation.But Ah Jing is sure that she doesn't think the same way as them.In her eyes, husband and wife are not only a whole, but also two people at the same time, and "two" is a detail that cannot be ignored.Ah Jing feels that her life is just looking for a way in a dark situation.

But that was before, and now she was sure she had seen the light of the lighthouse in the distance.

In the end she didn't think her attribute was a chopstick.

Ah Jing spends a lot of time with her parents.She washed vegetables and cooked with her mother, watched her father do carpentry work, and took a walk in the familiar streets after dinner.Read your favorite book for a while before going to bed.Play violin music while doing chores.Only she likes it.

When she was an early adult, she played that music when her parents were around, which caused her father a mild displeasure.He said he felt that the sound of the strings being pulled made his head hurt.So Ah Jing comforted him and said that because he was a carpenter and the main body of the violin was made of wood, she probably naturally liked the music played by them.After hearing what she said, Ah Jing's father gradually showed that he could be naturally quiet even in the music.

Ah Jing recalled the scenes of getting along with her parents before she was an adult, and felt that her father's side was more colorful.Ah Jing's father has a round head and fair skin. He always shaves his beard cleanly and has never had the habit of growing a beard.He has a lively personality, usually like a big child, only when facing Ah Jing, he occasionally becomes melancholy.Ah Jing sometimes stares at their aging faces for a long time, feeling that their original intentions for her have never changed.Ah Jing believed more and more that their growing abilities would allow them to accept the fact that they were divorced.

She chose to spend a period of time with her parents because she hoped that some of her firmness and indifference could be passed on to them.

Because of the simple fact that she couldn't spare them.

She had a premonition that she had done almost everything with them, so she began to prepare to leave for a new place at any time.

When she left her hometown, she took the bell she had collected as a girl with her.

On the first day she settled in her new home, she stood alone in the garden of the apartment in the community, looking at the blue sky in late autumn above her head, and whispered a word to herself.

"Yun Duo, I feel that I have ushered in another growth in my life."

In addition to taking care of herself every day, she also began to search the Internet for recent work news.She just looked around casually to learn about the market in advance.Ah Jing didn't know when her unhurried mood began to become a normal state of her own.After meeting Yunduo, she spends a lot of time thinking a lot by herself, imagining various possibilities, especially like "if" and other imaginations.But since she was pregnant with her child, her body was gaining weight day by day, and her heart seemed to be more at ease.I don't know whether it is a relationship that has made a thorough decision, or a vague feeling that a future that exists and includes myself has actually been paved ahead, and I just need to keep walking in the original direction.It was a feeling she had a hard time putting into words.

She found herself a black leather Bible and was reading it.

She felt that the magic hidden in life seemed to be ready to show her face again.

On this day, she received a chat invitation from a stranger on QQ.

The following words were filled in the remark conditions of the invitation, "Wu Kai, my old classmate in the third year of junior high school."

She clicks the button to accept the invitation.