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Li Shangshui wasn't listening to Gao Weitao and the others at all, he was very confused and confused now.He wondered if he was born a broom star, a freak?

After the mother gave birth to him, the original inferiority began to be gradually exposed. It was nothing more than laziness and misbehavior; the father began to drink heavily, beat and scolded the mother frequently, and even raised eyebrows at the grandmother; the grandmother broke her right leg while working, The steel bars are still in the bones, and I walk with a limp...

But now, there is finally a friend who can talk to him, but that friend says he likes him contrary to ethics... Obviously he should stand with the best girl, and only the best girl can be worthy of him...

But I still don't have the ability to resist, and I can't give up this relationship decisively. Is this right or wrong?

Li Shangshui was just thinking about it, but someone put a microphone in his hand. He looked up suspiciously, only to hear Gao Weitao gloated and said: "Ah Shui, you are the first one to be drawn. Tell me, do you choose the truth or the truth?" big Adventure?"

Li Shangshui: "..."

What is this all about?

Seeing that he was not in the mood, Ren Yang knew what he was thinking, and he couldn't help feeling regretful in his heart—if he could control it, he wouldn't be so dazed...

Ren Yang coughed and explained: "Just now we were playing a game of drumming and passing the microphone, and the microphone was stopped as soon as it reached you. The rule of the game is that you have to choose between telling the truth and taking a big risk. Of course, These two themes are determined by Brother Tao."

Li Shangshui still didn't know what the truth and the big risk were for, so Ren Yang had to explain to him in detail, and finally he chose the big risk.Ren Yang glanced at him and said nothing.

Gao Weitao smirked and said, "Have the guts, Ah Shui, well, let me think about what kind of risk I want you to take..."

Xu Ruxin raised his hand and said, "You can't think of it, can I make a suggestion?"

Gao Weitao: "Of course, tell me?"

Xu Ruxin: "Then let's have an exciting game. Li Shangshui, you can choose someone present, no matter male or female, if you two kiss for ten seconds, it's considered a pass, okay?"

Everyone immediately started booing after hearing this, Gao Weitao whistled, and said: "Sure enough, it's the most poisonous... Hahahaha, this idea is good, I like it." Xu Ruxin gave him a sharp look, and he immediately changed his words.

Among the girls present, Xu Ruxin looked like she was watching a drama, Xia Qing took a sip of water calmly, Zuo Xiaoran had just confessed to Ren Yang, and she was not worried about being selected, only Wu Qian was flushed and rubbed her hands nervously wearing his own scarf.

Li Shangshui was at a loss for what to do. Except for Ren Yang, he didn't know anyone here, and some of them didn't even know each other. Would it be too much to ask him to kiss others?

He didn't speak or move, looking at the expectant eyes of everyone, he suddenly wanted to escape from this place - this place didn't belong to him at all.He doesn't understand what other people play or say, and he can't spare his face, and generously do things that others think are normal.He comes from the countryside of Shangougou, and his blood is conservative.

But if he left like this, what would these people think of him?Do you think he is making too much of a fuss?Today is Gao Weitao's birthday, will he feel disappointed?How should I get along with the dormitory people in the future?Are you going to repeat your high school life again?

He thought dejectedly: "I'm still not fit to be born in this world."

Ren Yang had a bad premonition from the moment Xu Ruxin spoke, so he was not surprised when she really made such a request, but seeing Li Shangshui's silent reaction, he just felt distressed.

Everyone was silent for a while, waiting for Li Shangshui to choose someone. Only the female singer on the TV sang with a hoarse voice.Ren Yang was about to take the big risk instead of him, but Li Shangshui pulled him over without hesitation, imitating how he was in the bathroom just now, and pressed him on the back of the sofa, and then pressed his cold lips up.

This time, Ren Yang didn't dare to breathe.

Li Shangshui just closed his eyes and put his lips on Ren Yang's lips without moving, counting the time in his heart.Ten seconds, usually a blink of an eye, seemed extremely long at this moment.Ren Yang didn't move, he opened his eyes and looked at Li Shangshui's trembling eyelashes, but thought in his heart that he was going to get a pair of corns.

Everyone didn't expect Li Shangshui to make such a move, and they all stared in amazement, until Li Shangshui's countdown ended and Ren Yang was released, everyone woke up like a dream and screamed endlessly.

Xu Ruxin looked at the two of them clearly, giving a solid hammer to the thoughts in his heart, but he didn't show it on the face, and followed everyone's agreement.

Gao Weitao covered his chest and said, "Fuck! I didn't realize that Ah Shui, you have such a strong taste! There are so many beautiful girls who don't kiss you, and you actually attack Ren Yang, you are awesome! I admire you!"

Except for Wu Qian who was a little disappointed, the other girls were quite excited. It was the first time they saw two men kissing, and the two men were both pleasing to the eye, which aroused their souls of rotten girls.

Xia Qing and Xu Ruxin shouted in unison: "I haven't seen enough! Let's do it again!"

Chen Yun on the side frowned, apparently very displeased with what these people did.

But Niu Junzi said calmly: "Hey, it's nothing. Usually, we men put together a bet, and we would do the same if we lost. It's just that we haven't kissed for so long. Besides, I didn't stick out my tongue. What are you afraid of?" ?”

Everyone was chattering, but the two parties remained silent.Li Shangshui's face was as usual, but the red tips of his ears showed his mood at the moment. He was extremely sad just now, and now he let it go completely, and he didn't feel anything, just felt ashamed.Ren Yang was a little guilty. He looked at Li Shangshui and saw that he looked normal, so he was relieved. He cleared his throat and said, "I kiss you too. It's time for the next round, or I'll go back."

Gao Weitao hurriedly waved his hands: "Don't tell me, isn't this just the beginning? Okay, next one."

The next one to die is Ren Yang.

Ren Yang became angry for a while, wishing to kill Gao Weitao with his eyes, but thoughts are thoughts after all, and cannot become reality.He can only say: "I choose the truth."

Gao Weitao: "Is there anything you girls want to know, take this opportunity to ask quickly."

Xia Qing poked Zuo Xiaoran with his elbow, Zuo Xiaoran shook his head desperately, Xu Ruxin laughed when he saw "噗嗤", and said, "I have all his basic information here, if you want to ask, you can ask private or hot ones. "

Zuo Xiaoran still shook his head.

Niu Junzi said: "Then I asked, Ren Yang, have you ever had sex? If not, who is your masturbation partner?"

Gao Weitao slapped Niu Junzi and scolded: "Fuck, what about your integrity, there are so many girls here, and you actually ask such a question."

Zuo Xiaoran blushed, Xia Qing and Xu Ruxin smiled, and Wu Qian was lost in thought.

Chen Yun still frowned.

Li Shangshui remained silent, and even took a can of beer to drink.

Niu Junzi was aggrieved: "Didn't Xiaoxu say that? Private or explosive, and besides, isn't sex a part of life? What's so taboo?"

Ren Yang broke down and said: "Stop talking! I don't have one, the fantasy object is, yes... I don't know who it is..."

Niu Junzi: "Really?"

Ren Yang: "Did you think so much when you fucking masturbate?"

Niu Junzi raised his hand to signal surrender: "Okay, no no."

Several people played a few more rounds, and Niu Junzi was punished to tell everyone the color of his underwear loudly; Xu Ruxin went to the lobby to confess his love to strangers, and Gao Weitao even recorded a video; , and apologized endlessly for this; Xia Qing was also fined to kiss someone present for ten seconds, and finally, under Gao Weitao's expectant eyes, she chose to kiss Zuo Xiaoran for ten seconds; Individual dance together.Because the degree of difficulty was too high, and he had already been regarded as a psychopath, several people decided to record it on the account first, and pay it back when they had the opportunity in the future.

Li Shangshui was drinking the whole time, which seemed to be a way to relieve his worries. Ren Yang looked at him worriedly, but he didn't dare to speak out to persuade him.

After the game ended, the people who had been making noise for more than half an hour stopped and started to eat. Gao Weitao still remembered that Li Shangshui didn't sing, so he said, "Ah Shui, you sing a song, and we can prepare to go back after singing."

Li Shangshui, who was overwhelmed with alcohol, did not refuse any more. He ran to choose "The Stranger" by himself, held the microphone, nestled on the sofa, and began to sing:

"Running around with the stars and the moon

just for a window

when you get lost on the road

can see the light

unknowingly

as a hometown

just occasionally sad

Inadvertently looking into the distance

......"

Li Shangshui's voice was clean and hoarse after drinking, and he sang the quiet and gentle tune with a lingering and sad taste.The touching MV was played on the TV. Everyone listened and watched, feeling nostalgic for a moment, with tears in their eyes.

Ren Yang also listened quietly, wondering how many unspeakable things Li Shangshui had buried in his heart.

"There are many times when tears are about to flow, and that window is the reason why I am strong." Li Shangshui heard this song in the canteen of the high school school, and just heard this sentence at that time, and Li Jian's timeless voice sang it, There is an urge to shed tears.At that time, he thought he had no hometown, and now that he has left his hometown, he still thinks he is homeless.

Even if there is a grandma at home that makes him worry about it, it is still only a short-term sojourn, and his spirit and body will never find a home in the future.

So he will always be a stranger, and will always be an outsider.

At the end of the song, everyone was stunned, even Chen Yun was so moved that he wiped his eyes with his hand. Li Shangshui suddenly regretted that he had chosen this song.

Gao Weitao got up, picked up the microphone, and said, "Ah Shui, you are really good at singing. You can sing so much that I miss my dad's cooking. I'm about to cry. It's almost time, so I'll sing another happy song, and I'll go back after I'm done." .”

The song cut to the song "Friends", Gao Weitao sang hard, Niu Junzi sang along, and the atmosphere became lively again.

When I came out of KTV, it was already ten o'clock, there were fewer pedestrians on the road, the sky was clear, and I could see a few stars, and a few people talked and laughed and stood on the side of the road to stop the car.

Two cars were stopped, Gao Weitao accompanied the four girls in one car, Ren Yang took his roommate in the other car, Gao Weitao reimbursed all the fares.

After they arrived at the school, they chatted casually for a while, and then they parted ways. Gao Weitao couldn't help repeating that he would invite Xia Qing and the others to have a meal before the end of the semester to make up for the poor reception. Xia Qing agreed with a smile.

Ren Yang has been following Li Shangshui, not daring to speak, and the atmosphere is a little stiff.He didn't know how to deal with the relationship between the two, he just hated blindly that he was irrational at the time, but no matter how much he regretted it, it would not help the matter.

This time with too much force, the relationship between the two may not be restored to its original state.

Li Shangshui used to talk less, and he didn't talk much when he returned to the dormitory. He still sat down and started writing his diary.However, today seems too long, too many things have happened, and the impact on him is too great, and he can't write the most important part to him.After thinking for a long time, I finally wrote four words in the diary: "The world is impermanent."

For the rest, let the memory deal with it naturally, forget what should be forgotten, and remember what should be remembered.