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This book is very thin, also very obscure, like the ravings of a lonely traveler, with a strong flavor of philosophical thinking, it is very difficult to understand without a certain amount of learning.But this does not prevent Li Shangshui from obtaining the most basic information from it - this is the in-depth confession of a comrade.

It seems to have opened a new door for Li Shangshui to understand the world. He never thought that homosexuality could enter orthodox literature openly.It turns out that same-sex love has no distinction between so many emotions in the world, and it is just a certain connection between two people.

He was fascinated by reading, because of the author Qi Mi's words, but also because of the looming stories in the book.The people in the story are so lonely, even if the same-sex love is not unethical, their life is equally difficult and painful, because the so-called normal people do not understand.They do not allow such feelings to exist without understanding.

If Ren Yang has always liked the same sex, will he also embark on the same lonely path in the future?

Li Shangshui didn't dare to think too much, he suddenly felt a little distressed.

Near ten o'clock, Gao Weitao and Niu Junzi came back.When Gao Weitao came in, he saw Li Shangshui lying on the bed reading idle books. He was very envious, but he said very unforgivingly: "Ah Shui, are you reading pornographic books? The exam is coming soon, and you are so confident that you can get a scholarship? Say, did Ren Yangyang bring you down?"

Li Shangshui looked away from the book: "My work-study program can add comprehensive points, and according to the teacher's non-key points, I know the key knowledge. I think scholarships are not a problem. It depends on which level of scholarship I get."

The corners of Gao Weitao's mouth twitched. He didn't expect Li Shangshui, who seemed indifferent, to be so calculating. He really deserved to be a top student. The question he asked was obviously asking for humiliation.But his skin is thicker than all the textbooks he has reviewed combined, and he ignored the self-study bully's ridicule, and immediately turned on the dogleg mode: "Okay Shui, if we sit close to each other in the exam, you must help the brother! I I don’t want the cost of living to decrease next year, so I won’t be able to make a girl!”

Niu Junzi snorted: "Ah Shui, ignore him, this grandson slept in the library all day, he deserves to fail!"

"Fuck your ass, I sleep for a while and read a book for a while, isn't this called combining work and rest?"Then he changed the subject and asked Li Shangshui: "You didn't go to the library today? We met Ren Yangyang in the library. He said he would not come back at night, and his friend asked him out to play. Ah Shui, do you know if it was a man or a woman? ?”

Li Shangshui was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said in a low voice, "I don't know."

He didn't even know that Ren Yang didn't come back at night, let alone who asked him out. Ren Yang didn't have the obligation to report his whereabouts to him.Just now I had read the book with mixed tastes, but now I can't read a word of it.

Gao Weitao was still bluffing and saying: "Ren Yang is really not simple. Hey boy, I'll take a shit first, and you can wash up later..."

Niu Junzi scolded: "Hurry up, you, remember to turn on the exhaust fan!"

Li Shangshui's heart, which had finally calmed down, floated up again. He threw down the book, turned over and lay down, looking at the mottled ceiling, his mind was in chaos.For a while it was Ren Yang's joking face, for a while it was the tangled plot in the book, for a while it was Yingying's words at night...

He touched the phone under the pillow, opened WeChat, saw the smiley emoji that Ren Yang replied to him, and hesitated whether to ask him where he went tonight, and whether to tell him to be careful.But as a boy, Ren Yang, what is there to worry about?

After closing the chat page with Ren Yang, a stranger named "Fairy Tale Maker" applied to add him as a friend.Li Shangshui opened it curiously, but saw that the person's verification information was: "I am Su Yue, thank you for saving my daughter."

Only then did Li Shangshui realize that he was the father of the little girl who was almost kidnapped that night, but why did he have his own WeChat ID?He clicked to accept, and the other party should also be online, and immediately sent a smiling face over.

This man's profile picture is his daughter, and his nickname is also a bit childish. Coupled with this smiling face, it makes people feel very kind unexpectedly.Li Shangshui smiled silently, thinking that a man who loves children should not be bad.

Li Shangshui also returned a smiling face and asked: [Why do you know my WeChat? 】

Su Yue: [You registered with your mobile phone number, so you can be seen in the address book. 】

It was the first time Li Shangshui knew that there was still such an operation, and he was shocked: [Can it still be like this? 】

Su Yue made a laughing expression: [Yes, if you don't want others to find you through your phone number, you can set it up. 】

Li Shangshui thought that if Ren Yang was here, he could ask Ren Yang, 【Well, thank you~】

Su Yue: 【Is New Year's Day off?My wife and I would like to treat you to a meal and express our gratitude briefly. 】

After the last time, Li Shangshui didn't pay much attention to it. He didn't expect the other party to remember it all the time. He couldn't help being a little surprised: 【It's really not necessary, it's just a little effort. 】

Su Yue: 【Please don't refuse.Children are very important to us, if it weren't for you, the consequences would be unimaginable...]

Li Shangshui thought about it, there were only two days left on New Year's Day, so going out for a meal should be no problem, and what he just said to Gao Weitao was not trying to show off, he was confident that he could get the scholarship.

So he simply replied: [Okay, let me know when the time and place are fixed. 】

Su Yue: 【Thank you so much!See you tomorrow then!How about I pick you up from school? 】

Li Shangshui: [No, no, just send me the address, and I can go there by myself. 】

Su Yue: [Okay, let's rest early~]

Li Shangshui sent a moon emoji to end the conversation.Communicating with real strangers for the first time, it seems that the process is not so bad.

He exited the chat page and found that the circle of friends had been updated.It's still Ren Yang's selfie profile picture, click in and see, and see Ren Yang writing: "I haven't seen you in half a year, but it's still the same." The accompanying picture is a messy dining table.

Was it a meeting of friends?

Li Shangshui hesitated for a moment, but finally made no comment.

Ren Yang suddenly received the news that a friend from high school was coming to Z University.Liu Zimo and Xie Lingyun both went to university in the next city, and they had been friends with Ren Yang and Xu Ruxin since they were in high school.The two of Liu Xie got close, and their relationship naturally developed into a couple. This time, they came to Z University purely to relax before the exam. Anyway, the two cities are so close that it doesn't take much effort to go back and forth.

When the four of them met, they couldn't finish talking, the common high school, their respective universities, and the topics kept expanding.After a few people had finished eating, they realized that it was past ten o'clock.

Ren Yang led a few people to the express hotel next to the school, and joked that they might have three rooms. Liu Xie and Liu Xie finally got rid of the school and lived together, but he couldn't let him ruin it.

Liu Zimo: "I haven't seen you for half a year, Ren Yang, are you able to grow? Did you bring girls here?"

Ren Yang actually smiled wryly and said: "I would like to, but no one came with me, if your school has a good one, give me a recommendation."

Xie Lingyun has vigorous short hair, is tall, fair-skinned, and has a bold personality. He immediately put his arms around Xu Ruxin's shoulders and said, "Look, a girl as good as Xiaoru is in front of you. You don't want it, you have to look far away."

While talking, several people have already found a room. The room is not big, but the basic supplies are complete, and it looks clean.

Xu Ruxin smiled sweetly: "I still don't like him, but if you say that his roommate is really top-notch, you must like Ling Yun after seeing it."

Ren Yang: "..."

Liu Zimo looked at Ren Yang: "?"

When Ren Yang heard Xu Ruxin mention Li Shangshui, he felt a little guilty, and said casually: "Don't think about him, he is not a womanizer."

Xu Ruxin laughed narrowly: "It's not feminine, is it masculine?"

Ren Yang: "... People are academic masters, they won't take these things at ease."

Xie Lingyun couldn't help becoming interested when he heard what Ren Yang said, and asked, "Want to watch Xueba up close, can Ren Yang show me?"

Liu Zimo, who was miserably neglected: "... Is this person really so powerful?"

Ren Yang: "What are you talking about him for? Let's talk about the past when we have time. I took a deck of cards at the front desk. If you two are not sleepy, let's chat while playing cards."

Liu Zimo: "I want money."

Xu Ruxin pursed her lips: "You guys know I don't know how to fight, but you still want money!"

Xie Lingyun stretched out his hand to pinch Xu Ruxin's face, and said with a smile: "Little beauty, if you win, the money will be yours, and if you lose, let Ren Yang pay for you, didn't you hear that he is still working this year? You should have money."

Ren Yang, who suffered innocently, was full of question marks: "Why? I only worked for a month, and with the little money I earned, I can still buy..."

Xie Lingyun interrupted him: "Why are you so annoying, are you still a man?"

Ren Yang gritted his teeth: "...well, I don't have the same knowledge as you."

Liu Zimo patted him on the shoulder, signaling to appease his anger.Ren Yang rolled his eyes at him, got up to boil water, and put the two beds together with Liu Zimo, and they sat on the bed and started playing cards.

Liu Zimo sighed comfortably: "If there is no final exam, the few of us just play like this, how wonderful it would be."

Xu Ruxin: "We can still make appointments during the winter vacation."

Xie Lingyun: "That's right, is there a class reunion during the winter vacation? Will you all go? I heard that Lao Huang will also go. To be honest, I really miss Lao Huang a little bit."

Ren Yang lazily said: "If you were me, you would be scolded by Lao Huang every day. It depends on whether you still want to. Ghosts can see how partial he is to you. This time it will be fine. You will go to the Chinese Department, and you may go back after graduation You can still work with him as a colleague."

Xie Lingyun: "Oh, I can't do anything if my Chinese scores are good."

Liu Zimo smirked beside him.

Ren Yang: "Zimo, don't care about your daughter-in-law, you're so thick-skinned."

Liu Zimo still smirked: "I just like her shameless attitude."

Xie Lingyun slapped Liu Zimo on the back, and Liu Zimo choked, still giggling.

Xu Ruxin: "I'll go, the dog's eyes are blinded by you. Don't be stunned, Ren Yang, it's your turn to deal the cards."

Ren Yang didn't know what he was thinking, Xu Ruxin gave him a push, and then he came to his senses and handed him a card.

Xu Ruxin: "What are you thinking? What do you want to do as a mistress?"

Liu Zimo and Xie Lingyun laughed at the side, Ren Yang looked at the cards he gave, and wanted to laugh too: "Today I overstudied, just now drinking with you and eating too much, I can't change my mind."

Liu Zimo: "You love learning so much, how about I give you a chance to be a teacher?"

Ren Yang and Xu Ruxin looked at him together: "You want to run a school?"

Liu Zimo said with a smile: "I don't have that ability yet, I just have the idea of ​​setting up a cram school, but it will have to wait until next summer vacation to implement it."

Xie Lingyun: "I came up with this idea. The summer vacation has a lot of time for children, and parents are worried about their children being alone at home, so they want to set up a cram school, which happens to be a taste of being a teacher in advance. Do you want to come?"

Ren Yang: "But we don't have the right major."

Liu Zimo: "Your English is good, you can teach English, so can Xiaoru. We only recruit elementary school students, so there should be no problem with your level?"

Xu Ruxin nodded: "Very good, I can still teach mathematics."

Ren Yang also thinks this idea is quite good, the summer vacation is long, and if he can find something to do, he won't waste his time.

Liu Zimo: "Then let's make a decision first. We will do it near my hometown. I will ask my second uncle for help in the location, and I will also cover the publicity. You just need to help."

Ren Yang's summer vacation was planned in advance, and he thought of Li Shangshui. If Li Shangshui could be with him, he could make some money. I wonder if he would agree.

Ren Yang: "If there is a shortage of people, can I recommend my friends?"

Xu Ruxin immediately came to his senses, staring at Ren Yang and asked, "Is it Li Shangshui?"

Ren Yang nodded.Xie Lingyun's eyes lit up: "If we have enough students, we can definitely add him."

Ren Yang was overjoyed and said, "I have to tell him in advance."

Liu Zimo saw that his girlfriend agreed, and he had no room to refute, so he could only agree.