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Tang Zhe was bored by himself for another two days. He had hoped that after meeting Song Shuo last time, Song Shuo would come and take the initiative to look for him, but Song Shuo didn't.

Tang Zhe wondered if Song Shuo knew that he was unhappy. Based on the two people's understanding of each other for so long, Tang Zhe felt that it was impossible for Song Shuo not to know, but right now he really doubted whether Song Shuo hadn't noticed him. depressed.

Assigning tasks in class is still the same as before, sending and receiving homework and even arranging topics class by class. If the two of them hadn't lost communication in private, even Tang Zhe himself didn't think they were having a conflict at all.Tang Zhe's life seemed to be empty all at once, and he didn't have much energy in class. Song Shuo was completely unaffected by him, and he taught seriously in class as usual, even with the usual enthusiasm.Tang Zhe used to like Song Shuo's serious and enthusiastic class style. The class is like a story, and a question is like setting up a suspense. It always makes people think carefully for a long time. It's over, the class is over, and the knowledge is memorized.But now Tang Zhe was really annoyed by Song Shuo's energy in class, even if Song Shuo was in a bad mood, or because of his indifference, did he care more?Tang Zhe leaned on his arm and looked at Song Shuo on the podium. After waiting for a class, Song Shuo didn't give him a single extra look.Tang Zhe hasn't slept well in the past few days. There will be no classes in the next two periods. He doesn't even want to move. After saying hello to his roommate, he lays down on the table and closes his eyes. He plans to lie down for a while before going to the library read a book.

There was no one left in the classroom in a short while, only a few sporadic sounds of packing things up could be heard.The weather has been fine recently, with the windows open, a small wind blowing in from the outside carried the scent of nearby flowers, Tang Zhe felt a little dizzy.When the soul didn't know where it was going to go, suddenly felt the light in front of him move, Tang Zhe woke up with a start and opened his eyes, and saw the white hand that had been pressing on his table.

He immediately straightened up in a jerk, looking at Song Shuo in front of him with his mouth open in surprise.

Song Shuo asked, "Why don't you go and lie down here and sleep?"

Tang Zhe touched his nose, "I'm a little sleepy, let's lie down and go to the library for a while."

Song Shuo nodded and said nothing, Tang Zhe glanced at him, hesitated a little and said, "Is there something wrong, Teacher Song?"

Song Shuo looked a little helpless, he patted his computer bag, "I haven't copied a copy of the data."

"Uh?"

"I thought I copied it into a USB flash drive, but it didn't. I probably forgot it in the computer in the office." Tang Zhe still didn't understand the meaning of Song Shuo's words.Song Shuo looked at him and said with a low sigh, "Tang Zhe, I forgot my key."

Song Shuo's house keys and office keys are all here!Tang Zhe seemed to have found evidence of his intimacy with Song Shuo again. He almost jumped up from the chair to touch the keys in his pocket, and stammered, "I, I, I'll open the door for you!" Without taking anything, he hurriedly followed Song Shuo up.When Song Shuo was standing behind him when he opened the door, Tang Zhe lowered his head, and the excited key didn't get inserted into the lock for a long time.He was holding on to the door, and Song Shuo behind him couldn't stand it any longer, so he took a step forward and grabbed Tang Zhe's hand, "I'll do it."

Tang Zhe was burned by his embarrassing ears, he loosened the key awkwardly and took a step back.When Song Shuo opened the door, Tang Zhe was a little worried. He stared at Song Shuo's hand for fear that he would put the key in his pocket after opening the door.Fortunately, the door opened, and Song Shuo turned around and handed over the key. Tang Zhe breathed a sigh of relief, but Song Shuo's next sentence made him raise his breath again.

"I'm fine here, go and rest."

Song Shuo was the only one who let him stay.Tang Zhe, who was ordered to be expelled for the first time, didn't react and stood there looking at Song Shuo in a daze. Song Shuo repeated it again, and Tang Zhe laughed dryly, rubbed the back of his head, nodded and left.Tang Zhe was only skeptical at first, but now he is sure that it is not he who is hiding from Song Shuo, but Song Shuo is hiding from him.

Why?Tang Zhe racked his brains.After tossing around in his mind, Tang Zhe realized that he remembered the root cause - Tan Qing.

So what does Song Shuo mean?After looking around and comparing, do you think Tan Qing is better?Tang Zhe felt irritable because of his guess, which was completely different from the depression between him. He felt a fire in his heart, and he didn't like seeing anything wherever he went.He didn't avoid Song Shuo this time, instead, he hated Song Shuo once he saw him, and Tan Qing was still present on both occasions.After being briefly surprised between the two of them, she tried to smooth things over.Tang Zhe was angry, and this person was one of the reasons why he was angry. Tang Zhe opened his mouth and finally endured it and said nothing to Tan Qing.Song Shuo took a deep look at him, but also turned away without saying anything.Tan Qing looked around, then quickly turned to chase Song Shuo.

Tang Zhe looked at the backs of the two people. As soon as the wind blew his head and cooled down, his eyes began to feel sore.He couldn't hold back his curiosity and then went to check Tan Qing, but this time his heart became even colder.Tan Qing's undergraduate degree was in University A, and he was still the monitor of Song Shuo's class at the time. He failed the entrance examination for S University as a graduate student, and was transferred to another school, but Tan Qing was not discouraged. After graduating and looking for a job, school A applied.It took five years for Tan Qing to graduate from his undergraduate degree. It took five years to improve himself to reach the same height as Song Shuo. From the perspective of others, Tang Zhe admired and even envied him, but his selfishness was not so noble. It is impossible for Tan Qing to have a good impression.

Tang Zhe was only hostile towards Tan Qing, but genuinely angry and resentful towards Song Shuo.Song Shuo is such a good-tempered person, several times Tang Zhe could see that Song Shuo was obviously angry, but he got even more angry.

Tang Zhe's bad-tempered roommate also found out, Bean Sprouts and Tang Zhe muttered: "Da Zhe, what's wrong with you recently, you feel very bad?"

The fat man smiled: "Is Zhemei here... a little girl~"

Tang Zhe didn't bother to talk to the fat man, and Bean Sprouts said beside him, "It feels like Dazhe is like a hedgehog poking thorns, stabbing people everywhere."

Zhuyeqing suddenly said, "It's a porcupine going crazy."

Tang Zhe: "..."

After Tang Zhe was teased, he also began to realize that he was too angry and restrained himself a little, but his unhappiness was suppressed, which made him feel worse, and even his face began to break out.On the Saturday of the fourth week, there was a gathering of class cadres in Tang Zhe's class, and a group of people made a fuss until ten o'clock in the evening and returned to the school with the gate locked.Tang Zhe knew how to drink but was not very good at drinking. In the end, he was so drunk that he walked back staggeringly.He was a little confused, sitting under the creeper pavilion in the small garden of the school at night to blow sober up.As a result, I felt powerless while sitting, so I leaned against the railing next to me, leaned against it, closed my eyes, and finally fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but I was suddenly pulled up and woke up, "What are you doing sleeping here?!"

The man shouted quite loudly, Tang Zhe's frightened hands trembled subconsciously, he shook his head and rubbed his eyes, only to realize that it was Song Shuo who came.

He was a little dazed, looked around and came back to his senses, and asked strangely, "Why are you here?"

Song Shuo didn't answer his question, instead he said a lot, "Tang Zhe, you are getting better and better now, go out to drink with others at night, sleep outside when you are drunk, and don't answer your calls !"

Tang Zhe took out his mobile phone and saw that there were more than a dozen missed calls on the mobile phone, the fat man called four, and the rest from eleven o'clock to just now was Song Shuo.Tang Zhe was a little surprised to find that it was already 12:30.He slept for almost two hours, no wonder he felt cold!

Song Shuo took a deep breath, didn't continue to say anything, took his arm and walked back, took out his mobile phone and made another call while walking.Tang Zhe listened carefully, not knowing who was there, and Song Shuo said something like "I found it at ease".

Song Shuo glanced at him, and handed over the phone, "Lu Qingyun. Your roommate said that your banquet ended at ten o'clock, and you called me when you didn't come back at eleven o'clock. You report to them that they are safe."

Tang Zhe answered the phone, explained to his roommate a little guilty, and glanced at Song Shuo who was walking in front, who was clearly still angry.The fat man called Song Shuo at eleven o'clock, and Song Shuo must have left the house after answering the call. He found him at 12:30, and I don't know how long he ran... Tang Zhe obediently returned to his home with Song Shuo.He was still drunk, and he was dizzy all over, and he was still staggering up and down the stairs while holding on to the handrail.Song Shuo looked at him and sighed again, leaned over to hold him in his arms, and carried him up step by step.

Tang Zhe was dragged into the door by Song Shuo in his arms and arms.Song Shuo put him on the sofa, put his hands on his legs and squatted down, "Shall we talk?"

Tang Zhe turned his head away.Song Shuo waited for a while, then raised his hand to pinch Tang Zhe's chin and turned his head back.Tang Zhe and Song Shuo struggled, their necks stuck.Song Shuo didn't dare to break him hard, so he let go and rubbed his ear beside him, "You don't want to talk to me?"

Tang Zhe bit his lower lip, but still remained silent.Song Shuo said, "Then I tell you to listen?"

"If you are angry with me, tell me, what did I do to make you unhappy? How uncomfortable it is for you to be silent for more than two weeks, Tang Zhe, what do you have to tell me."

Tang Zhe was a little shaken, he let go of his lower lip.

Song Shuo said again: "You haven't been serious in class recently. Teacher Tan said that you are always in a daze in class. What are you thinking..."

As soon as Tang Zhe heard the word "Teacher Tan", all the wine he drank poured into his head. He raised his hand and waved Song Shuo away, and shouted with his eyes wide open: "You don't care about me!" what?!"

Song Shuo was taken aback, "What's wrong?"

Tang Zhe pushed Song Shuo away and stood up by himself, and said angrily, "Song Shuo, are you fucking sick? From freshman year to now, you've been pissing me off and caring about what I do. I made a fucking mistake again. What? You can stop pestering me every day, okay? There are so many students in this school, so many teachers! Those who like you are too much, and you are so fucking mad that you insist on pestering me, who doesn’t like you, you like to be abused, right? ?!"

He actually didn't know what he was talking about at this time, he just felt a tightness in his chest, he was worrying about gain and loss in the past two weeks, he was uneasy from Tan Qing's love, and he was panic, depressed, bored and irritable from Song Shuo's neglect. ... All these grievances, anger and confusion burst out, his body trembled slightly after shouting a few words, his eyes were red, and he was breathing heavily.

"You are so idle, why don't you save the earth, why are you chasing me?!! I beg you to let me go!"

Tang Zhe uttered a series of ugly words all at once, and it took him a long time to catch his breath, and the stuffy place in his heart was cleared up a lot, and then he became sober.He realized what he had scolded, and hurriedly looked at Song Shuo nervously, "Teacher Song! I..."

Song Shuo stood by and looked at him. During Tang Zhe's tantrum, he didn't say a word, he didn't even get angry. He calmly waited for Tang Zhe to finish speaking before interrupting Tang Zhe, who was trying to apologize, and asked, "Is the anger over?"

Tang Zhe nodded anxiously, Song Shuo pointed to the bathroom, "Go take a shower first."

Tang Zhe took a quick shower this time. He pressed his hot head against the cold tiles in the bathroom. When the water bucket fell on his head, he grabbed his hair and said "ah" in regret.How could he say this to Song Shuo? He squatted down and pulled his hair, wishing he could vomit blood in regret.He wanted to get dressed quickly and go out to explain to Song Shuo, but he was afraid to go out and face Song Shuo.Tang Zhe turned around in the bathroom a few times, struggled for a long time, and mustered up the courage to go out.

Song Shuo was sitting on the sofa in a daze, Tang Zhe suddenly didn't dare to go there.Song Shuo saw him from the corner of his eye and beckoned Tang Zhe to come over.Tang Zhe walked over anxiously, frowning, "Mr. Song, I didn't mean it, I..."

Song Shuo waved his hand, "I know."

Tang Zhe wanted to laugh subconsciously after hearing this sentence, but Song Shuo's calmness made him feel uneasy. He wanted to say something, but Song Shuo stopped him.

"Tang Zhe." Song Shuo looked at him.

When Tang Zhe heard this, he was anxious to explain, but Song Shuo didn't give him a chance, and continued, "Since you entered university, I have been...as you said, pestering you." Song Shuo spread his hands, looked He smiled.

Tang Zhe shook his head, "No..."

"I pester you and even force you to restrict your freedom. It's normal for you to hate me."

"No, I don't hate you, I was wrong..." Tang Zhe was about to burst into tears.

Song Shuo shook his head, "You are right, but I was wrong."

"Tang Zhe, I won't continue to do this in the future."

Tang Zhe was taken aback, Song Shuo looked at him, raised his arm as if he wanted to touch his head, he hesitated halfway and then retracted, Song Shuo said: "It's getting late, go to sleep. I'm sleeping on the sofa .”

Tang Zhe was dumbfounded.

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Tang Zhe started to die