one zero twenty four

Chapter 38 Alienation

This night was the most unbearable night Tang Zhe had spent at Song Shuo's house. He tossed and turned in Song Shuo's bed until three o'clock in the morning without any sleepiness.It was too late, and finally squinted away, and woke up again after a while, and then felt blocked in my heart.He sat up from the bed, looked at the door of the bedroom, quietly climbed out of bed and walked to the living room.It was so dark that he couldn't see anything clearly, Tang Zhe could only vaguely see a dark figure lying on the sofa, he stood there, hesitated for a while but didn't dare to go forward, turned around twice on the spot and thought about what he said earlier Song Shuo heartily kneaded his fingers anxiously and at a loss.

Tang Zhe felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't think of a solution. He was not in the mood to go back to sleep, so he squatted at the door of the living room, leaning on his chin in a daze. After squatting for a long time, his legs became numb, so he sat against the wall, his eyes blinked and he couldn't open it. , He drooped his head in a daze, bit by bit like a chicken pecking at rice.When he was too sleepy, he tilted his center of gravity and knocked his head on the edge of the wall, the pain made him grunt so much that golden flowers appeared in front of his eyes.Song Shuo in the living room suddenly turned over, Tang Zhe quickly suppressed his voice, and touched his forehead with tears in his eyes, which seemed to be swollen.He sat for a long time, climbed up with the help of the wall, sneaked into the toilet and turned on the light to have a look, his forehead was flushed.He wet the towel with cold water and covered it. He felt that the pain was not so strong. He looked carefully and found that the problem was not serious, so he went back to the bedroom lightly and went to sleep.He already had something uncomfortable in his heart, but now he has tossed about it again, and his mood fell to the bottom.When Tang Zhe lay on the bed and closed his eyes, he thought, maybe Song Shuo won't be angry with him when he wakes up tomorrow, and he must apologize to Song Shuo properly at that time, and he will never make trouble again.

He didn't sleep well the first night, and Tang Zhe woke up very late the next day.As soon as he opened his eyes, he thought about going to see Song Shuo. He threw off the quilt and got up from the bed suddenly, turned over and was about to crawl under the bed, but got up so hard that he felt dizzy and almost fell down.Tang Zhe sat on the edge of the window obediently for a while, and when the time passed, he ran out in a hurry.There was no one in the living room, and Song Shuo's quilts and mattresses had all been tidied up.There was no sign of Song Shuo anywhere in the room. Tang Zhe sat on Song Shuo's big swivel chair in frustration. He sat in a daze for a while, and then simply got up to clean up the room for Song Shuo.The quilt was folded, the clothes were washed, the floor was swept and mopped, and no one came back.Tang Zhe stood in front of Song Shuo's kitchen window, looking out vigorously, waiting expectantly and timidly for Song Shuo to come home.

Song Shuo came back at 12:30, and Tang Zhe went up to open the door as soon as he heard footsteps.

Song Shuo was a little surprised when he saw him, "Haven't you gone back yet?" Song Shuo was changing his shoes when he suddenly stopped and raised his hand to lift the hair on his forehead, "How did you hit him?"

Tang Zhe said "Oh", touched it carefully and smiled carefully: "It's nothing, I accidentally bumped into a corner of the wall, it will be fine soon."

Song Shuo took his hand, "Go to the hospital."

Tang Zhe quickly waved his hands, "No, no, I did a lot of tossing and knocking when I was a child, and I'll be fine in two days."

Song Shuo frowned and looked at him disapprovingly, Tang Zhe desperately said it was okay.Song Shuo sighed for a long time, "I'll get you a towel to apply."

Tang Zhe, who was worried about not knowing how to get close to Song Shuola, smiled and felt that he was really a blessing in disguise. He thanked him for this bag!Song Shuo looked for medicine and Tang Zhe followed, Song Shuo got the towel Tang Zhe followed, Song Shuo went to fetch water and Tang Zhe followed... Song Shuo simply pushed Tang Zhe onto the sofa and ordered him to sit obediently.So Tang Zhe sat upright, waiting for Song Shuo to come over.

Song Shuo hurriedly came over with a pile of medicine and a water basin, carefully inspecting his wound.The two were so close that Song Shuo's lips almost touched his face.Tang Zhe's heart was pounding. He used to dare not look at Song Shuo directly, but now he stared at the person in front of him with wide eyes.Song Shuo pressed the towel to his forehead, glanced down and saw Tang Zhe's eyes.

Tang Zhe was caught straight, he thought Song Shuo would laugh.But Song Shuo looked at him with a serious face, and the corners of Tang Zhe's mouth were pulled down just as he was about to turn up. He turned his head a little at a loss, and the atmosphere between the two of them suddenly became stiff.

Song Shuo was still treating his forehead injury carefully, but Tang Zhe felt like he was sitting on pins and needles.He wanted to speak several times, but was stopped by Song Shuo.Until Song Shuo finished applying it to him, the two of them didn't say a word.Song Shuo looked at his wound for the last time, packed his things, and when he returned with water, he turned to Tang Zhe and said, "It's getting late, let's go back."

Tang Zhe was startled, his heart was half cold.

Tang Zhe was sitting on the sofa with cold hands and feet. Song Shuo had just walked out and suddenly turned back. Tang Zhe's eyes lit up immediately and he looked at him expectantly. Song Shuo said in a deep voice, "I will give you the clothes you changed last night." After you wash it, it should be almost dry when you hang it on the balcony, so you can take it away later and save yourself the trouble of picking it up next time.”

Tang Zhe reluctantly smiled and thanked the teacher, and sat on the sofa for a while. Before Song Shuo turned around again, and did not find any chance for him to dawdle, he finally packed up his things helplessly, and went out dejectedly. .

The moment he opened the door of Song Shuo's house and stepped out, a voice suddenly shouted in his heart: "It's over!"

He closed the door of Song Shuo's house with a dazed face, then stood there in a daze for a while, squatted down and leaned his head on the door, and knocked his head on the door a few times in frustration.He knelt on the door frowning, pouted his mouth unknowingly, and hammered hard twice while scolding himself in his heart.He buried his head in front of his chest and didn't want to move, when suddenly he heard Song Shuo's door lock ring.Tang Zhe was startled, and hurried to get up, when Song Shuo opened the door at the same time, Tang Zhe was bumped lightly.

Song Shuo stuck out his head, "What's wrong?"

"Huh?" Tang Zhe was surprised.

Song Shuo explained, "I heard you knock on the door."

Tang Zhe suddenly realized, and touched his forehead with his hand, "Oh, no..."

"Are you kowtowing?" Song Shuo interrupted him, and took a step forward to hold his hand, "The bag on your right side hasn't gone down yet, so you'll kowtow the left side later." Song Shuo looked at the wound on his forehead again Then let him go, "Pay attention to yourself, go back."

Tang Zhe looked at him, Song Shuo smiled at him, obviously still the same as before, but Tang Zhe felt pained by Song Shuo's smile.He also smiled back, turned and walked out.

The two of them just had an awkward fight before, but now it's really over.Song Shuo was really like what he said, no more entanglement.Tang Zhe, as the academic committee, could not receive any notification from Song Shuo. Occasionally, Song Shuo arranged something for the class. Personally, Song Shuo directly corresponded to each student he was looking for. The whole class notification, he sent out the class himself. Qun; as a substitute class, Song Shuo would hand things over to Zhang Qingwan directly. Without Zhang Qingwan, there were so many class committee members in the class, and Tang Zhe, the school committee, would never be in charge.Tang Zhe had never realized that Song Shuo was actually such a cold person before. He would not flirt with you, would not embarrass you, and would not even be cold-hearted on purpose, but Tang Zhe felt as uncomfortable as eating a fly.His treatment as Song Shuo's favorite student has not declined at all, but he no longer has the special status as Song Shuo's favorite person.If Song Shuo ignored him together, Tang Zhe would feel better, and the more there was a gap, the more uncomfortable he would be.

Tang Zhe is not feeling well these days.He expects Song Shuo to look at him more every day in class. One day Song Shuo's eyes will pass by, and Tang Zhe will be happy, but once this deceptive joy is over, Tang Zhe starts to feel a little empty in his heart .He looked forward to the stars and the moon, and finally hoped that one day Song Shuo would call him after class.Tang Zhe was almost ecstatic, "Mr. Song, did you call me?"

Song Shuo leaned against the desk, "If I don't call you, who should I call?"

The corners of Tang Zhe's mouth were about to reach the ears, "What's the matter?"

Song Shuo took out his mobile phone and showed Tang Zhe a page.Tang Zhe stretched his head to get closer, but Song Shuo lightly said, "Hold it yourself."

Tang Zhe pursed his lips, took the phone to check, it turned out to be a modeling competition.Song Shuo said next to him: "I told you when you were going to join the innovation center, and I will fight for you in future competitions. The number of places for this modeling competition is limited, and each class selects a few students to form a team. I recommended you, but I didn’t give you this spot, you still have to go through a primary election with other students.”

Modeling is not Tang Zhe's strong point, and he also knows that Song Shuo's push for him is not out of selfishness or purpose, but he thinks that if he successfully gets a place to participate in the competition, Song Shuo will be the team leader and instructor, and he will have the opportunity to spend more time with Song Shuo in private. Get along... When Tang Zhe agreed, his face was hot all the time because he was "conceived with evil intentions".Because of this, he specialized in modeling in private. As a result, before the primary election, he knew that this competition had nothing to do with Song Shuo, and the teacher in the center's modeling direction was in charge.Tang Zhe immediately felt that he had lost any motivation. There are indeed many students who are better than him in modeling, and he didn't pass the primary election.Song Shuo later went to him again and asked about the primaries, but Tang Zhe answered absently.Song Shuo didn't ask any more questions when he saw that he was not in the state, and turned around to leave.Tang Zhe suddenly called to him: "Teacher Song!"

Song Shuo turned around and asked kindly, "Tang Zhe, what's wrong?"

Tang Zhe plucked up his courage, "Do you have nothing else to do?"

Song Shuo raised his eyebrows, "No." He looked at Tang Zhe who hesitated to speak, thought for a while and said, "Tang Zhe, if you are still worried about what I think of you before..."

"I didn't!" Tang Zhe said loudly.

Both of them were silent for a moment, and after a while Song Shuo said: "Then you don't have to worry about anything, just study at ease, I'm leaving."

Tang Zhe looked at Song Shuo's back anxiously, feeling as if someone had punched him in the heart, and it hurt.Tang Zhe felt a little wronged, he said the wrong thing, he lost his temper, but why did Song Shuo get so serious with him this time, he apologized.He knew he was wrong, and he was only eager to express his attitude and meaning to Song Shuo, but he forgot to think about what Song Shuo was really thinking.

Tang Zhe saw Song Shuo and Tan Qing together at school one day.He felt a tightness in his chest just looking at it, but he still couldn't help himself to want to hear what the two of them were talking about.He sneaked under the shadow of the tree next to him, and before he got close, he heard Song Shuo say, "It's only natural for me to help you, you don't have to think so much." Tang Zhe froze instantly, squatting on the ground motionless, feeling His eyes were sore, and he squatted until his legs were numb before he left in a daze.

This one has not subsided, and the next one is coming again.Tang Zhe began to hear some rumors about Song Shuo, and the heroine was naturally Tan Qing.Tan Qing was so obvious, it was impossible for only Tang Zhe to notice.While he was tired of hearing those voices, on the other hand, he was extremely eager to find out the progress of the two people, Song Shuo's attitude from these rumors.Tang Zhe used to believe that there would be nothing wrong with Song Shuo and Tan Qing, but now he really panicked, especially when the pornographic news intensified.Tang Zhe even heard that Song Shuo and Tan Qing were dating, and the two had developed to the point where they were talking about marriage.I really couldn't bear my temper, and knocked on the door of Song Shuo's house with a book at night.

Song Shuo was taken aback when he saw him, but he didn't let Tang Zhe in immediately.Tang Zhe smiled wryly: "I have a problem, Mr. Song won't let me in?"

Song Shuo frowned slightly, stared at Tang Zhe for a while, and then let go of the doorknob he had been holding on to make way.Tang Zhe hurried in, and went straight into the study without Song Shuo's greeting.Song Shuo followed, Tang Zhe sat on the stool and pushed the book to Song Shuo. Song Shuo took it and began to read the questions carefully, taking a pen to calculate.Tang Zhe stared at Song Shuo's drooping eyebrows, his eyes slid from his eyes to his light-colored lips, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Are you dating Teacher Tan?"

Song Shuo looked up at him in surprise, sighed and pinched his eyebrows, "Who are you listening to nonsense?"

Song Shuo's attitude reassured Tang Zhe, and he muttered, "Everyone says so."

Song Shuo looked at Tang Zhe seriously: "She is my former student, and I only regard her as a student." He paused and explained, "This is the only reason I help her."

Tang Zhe felt that the burden had been lifted from his whole body, and he even relaxed the tense muscles in his back.

Song Shuo said: "Not to mention whether I have figured out my sexuality, Teacher Tan and I will have nothing."

Tang Zhe hesitated for a moment, then asked again: "Then the other men..."

Song Shuo waved his hand to interrupt him, "Tang Zhe, I will not harm others."

Tang Zhe blurted out, "Then why did you want to kill me?"

Tang Zhe immediately realized that he had said something wrong, but the blood on Song Shuo's face had already faded.Tang Zhe frantically waved his hands and stammered to save him, he blinked his eyes in panic.In front of him, Song Shuo suddenly lowered his head and laughed, "You're right, I shouldn't have hurt you."

Tang Zhe was slapped in the face, and his mind was buzzing.There was a sharp pain in his heart, Song Shuo's complexion was very ugly but he was still trying to maintain a gentle smile, Tang Zhe's throat was choked when he saw it, and he couldn't breathe.

Song Shuo lowered his head and continued to read the book, but Tang Zhe could clearly see that Song Shuo was distracted.Tang Zhe didn't dare to speak anymore, he didn't even dare to stare at Song Shuo, so he also lowered his head, clenched his fists loosely, restless.Song Shuo was stunned for a long time, raised his head and closed the book.Tang Zhe looked at him worriedly, Song Shuo turned his head and smiled apologetically at him, "I'm sorry, Tang Zhe, come back another day, I can't stand it today."

Tang Zhe bit his lip, "Teacher Song..."

Song Shuo pushed the book to him, "Let's go, let's go back."

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