fall in love with fake straight man

Back home, after washing his face casually, Cao Hai just sat on the sofa in a daze. It wasn't until 11 o'clock that he remembered that he had to go to the hospital tomorrow.

I found the incense in the goose pear tent and put it in the electronic incense burner.

This incense is made by Cao Hai himself. He mixes agarwood and sandalwood according to the proportion, fills them into pears that have been peeled and pitted, steams them in a pan, grinds them into mud, and dries them in the shade. Simple refining of Hexiang, at least in Cao Hai's opinion, is much easier than cooking.

Although this fragrance is simple, it has a good sleeping effect. He likes the ones made from Korla pears the most. The finished product will emit a sweet fruity fragrance, which is much richer than those made from Sydney.

Sitting at the head of the bed, leaving only a small lamp, I poured myself a glass of blueberry wine I found on the Internet.

Cao Hai was a little nervous, he knew that he would definitely suffer from insomnia that night.

He still has to go to his parents' place tomorrow morning, and he doesn't know what to do, so he can only try his best to let himself sleep for a while.

However, even after making sufficient preparations, until midnight, Cao Hai was still tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep.

I don't know how long it has passed, half dream and half awake, it seems real and illusion.

Cao's father and Cao's mother opened the door of his room, tied him up and tied him up.Regardless of his struggle and screaming, he forced him into the car, and took him to the hotel in a flash of skill.

There was a red banner hanging at the entrance of the hotel, which said "Congratulations to Cao Hai and XXX on their happy wedding, a happy marriage for a hundred years", and the other name seemed very vague.

There is also a huge poster under the red banner. On the poster, he looks very energetic in a suit and leather shoes. A fuzzy white figure is leaning against his chest. He wants to take a closer look, but is quickly pulled away by his parents. After entering the hotel, the rope on his body disappeared at some point. Looking carefully, he was wearing the suit on the poster.

The hotel was full of people, and his mother told him excitedly that today was his wedding, a good day for him, and he was finally going to marry a wife...

Cao Hai shook his head struggling, and stepped back step by step, but he didn't know who hugged him from behind.

Cao Hai turned his head back with difficulty, and saw the woman who was hugging him behind him, the woman in a white wedding dress.

However, he couldn't see the woman's face clearly. The woman who hugged his waist was like a model in a shopping mall. There were no facial features on the entire face, which was weird and permeable.

Cao Hai was taken aback. He finally realized that he might be having a nightmare. With this thought, he woke up, took a sip of water while panting violently, and then lay down on the bed and fell into a deep sleep again.

That dream was still going on, and in the dream he was still surrounded by that terrifying model, struggling hard was useless.Cao Hai shouted and ran forward vigorously, trying to find help from his parents.

But as soon as he arrived in front of his parents, he saw the smiles on his parents' faces—the kind of satisfied smiles—the smiles that broke his heart and made him confused.

Cao Hai shook his head in bewilderment, and then Cao's father grabbed his hands. Cao's father happily said to his son: "Seeing you get married, I can close my eyes when I die..."

Cao's father's words shattered Cao Hai's fragile shell, causing him to collapse weakly.Cao Hai thought to forget it, married a puppet, turned himself into a puppet, and accepted his fate like this.

Cao Hai closed his eyes, lowered his head, and heard the laughter of the guests. I don’t know how many people laughed loudly in the auditorium. The laughter was like a boundless sea, like layers of high mountains. Waves, Cao Hai covered his ears, until finally the laughter shook the vast auditorium to the point of collapse...

The moment the auditorium collapsed, Cao Hai woke up again. The quilt had been kicked to nowhere, and he was covered in cold sweat from head to toe. When it came out, Cao Haishen flinched.

I touched the phone along the pillow, and after turning it on, the time display was already 04:30 in the morning.

In Cao Hai's memory, it seems that after high school, he never got up so early again.He threw the phone aside, opened the curtains, and let the cool morning light into the room, trying to dispel the depression in the bedroom.

Turned on all the lights, washed off his sweat in the bathroom, and then he didn't know what to do - sure enough, it was still too early.

I was sweating all over last night, and the quilt was damp. First, I hung the quilt on the balcony to dry, and then Cao Hai sat at the desk, and wanted to write something——"The mandarin duck brocade quilt is warm all night, and the lonely pillow is cold. Qiu Han', after only writing this sentence, he threw down the pen, and his mood became even worse. Do you want to cover the mandarin duck brocade quilt with the models in the mall?

Having no appetite to eat, Cao Hai put on casual clothes, went downstairs and started jogging, to see if he could find a bean bag, in case he found his way back to the neighborhood.

The morning sun has not yet dispelled the coolness of the night, perhaps because it is too early and there are not many people on the street. Morning runners in twos and threes sway their sweat, pass by, and drift away.

In the air full of indifference, Cao Hai ran wildly, wanting to scatter those irritability and sweat together.

Every time he ran, he would shout "Doubao" a few times, just like a hawker who sells breakfast. Every few minutes, he would explain to the hungry passers-by that he was looking for a dog, and his dog was called "Doubao". Amidst the murmurs of passers-by, they continued to run and went away.

Sweat flowed down the sideburns on the neck, bringing warmth in addition to fatigue, and the body reheated bit by bit.Cao Hai supported the tree by the side of the road and panted frantically, feeling that he had finally come back to life.

The phone rang, it was Dad's call, Cao Hai glanced at the time, it was just 5:30.

Father Cao's voice was a bit harsh, obviously he was still angry, and he didn't want to say more: "Are you awake?"

"En. Get up."

"Then come back quickly, I will take you to the doctor with your mother today!"

"understood."

Father Cao didn't say any more, just hung up the phone.

"Sickness" - this word made Cao Hai want to laugh, and then he really laughed out loud.As early as when Cao Hai realized his sexual orientation, he deliberately went online to find out about it. Homosexuality has long been canceled as a mental illness. How could his parents still believe that he is ill?He can only accompany them to the hospital, hoping that the doctor can help him persuade his parents.

At 6:00, Cao Hai drove the small broken car that he had just bought for two years to the downstairs of his parents' house. However, considering that the hospital usually opens at 08:30, it is impossible to go to the emergency department for this kind of problem.If you go upstairs now, you will have to stay at home for at least an hour and a half.

Before going to the hospital to find a doctor to persuade his parents, Cao Hai didn't want to explain this matter to his parents too much. It would have no effect and would only turn into a quarrel in the end.

Cao Hai sat in the car, turned on the music, adjusted the alarm clock, reclined the seat, and began to take a nap.

At 7:30, the pre-set alarm clock rang. Cao Hai called his parents and told them to go downstairs to the hospital directly.

Cao's father came out first, and because he was angry, he walked quickly, and Cao's mother almost trotted behind him.

After finding Cao Hai's car, Father Cao directly opened the door and sat in the back. Then with a straight face without saying a word, Mother Cao opened the back door on the other side and also sat in.

"Why do you look so bad, have you eaten breakfast? Eat this cushion first." Cao Ma looked at her son's side face in the back seat, and took out two tea eggs from her bag. The aroma of tea lingered in this small space. spread.

Before Cao Hai reached out to pick it up, Father Cao grabbed the egg in Mother Cao's hand, opened the car window and threw it out: "I'm used to him! He still has the face to eat!"

Mama Cao beat Papa Cao a few times, and her tone couldn't tell whether she was anxious or angry: "What are you doing! What are you doing! Why don't you let my son eat!"

This angered Dad Cao, he exploded like a firecracker being lit, pointed at Cao Hai, and yelled at Cao Mom sideways: "You are used to it, you shouted at me! I'm fucking Not a gay son!"

Cao's father's outburst startled Cao's mother, and Cao's mother burst into tears.

Cao Hai was so angry that his veins were almost jumping up, but he could only endure it and handed the paper to his mother. Cao Hai turned around and looked at his father seriously: "Homosexuality is not a disease. If you don't believe me, I will let the doctor Let me tell you, can we stop quarreling as a family now?"

Father Cao became even more angry, and slapped Cao Hai on the head: "Why is it not a disease! You are a pervert! This would have killed you decades ago!"

Cao Hai was almost laughed out of anger. China has thousands of years of history, divided into short-sleeved peaches, long-yang weeping fish, and brother-in-law. Homosexuality has been recognized by morality, law, customs, and habits for thousands of years, just because decades ago How long will it be discriminated against for that period of distorting and smearing regardless of right and wrong?

In the 70s, a man wearing a pink shirt could be called a hooligan; in the 80s, if he touched a strange girl's hand on the street, he could be sentenced to life or even shot!Are those people shameless?Damn it all?Putting those dogmas into the present, can the children on the street still survive?

Cao Hai wanted to have a good talk with his father, but after thinking about it, it's better to leave it to the doctor, the doctor's words are more authoritative, and it saves his father and son from quarreling.My father is a stubborn old man with severe patriarchal thinking. In his view, even if the children are reasonable, they must act according to the wishes of the parents. Otherwise, if they are reasonable, they are unreasonable.

Along the way, Cao Hai took deep breaths, suppressed his temper, and listened to his father swearing all the way, without saying a word.

When he arrived at the hospital, Cao Hai went to consult the registration department—psychosomatic department, and the registration fee was 80.

The so-called Brick in the consulting room is a female doctor in her 40s. She wears a pair of round glasses and looks very kind.

After a brief understanding of the situation, the brick family quickly wrote a list.

"The fee for psychological counseling is 300 yuan per hour. Please go to the first floor and pay the payment first, and then I can complete the registration procedure here." The kind brickman handed over the receipt with a harmless smile on his face.

Cao Hai nodded, took the form and wanted to go downstairs to pay the money, but was stopped by the doctor.

"Let your family members pay the fee first. I need to have a private chat with you first to understand the specific situation."

Cao Hai's parents left the consulting room, Zhuan's house locked the door, and sat back opposite Cao Hai.

"I've seen you in this situation many times..." The woman spoke slowly, as if she was considering her words.

Cao Hai nodded. He was a little anxious to explain his reason for coming, so he went straight to the point: "Well, doctor, I know that homosexuality is not a disease, and my condition is unnecessary and does not need treatment. But my parents don't understand and don't understand. Believe me. I want you to talk to my parents and persuade them, they are getting older, and it seems that it is not easy to accept it for a while."

The female teacher slightly hooked the corners of her lips: "Well, I usually deal with it in this way. Many parents have old-fashioned ideas and stubborn views on sexual orientation, and they are unwilling to understand and understand. But you yourself They will instinctively disbelieve what you say, and are more willing to take your words as sophistry. But don’t worry, they can lead you to the hospital, which shows that they have the consciousness of believing in science and doctors in their hearts. I will definitely try my best to help you. You advise your parents to do a good job in their ideological counseling, but in this process, you also need your cooperation."

"Well, but my dad has a big temper, and it's hard for me to talk to him."

"Don't worry, I've dealt with this kind of cases many times, and all of them have good results in the end." Brick's smile became brighter: "What is your occupation? Do you usually have time?"

Cao Hai was already a little relieved, but the doctor's last question made him have some bad guesses. If it was just this time, the doctor wouldn't need to ask him about his free time and work. Although Cao Hai didn't have a job, He has no formal contact with the society, but this does not mean that Cao Hai is stupid and easy to deceive.He didn't believe that this doctor was a broken mouth. Even if he had a broken mouth to become a doctor, he would definitely not be able to be a psychiatrist. Cao Hai felt a little uneasy in his heart.

"Then please doctor, you must help me to persuade them." Cao Hai did not answer the psychiatrist's question, but said politely, then took out his mobile phone, pretended to read the information, and quietly turned it off. Turned off vibration, ringtone, and turned on automatic answering.

Not long after, there was a knock on the door, and Zhuanjia got up to open the door. Cao Hai took advantage of this time to quietly stuff the phone into the gap in the armrest of the sofa.

It was Cao Hai's parents who came in. Cao's mother nervously grabbed Zhuan's hand when she entered the door: "Doctor, how is my son's condition? Can it be cured?"

If outsiders see that anxious look, they will definitely think that Cao Hai is terminally ill.

The brick family patted the back of Cao Mama's hand with the other hand: "Don't worry, I have a brief talk with your son, and I already understand the situation. Let me talk to you alone first." Turning to look Xiang Cao Hai: "Xiao Hai, is it convenient for you to wait outside for a while?" Then he nodded to Cao Hai, signaling Cao Hai to relax.

Cao Hai nodded and said nothing, and he didn't want to say anything, which would only weaken the brick's consolation effect, not to mention that he doesn't trust the brick now.He excused that his mobile phone was out of battery, asked his mother for her mobile phone, and walked out of the consulting room.

The author has something to say:

I revised it for a long time yesterday afternoon... If there are any typos, please leave a message and let me know!Well, I have to be more serious~

The city where I live has been raining for the past few days, and it’s finally cooling down~~ It’s very refreshing, and then I asked my good friend about the temperature here, and he took a screenshot for me, and it’s 24-26° in summer all the year round... ...It's unreasonable!Obviously I am in the north, but he is in the southeast. Why is the temperature in the southeast lower than that in the north? ?Unscientific! !