Mentally disabled lover

24Crime

Four and a half years later, Dongsheng Mental Hospital.

An elderly male doctor returned to his office with a stack of books.His patients are already sitting on the sofa waiting for his arrival.The patient was wearing a blue striped hospital gown, and his pale face seemed to be stuffed with two dusty black glass beads. If it wasn't for his nose breathing out, he would be dead.

After the doctor put the book on the bookshelf, he took the medical record and went across to the patient.

"Sorry, I went to the library to find a few books. Let's continue our conversation last time. The last time... your relationship has taken another step. What will happen after that?"

"after?"

"After you are alone."

"Oh," the patient tilted his head, "he... he doesn't trust anyone except him and his mother, because no one else is him, and when he encounters a situation where he can betray him, he may betray him, especially After what happened to Ji Min. I heard the psychological teacher talk about such symptoms, but his is more serious."

"What kind of serious law?"

"When he owned me, at the beginning, he was very happy, and he was still intoxicated with the sense of gain. But after a long time, he thought that I must belong to him completely. He would check my mobile phone from time to time. Jean Xiwang Monitor everyone I come in contact with, women and men alike."

"Is it serious?"

"Extremely, he also uses a way of thinking like a middle school girl to interpret text messages sent to me by others."

"Will he hit you?"

The patient shook his head, "No, he never hit me...but he tortured me in another way, a direct physical torture...I told him that I felt very painful and told him not to continue... ...He will never listen to me." The patient's eyes overflowed with tears, he was very sad, when recalling the past scene.

"Did you tell him? You don't like that."

"How to say?" The patient raised his head and looked at the doctor, "He gave me everything, my rebirth... You and your parents can say that, because your relationship is blood, and nothing can be cut off. I It's the same as Jinming, no. My liking is no longer important to him. Everything he does is for him, to reduce his anxiety and make him safer."

"But he still loves you, don't you think so?"

"..."

"Xuyun? Are you listening to me?"

"……I am listening."

Xu Yun returned to her ward, today's conversation is over.He didn't know what the doctor had figured out, but he felt better talking about it himself.

Because he once wanted to commit suicide by drowning, Jin Min had no choice but to send Xu Yun to a mental hospital.He hoped that Xu Yun could find the answer and stop trying such a dangerous thing.

But this room with only one window and a small glass window for the nurse's examination is not much better than an iron cage.

A female nurse knocked on the door and entered Xu Yun's room, "Mr. Jin came to see you."

"Can you drive him away?"

"No, because he..." The female nurse stepped aside, "He's right here."

The moment Xu Yun saw Jin Mingyi, the veins on his neck bulged faintly.

Jinming and a pair of female nurses smiled slightly, "I want to chat with him alone for a while, can you avoid it?"

The female nurse nodded shyly and moved away in small steps.

"Does this feel good?"

As soon as Jinmin closed the door, he approached Xuyun, "How does it feel?"

"Trap me in your cage."

Jin Ming frowned aggrievedly, "I can't watch you die. I will take you away when your illness is cured."

"I don't like it here!"

"I understand that you have suffered, but I can't take the risk of losing you and let you leave here."

"After all! You still don't want me to leave you! Leave you! Always you! Always!"

"I really need you, right now."

"Why can't you let me...get me out of here!"

Xu Yun, whose spirit was on the verge of collapse, also had tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, "One day in the future, you will thank me for what I did today."

"Why do you want to leave here?"

Xu Yun was stunned for a moment, looked at the doctor, opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, "I..."

"you?"

"I 'killed' my wife, 'killed' Konmin's mother, made my mother go crazy, 'killed' Ji Min, 'killed' 12 undercover agents... I 'killed' too many people .I want to forget... how to do it?"

"But, you didn't. Your wife was killed by Zhou Chengju, Jin Mingyi's mother was murdered by Wuhuahui, your mother went crazy because Zhou Yongfeng injected ABM, and Ji Min leaked public information. For the Wuhuahui, those 12 undercover agents were killed by Jin Mingyi...you didn't kill anyone."

"If I were richer, my wife wouldn't go out to work part-time in the middle of the night and be beaten to death; if I wasn't with Jin Mingyi, Ji Min wouldn't kill Yuan Fu, and Wuhuahui wouldn't design Jin Minyi If I hadn’t entrusted Jin Mingyi to investigate Peng Xiao’s case, my mother wouldn’t have been injected with ABM and gone mad; if I hadn’t told Xiwang that Ji Min was going to betray them, they wouldn’t have killed him; if I had If you can't save Xiwang and them, Jin Mingyi won't kill Xiwang... You see," Xu Yun stretched out his hands, "I'm guilty, doctor."

"You are not guilty, Xu Yun, you are too tired."

"Can you help me forget? Can you wash my hands?"

"..."

"There is no way for me to forget. I can only run away, try to run away... I once ran away far away, got a new job, met a nice girl, tried to forget everything that happened here, in order to escape... ...But he still found it... What can you do?"

"I can't, but I can't. Tell me, do you love him?"

"...I wish I hated him."

END

Feelings are placed independently in the next chapter.