Mentally disabled lover

25 tails

This is the end of the episode, the ending is a bit hasty, and I really can't make it up.Because it was supposed to end when the two of them PAPAPA, it was too long by me.

24 Why did the tone suddenly change, it was to connect with the main text.The doctor who talked to Xu Yun was not Lan Huan, but Xu Yun's first psychiatrist.

My original intention of writing extra stories was to make up for the number of words.Because the contract was written in 30 words, and my text was only 29.9 words. I made up the number, but it turned out to be too long.This is my first novel with over 30 words.The one that was very close before was "[EXO]times②", which was a bit short.

This time it's for real.

In terms of personality, Jin Mingyi is not a perfect person. Although he looks like a domineering ZONG tailor, he is actually not so perfect. He can't wear clothes, can't take care of himself, and loses his temper like a child. It's just that after being with Yuan Fu and Ji Min for a long time, he learned to disguise himself.

You may think that in the end, Xu Yun still cares about his wife, but Jin Mingyi seems to have almost forgotten about Ji Min.not like this.Xu Yun's nostalgia for Fan Yuan is a very important element in the text, and it is the reason for his mental illness.Jin Mingyi let go of it at the right time, and was not stuck in the memory like Xu Yun.

Xu Yun is not a "big heroine"!I am firm on this point.More like a dick counterattack?He is a cowardly person, cowardly, he just wants to live an ordinary life, and he doesn't know how to use means to get what he wants.

Jin Ming's resources and Xia An's assistance helped him.He used to be very handsome in the text!But in the end, it still couldn't resist the destructive power of memory.His wife's departure made him very painful, and he became even more inferior. Although he fell in love with Jin Mingyi, he still did not hesitate to destroy himself to achieve psychological balance.

In the end, Xu Yun adapted to her role. Although she would get sick occasionally, she gradually got better and chose to live for Jin Mingyi and Jin Jun (Yuan Xi).

The last line, "I wish I hated him", obviously means the opposite.

When I wrote this article, I didn't quite understand why I wrote it.After I finished writing, I realized that I was entangled in the past.

I did a lot of things when I was a kid, and I feel like I was disgusting and unforgivable then.

It's a pity that I didn't meet my Jin Mingyi, nor my Xu Yun, so I still don't know how to adjust it, so I can only write a very vague ending.

I hope everyone will not be like me. If you can forget the past, forget it.If you can't forget, at least find someone to bear it with you.

Jin Mingyi's lover Ji Min died, but he couldn't take revenge.Xu Yun's wife, Fan Yuan, died, and there was nothing he could do.The two bear each other's pain.So even if Xu Yun left Kin Min Yi and was with Christine, he would not be happy in the end.

Christine is a good girl, but she can't share the death of Fan Yuan and others with Xu Yun, the two will not be honest, only Jin Ming can.

As a side note, Konminichi and Xuyun will also appear in "Gentle Sun (BG)", but I'm not sure when they will appear. These two articles have an intersection. There is also the possibility of "The Loved One (13L)", but it is still unclear.

2017.09.10

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