Changxia Shaoman

The night was getting deeper, Xu Zhizhen fell into a deep sleep, and in his dream he was still persistently leaning towards the source of warmth, until he rolled into the other's arms, only then did he not move with peace of mind.

The next day, they returned to the mainland respectively, Xu Zhizhen flew to Beijing, Xie Bei flew to Shanghai.Zhong Kexin was on the same journey as him, on the same flight.

He was a little disappointed, "I don't know when I will have the chance to come again."

Xie Bei picked his chin, wiped off the cream marks on his mouth, and said with a chuckle, "It's not easy, just come if you want."

He shook his head, "That's not what I meant."

Xie Bei quickly understood, and was a little dumbfounded, "Why are you so anxious, there are many awards after the Golden Globe Awards, and besides, it may not be held in Hong Kong again."

Xu Zhizhen was annoyed, "No, you have to take it down to relieve my great regret."

Xie Bei laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up, his chin rested on his shoulder, and at the end he deliberately blew into his ear, "You obviously won the prize, but you are still so unconvinced."

Xu Zhizhen didn't know why he cared so much, but he just... cared.

As soon as the news came out last night, congratulations poured in on him from the Internet. They all affirmed his hard work in the past few years. To sum up the whole year, the variety shows were so popular, the TV series were so popular that they won the ratings, the copyrights were sold abroad and the resources were exported, and the movie reputation The box office is good, although it is the male second, but the attention is not inferior to the male lead.Now that he won the Golden Globe, but Xie Bei didn't win, it inevitably aroused more discussions. For a while, the fans of the two groups, apart from Le's cp fans in the middle, all pinched again.God knows how speechless he was when he woke up and read Weibo. The yin and yang said that this year is so many years that he would accept everything, but he would involve Xie Bei in everything. He was so angry that he wished to open a trumpet to scold people But he didn't know how to scold others, and he was afraid that he would be mad at himself first, so he had to give up.

He hated, "Anyway, you have to fire me up!"

Xie Bei laughed like a convulsion, "I'm already quite hot, okay, you still can't catch up with me."

Xu Zhizhen glanced at him sideways, feeling that he was being threatened, "That's what you said... Hey, what are you doing inexplicably provoking internal affairs?" He glared at Xie Bei, "Anyway, it's not the same for everyone, the money flows to The family has gone."

Speaking of this, Xu Zhizhen remembered the important thing on his mind that had not been completed, fell silent, turned back into Xie Bei's arms, and said, "I'm going to talk to my mother when I go back."

Xie Bei was also silent for a moment, patted him on the back lightly, and said in a low voice, "It's okay. If you need me, you can come to me anytime."

Xu Zhizhen got out and glared at him again, "Fuck, it's useless at all, your crew director is too much, and you shoot night scenes every day, I haven't found you a few times."

Xie Bei scratched his head, "It's not my fault..."

They decided to announce it with their family before Christmas, because Xie Bei had to go back to Beijing to record commercial materials in those two days, and they barely had time to go home with him and come out.

As for Xie Bei's family, they considered seeing Xu Zhizhen's family's reaction before making a plan. Xie Bei had a better grasp of his own family and would not get too out of control.But Xu Zhizhen didn't quite agree. He felt that no matter how indifferent the relationship was, they were all relatives at heart, and parents would not care nothing about their children's affairs.

But Xie Bei just kept silent, and leaned over to kiss him hard, which made him lose his temper, so he had no choice but to take this topic out of his own accord.

It just so happened that in the morning at the hotel, I turned on the TV to watch old Hong Kong dramas. Xu Zhizhen was not used to Cantonese, so he wanted to find a mandarin dubbed version, but to no avail, so he had to watch the TV series half-absorbed, and chat with Xie Bei by the way.

Perhaps it was because of a sudden flash of light, Xu Zhizhen scooped up the ice cream, and remembered things from a long time ago, long before they were together, he remembered that they had a cold war for a long time, now thinking about it, he just feels inexplicable, always The curtain came to an end on the eve of the trip to Hunan.He grabbed Xie Bei's collar and asked about it. Xie Bei was still a little dazed while holding the phone. He was reminded for a while before he managed to remember it. He wandered away from the big screen directly in front of him for a while before he came back to his senses. Scratching my head, I actually don't really remember...

Xu Zhizhen's memory has reached its peak at this moment, and he put it bluntly. For example, at that time, he felt that Xie Bei was interested in him, and he wanted to be ambiguous. got engaged.He has always been an unyielding character. You and I have a cold war and I must do better than you. Although he occasionally gets frustrated because he doesn't know the reason, he always implements this principle until Xie Bei finally asks for peace.

Thinking about it now, he still couldn't correctly understand Xie Bei's approach, so he had to ask the deity for advice.Xie Bei thought about the new explanation for a while before he could barely remember what he was thinking at the time, and explained with some dumbfounding, "It seemed that at the time it was because...a friend had some emotional disputes and asked me to complain. I was... In fact, I'm a little entangled. I don't know how much I like you. It's not enough to support us on the way down. You also know that it's hard to get down. I'm sure you will be popular, and your dedication is very high. Qiang, every time the group rehearses, we both rehearse in the dark. I think that since I like you, I don’t want to be a hindrance or a burden because of our relationship, so I have to think about it. Later, I found time to find... um , friends who are also gay asked their suggestions, but the answers they got were not very good. I was in a bad mood, and I was too busy to catch up with work. I also wanted to calm down and think for two days. After thinking about it, I found that ...you seem to have run away?"

Speaking of this, Xie Bei couldn't help laughing, he stared at Xu Zhizhen's expression with his chin in his hands, and couldn't help but pinch his hands, "What kind of expression is this? It's all mixed flavors, right?"

He continued, "I don't know what you think. I later guessed whether it was because you thought I was neglecting you? So you ran away? I couldn't hold back my face at the time. I tried to talk to you, but every time I ended up with hot faces. It was very miserable to stick a cold ass, and I was so arrogant at the time, I was inexplicably confused, so I just ran away."

Xu Zhizhen was annoyed and funny when he heard that, he threw the ice cream and rode up to beat him up, "You are inexplicable, you are super inexplicable, okay, if you are ambiguous, then you are ambiguous, I have been seduced by you, it is inexplicable People ran away, I was so angry, I was still thinking that I was also a flower in the north and south, but I was dumped so unclearly, I was still your fan, you know, the mood at that time was really... You can turn from fan to black in an instant, don't you know?"

He was annoyed, Xie Bei was beaten into surrender, so he sat up straight and coaxed him, "So it's normal to think inexplicably now, but at the time when I was young, two fools got together and didn't even think about asking why, that's all Follow your own path to the end..."

Xie Bei sighed, "It was fate to be able to get together later. In fact, it didn't take long. Later, I suddenly figured it out."

Xu Zhizhen pursed his lips and was still a little unconvinced, and asked him, "What did you figure out?"

He sighed leisurely, and lay back, "After thinking about it, I still like you very much. People have been turned away, so I can't do without chasing you."

Just as Xu Zhizhen couldn't help laughing, he suddenly remembered something, his face changed, he grabbed the pillow and slapped it, "You're chasing people! Fuck, it's just a matter of coercion, alright, I've always been too weak, I just chased after your ass, hey, I was so mad, you chased me and didn't say a word to me, and the ambiguity happened all of a sudden, do you film too many romance dramas?"

Xie Bei couldn't stop laughing, he hid and fled, and finally couldn't hide, he hugged him with a smile, kissed him from the forehead to the corner of the mouth, and said, "Young and frivolous, I apologize to you on behalf of the 18-year-old Xie Bei, really I'm sorry, can 18-year-old Xu Zhizhen forgive me?"

Xu Zhizhen puffed up, "Dream, let's talk about forgiveness or not at the age of 81."

Xie Bei's eyes lit up, and he smiled even more happily, "Okay, let's talk about it when we're 81."

The episode ended there, Xu Zhizhen continued to climb back to the bed to scoop ice cream, Xie Bei hugged him and played games.He was staring at the big screen and his thoughts wandered. In fact, he couldn't remember the events of the year very well. He had experienced too much in the past few years, and even the events of three or four years became like memories from a long time ago. They must be remembered. Keep searching to find clues.

At that time, he felt unfair, inexplicable, abrupt, and angry, and he couldn't figure out why.But the difference between his and Xie Bei's identities is too big. Subconsciously, he didn't dare to get too angry with Xie Bei, and he didn't dare to quarrel with him to ask him. While thinking about why, he also thought that the future master would proudly appear in front of him with his new boyfriend on his arm, and piss him off to death.It's really too young. When faced with emotional matters for the first time, I was at a loss and had no idea. I didn't even think about asking him, so I could only shrink into a ball with grievances. You ignore me and I ignore you. That's it. Stay till later.

He thought aimlessly, treat Zheng Cheng to a meal in the future, if he hadn't pulled the trigger, they two fools don't know how long it would be cold.

After thinking for a while, he completely looked away, turned around and kissed Xie Bei on the cheek, and whispered, "Forgive you."

Seeing that he didn't know how to figure it out, Xie Bei couldn't laugh or cry, and deliberately teased him, "Didn't you say we'll talk about it when we're 81?"

Xu Zhizhen pursed his lips and pretended to be magnanimous, "Who am I? I can gain the wisdom of an 23-year-old at the age of 81."

Xie Bei didn't support him either, "Okay, 23-year-old Xu Zhizhen, you are the best."

Xu Zhizhen lay in his arms and watched the game for a while, then secretly said, "I also say sorry on behalf of the 18-year-old Xu Zhizhen." He was a little embarrassed, "18 is too young, don't blame them. "

Xie Bei nodded, "Okay." He smiled and kissed him on the cheek, "Our little Xu is really sensible."

The past time is hard to recover. Looking back from the corridor of memories, sometimes I am ashamed, sometimes ashamed, sometimes regretful, sometimes angry, and sometimes happy.Those who make up a long life, fortunately they did not miss it, God has mercy, the souls will meet in the end, and they will be shaped into the most beautiful appearance.

When I was young, there were always surprises.I don't know the heights of the sky and the earth, I don't know how many accidents will appear in the future, whether there will be someone who will change all the cognitions in the past, and I don't know that the world is cruel, sometimes I have a stubborn temper, once I miss it, it will be a lifetime.

Xu Zhizhen could only sigh, but luckily after going around, they returned to the starting point.