Changxia Shaoman

On Christmas Eve, Beijing ushered in the first snow.

It happened that Xu Zhizhen was shooting a magazine and was sitting in the shed doing his makeup. Xiao Pan rushed in excitedly carrying a lunch box and said, "It's snowing."

Immediately, everyone was blown away. As for Chuxue, even Xu Zhizhen, who had closed his eyes to sleep, opened his eyes and asked her curiously if the snow was heavy.Xiao Pan scratched his head and said it was okay, there were many people taking pictures on the road.

The shooting took place at three or four in the afternoon, and the snow was increasing instead of decreasing. The photographer temporarily took pictures and added a set of exterior scenes to take advantage of the first snow falling from the sky.So the staff members were all happy to go out on location, and Xu Zhizhen was also happy, but he was still a little worried, this would freeze him to death.

In the snowy sky, Xie Bei flew back to Beijing by plane.

He landed first and went back home, throwing off many illegitimate students along the way, finally appeared at the gate of the community, and disappeared very quickly.When he went out in the middle of the night, he drove a new sports car, but no one took pictures of him.

Settling down in the courtyard, Kadian happened to pick up her boyfriend who was off work. Late at night, they had an intimate meeting in the quiet parking lot and went home together.

The next afternoon, when Xu Zhizhen opened the door, Xie Bei stood outside the door nervously, walked in in the silence, and bowed to the four adults in the room.Wu Xiufang had a complex expression, gasping for air, holding her forehead and not speaking, Lin Yu was much calmer, as if she had discovered it long ago, and just sat quietly; Xu Nankai sat next to her, holding her waist, one hand lightly He patted him lightly for comfort, while Xu Jiacheng turned his head to look at the wall with a wooden face. On it was a family portrait that was just taken.

The December wind was biting, the door was very cold after opening it for a while, Xu Zhizhen remained silent, and stretched out his hand to close the door again.Xie Bei stood beside him very quietly, without saying anything.

Wu Xiufang finally couldn't hold back the tears, she stroked her chest and turned her face away, tears ran down her face, Xu Jiacheng took her back to the room for a calm meeting, coaxing her not to be too sad.Xu Zhizhen wanted to go up to help him, but he didn't dare, so he had to stand there, as if he was punished when he was a child, standing straight and not daring to move.After a while, Lin Yu said softly, follow her, got up and went back to the bedroom.Xu Zhizhen seemed to have received a pardon, so he followed step by step. After walking a few steps, he remembered something, and looked back at Xie Bei.Xie Bei was much calmer and nodded at him, signaling him to rest assured.At the end, he glanced at Xu Nankai in front of him again, and they looked at each other.

In the bedroom, Lin Yu sat on the sofa and thought about all the things that happened before.

Lin Yu found out that Xu Zhizhen was in a relationship very early on. He was happy at first, but later he became suspicious. He also discussed with Xu Nankai why Zhenzi was unwilling to tell his family that he was in a relationship.Women are always the most observant and imaginative. Lin Yu has imagined a lot. For example, the other party is underage and it is difficult to introduce it to his family; Even if she had a girlfriend with sex, she gritted her teeth and thought about going with him. She should know contraceptive measures at her age.He even thought about being entrusted with a financial backer, but Xu Nankai refuted this plan only. He said that other things could barely explain it. This is too outrageous. It is not Xu Zhizhen's style. occur.

At that time, she was chatting with Tao Chuan, and found that Tao Chuan didn't know either. He didn't mean to lie to her, but he didn't know. , there are almost zero girls around, and there are indeed a few who have cooperated, but they rarely contact each other.Tao Chuan added that there may be private contacts, but they have to meet sooner or later. Tao Chuan used to work in a talent show company, a group of small idols, and their compulsory course as a manager is to detect suspicions of dating friends with a clear eye. No clues can be let go, and the company has taught a set of methods to know the whereabouts of the suspected object thoroughly.She used this trick to prevent accidents, and she also used it on Xu Zhizhen. When she found out that it was not true, she gave up and didn't continue to do it.

Lin Yu was relieved, but at the same time he was worried. If there are no girls around, what is the possibility?

The answer was self-evident, she thought about the boys around Xu Zhizhen, and found that there really was another one.

Before college, he and Chang Yingming had always had the best relationship.She had seen that young man Chang Yingming many times, and had even seen him bring his girlfriends, but she had seen no less than three girlfriends.After college, he was obviously in the same university, but he didn’t appear again for some reason. He only came to visit the house during the holidays, and the person who usually played with him, the boy who appeared in the photo, was occasionally mentioned on the phone One, or accidentally making a sound, all become another—in other words, replaced.

She doesn't think it's bad either, changing friends is always normal for adults, Xu Zhizhen has his own judgment, his own preferences.And Xie Bei is a well-known child star in their hearts. Even Wu Xiufang likes him, and they are 1 assured of him.

She didn't expect it to be him, but after thinking about it for a week, it could only be him.

She remained calm and didn't tell Xu Nankai. Instead, she observed slowly and found clues one after another. Maybe they had appeared before, but she didn't care.That's right, two boys, why would they care?

Lin Yu's endurance has always been considered good, and he usually pays attention to the dynamics of the two boys on the Internet. He can't tell what kind of mentality he has, and sometimes comforts himself, maybe they are just young and playing around, and sooner or later they will break up.Sometimes I feel that it is not true, Xu Zhizhen follows his father, he is an infatuated kind, with this, no one else will think about it.But the infatuated kind is just a passing friend before meeting the real right person, Lin Yu thought so, and occasionally felt relieved that Xu Zhizhen hadn't planned to talk to his family yet.

The first and only crash was actually after watching a screening of "A Man", at the end of the credits, the lights came on, most people left, and she was crying like the little sister next to her.The little sister came with a friend. She cried and hiccupped while hugging her friend. The friend looked a little embarrassed and helped her wipe with a tissue. Later, when he saw her, he hesitated for a moment and handed over a tissue.

Lin Yu didn't expect her to break down like this. Before going back, she cried a lot in the toilet of the shopping mall, and managed to suppress her emotions. After buying a cake at the bakery downstairs, she pretended to go home as if nothing had happened.

She still remembers that day, when it was windy in Beijing, she was driving, and the radio station was playing bitter love songs, she didn't care much, she just thought about the traffic jam, she just wanted to go home quickly.Suddenly, for some reason, the female anchor and the male anchor started chatting about the upcoming "A Man", curiously discussing the plot, praising Xie Bei and Xu Zhizhen's excellent acting skills in the trailer, and Added the good reputation gained from screenings in the past two days.

She thought, maybe resign to fate.

It has been a few years, she should see clearly, accept it early, and recognize the reality, there is still a long way to go.

Xu Zhizhen bought them tickets for the premiere two days later. She found an opportunity to talk to Xu Nankai about it before then, just because she was afraid that he would be like her, and after seeing the movie, he would lose his mind and couldn't help but collapse. cry.Eyes can never lie, and eyes of passionate love cannot be hidden.Lin Yu was familiar with that look, it was exactly the same as that of Xu Nankai back then, there was no slight difference.

She couldn't comfort herself that this look could be acted out, so how deeply Xu Zhizhen had to get into the play, would he be able to successfully peel it off after entering the play.

After watching the movie, she and Xu Nankai helped to fool Wu Xiufang, who was a little curious and suspicious. Wu Xiufang said that she felt weird. She didn't expect Zhenzi and Xie Bei to act as lovers. How strange, they were obviously two little boys.But she added that the acting was quite good, how many people cried.

In the process of seeing the rapid growth of the box office to the slow and steady landing, she convinced herself day by day.In fact, it was easier than she thought. From not accepting to accepting, she actually survived for a long time, and the past few days seemed to be nothing to mention.

The day Xu Zhizhen was shortlisted for the Golden Globe Award for Best Supporting Actor, she felt that it was almost time.

It wasn't any other ideas, but she felt that according to Xu Zhizhen's personality, she was similar to Xu Nankai, what should be said, what should be confessed, or frankly, only got the courage to say it after she got the achievement.She waited for Xu Nankai for a few years, and she was so haggard that she even wondered if it was because he had a woman outside that he was unwilling to propose to her.In the end Xu Nankai took home the trophy and proposed with a ring that night.

And as it turned out, she guessed right.

Lin Yu slowly explained what she found, little by little, watching Xu Zhizhen's eye circles turn red, biting his lower lip and trying not to cry, but in the end two lines of tears fell from the corners of his eyes. Looking at her like this made her feel unbearable, and with the last gesture, like countless times before, Xu Zhizhen threw himself into her arms and cried bitterly.

It took them a long time to come out, Xu Zhizhen followed Lin Yu like an honest big dog, his eyes were red, and Xie Bei was talking to Xu Nankai, seeing that they finished talking, Xu Nankai quickly ended the topic, and came over to talk to Xu Nankai. Lin Yu whispered something beside him.He didn't dare to move, but Lin Yu pushed him, indicating that it was okay, so he walked over, sat next to Xie Bei, and asked how he was doing.

Xie Bei looked quite normal. He bent his lips slightly, touched his head, and said in a low voice, "You've cried like this, and you still ask me how I am? What did auntie say, are you okay?"

Xu Zhizhen nodded slightly, as if a little sad, "She found out a long time ago, and never told me. It's my fault that made her worry and sad for so long."

Xie Bei snorted a few times on his head like touching bubbles, "It's okay, it's okay, everything will be fine."

Xu Zhizhen whispered coquettishly for a while, remembered something, and said, "What about my sister, what should I do, oh, I really..."

Both Wu Xiufang and Lin Yu are extremely important people to him, and making important people sad because of his incident is something he swore not to do since he was in the fifth grade of elementary school.I didn't expect that now I'm in my 20s, but because of my own affairs, my family will fall into such a frozen atmosphere.

Xie Bei didn't speak, and continued to comfort him by stroking his hair silently.

After a while, Lin Yu became more energetic, and said to him, "Grandma, let me go over with your dad and talk about it first. After all, grandma is getting old, so I have to give them some time to accept it. You can come again when grandma stabilizes." Say, okay?"

Xu Zhizhen nodded quickly, "Okay." He blushed again, lowered his head, and said, "Thank you mom. Mom, I'm sorry."

Lin Yu gently held his head up, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "There's nothing to be sorry for. Feelings are something we can't help ourselves. We just... can't accept it for a while, after all, it's the same as what we thought There are some deviations. But you are not wrong, there is no need to apologize."

Xu Zhizhen's voice was hoarse, tears streaming down his cheeks, he held back for a long time but didn't say anything, finally he just fell down and continued to cry.

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Going out for a day tomorrow, no more, see you the day after tomorrow as usual

It will end next week, everyone, get ready! It’s almost over! I haven’t figured out what to do outside the episode. I wanted to rest for half a year before continuing to write articles, but I have a new brain hole and I’m preparing. It’s just a romance, and I should tell everyone here. Let’s talk about the end of a paragraph of farewell. Now I want to write something extra. I don’t have a clue at the moment. I’ll talk about it when the time comes.