two and a half

Shike has walked this road many times, but today he always felt that it was too fast.

"I don't want to go in." Shi Ke stood at the door, holding Lu Dong's hand tightly.

"If you don't want to go in, let's not go in, and then go back to the hotel and stay." Lu Dongban put his arms around Shi Ke.

"Brother Dong, are you following me like this?"

"Well, follow along." Lu Dong said, "I will follow whatever you say."

Shi Ke sighed, squeezed Lu Dong's hand, "I'm going in."

"No matter what happens, I'll be right at the door. If you shout, I'll go in right away." Lu Dong hugged the boulderer.

"What could happen? They won't beat me, I just... just went in and explained what I didn't explain clearly that day." Shi Ke said, "I don't want to go anywhere, and no one wants to admit it. The impact of the incident is too great, I can't accept it... Anyway, I can't accept it now."

"You can do whatever you want. If they don't agree, I'll go in and beat them up."

Grandma's house is quite messy, it looks like she didn't clean up her things, it was quite serious yesterday, and now there are no people in the living room, only the rubbish all over the floor, Shi Ke found a place to lay his feet, went in and looked at the house I looked around, but couldn't find anyone.

"Grandma?" Shi Ke called out, but when no one responded, Shi Ke called out again.

"It's a soul! It's a pity that you didn't die!" Grandma's angry voice came from the backyard, and she walked all the way and scolded, "You know how to come back! Better than your father who knows how to run away Son."

Shi Ke frowned when he heard this word, but he didn't say anything in the end, "Where's Auntie?"

Grandma didn't seem to respond to this address, "I'm in the hospital, Song Zhen is back, let's make trouble, this family is over!!"

Shi Ke turned his head and walked out.

"It was originally a joke, but now it's done! How many people have been amused! The worst decision I made back then was to let Song Ru keep the child!"

Shi Ke clenched his fists, "You can also pretend that I was never born."

"Hey! What is this for? This is! It's all reversed! What are you going to do? This is! Everyone is really talented!"

Shi Ke ignored his grandma and went straight to the hospital. He had to make it clear today that he felt he would suffocate if he stayed in this house.

Yes, suffocation, this feeling will suffocate him step by step.

Lu Dong was sitting at the door, looking in from time to time. Shi Ke was standing outside talking to an old man. Lu Dong couldn't hear him, but he could see that the old lady was arrogant and unreasonable, and Shi Ke spoke patiently. He saw it all, and even had the idea of ​​rushing up directly, but before he could carry it out, Shike had already come out.

"Finished?" Lu Dong hurried up to meet him.

"No, it doesn't make sense to her. I have to go to the hospital. My aunt...Song...she is hospitalized." Shi Ke still dare not give his aunt a name. He is afraid that if he says it, everything will be messed up.

"I'll accompany you." Lu Dong patted Shi Ke on the shoulder.

Shi Ke's spirit is very bad, and the exhaustion on his face can be seen, "Brother Dong, what should I do in a while?"

"According to your own thinking, anyway, you remember, no matter what you say or do, I will not want you."

"it is good."

The moment Shi Ke opened the hospital door, he realized that he hadn't seen his mother for a long time... Song Zhen, and now she was sitting in front of him, and the person lying on the bed was another person who made him wonder how to speak , Shi Ke stood at the door and suddenly didn't know which foot to take.

"Come here?" Song Zhen glanced at the door, "Come in, move the stool and sit down by yourself, I'm bored."

Shi Ke didn't speak, he moved a chair and sat on the side near the foot of the bed.

"Got it? I won't repeat it. That person will come again later. Your aunt can't see him. You just go out and look for him." Song Zhen picked up an apple and said while peeling.

"I don't want to go with him," Shi Ke said.

"You..." Song Zhen wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, "Forget it, whatever you like, you can do whatever you like, I'm exhausted, is it easy for me to go through this muddy water with you guys?" I."

"Before your aunt was pregnant with you, we advised her not to be stupid, but she just refused to listen and insisted on going with that man. In the end, she came back with a big belly. What do you think she was trying to do? Who will want her when I come back? I have done all the good things these years. Yes, I admit that I was selfish before. I just couldn't give birth at that time, so I asked your aunt to ask you to come over. But you don't let me worry, what have you been doing besides being mad at me all these years? Shi Ke, you can blame me, don't blame me for the same thing. Today’s situation is not solely my responsibility.”

Song Zhen talked a lot on his own, then felt thirsty and ate an apple.

"You say this person, you can't leave yourself a way out. You can say that I'm selfish. I won't refute. I'll send you some money on your card. If you have difficulties in the future, you can come to me , but I don't want to get involved in your affairs, and Shi Xi has to be taken care of by someone."

Shi Ke nodded, and replied, "Understood."

"Actually, your father is very good. He runs a company at home. You don't need money when you go. Maybe he asked you to inherit the family property. Didn't your aunt say that his wife and son are all dead? Did you go?" It’s a disadvantage, maybe this can make your aunt and this man reconcile again, Shi Ke, you should correct your willful problems and stop thinking about yourself.”

Shi Ke lowered his head and didn't want to look at Song Zhen. She might be right, but Shi Ke just didn't want to talk about it. His brain was like a pot of porridge.

"I don't think I'm capricious." Shi Ke moved his head, "It's just that you never knew me, and of course, you don't have the obligation to know me now."

"Are you still blaming me? Shi Ke, you're already so old, can you be more sensible!"

"Yes." Shi Ke stood up. "I didn't blame anyone. I just came here to tell you that I won't go with anyone. I will pack up my things. If you don't like it, you can treat it as if you never gave birth. If you feel that I am embarrassing for you, I say sorry, and thank you for sending me to that school. I live a good life, and I live there very well. I won’t come back if there is nothing wrong. Well, I won’t come back often after taking college entrance exams, if you think the money you spent on me before was wasted, I’ll slowly return it to you when I earn money.”

"Shi Ke! Don't be so ignorant!" Song Zhen said while controlling the decibel, "You think you will be cut off from the family if you can't come back! You think it's so easy to treat outside! In the end, you still have to rely on the family !"

"I've never felt that I was ignorant." Shi Ke said, and he wanted to laugh in his heart after speaking. In fact, there are quite a lot of ignorant places. I don't know how I said this sentence. , but having said all that, I still have to continue, "When you need me, I will come back. As for relying on my family, since you drove me to my grandma's house, I have never thought of this kind of thought. "

"I have to go back to class today. I will go and pack my things. If there is nothing else, I will leave first."

Lu Dong squatted next to the motorcycle and smoked. There were still a few cigarette butts on the ground, and the cigarette in his hand was taken away after taking a puff. Lu Dong raised his head, and Shi Ke was holding a cigarette behind him.

"Brother Dong, stop smoking, it's bad for your health, where's your lollipop?" Shi Ke took a sip and was choked, "Fuck, it's so choking! Brother Dong, give me a piece!"

Lu Dong took out a lollipop from his pocket, unwrapped it and handed it over. Shi Ke snatched it up, "It smells so good! There's no one there!"

Shi Ke pressed the cigarette on the trash can next to him, extinguished it and threw it in, "Let's go."

Lu Dong stood up, patted the ashes on his body, and hugged Shike, "How is it?"

"It's over." Shi Ke buried his head in Lu Dong's neck, "Brother Dong."

"Ok?"

"I'm a homeless street child now." Shi Ke looked at Lu Dong.

"Bullshit."

"Really." Shi Ke raised his head, "I've made it clear to them, I won't go with anyone, I'm still in No. [-] Middle School, and they don't have to worry about the future."

"You have me, this is homeless!" Lu Dong kissed Shi Ke on the forehead.

"Are you saying I'm pretty willful?"

"Little Stone." Lu Dong held Shi Ke's shoulder, "You are right about this matter, so no matter what you say or do, don't blame yourself, do whatever you want Do it as you please, and don't worry about anything else."

"Brother Dong, I feel bad." Shi Ke pouted.

"Cry out when you feel uncomfortable, shout out, speak out, whatever you want, as long as you don't hold it in your heart."

"Then I cried..."

"Cry! Wipe my clothes." Lu Dong hugged Shi Ke.

Shi Ke's eyes were wet the moment he leaned on him, as if he hadn't cried enough yesterday, while crying, he kept thinking, the tears these days are really worthless, why does a man cry so often?

After a while, Lu Dong felt that he was numb, and Shi Ke slowly raised his head, his eyes met with Lu Dong's, and after a while, Shi Ke slowly came back to his senses. Dong rubbed against his body.

"Brother Dong, I want to go home."

Lu Dong froze for a moment, then realized, "Okay, let's go home."

"I don't want to come back."

"Not going back."