two and a half

After Shi Ke came back, he locked himself up and didn't come out to eat all day. At night, Lu Dong couldn't bear it anymore and knocked on the door with his meal.

"I'm going in." Lu Dong pushed the door and found that it was unlocked, so he went in directly.

Shi Ke was sitting in front of the table, with his head lowered, and he was writing. When Lu Dong got closer, he realized that he was painting.

Lu Dong put the meal aside, he paints when he is in a good mood, and paints when he is in a bad mood, is it a bit of a loss for not letting him enroll as an art student before?

"You haven't gone out for such a long time and you just nestled inside and draw?" Lu Dong walked over and sat down beside the bed.

"Well, I don't know what to do. I can calm down and not think about other things when painting." Shi Ke said while painting.

"It's been a day." Lu Dong knocked on the table, "What are you going to do? Ascension to Immortal?"

"Ah..." Shi Ke was in a trance, wondering if he was hungry, so Lu Dong brought the food over, "Eat, I'll bring it for you."

Shi Ke should be hungry, his eyes lit up after seeing the meal, it was rare for Lu Dong to see Shi Ke like this.

Shi Ke didn't say anything else, he touched his stomach, picked up the bowl and started to eat.

When the phone rang, Lu Dong clicked his tongue. What he was most afraid of hearing now was the phone ringing. He was almost more neurotic than Xiao Shitou.

Shi Ke's hand holding the bowl was also stunned for a moment, apparently paused for a few seconds, then sighed, and pulled out the phone from the bed beside him.

Lu Dong glanced at the incoming call, and immediately frowned even deeper.

--mom

Don't have anything to do, don't have to have anything to do, Lu Dong drew a cross in his heart.

But when the phone was picked up, the stone in Lu Dong's heart still hit him hard. The voice on the phone was so loud that Lu Dong could hear what Shi Ke said without turning on the hands-free.

"Your disobedient aunt is going to die—"

Death is no stranger to Lu Dong, he has already experienced this pain a few years ago, the important thing is Shike, he has never experienced it.

Lu Dong stared at Shi Ke after saying this, for fear of his reaction, but Shi Ke didn't respond from Song Zhen's call until he hung up.

After hanging up the phone, Shi Ke was stunned for a few seconds, then picked up his chopsticks again, "I... I seem to be... a little hungry..."

Lu Dong stretched out his hand to grab Shi Ke's hand, but before he caught Shi Ke, Shi Ke stood up, his face wrinkled.

"what happened?"

"I..." Shi Ke ran into the toilet before he finished speaking, and Lu Dong hurriedly followed. Shi Ke was holding the toilet and throwing up in the dark. He was kneeling on the ground and had no strength to stand up at all.

Lu Dong reached out for a bottle of water and handed it to Shi Ke. Shi Ke took it without even looking at it, and took a sip of water.

"Little Shitou, are you okay?" Lu Dong patted Shike's back lightly.

"No..." Shi Ke shook his head, "Brother Dong, did you hear that?"

Lu Dong nodded, "Little Shitou, don't think about it."

"She...how could she be like this? Brother Dong, I'm afraid...After I heard the news, my first reaction was not to go to see her, but to be afraid, Brother Dong, what's wrong with me?"

"You're fine." Lu Dong hugged Shi Ke tightly, "Anyone who hears this will be scared, you're fine, don't think about it, I'm by your side, don't be afraid."

"What should I do? Brother Dong, what should I do now?" Shi Ke seemed to have been exhausted and collapsed on the ground. If Lu Dong hadn't hugged him, he would definitely be lying on the ground.

"You rest now, let's go take a look when you recover, little stone, no matter what you see, you still have me, you know?"

"I'm really useless..." Shi Ke twitched the corners of his mouth, "No matter before or now, I didn't treat him as a good son, Brother Dong, now I feel that I am very powerless in everything, you can understand Brother Modong, accept all this passively, I feel like a waste."

"You are not." Lu Dong said, "Little Stone, I don't allow you to have such thoughts. You are very good, whether it was before or now, you are very good. You have no way to change other people's lives. You have already done it. Do everything you can, the rest is not your problem at all, don't force everything on yourself, this matter has nothing to do with you, you are the victim, these series of things Son, it has nothing to do with you, you don't need to carry some unwarranted burdens on yourself."

Shi Ke didn't speak, he seemed to be thinking, and he seemed to be empty. Lu Dong didn't say anything, he lifted Shi Ke up and put him on the bed. I didn't eat much at first, and now I guess there is nothing left in my stomach.

Lu Dong put a thin quilt on Shi Ke's body, and asked Shi Ke softly, "Are you hungry? Have you vomited from what you ate just now? You've lost all energy."

"I... I can't eat any more." Shi Ke looked at the ceiling, "Forget it, is there any more porridge?"

"I'll carry it for you."

Shi Ke was lying on the bed, and the words just now kept replaying in his mind. His mother said that my aunt committed suicide. When the nurse came to change the medicine, my aunt took a bottle of sleeping pills. When she found out, her heartbeat was almost gone.

Shi Ke shook his head, and pinched again tiredly. He couldn't express how he felt about his aunt now. He always felt that death was far away from him, but it still appeared in front of him without warning. Not even time to react.

Lu Dong brought him the porridge, and Shi Ke drank it slowly. After drinking it, he felt that his head was heavy, so he lay down and fell asleep clutching the quilt.

When Lu Dong put the bowl back and came back, Shi Ke was already asleep. Lu Dong covered him with a quilt, and touched his face with distress. hand, Lu Dong's heart felt weak for a while.

Shi Ke always makes people want to protect him inadvertently, he is like a child, he can't wait to hug and coax him all the time.

Shi Ke fell asleep until the next day, Lu Dong and Brother Yu asked for a few more days off, Brother Yu scolded a lot on the phone, and once he got angry, he couldn't stop him, Lu Dong almost turned the phone to silent It's as if it's been turned on.

After hanging up the phone, he went to see Shike again, but he was still awake. Lu Dong touched Shike's forehead. Shike had a fever in the middle of the night last night, so Lu Dong woke him up again to drink medicine. The fever subsided a lot, Lu Dong sighed, obviously he was in a hurry, Shi Ke was probably on fire.

After getting up to cook, Lu Dong was about to wake up Shike, but when he went in, he found that Shike was awake, sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, Lu Dong went over and patted Shike's head, "Are you awake? Have you eaten?"

Shi Ke touched his stomach, and belatedly heard his stomach growl.

"Pick up and get something to eat."

"Brother Dong, I have to go back today, I want to visit my aunt."

Lu Dong's heart skipped a beat. He couldn't figure out Shi Ke's current state, and he was afraid that he would be stupid if he didn't pay attention. He hesitated and didn't know what to answer.

Shi Ke seemed to see his hesitation, and the corner of his mouth twitched, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Lu Dong looked at him without saying a word.

"It's really okay. I figured it out. Besides, I finished venting last night, and there is not much left. I think I still have a little ability to resist pressure. The little stone is very tough."

Lu Dong rubbed Shi Ke's head, "Let's eat first, I will accompany you after eating."

"Brother Yu must be mad with anger." Shi Ke said.

"If you don't care about him, he's never crazy."

"How about...you..." Shi Ke hesitated a little.

"If I leave, what will you do?" Lu Dong said.

"I will die." Shi Ke looked up at him.

"Nonsense to beat you." Lu Dong glanced at him and continued, "So why should I go? Where can I go if my baby is like this? Besides, can I train well when I go? I don't have time. I feel at ease when I'm by your side."

"Brother Dong..."

"Are you touched?" Lu Dong said, "I'm so moved that I can promise you with my body."

"Didn't you promise it?" Shi Ke answered.

Lu Dong was choked suddenly, swallowed, and said after a while, "Pick up and eat."

Shi Ke felt that he spent a lot of time on the road these days, and they were all familiar roads, but Shi Ke didn't want to see him at all.

Every time Shike walked this road, the uncomfortable feeling in his heart would deepen.

"Just this time." Shi Ke leaned against Lu Dong's back, hugged Lu Dong and said.

"What?" Lu Dong asked from the front.

"This is the last time, I will never come back again, this place... has nothing worth coming back to."

Lu Dong didn't speak, stretched out a hand, and lightly shook Shi Ke's hand on his waist.

There were only a few people in the ward. Grandma was sitting on a chair, and she looked like she had been crying for countless rounds. Song Zhen was standing beside her, holding a tissue in her hand.

Yang Shumao also came over, but stood at the door without stepping forward.

Seeing Shi Ke coming, Yang Shumao went up to meet him with a smile on his face, "Shi Ke, have you figured it out? I've already lost Song Ru, and I can't lose you anymore."

Shi Ke didn't speak, looked at Yang Shumao's face, and then smiled, "You really know how to joke, you can't see any sadness on your face after the death of your own woman, and your acting skills are not good."

Yang Shumao couldn't hold back, "How can you say that about Dad? Dad loves him very much..."

Before Yang Shumao finished speaking, he received a solid punch on the face. Shi Ke's fist was clenched hard, and he didn't know what it felt like when he hit the face, but Shi Ke's hand could still feel a little pain.

But Shi Ke didn't care about it, when he dropped his fist, he thought in his heart, fuck your mother's father, fuck your mother's love.