Can you bend it?forget it

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After Zhan Xinchen came out of the library at night, he didn't go back to the dormitory. He walked along the green avenue and sat down in the corner of the playground, watching the players who were still running and venting their energy.

After 9 o'clock, everyone dispersed, and the dormitory has already started to check the dormitory. Zhan Xinchen sat still, even though he knew that he should go back and sign in immediately.

He lowered his head and looked at his phone again. It's been ten days, and it's been ten days since he came back from school. Qin Xiang hasn't sent another message or called.

He won't come again... he won't wait all night by the side of the road to let himself not ignore him like before; he won't retreat and stay in his friend's place and wait for him to accept him.

When he says he misses you countless times a day, he treats him indifferently; when he confides his passionate love to him over and over again, he is cruel and tells him to retreat to a safe distance; he sends hundreds of pictures every day to share all his joys When I am angry, sad, and happy, I always use the same picture to deal with it...

Now that he was finally driven away by himself, the world suddenly became terribly quiet. Even sitting in the most crowded library and playground felt unreliable, and he didn't even want to go back to the unpopular dormitory.

He looked up at the bright moon hanging on the crooked neck tree in the distance, and the vermilion wall tiles were reflected a deep red by the moonlight.

Qin Xiang once said that he is the only one in this school who has not climbed over the wall.

Yes, he has always followed the rules since he was a child, he has never made any mistakes, he has never done anything out of the ordinary, he has never even experienced the rebellious period of youth, and he always judges right and wrong so calmly, but now... he does Isn't it right?

I don't know how much time has passed, but he seems to have heard the sound of lights off whistle in the distance, is it already 11 o'clock?

As soon as the whistle was over, the dormitory building was immediately dark, the noise and noise just now stopped instantly, and the entire campus was empty and silent.

Not long after, Zhan Xinchen saw a few black shadows sneaking up to the playground, they quickly ran to the side of the wall, and they turned over together...

Heh, it turned out that many people were restless at night that I didn't know.

Zhan Xinchen sat for a while and received a call from the counselor.

"Just now the teacher made the ward round and said you were not here?"

"Well, I lost track of time running in the playground."

"Okay, as long as there is nothing to do, I will tell the rounds teacher, you should go back to sleep quickly."

"Okay, thank you!"

After hanging up the phone, Zhan Xinchen stood up slowly, and walked back towards the dormitory. When he was about to go downstairs, he suddenly stopped, stood for a while, then turned around and walked back.

He came to a wall and looked at it for a long time, took a few steps back and suddenly sped up his run-up, stepped on the wall with a high leap and turned over, and jumped under the bright moonlight...

After a street, the road began to liven up.The roadside barbecue stalls along the street have a good business next to each other, and many young students can be seen eating and drinking beer together.

Zhan Xinchen looked all the way over and saw a few familiar faces, all from his own school. Those dogmas that he regarded as pure rules and regulations were not worth mentioning in the eyes of these people. Indulging in time, no one thinks about what will happen if the teacher finds out, stealing half a day of leisure.

Zhan Xinchen walked from the street to the end of the street, so escaping like this is meaningless to him, he doesn't like these things, and he doesn't think these insignificant joys are worth the risk.

Under the dim streetlights, a tall man passed by with a drunken boy on his back, Zhan Xinchen's face changed, and he turned around suddenly and grabbed the hand that passed by and hung down.

"Qin Xiang!"

Huo Haoze stopped, turned around and saw Zhan Xinchen.

"Ha! Is it my eyesight? Today is not the weekend, no, even if it is the weekend, you should stay in the dormitory obediently. Zhan Xinchen, who is self-restraining and disciplined, will jump over the wall and come out to play? It's really rare!"

Zhan Xinchen focused all his attention on Qin Xiang, watching him limp on Huo Haoze's back

He frowned, obviously drinking too much.

"You drink him?"

Huo Haoze smiled: "Does he still use irrigation? I can't even stop him."

"Where are you taking him?"

"Where can I go at this point? The school must not be able to enter, so I can only take him to sleep in a hotel."

"you--"

"Let go, don't you want him? You still care about what he does."

"Who told you that I don't want him anymore."

"He's drunk like this, am I a fool? Just now I was drunk and said a lot of your name, and every sentence is that you don't want him anymore. I was very happy when I heard it. I didn't expect you to be so good. I haven't acted yet. Then send them to me."

"You!" Zhan Xinchen suppressed the fire and reached out to help Qin Xiang: "Give him to me!"

"It's a good idea. I managed to get an appointment. Why should I give it to you? Besides, don't you have nothing to do with each other? Do you want to go back on your word?"

"I'm his friend! And you, a person with ulterior motives for him, who do you think is safer for him to follow?"

"Really? Okay!" Huo Haoze simply put down Qin Xiang: "You try."

As soon as Qin Xiang was put down, he fell back unsteadily and was hugged by Zhan Xinchen, who worriedly called him: "Qin Xiang, wake up! This is how much you drank!"

Qin Xiang frowned uncomfortably and shouted: "Huo Haoze, you, get out of here, don't stop me..."

"Qin Xiang!" Zhan Xinchen patted him on the face: "Qin Xiang wake up! It's me! How are you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Qin Xiang struggled to open his eyes, his eyes were full of blood stained by alcohol, he looked at Zhan Xinchen without any focus, and did not speak for a long time.

"Qin Xiang, do you recognize me? I'm Zhan Xinchen, may I take you back?"

"Zhan Xinchen..." Qin Xiang murmured softly, "You are Zhan Xinchen..."

Zhan Xinchen nodded, Qin Xiang suddenly threw his whole body over and knocked him down on the roadside wall, the back of his head was hit hard, Qin Xiang crawled on top of him with both hands and feet, hugged his face and started madly Kiss: "Zhan Xinchen... Zhan Xinchen..."

Zhan Xinchen was stunned for two seconds and immediately began to push him vigorously, but Qin Xiang sucked his tongue and couldn't push him away.

Huo Haoze stared dumbfoundedly at Qin Xiang, who was in a state of drunkenness. It wasn't like this just now. It took him half a day to restrain him when it was obvious who was approaching him and beating him. Why did he become like this when he was in front of Zhan Xinchen... Treat him differently ah--

Qin Xiang's face was pushed away and his body was still hanging on him, holding him tightly, and people on the busy street had already started to look at him, Zhan Xinchen had no choice but to break his fingers: "Qin Xiang Don't do this, let go!"

Qin Xiang's hand hurt from being broken, and he stared at him aggrievedly: "You won't let me touch you again, you always won't let me touch you, what's wrong with touching you if I like you? Why don't you let me kiss you!"

Zhan Xinchen supported his stumbling body: "Qin Xiang, wake up, I'll take you back!"

Qin Xiang hugged his arm and lay down on his face to watch, after watching for a while, he suddenly let go of his hand: "No, you can't touch him, Zhan Xinchen said, you can't touch him... a safe distance, I want to keep a distance ..."

As soon as he let go, his body began to unsteady again, and Huo Haoze hurriedly supported him behind him: "Be careful, I'll carry it on your back, he can't walk at all."

Qin Xiang raised his head from his embrace: "Huo Haoze, you are Huo Haoze, right? I hate you..."

Huo Haoze's face is full of black lines, how can I recruit your ancestor, Zhan Xinchen is here, can't you show some face?

Zhan Xinchen reached out and snatched him away: "I'll help you!"

Qin Xiang looked at Zhan Xinchen, then looked at Huo Haoze, and suddenly cried, tears falling drop by drop: "You don't want me anymore...you let me go to Huo Haoze, I don't like Huo Haoze, I only like you... "

It was the first time Zhan Xinchen saw Qin Xiang cry, he was shocked and said no.

As soon as he spoke, the tears rolled down and scalded into his heart, the flesh on the tip of his heart was scalded until it sizzled.

Qin Xiang pushed Huo Haoze away: "I don't want you—"

He swayed and turned around, grabbed Zhan Xinchen's hand and pressed it firmly against his heart, his eyes filled with despair: "You say that...you are digging my heart, do you know that? Zhan Xinchen ...How could you do this? I like you so much, so much... You asked me to find Huo Haoze, Huo Haoze! Where is Huo Haoze?"

Huo Haoze hurried forward to support him: "I'm here, I'm here!"

"do you want me?"

Huo Haoze glanced at Zhan Xinchen, and answered Qin Xiang: "Yes! Definitely!"

Qin Xiang grabbed his collar and asked persistently: "Then you don't want me anymore, who are you going to give me to?"

Zhan Xinchen's eyes were hot, he raised his head and tried his best not to let the things inside fall down.

"Uh - no, I won't want you, I always want you!"

"Really?"

"I promise!"

"Then take me away, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep..."

Huo Haoze turned around and carefully carried him on his back, coaxing softly: "Brother will take you to sleep now, don't cry, I really won't want you!"

"En." Qin Xiang lay on his back, closed his eyes, and fell asleep peacefully.

Zhan Xinchen followed step by step in a daze until they entered a nearby hotel and got a room.

Huo Haoze took out his room card and swiped open the door, then turned around and asked Zhan Xinchen who had been following them, "Aren't you coming in? Just send it here, I will take good care of him."

Huo Haoze walked in with Qin Xiang on his back, and blocked the door with a hand the moment the door was closed.

"I do not believe you!"

"Oh! You saw it just now. He has agreed to leave with me. Whether you don't worry about it or not, he will be with me in the future. You can't stop tonight, but you can't stop tomorrow night. As long as he accepts me, we will meet sooner or later. Has it developed to that point, have you been able to guard against it?"

Huo Haoze put Qin Xiang on the bed and tidied him up. Seeing that Zhan Xinchen was still standing firmly in place, he sighed helplessly: "I promise I won't touch him tonight, okay? You should go!"

"I told you, I don't believe you!"

"Okay, it's up to you, anyway, I'm going to sleep, I'm so sleepy!"

Huo Haoze ignored him, and went to the bathroom to take a bath with the towel.

Zhan Xinchen dragged his heavy steps and sat down beside Qin Xiang's bed, slowly helped him take off his clothes and put them on again, he still seemed to be in a bad mood, his brows were still frowning in his sleep, and the corners of his eyes were still twitching. There are tears remaining.

He stretched out his hand to gently wipe away the tear, without leaving his hand, stroking his face gently.

Huo Haoze came out of the bathroom and lay down on another bed, and saw Zhan Xinchen looking straight at Qin Xiang from the side, stroking his forehead with his hand.

"Regret?"

"..."

"It seems that there is not. Now that you have made a choice, stick to it. If you hesitate, he will come back again. You can't give him anything, so why hang him."

"I can't give it, can you?"

"Of course, I settled this kind of thing at home when I was a freshman. What do you think I did during the half year I was out of school? They used various methods to cure me, electric shocks, medication, and hypnosis. There are all kinds of magical methods that you can't think of. In the end, I crawled back from the gate of hell and cut off a third of my stomach, but they didn’t dare, there’s no way anyone would let me be the only child!”

"...What about after that?"

"In the future? Let's talk about things in the future. There is always a way out, and they won't ignore it. They just lose face and become the laughing stock of others after dinner. There's nothing I can do about it. I'm not filial."

Zhan Xinchen couldn't understand that he was completely reckless and had no way out. If he didn't have complete confidence, he would never take this step.

"But I'm curious, what do you think of Qin Xiang?

?like him? "

"..."

"I like it."

"No, they are friends."

"Oh, then he is really pitiful, but fortunately he met me, I will love him well, and make him forget you completely!"

The hand had almost torn the sheet under his hands, but Zhan Xinchen held back and did not refute.

Huo Haoze looked at him who was still struggling and yawned: "Stop talking, I'm asleep, are you really going?"

"……Walk."

Zhan Xinchen stared at Qin Xiang's peaceful sleeping face, slowly smoothed his brows, held his hand and sat there all night.

Zhan Xinchen stood up and left when the sky was turning pale. Huo Haoze was awakened by the sound of the door closing. He took out his phone and looked at it. It was 04:30 in the morning...

When Qin Xiang woke up in the morning, it was already bright, he sat up with his head covered, and looked around in a daze.

Turning around, he saw Huo Haoze who had woken up and was staring at him.

Qin Xiang was startled: "Why are you here?"

"Are you drinking the broken piece?"

Qin Xiang rubbed his head: "Oh, I drank with you last night."

Huo Haoze lifted his head and raised his eyebrows: "What do you remember?"

"Huh?" Qin Xiang tried hard to recall: "I drank too much, and then..."

His face changed a few times, and he looked at Huo Haoze in surprise: "Why do I seem to see Zhan Xinchen?"

Huo Haoze nodded: "Yes! I met him."

"real?!"

"Remember what?"

Qin Xiang tried hard for a long time but couldn't think of anything: "No more."

"You promised to be with me!"

Qin Xiang glared at him: "Fuck off! Impossible!"

"Zhan Xinchen can testify!"

"Him?" Qin Xiang was a little confused.

"Well, you promised to be with me in front of him, and then we sent you to the hotel, and he left."

Qin Xiang couldn't make up his mind: "He sent me off too?"

"Ah."

"Then leave us, and he's gone?"

Huo Haoze hesitated and nodded.

Qin Xiang was stunned for a while, then slowly lowered his head, his disheveled hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, Huo Haoze couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only see his thin silhouette, sitting there with his back bent, silent for a long time...

He knew that Huo Haoze had thoughts about him, and he was unconscious from drinking, so he just let himself and Huo Haoze be in the same room and left?gone……

Even if you really slept with someone else, would you not care?

He obviously cared so much in the tent, those fireflies...

My heart sank infinitely, and suddenly I wanted to cry.

In a sense, this moment is the real abandonment. If he doesn't care about it, what is he still insisting on...