Bai Yueguang has a bad memory

The wind blows and the autumn is slightly cold.

The balcony windows are open, the wind drives the wind chimes to jingle, and the falling sound is like the collision of pearls and jade, nourishing the small plants.The turquoise is eye-catching, the pink is lovely, and the deep red is so beautiful that you can't take your eyes off it.

Chen Quge hugged Xiao Mian, put Xiao Mian on the chair, watered the flowers, and talked to himself.

"Xiao Gao will come in a while, and I'm still a little nervous... It turns out that we really knew each other before, but I didn't remember him at all. After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't remember who he was. Is it because my memory is too bad or he Changed?" Chen Quge laughed, and patted its little head, "Your master seems to be a person who can't hide things. What can I say? I didn't expect to be able to hide this thing. Even more curious."

Xiao Mian obediently "meowed", and those blue eyes were in the sun, shining like rays of light on the ocean.

Chen Quge thought to himself, Gao Qiyuan was really generous to him, such a beautiful and docile cat just gave it to him.And those words...about liking and abandoning.Chen Qu singer shook, and the water went outside the basin.

The next second, the doorbell rang.

Chen Quge lowered his head and smiled, put down the kettle, and went to open the door.

"Brother Xiao Qu!" Gao Qiyuan opened his arms and looked at him with a smile.

Chen Quge smiled and said, "Are you here?"

"Come here, come here, did you miss me when I was away? The meals I cooked are also included." Gao Qiyuan entered the door and changed his shoes with ease.

"I think, I keep remembering."

Gao Qiyuan paused and blinked, "Did you think of that?"

Chen Quge shook his head vigorously.

Gao Qiyuan curled his lips, deliberately pretending to be a resentful woman, and said in a very sour tone, "I don't say you have a bad memory, I just say you don't care about it."

"...You should tell me quickly." Chen Quge asked sincerely, "If there is something wrong, can I apologize to you?"

Gao Qiyuan smiled and said, "There's no need to apologize, you just treat me well in the future."

Chen Quge nodded.

There was a continuous gust of autumn wind outside, making the wind chimes tinkle. The sound was not as lively as before, but rather sharp and disturbing.After Chen Quge served Gao Qiyuan tea, he went to close the balcony window, and the messy sound stopped.

"You have a lot of wind chimes in your house. They look very beautiful. I wanted to buy a bunch of them for the dormitory yesterday, but my roommate told me that wind chimes are not very good, especially not for the house..."

"It is said to attract ghosts, right?" Chen Quge looked away, looking at Gao Qiyuan with a half-smile, "I bought it because I heard it could attract ghosts, and I hung it at the door on purpose."

Gao Qiyuan swallowed nervously, "Brother Xiao Qu, you know!"

"These wind chimes have been here since I lived here. It's been more than two years or almost three years now. Apart from being a good-looking hanging ornament that can make sounds, it has no other purpose." Chen Quge picked up the water bottle and poured himself a glass. Tea, "Oh, sometimes I will be pressed by ghosts and suffer from insomnia, but this is also normal. I have had it since high school, and it is much better now."

"Really?" Gao Qiyuan showed worry, "Brother Xiaoqu, why don't you just take the wind chime and let's hang something else. The star-striped lamp in Sister Chen Sang's store is fine, it's very warm."

Chen Quge laughed and said, "Are you afraid of ghosts and gods?"

"This kind of thing is better to believe that it exists than that it doesn't exist." Gao Qiyuan muttered, really suspicious, "Maybe their ghost power is sealed now, and it will be miserable when they are released someday!"

"Actually, I had these speculations two years ago."

"what?"

Chen Quge laughed, "It's nothing, it's just wind chimes. I used to be too lonely, so I bought them and plants to accompany me. I also thought that wind chimes might really be able to attract ghosts, but they can make the days less deserted and life less boring. Wouldn't it be impossible to experience a supernatural experience?"

Gao Qiyuan's heart clicked, and he sighed slowly: "Brother Xiaoqu, you are too bold and casual. But it's okay, I won't be alone in the future."

Chen Quge agreed.

Gao Qiyuan took out two photos from his pocket, handed them to Chen Quge, cleared his throat, a little shy, "After I rescued Sister Chen Sang and you, I sent you to the hospital, and later you came to me and invited me to dinner, in the restaurant , I said my name is 'Gao Qiyuan'. You are looking at the photos, can you still remember who Gao Qiyuan is?"

In the first photo, the season is around early summer, the yard is full of roses, and the fragrance of plants and trees can be smelled through the photo.In the photo, the taller boy is playing with roses, his side face is reflected by the light, flower and tree colors, making it look picturesque.

The second photo, the season is midsummer, full of grapes, plump and shiny, like agate.There are two boys in the photo, the taller boy is picking grapes with his head up, and the shorter boy was hit on the head by a few round grapes that accidentally fell, looking at the other boy with some reproach .The sun was shining brightly, the shorter boy's face was reddish, as if he had other intentions, but the boy smiled slightly, and he was gentle at a glance.

Chen Quge looked at it for a long time, his memory was pulled back to the past years, he automatically ignored certain parts, and what appeared in front of his eyes were those rare and precious childhood memories that he ignored, so he smiled in a trance.

"It's you...so it's you."

His eyes were flushed, he looked at Gao Qiyuan, then at the photo in his hand, and smiled.

Gao Qiyuan smiled happily: "You think of me?"

"You're so far away, you're so far away, you're so far away." Chen Quge said word by word, with a smile that couldn't be concealed.

Gao Qiyuan excitedly said: "Yes, yes!"

Chen Quge's voice was gentle, "No wonder that day in the restaurant, after you said your name was Gao Qiyuan, why did you suddenly feel lost... because I don't remember you?"

Gao Qiyuan looked at him aggrievedly: "I always remember you, but you forget me, how can I not feel lost?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this is my fault, I have to apologize to you." Chen Quge said with a smile hidden between his eyebrows, "What do you want to do? I'm sorry, I will follow you."

Gao Qiyuan enjoyed the care of such a gentle and doting Chen Quge for a while, and couldn't help feeling flustered, "Then I want to..."

Chen Quge's eyes were clear, without any impurities.

"...I'll talk about it later, I haven't made up my mind yet. But since you said that, Brother Xiaoqu, don't go back on your word." Gao Qiyuan's heart beat faster.

"It's all up to you, as long as you don't break the law or discipline. Don't worry, I will remember clearly this time."

"That's good!"

Chen Quge smiled to himself, "I was so negligent, how could I forget you. Obviously you mentioned before that your hometown is in Jingzhou, but I didn't think in that direction."

"Because you don't want to think about things about Jingzhou, so you and I have been sealed in memory." Gao Qiyuan shrugged helplessly, "And I just lived in the new place for the next year, and you left."

Chen Quge smiled, "Jingzhou, that's you I met when I was 14 years old, and then I moved away, until now

It's been ten years... Do you still remember me? "

Gao Qiyuan nodded, his tone was light, and seemed to have other meanings, "I remember, I never forgot. When I came here to study, I imagined it, but I didn't expect to meet you. There is a [-]% possibility that it will come true. You just graduated from college at that time, I heard about you, and you can be found on campus forums and other social networks. I know it is you."

"Then why didn't you remind me earlier? You can tell me in the restaurant." Chen Quge wondered.

Gao Qiyuan replied earnestly: "Because you forgot, and in Jingzhou, Brother Xiaoqu has more bad memories than good memories. I thought before that if Brother Xiaoqu didn't find out, I will take the initiative to tell you when our relationship is stable in the future. You. It's always going to come out anyway."

"Relationship...stable?"

"Yeah, we are stable now."

Chen Quge also smiled, and gradually calmed down from his joy, "Anyway, I was really pleasantly surprised. Now ten years, it's rare that you have the heart to remember me, thank you. It feels like someone misses me...not bad."

Gao Qiyuan smirked.

"But why can you remember it for so long?" Chen Quge asked again, "We weren't very close friends when we were young."

Gao Qiyuan thought for a while, and said innocently: "I don't know, I just can't forget it, and I will remember it until now."

Chen Quge laughed it off.

Xiao Mian ran over with a red leaf on her back, which was blown in from the unclosed window.Chen Quge picked up the red leaves, held the roots of the leaves and turned them around, and the distant memories of the two came back one after another.

In the golden autumn of that year, the ground was full of ginkgo yellow, and the red maple was like a flame.

My parents were arguing again. It had been several years, and the tense atmosphere at home had never subsided.Chen Quge thought back, it seemed that after they moved to this place, the family would not live in peace.My mother had a lover before she got married, and she never forgot, and then reunited there by chance.

Since then, contradictions abound.

Once, from a verbal dispute to copying pots and pans, Chen Quge was accidentally injured, and he didn't know that the child was smashed and bleeding.In the end, it was Gao Qiyuan who brought his grandparents over to persuade them to fight, and then called an ambulance.

Chen Quge was hit on the forehead, and the sharp part of the kitchen utensil was cut deeply, bleeding profusely.His parents just cared about him carelessly, went through the hospitalization procedures, and said that it was not safe for him to live at home...

Gao Qiyuan looked at the young man on the hospital bed, he was holding the quilt with his fingers, his eyes were downcast, his face was pale and weak, he looked calm and indifferent, only his tightly pursed lips revealed his stubbornness and unwillingness.

"Live in my house, let my brother live in my house."

Chen Quge didn't look at him, maybe he couldn't see the outside world anymore.

A ginkgo tree was planted in the yard of Gao Qiyuan's house, and its leaves and fruits fell.

"Brother, go and lie down in my room."

Gao's father and Gao's mother supported Chen Quge, and they had complaints about the parents next door. How could they treat their children like this?

"Thank you." Chen Quge's voice was weak.

After a few exhortations from my parents, I hurried to work.Gao Qiyuan has been sitting by the bed watching Chen Quge, Chen Quge is pale and weak, and sleeps restlessly.

"I can not sleep."

"Then lie down."

"I don't want to lie down."

"Here is orange cake, brother eats."

"I do not want to eat."

"What does brother want to do?"

"The ginkgo grows really tall outside the window."

"Well, it's been many years. This house originally belonged to my grandparents. Later, they went back to the countryside to live. They planted the flowers and trees here."

"Today is the ninth day of September."

"Double Ninth Festival."

"I want to get out."

I only went to the park, where the ginkgo became the road, the red maple became the forest, and the autumn chrysanthemum and dogwood were noisy.Autumn is crisp and clear, with infinite light.Overlooking from the high platform, there are mountains in the distance, the mountains are empty, and the fog seems to exist.Gao Qiyuan supported Chen Quge, sat on the bench, and accompanied him from midday to sunset, from cloudless to sunset.

Chen Quge still remembered that the maple leaves were brighter than the sunset.

Gao Qiyuan still remembers that little brother at that time haggard like a broken and lonely haze.