Bai Yueguang has a bad memory

As the night was getting darker, Chen Quge was lying on the sofa, holding a wine glass in his hand, his face was flushed, he was deeply drunk and smelled of alcohol.Gao Qiyuan snatched his cup helplessly, and was about to put it away but snatched it back.

"Is it okay to stop drinking? You've already drank two bottles. If you drink any more, I'm afraid something will happen." Gao Qiyuan was a little worried.

Chen Quge opened his eyes, his eyes were dazed, he waved his hand at Gao Qiyuan, Gao Qiyuan leaned over, Chen Quge put his arms around his neck, leaned closer, the breath hit his neck densely, Gao Qiyuan was stiff and itchy from inside to outside , The heartbeat instantly became irregular.

"Qiyuan..." Chen Quge yelled leisurely, whispering in his ear.

Gao Qiyuan felt that he could hardly bear it anymore.

"You're really good at drinking, didn't you also practice it?" He asked again, with a very gentle tone.

Gao Qi watched him from a distance, swallowed, his eyes flickered slightly, "My dad said I have to learn how to socialize and drink, so... what about Xiao Qu?"

"I, I poured it myself," Chen Quge let go of him, looking around as if looking for something, Xiao Mian ran over obediently, and jumped onto the master's lap.Chen Quge stroked the cat comfortably.

Gao Qiyuan glanced at the cat jealously.

"Why do you want to pour it?"

Chen Quge looked at him, the alcohol made his eyes blurred and even reddened.Chen Quge let out a low laugh, a little confused, "Probably because I feel bitter...to relieve my sorrow...you get closer."

Every time Gao Qiyuan gets closer to him, his heartbeat will give a warning that it will explode. Even though his heartbeat is thunderous, Gao Qiyuan still wishes to get closer to him.

"I have always complained about myself, and felt that I was abandoned. No one loves me, no one loves me, even my parents don't want me. Once I got drunk and went to the hospital, only Chen Sang came to see me once, so I remember Chen Sang ..." Chen Quge closed his eyes and said with a smile, "I'm also suffering in my heart. What's more uncomfortable is that no one can let me tell. I grew up so bad, and my life was so bad that I didn't even have many friends. It's all because of my personality, I can't make friends, don't you think it's terrible?"

Seeing his calm appearance, Gao Qiyuan sighed sadly, "Whatever happened in the past is the past, anyway, I will accompany you from now on, so you don't have to be afraid of anything."

Chen Quge opened his eyes and looked at him with a bright and mysterious smile, "I said you were an unexpected surprise in my life, do you believe me?"

"...Don't believe me, I'm obviously your fateful surprise." His words were really like love words, and Gao Qiyuan's heart couldn't help but feel like a demon again.

Chen Quge couldn't help laughing, his eyes were blurred, he put his arms around Gao Qiyuan's shoulders, and smiled brightly, "In short, I hope we will be close friends for a lifetime. I can meet my childhood partner again. We are very destined, and I hope it will last longer ... I am a little greedy, I hope it will be a long time."

Gao Qiyuan stared into his eyes, fell into the dark side, and said in a low voice: "It won't take long, it will take a lifetime. Brother, trust me."

"I believe you." Chen Quge smiled and cried, "My heart has been wandering for a long time, it's nice to have someone by my side."

Gao Qiyuan couldn't help but put his arms around him and embraced him, "Promise me, this is the last time you will be alone to drink away your sorrows. If you still want to, you can call me here, and I will drink with you. It will be painful and tiring to accompany you." Give it to the wine, or you tell me that there is no need for alcohol. You also promise me that this is the last time you indulge in the past, cry sadly, if you still do this in the future, you call me again, and I will accompany you to let everything pass by The smoke has disappeared, and only our good memories are left in the past..."

Chen Quge's eyes became more and more lax, and he was tired, so he only responded, and found a comfortable place in his arms without knowing it, and murmured: "Sometimes I feel that you always have some other emotional intentions mixed in when you talk to me. , excuse me for being stupid, I haven't seen it through yet. Will you tell me this?"

Gao Qiyuan hugged the person in his arms tightly, this tenderness was enough to make him happy, "You have to discover this by yourself."

"Then there is." Chen Quge muttered.

Gao Qiyuan laughed and said softly: "Little brother, you have been single for 24 years, and your emotional world is very blank, right? Not only is it blank, but it is also very ignorant? I expected you to find that we are old acquaintances, but I am really not sure." When will you find me..."

Chen Quge closed his eyes, breathing evenly.

"I like you."

Gao Qiyuan touched his cheek, his fingers were hot and soft to the touch.He laughed again, raised his finger at Xiao Mian, and said "shh", Xiao Mian gently jumped off the sofa and went back to his hut on tiptoe.Gao Qiyuan lightly hugged Chen Quge horizontally, he was neither light nor heavy, just holding him just right.

Push the door open with your feet, put the man on the bed, take off his shoes and clothes, and then cover him with a quilt.After arranging everyone, Gao Qiyuan blushed like a boiled shrimp.He hurriedly went to the bathroom to find a basin and put it under the bed to prevent Chen Quge from vomiting in the middle of the night.He plugged in the kettle and boiled it, and after washing, the water was almost ready.

Gao Qiyuan poured a cup of boiling water and put it on the bedside table.

At this time, the wind slipped in, making the wind chimes jingle.Gao Qiyuan frowned, went to close the window, stared at the wind chime for two seconds, finally found a stool, stood on it and took off the wind chime.

Why are they hanging in the house?Gao Qiyuan shook his head, feeling distressed and sighing.

This is Gao Qiyuan's first time entering Chen Quge's house, the decoration is similar to his house, warm in the cold, with warmth and comfort.He looked at the man lying on the bed, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled.

He took the pillow from his own room, lifted a corner of Chen Quge's quilt, got in, and gently moved towards him.Gao Qiyuan felt that he was a little crazy, and the smell of alcohol all over his body actually smelled good to him.

He sneaked his hands, hugged his waist, held his hand, and got closer and closer.There seems to be little difference between the drunk Chen Quge and the sober Chen Quge, the former is more indulgent, while the latter is forbearing and gentle.Gao Qiyuan's eyes gradually moved to his lips uncontrollably, just like that time, he seemed to be bewitched again.

I really want to take advantage of others...

Can it be...

Because of the wine, Chen Quge's lips are also ruddy, slightly parted, quite attractive...Gao Qiyuan got rid of those entanglements and hesitation, just wanted to obey his true thoughts, and obviously he could take advantage of others' dangers, why not!

Leaning over, the moment his lips touched, Gao Qiyuan's heart was frantically exploding fireworks, and the sky was filled with brilliance.He chuckled and kissed again, this time he was bolder and dared to play tricks.

Chen Quge didn't notice it, and remained motionless, which happened to be convenient for Gao Qiyuan to commit the crime.

Enough is enough, Gao Qiyuan also understands this truth.He crossed fingers with Chen Quge proudly, looked at him carefully, with endless aftertaste.

I had a dream at night, it was a scene I met for the first time.

In early spring, the winter air has not dissipated, and the spring is cold.

Gao Qiyuan was ten years old at the time, and his family had just arrived in Jingzhou and moved to the yard where his grandparents lived.The yard is very quiet, with many flowers and trees planted.

"This place is good." Mom and Dad were busy moving things.

Gao Qiyuan only raised his head unintentionally, and encountered the most beautiful scenery in his life since then.On the high balcony of the house next door, emerald green vine leaves cascade down the balcony. There is an older brother in a blue plaid shirt who is carrying a watering pot with picturesque eyes and a radiant demeanor.

As if sensing that someone was watching, he looked over, under the inadvertent reflection of the sun, Gao Qiyuan felt that smile was brighter than the skylight.It seemed that something had landed on his heart overwhelmingly.Is it petals, star points, or...

"Xiao Yuan, what are you doing in a daze? Hurry up and move things." His father patted his back, sweating profusely.

Gao Qiyuan responded, avoiding his eyes, and lowered his head to carry his luggage.But no matter what I do, the image just now always pops up in my mind, and I can't erase it no matter how much I do.

After everything is sorted out, the family can finally sit down and have a meal.Gao Qiyuan was still thinking about that person, he was absent-minded even while eating.

"I'm too tired today, let's visit the neighbors tomorrow..."

Gao Qiyuan heard these words with sincerity, and immediately responded: "Okay!"

He couldn't sleep at night and ran out secretly.There is a ginkgo tree in the courtyard, and there is a wicker chair under the tree. Gao Qiyuan lies on the chair, looking at the night sky leisurely, letting his mind run wild.Looking at the night sky from the courtyard has a wide perspective.The sky is full of stars, twinkling and twinkling, while the moonlight is as cold as frost.There is often an evening wind passing by, bringing with it a cold air.

Gao Qiyuan looked at it, then changed his sight, and moved to the next door.That neighbor next door brother, what is he doing now?It's two o'clock in the middle of the night, so I should have gone to bed early.But there was a light in their house that was still on, and someone was walking around.It wasn't him. Looking at his figure, there were two adults, a man and a woman, and then there was a noisy and disturbing quarrel...

the next day.

"Their house may be noisy. I slept well last night, but I was woken up by their house again. New girl, let me tell you, it's not a good thing to be their neighbor..."

Gao Qiyuan stared blankly at his mother talking to a strange woman.

The mother was puzzled: "My husband and I slept soundly last night, maybe we were tired after a busy day. By the way, what's going on with their family?"

"This family has lived here for more than ten years, and it has always been quite peaceful. About three years ago, when my wife met her ex-lover, problems began to appear. There are all kinds of noise. It's really not that we want to pry into the privacy of his house on purpose. There is no need to spy on it at all. The most pitiful thing is their son. Parents hurt their children a lot..."

After sending the neighbor away, the mother looked at the Chen family and frowned.Gao Qiyuan was also a little uneasy, "Mom, should we go and have a look?"

The mother and son knocked on the door of the next door with a gift.

It was Chen Quge who opened the door.

For some reason, Gao Qiyuan was very happy to see him, and felt an urge to get close to him.But thinking about what happened last night and this morning, I feel uncomfortable for him.

"My parents are not here, they have gone to work."

His voice is also very pleasant, as if filtered by a clear spring in the valley.

The mother handed him the gift, "We just moved here, and we live next door to your house. This is some greeting gift, and I hope we can get along with each other in the future."

Chen Quge was taken aback, "No need..."

"Put it away." Gao Qiyuan hung the rope of the gift box on his wrist, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "My name is Gao Qiyuan, which comes from 'Qiyuan has nothing to do with it', what's your name?"

Chen Quge was a little silly, "Chen Quge."

"Huh?" Gao Qiyuan blinked his eyes, but didn't understand.

"The song item sings to the sky."

Gao Qiyuan understood, "Oh Quge, your name is really nice!"

Chen Quge smiled, as if he felt their sincerity.

The sky is blue, the trees are emerald green, and the flowers are suitable for both shades and shades.The spring breeze came and stayed for a long time, but never left. It blew up the lake water ripples, and the waves are no longer calm since then.

For one year, to Chen Quge, Gao Qiyuan was just a little friend, and with the messy things he experienced later, he was gradually forgotten in his mind as a little friend.

But Gao Qiyuan remembered it for a long time.He didn't know why he couldn't forget it all the time, and he didn't realize it until he had a special dream in adolescence.Let time deal with it, but in the end, time made Gao Qiyuan live for so many years, and he remembered how many years Chen Quge lived.