love at first sight honed by time

"Gu Ting." Xue Guyu looked up at him, "I don't believe in love at first sight. You like me. To put it bluntly, it's because I'm different from your previous bed partner. I've liked you for seven years. Time has worn away all my love. Passion and obsession with love, I can control all my liking for you in a flat way, or it can also be said that I...don't like you anymore."

Gu Ting opened his eyes wide, looking at Xue Guyu in disbelief.

"We can maintain our bed partner relationship until one day, when you get bored or I get tired, we will separate." As he spoke, Xue Guyu bit his lips slightly, "Isn't that good?"

Gu Ting tried his best to calm down his emotions, looking at Xue Guyu who had no flaws in front of him, all his love and joy for this person were washed away at this moment.

"Are you still coming up?" Xue Guyu asked him.

Gu Ting shook his head, he returned to the car, and then drove away.

Xue Guyu returned home and closed the door.

There was no light at home, so he squatted in the corner of the bed, just like the day his adoptive parents left.

- I don't believe in love at first sight.

"How can you not believe it..." Xue Guyu buried his whole head in his hands, and all the accumulated anxiety, fear and sadness were vented on tears, "From the first sight I saw I have liked you since you started, I have liked you for seven years, and I have watched you quietly for seven years..."

There was no wind in the dark night, and there were dark clouds outside the window, and a flash of lightning flashed across.

In the room, Xue Guyu was still alone, exactly the same as six years ago.

"Why... why do you want to like me?"

Because he watched Gu Ting quietly for seven years, Xue Guyu was sure that Gu Ting would not be emotional with him.He can hide his likes and stay with Gu Ting as a bed partner, spending time with him.

Originally, he thought that after a year, when his time was up, he would leave Gu Ting.

Gu Ting may have some regrets, but he will not be sad.Maybe after many years, Gu Ting will remember that he had a bed partner who died of cancer, but not a lover who died of cancer and was sad all his life.

Xue Guyu is a coward, he dare not take Gu Ting's life to gamble on his happiness that may be less than a year.

The next day, Gu Ting did not come again, Xue Guyu waited for a while, and finally decided to go to work alone.

For seven years, Xue Guyu lived alone. He thought he lost it, but it was just going back to the original period.But it wasn't until the real loss that Xue Guyu realized that a person can regain what he lost, but he couldn't regain what he lost.

"Hey, what's wrong with Deputy Manager Xue today? He looks sick again, is it okay, can't you go home and rest early." Zhang Huacheng mocked Xue Guyu, who looked at the lackluster Xue Guyu.

"Hua Cheng, what did you say?"

"I'm just talking like this, whether you want to listen or not." Zhang Huacheng said, throwing the report on Xue Guyu's desk, "This month's report, anyway, you don't have anyone in your family, so you can do it."

"It's not that you don't have hands, you can't do it yourself, do you have to hand it all over to Deputy Manager Xue?" Another colleague said dissatisfied.

"Deputy Manager Xue, those who can do more work."

"Zhang Huacheng! Don't bully Deputy Manager Xue just because your family has some relationship with the general manager!"

"What's the matter with me being bullied? Do you want to take care of it?"

Several people were arguing with each other, Xue Guyu had a headache, so he simply took the report, "I'll do it, you all go back."

"Oh, thank you, Deputy Manager Xue."

After saying that, Zhang Huacheng left.

"Gu Yu, you are such a nice person that you are always bullied by him." A colleague said to Xue Gu Yu very dissatisfied.

Xue Guyu smiled and said nothing.

Even after working overnight, Gu Ting still didn't call until the next morning.

Xue Guyu couldn't help feeling a little worried when he thought about Gu Ting who drove away yesterday.After submitting the report in the morning, Xue Guyu supported his tired body and went to Gu's Group by himself for the first time.

He walked to the highest floor familiarly, and the secretary was not in the outermost room.

Xue Guyu couldn't get permission to go in, so he waited outside.He waited for a long time until twelve noon.

Gu Ting came out from inside, bringing his secretary along with him.

He seemed to be talking and laughing, as if he had completely forgotten the pain that Xue Guyu brought him a day ago.

Xue Guyu looked at Gu Ting and couldn't help being stunned.

"What's the matter?" Gu Ting asked.

Xue Guyu gritted his teeth, "Gu Ting..."

"You said that we are bed partners." Gu Ting said indifferently, "If that's the case, now I'm tired of playing, you disappear from my world."

The secretary was a little surprised.

Xue Guyu looked up, smiled and replied, "Okay."

After a moment of silence, Xue Guyu said again: "Gu Ting, let's...break up."

Gu Ting did not answer.

Xue Guyu turned around and left here.

After leaving, Xue Guyu did not choose to take a taxi or bus, he walked silently on the street alone.

He had already experienced all the joy and pain that Gu Ting brought to him deeply in those seven years, but he never thought that seven years later, he would be severely hurt again.All he thought of Gu Ting's deep affection may really be just a play of Gu Ting.

There is no love at first sight in the world, but because of Gu Ting, Xue Guyu believes in love at first sight.

Xue Guyu fainted on the road and was sent to the hospital by a passer-by calling 120.Probably because he had a previous medical record in the No. 1 civilian hospital in city A, so when he was sent to the emergency room, he was not treated as a "three noes" person.

He woke up half an hour after being rescued in the emergency room, and the first person he saw when he woke up was actually Qin Ying.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Ying asked, "If you don't take good care of your body, what if you kill yourself before the third course of treatment is over?"

It was only then that Xue Guyu remembered that he still had two courses of treatment that he hadn't finished.

"I won't do it." Xue Guyu replied.

"why?"

"I don't want to do it."

Xue Guyu stared blankly at the ceiling in front of him, ignoring Qin Ying.

Within three hours of waking up, he got up, went to the hospital to pay his bills, and then went home.He lived a life alone again, but this time, there was no Gu Ting in his life anymore.

He works overtime desperately and often stays up late, and everyone regards him as a lunatic.But only with this kind of work intensity can he feel better.

It turned out that the seven years did not wear away all his feelings for Gu Ting, it just gradually deepened the love at first sight, imprinted in his heart, and could never be erased.

When it was time for the third course of treatment, phone calls from Qin Ying and Lao Xinxin came one after another, but Xue Guyu refused them all.

Xue Guyu didn't know that after leaving, Gu Ting also had the same mood as him.

Gu Ting tried to date Xu Lirong, but he couldn't find that feeling at all.He likes Xue Guyu, as if he has put his heart on Xue Guyu, and he can no longer find the feeling of beating in other places.

On the third day of their relationship, Gu Ting made things clear to Xu Lirong.He transferred Xu Lirong to another department, he didn't find a secretary again, and handled all the affairs by himself.

Of course, he had inquired about Xue Guyu in private.

Xue Guyu still worked overtime day and night like before, he was angry and distressed, but he was not qualified to go there to drag people out.

Gu Ting is usually not addicted to cigarettes, but today he couldn't help lighting a cigarette in the office.

He regrets...

"Gu Yu..."

So what if it's just a bed partner... As long as he doesn't get tired of talking, Xue Guyu will always be by his side.

But Gu Ting also has his own pride.

He hopes that Xue Guyu can accept the identity of his lover, and that the love he has given can be accepted by the person he loves.

The two of them were in different places, feeling the same loneliness.

One morning, Xue Guyu went to the general manager's office to hand in the report, and happened to see Gu Ting who was looking for the general manager.

Xu Lirong was standing outside the door with a ring on her ring finger.

Xue Guyu didn't dare to go in, turned back and gave the report to another person, and then asked for leave to go home.

After returning home, Director Ling called.

"Hello, Mr. Xue."

"Hello." Although Xue Guyu didn't want to accept it, he wouldn't hang up Director Ling's call directly.

"That's it. I heard from Dr. Lao that you don't plan to receive any more treatment now, do you?"

It has been a week since the third course of treatment started normally, and Xue Guyu is still reluctant to accept the treatment.

"I've thought about it, and I don't plan to continue the treatment."

"Mr. Xue, we are currently studying the effect of chemotherapy drugs on tumor cells." Director Ling said, "If it is your financial problem, we can give you a certain amount of subsidies."

"It's not an economic issue." Xue Guyu replied.

"Then Mr. Xue, can I persuade you for the sake of society's future drug use?"

Xue Guyu was silent, he really didn't understand Director Ling's words.

"Mr. Xue is an educated person, so I believe you should understand when I say this. All medicines are practiced on patients before they are gradually perfected." Director Ling said, "You have already started the course of treatment, I hope Don't give up halfway, because until the last moment, we can't guarantee you whether the chemotherapy drugs will work or not."

"I......"

"The observation of drugs cannot be completed in a week or two. Mr. Xue, I sincerely hope that you can cooperate with us. We also hope that we can have a more complete plan for new chemotherapy drugs, so as to provide more perfect treatment methods for future tumor patients. .”

After hearing Director Ling's words, Xue Guyu really had no reason to refuse.

"it is good."

"Then when is it convenient for you to come over?"

"Just tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, Xue Guyu hung up the phone.

Then, he made another call.

"Hey, Xiaoxue, how are you doing? Are you feeling better?"

"Hey, Manager Mo." Xue Guyu said, "I want to resign."

Monon froze for a moment before asking again, "Why?"

"Manager Mo, my energy and physical strength can no longer keep up with the company. I want to take a good rest."