love at first sight honed by time

"It's not a big deal." Monon said calmly, "Xiao Xue, I am sure of your ability. You have worked a lot of overtime over the years, and you can take one month's paid vacation including all the holidays."

"Manager Mo, I..."

"I know that your health is not good recently, but I don't think this is the reason for you to resign." After finishing speaking, Monon smiled gently and said, "I will arrange a one-month vacation for you, you should take a good rest, Looking forward to seeing you in good spirits after a month."

With that said, Monon hung up the phone.

Xue Guyu looked at the phone, not knowing what to say.

a month...

I don't know if I will still be in this world after a month.

Thinking negatively, Xue Guyu tidied up his clothes.Early the next morning, he went to the Oncology Department of No. 1 Civilian Hospital in City A. Qin Ying and Lao Xinxin greeted him warmly when they saw him coming.

Originally, Lao Xinxin was not on duty that day, but Lao Xinxin and Qin Ying still took him into their own names.

Xue Guyu stayed here like this.

When Qin Ying was free in the afternoon, she brought a book to Xue Guyu's side to read.Xue Guyu is still alone in a room, he doesn't talk much on weekdays, Qin Ying likes the tranquility here.

Xue Guyu slept longer and longer, and the escorts who invited him saw that Xue Guyu had no family members, so they always left when Xue Guyu fell asleep.Lao Xinxin has told the escort many times about this, but the escort still goes its own way.Qin Ying persuaded Xue Guyu to change his escort, but Xue Guyu thought it was unnecessary, so the matter was delayed.

"What are you looking at?"

On this day, it was rare for Xue Guyu to feel better in the afternoon.Qin Ying happened to be sitting on one side of the bed reading a book, Xue Guyu asked slightly.It's a pity that Qin Ying was too fascinated by the book, and ignored Xue Guyu.

Xue Guyu glanced at the title of the book, it seemed to be called "Cancer".

Because Qin Ying was reading, Xue Guyu didn't bother him any more. He lay on the bed and picked up a book to read.After four o'clock in the afternoon, Lao Xinxin came to the ward, and the nurse who followed him changed a bottle for Xue Guyu, just in time to see Qin Ying.

"Qin Ying, why are you sitting here and reading?" the nurse teased gently.

"It's comfortable here, hehe." Qin Ying replied with a smirk.

"I'm afraid you think the office is too noisy?" Lao Xinxin just touched Qin Ying's mind with just one sentence, "Anyway, there is nothing to do in the afternoon, it doesn't matter if you read here."

Xue Guyu just closed the book, Lao Xinxin looked at him and asked, "How do you feel today?"

"Nothing special, just a little lacklustre."

"Yeah." Lao Xinxin nodded, "Will it still hurt?"

Xue Guyu shook his head, since he was in pain, Lao Xinxin had given him the most basic painkillers.

"If you feel pain at night, ring the bell. The nurse and doctor on duty are here." Lao Xinxin urged patiently.

Xue Guyu nodded.

Qin Ying is a very lively girl. Apart from reading professional books, she also likes to read some ancient and modern classics and some messy novels.Hearing that Xue Guyu also likes to read Keigo Higashino's novels, she immediately left a copy of "Meteor Bonds" at home and read it with Xue Guyu after work.

However, Qin Ying didn't have much time. Apart from obedient practice and ward rounds every day, she also had to read a lot of professional books to face the postgraduate entrance examination.Although Xue Guyu has no experience in postgraduate entrance examinations, Xue Guyu can give Qin Ying a lot of advice in terms of study.

Occasionally, when Qin Ying didn't want to read, she would drag Xue Guyu to gossip.

"Where's your boyfriend?"

"Divided." Xue Guyu replied.

"Why?" Qin Ying looked at him incredulously, "Because of your cancer?"

"I didn't tell him."

"Why then?"

"If you don't have feelings, then we will break up." Xue Guyu didn't want to bring up this topic.

"But, I don't believe it." Qin Ying looked at Xue Guyu with contempt, "It must be that you felt that you were not good enough for him, so you broke up with him, and then he was stimulated by you and agreed to break up."

Xue Guyu looked at Qin Ying with a complicated expression.

"Where did you get this mess from?"

"Banmei novels!" Qin Ying said, "This is how novels are written!"

"Don't look at it, it's all unreliable things."

"No!" Qin Ying argued, "I think everyone has this mentality, because time is running out, so I hope to give the other party a chance to forget themselves forever."

Xue Guyu looked at Qin Ying.

"I think this is the most stupid behavior." Qin Ying said, "People are always going to die, whether it's one year, ten years, 20 years, 50 years or 100 years, no matter how loving a couple is, their lifespan is over. Sometimes, there is always one party that has to leave first.”

Xue Guyu was a little surprised.

"As long as we cherish each other and take care of each other while we are alive, then even if we are separated by death, I think no matter which party it is, we can accept it calmly." Qin Ying said.

"But... one year is too short after all."

"There are creatures who live and die. For them, one day is a lifetime. They only spend one day with their loved ones, but as long as they are together during the effective time, they will also live a happy life."

"But at least they have equal lives." Xue Guyu said, "If he and I only have one year left, then our time is equal, there is nothing wrong with it."

"Then can't you treat his life as a year equal to yours?" Qin Ying said, "I don't know what kind of person your boyfriend is, but at least for me, instead of being in a long, long time, Knowing that the person I love the most had to leave me before death because of death, I would rather keep our most important memories in the period before death."

"Memories are painful."

"Why do you think so?" Qin Ying asked inexplicably, "You and him have sex, just like no one knows if there will be an accident tomorrow. You just left this world one step ahead of him. You didn't Misunderstanding, no betrayal, and with the best memories, I believe that even if there may be ten, twenty, or thirty years in the future, he will still live with you."

Xue Guyu didn't speak any more.

"Are you really not considering telling him, confessing to him?"

Xue Guyu shook his head, "He already has a better life, maybe he will only regret it when he finds out about it decades later, but he won't feel sad."

Regarding the relationship between the two, although Qin Ying hoped that there could be a different ending, but after all, this was a matter between Xue Guyu and that person. As a bystander, no matter how much she tried to persuade her, it would not work.

"That's fine." Qin Ying smiled mischievously, "Then, as a single Wang, I will reluctantly accompany you through the last life."

Xue Guyu smiled, "Thank you."

Xue Guyu's condition is getting worse day by day. Originally, after three days of chemotherapy, he can be discharged from the hospital after two days of observation.But Xue Guyu was always in a coma. After discussing with Director Ling, Lao Xinxin decided to send Xue Guyu to the hospital for observation for a few more days.

On the fifth day of Xue Guyu's observation period, a patient in the Department of Gastroenterology happened to be transferred to the Department of Oncology for treatment.There was still an empty bed in Xue Guyu's ward, so Director Ling arranged it in Xue Guyu's room.

Unfortunately, the person who sent the patient to another department happened to be Fu Jingying, a postgraduate student under the director of the Department of Gastroenterology.

Fu Jingying sent the patient to the room, turned to look at the patient next to him, and after looking at it for a long time, he suddenly remembered who this person was.Qin Ying came to pick up the patient instead of Lao Xinxin, and Fu Jingying immediately asked Qin Ying to ask.

"Hey, doctor, when did this man live here?"

"What's none of your business?" Qin Ying rolled her eyes.

"I know him. His name is Xue Guyu, right?"

Qin Ying was stunned, "How do you know him?"

"Don't worry about how I know him, just tell me what's wrong with him?"

Qin Ying looked him up and down.

"I'm a graduate student of the Chief of Gastroenterology, not a bad guy."

Qin Ying still didn't want to talk to him.

Fu Jingying thought about it, and simply went back to the department.The hospital's computer system can query the medical records of each patient. Xue Guyu's name is not common. Fu Jingying just entered a name, and he found all of Xue Guyu's medical records.

Fu Jingying immediately called Gu Ting without thinking.

"Hey, what's the matter?"

Gu Ting naturally had a note for Fu Jingying's number. He happened to be at work at this point, and he couldn't see Xue Guyu in Xue Guyu's company these days. Gu Ting was in a bad mood.

"Gu Ting, guess who I saw in the hospital today?"

Gu Ting didn't even bother to think, "Who?"

"I saw Xue Guyu!"

"What's wrong with him?" Although Gu Ting tried his best to calm himself down, he could feel his anxiety from his tone.

"He's been hospitalized, and this isn't the first time he's been hospitalized." Fu Jingying told Gu Ting while flipping through the medical records, "It's cancer. I've had chemotherapy twice, and the treatment effect isn't very satisfactory."

There was a moment of silence on Gu Ting's side.

"Tsk tsk, I finally know why he rejected you." Fu Jingying said.

"Which hospital are you in?"

To be honest, Gu Ting and Fu Jingying have been brothers for so long, but they never knew which hospital Fu Jingying's mentor was in.

"No.1 civilian hospital!"

As soon as Fu Jingying finished speaking, Gu Ting hung up the phone.

When Gu Ting rushed to the hospital, he looked at Ruoda's hospital and suddenly remembered that he hadn't asked Xue Guyu which department he lived in.He called Fu Jingying, but Fu Jingying turned off the phone again.

"Excuse me..." Gu Ting had no choice but to ask a nurse, "Which department do cancer patients usually live in?"

The nurse answered Gu Ting with a smile, "There are many types of cancer patients. May I ask whether the person you are looking for is medical treatment or surgical resection?"

Gu Ting couldn't understand, but he still remembered what Fu Jingying said just now, "chemotherapy."

"Oh, that should be in the medical oncology department." The nurse replied gently.

"How about medical oncology?"

"The 8th floor of Building F."