I, Qinghuan

It was still raining heavily outside the window, sometimes frantically, sometimes sparsely, with no tendency to stop.In the middle of the night, there was still faint thunder rolling in the sky, and the rumbling dull sound kept hitting the sleeper's heart, making people feel depressed in their dreams.

Qing Huan only fell asleep for an hour, and was awakened by the thunder outside.She lightly got up from the bed, went to the table and poured herself a glass of water, squinted in sleepiness, and drank slowly.

Nan Yang was still in a deep sleep on the bed, lying on his side with his back to the window, his right arm curled up and pillowed under his neck, his left hand was holding the rattle he gave her, and the little drumstick tied up with a rope played mischievously. Into the open neckline of her nightgown, buried in that arc of snow-white softness.

Qing Huan put down the cup and quietly walked in front of Nan Yang.

She looked at her for a while, then bent down abruptly, grabbed Nan Yang's left hand as gently as possible, carefully untied the frayed gauze, and removed it one by one.

The back of the hand covered by the gauze was an obvious wound cut by glass. The wound was very deep, and it didn't look like it was accidentally scratched.When I came back, it was raining, the ointment stuck to the gauze, and a lot of blood oozes out again. The ripped skin and flesh are terrible, and the muscles are blurred.

Qing Huan bit her lip, her eyes glowed with moisture.

After a while, she just sighed, found the medicine kit she carried with her, and found the cephalosporin.Peel off a few, wrap them in paper, crush them, and carefully sprinkle the cephalosporin powder over the horrible wound.After sprinkling it, she took out a new roll of gauze, gently wrapped it up for Nan Yang, and then carefully put her hand back on the rattle.

Nan Yang's eyelashes trembled in the dark night, and then she moved her left hand back without a trace, and held Qing Huan's hand that was about to retract.

Qing Huan was taken aback, "You, are you awake?"

"I woke up a long time ago," Nan Yang opened his eyes. The light brown eyes reflected the dark night, and they were as warm as a bowl of tea. "I knew you would help me re-bandage in the middle of the night, so I didn't sleep deeply."

Qing Huan blushed: "Nonsense, how would you know."

Nan Yang pursed her lips, but didn't answer, she just pulled Qing Huan and let her lie in his arms.The rattle was put aside casually and placed next to the bird whistle on the bedside table.

"There is still one hand without a bag." Qing Huan turned her head, and her eyelashes caught Nan Yang's chin unexpectedly.

Nan Yang's chin was itchy, and he lowered his head and rubbed Qing Huan's hair with his chin, "Wait for you to wrap it for me, now hug me for a while."

With a trembling heart, Qing Huan buried her head in the nightgown on Nan Yang's shoulders, and wrapped her arms around her thin waist tightly.

Because Nan Yang carried her up temporarily, the two of them are now next to the edge of the bed, Nan Yang put his arms around Qing Huan's back, lifted her up, and asked, "Squeeze?"

"Not crowded." Qing Huan shook her head, and when shaking her head, the tip of her nose rubbed against Nan Yang's chest, and her warm breath swept back and forth like a small brush.

"It's fine if it's not crowded." Nan Yang paused, and spoke slowly, "I've searched for the 'sleeper' you mentioned, and it looks very narrow in the picture. According to the director, he only gave us a ticket for a sleeper berth. .For three days, we will inevitably be squeezed into the same small bed."

"It's okay, you're very thin." Qing Huan meant that the two of them could lie down completely.

Nan Yang was stunned for a moment, and repeated uncertainly: "I am very popular?"

"Well, thin."

Only 92 catties, it must be considered thin.

Nan Yang couldn't help but glanced at the rattle on the bedside table, and asked hesitantly, "Is it because I like that childish thing? Or... because I like eating candied haws?"

Qing Huan didn't understand what she asked, and was puzzled: "What?"

"I don't quite understand this..." Nan Yang lowered his eyes in embarrassment, "But sometimes I see some people on the Internet who are said to be 'shou', and they seem to be very angry. When you say 'shou', you are talking about me Is it not good?"

Qing Huan blinked in confusion, "Which hand are you talking about?"

"Isn't it 'accepted'?"

Qing Huan was even more confused, "No, I'm talking about fat and thin 'thin'."

Nan Yang was stunned, and after a while, he let out a cry.

It was only then that Qing Huan realized that Nan Yang was thinking of some messy things, and burst out laughing, "How did you think of that?"

Nan Yang shut his mouth and stopped talking.

"Okay, even if you say you suffer, it doesn't mean you are bad," Qing Huan explained patiently, "This is not a curse, you are someone who needs someone to serve you, and if you say you suffer...in fact, it is to praise your nobility , because only a noble person will get used to others serving her, so receiving means nobility."

"Is that so?" Nan Yang frowned, she somehow felt that Qing Huan was coaxing her into being a fool.

"That's it, don't listen to the nonsense of those people on the Internet, absolutely don't force yourself not to eat candied haws or play the things you like because of this. Do whatever you want."

"……Um."

Nan Yang nodded.

Qing Huan was silent for a while, and then said: "I don't ask you things you don't want to say, but I'm a little worried about whether your current state is suitable for continuing to participate in variety shows. After all, the journey is still long and the schedule is intensive. I I don't want you to suffer silently in order to accompany me."

"It's okay, I can continue to accompany you."

Nan Yang hugged her tightly, and the words she said to herself 3000 years ago flashed in her mind.

——Master, how about you accompany me to walk all over this wonderful mountain and river?

She has to make it all up to her.

If she is no longer sure how long she can live, then she can't let this regret that has lingered for 3000 years continue to be a regret.

"Then... If you have any inconvenience, just tell me at any time, don't hold on alone, okay?" Qing Huan touched her back.

Nan Yang didn't say yes or no, he just replied softly:

"I see."

Qing Huanquan took her for acquiescing, hugged her waist tightly, and couldn't help but spit out the words that had been hidden in her heart for a longer time:

"I thought that as long as I can be with you, I don't want anything anymore. But in the past two days, I realized that I am still very greedy. I not only hope that we can always be together, but also hope that we can help children Yi and Ah Cheng, perhaps, can help Ziyan and Teacher Bai again, I hope everyone is well and can live happily. Do you think... I am so annoying, meddling in other people's business?"

"No." Nan Yang replied accommodatingly, "If you want to help, we will."

"Well," Qing Huan shrank deeper into her arms, "Actually, to tell you the truth... I'm a little selfish."

Nan Yang followed her words and asked, "What selfishness?"

"I hope that after helping them, they can really open their hearts to us," Xiao Huan smiled. "In this way, you may have a few more friends."

Nan Yang was silent for a moment, a little hesitant: "You... are you helping me make friends?"

"Yes," Qing Huan admitted generously, "You have everything, money, status, a wife, and maybe children in the future. But you don't have any friends around you, only Ah Cheng, and she said that you What is "grandfather and grandson love". I know you are not a character who likes to make friends, but... in life, it is really wonderful to have a few friends who can have a meal together or go shopping together. Think about it , if the two of us quarrel in the future, you can still go to your friends, catch a fish, have a dinner, and complain about the wayward bad wife at home by the way. I am not trying to decide for you on my own, I just want to put The back road is paved for you. If one day you need to talk to someone other than me, there must always be someone who is willing to listen. I... I just hope that I can give you the best .”

Nan Yang gritted her teeth, resisting the soreness in her eyes, and firmly engraved Qing Huan's words into her mind, breaking apart and crushing the aftertaste sentence by sentence.She is glad that she chose to wait for 3000 years, and even more glad that the person she is waiting for is the person in front of her.

After she thought about these words several times, she came up with something different.

"Tell me, in the future we..." Nan Yang's heart beat faster when he said this, "There will be children?"

Qing Huan rubbed her long black hair, and said angrily: "You Mei family don't want an heir?"

Nan Yang was silent, his throat slipped, and he swallowed a little saliva.

"But I'm afraid it won't work in the past two years," Qing Huan blushed, "I still have to work for another two years, and the company's announcements for me will be scheduled for the next year. When I finish all the things, I will go to work again." Start preparing for pregnancy."

"Maybe...it's not necessarily your birth."

"You are 35 years old, do you want to give birth? Medically, it should be called an advanced maternal age."

"...my health isn't that bad."

"That's not okay. You're old, just be healthy. I'm still young, let me do this kind of thing."

"..."

Nan Yang didn't speak for a long time.

The air was silent for a while before she spoke softly: "It's far away."

Qing Huan smiled helplessly: "Indeed, it's getting too far."

They have been married for less than half a year, and nothing is stable right now. It is indeed too early to talk about children.

The two chatted a lot more piecemeal.

Before I knew it, the sky seemed brighter, but it was still raining.It was cold and rainy outside the window, making it especially warm and comfortable inside the house. The two of them hugged each other and lay on the big soft bed, with the quilt half uncovered, blowing a cool breeze coming in through the crack of the window. Sleep in bed.

The two were chatting, and at some point they naturally approached each other and started kissing, the air was wet and ambiguous.Qing Huan was still the active one, pressing on Nan Yang's body, kissing and saying something to tease her.

Nan Yang just hugged her dotingly, took whatever she wanted, and never resisted.

They didn't sleep well that night, and they made a fuss in the morning, and they didn't go to sleep until most people got up.Qing Huan hugged Nan Yang in her arms, biting a strand of her black hair and fell asleep in a daze.

Nan Yang didn't fall asleep, she rested on Qing Huan's shoulder, looking calmly at the rain scene outside the gap in the curtain.

After a long time, she looked away and looked at the round ruby ​​on Qing Huan's collarbone.

The mottled ancient jade she gave her at that time.

The ten inscriptions on the jade are stained with the wind and frost of the years, deep and shallow, shallow and deep, I don't know if it is a blessing that has been deposited for thousands of years, or a curse engraved in the cycle of fate.

Wish to be like Liang Shangyan, see you every year.

Years old.

See you soon.