as if poisoned

we met

But there's no room for my love

my humble prayer

In exchange for your contemptuous eyes

no one wants to accept me

Even you pierced my defenses

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When he saw me coming, he trotted up and blocked the door, saying, "You're hiding from me"

I said, "Get out of the way!" My urine was about to come out, and of course my breath was not very good.But he thought I was angry, so he kept blocking my way.

When I was about to open the door, his whole body blocked it, which annoyed me a bit. I pushed him hard, opened the door, and ran to my beloved toilet.I feel much better after being liberated

When I came out, I saw him sitting on the plastic chair in the dining room without accident, and my door key was placed on the folding table in front. I looked at him, he looked at me, and neither of us spoke first.

"You're avoiding me" he repeated, looking straight at me.Please, who is not coming tonight, am I really hiding?

Maybe I avoided him and Qin Nuo at first, but I was definitely not hiding.Because I have nowhere to hide.

Like a sad mouse, playing peek-a-boo with a big lazy cat, but I'm the poor dirty mouse in my hands.But I have my dignity.

"I do not have"

"Then why did you run away when you saw me?"

"I want to work part-time and don't have time to spend with you" I really don't have time, besides, I really ran away without seeing him.I went to the small kitchen and poured two glasses of water out.

"You promised to study with me"

"You can find Qin Nuo, he's much stronger than me, and aren't you chasing him?" My tone can be so flat, is this really me?Touch your heart, well, it still beats fast.

"..." I put a glass of water in front of him, and drank the other glass myself.Seeing him speechless, I was a little happy, this time it wasn't him who held me in his hands.

"And Yuzhi's society is good, you can ask him to talk to you." After drinking the water, I took the water glass to wash myself, I don't know what he was thinking when he lowered his head, he didn't drink a drop of water.

"Do you hate me?" he asked suddenly.

My heart was shocked, did he find anything?impossible?

Let him bury this unrequited secret love in my own heart. It belongs to my own secret and my own beauty.

"It's okay." I still spoke very carefully, afraid that he would see something.

"...I don't know what you think, but I really want to be friends with you. Maybe I misunderstood you at first, but now, I don't want to give up the opportunity to be friends with you. Let's untie Is the misunderstanding between each other okay?"

Misunderstand?I thought to myself, this is absolutely impossible to be a misunderstanding, there is only one ending from the beginning to the end, that is, we are bound to be like this.I just like you, like a fool, I really hate myself like this.

"We have not misunderstood."

"Then why are you hiding from me!"

"Did I escape you! The only ones who excluded me at first were the three of you! I am an outsider!"

If it is said that people will explode when they are extreme, I think it is true, right?Huang Shengjia looked at me in surprise, probably because I seldom lose my temper?After I finished speaking, there was silence in the room.

Suddenly the door was opened, and it turned out to be my roommate who is blind to the end of the dragon. He is a college student and has a part-time job at night. I often see him at this time, but he is usually not there in the morning. Therefore, Huang Sheng Jia has not seen him.

"Your friend?" He frowned at Huang Shengjia, then looked at me and asked.

"Well, my classmate, give me the school materials." I put away my anger just now, and smiled at him

"Remember not to bring others to stay here." After he finished speaking, he entered his room, and before he entered the room, I said: "I know, Brother Ye"

I said to Huang Shengjia, "You can go back, be careful on the road." I picked up the water glass he hadn't drunk and took it to wash.

He looked at me sadly, but I ignored him and turned around to wash the cups.

I heard the sound of the door being closed, and I breathed a sigh of relief, looking at him again, maybe I would cry.

I heard the sound of the door opening, "Little friend, if there is something you can't solve, please speak slowly."

It's Brother Ye.His full name is Ye Daole, and although he often loses sight of his head and tail, he is a nice person.

Although my life is not very good, I always meet a lot of good people, and the things around me are always good to me.Shengjia is really nice to me, but why do I just fall in love with him?I really do not understand.

"We didn't quarrel, Brother Ye"

"Obviously there is, as soon as you come in, you feel your low pressure, and he didn't come to get the information for you, right?"

"..." I refused to respond to his gossip

"It's getting late, take a shower and go to bed, kid"

"I'm not young anymore"

"Okay, big friend, go brush your teeth, take a shower and sleep"

"..." I don't fight with him

I know that he teases me to distract me, but this is not the problem, but the hurdle in my own heart, liking someone means making myself feel cheap.

I shower and lie in bed, 11:30.I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. My head was filled with a bunch of things that happened today, which happened all day, but it only took a few minutes to replay them in my mind.

Thinking, I slowly fell asleep, hoping to be happy tomorrow.That was probably the last thing on my mind before I went to bed.

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Today is the second update~