as if poisoned

People are cheap and always reluctant to do anything

but let yourself be scarred

while letting others hurt yourself

Also cruelly took a knife and cut the wound that was about to heal

Who is cruel to whom?

it's you or me

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For the past few days, Huang Shengjia has been waiting for me downstairs, and at the school gate waiting for me after school.I don't know what his intentions are, but I find it... weird.

"Hey, what do you want to do!" I finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked him.

But he ignored me, I stared at him, and he turned around, "Hey, that's not my name."

I said this sentence to him before, but I didn't know that he would remember it. I thought I was just one of the ordinary friends to him.Only Qin Nuo and Yuzhi are his best friends.

"Huang Shengjia, what exactly do you want to do?" I suppressed my temper and asked him.

"Don't you know it's rude to call someone by their full name?"

"...Sheng Jia, what on earth do you want to do!"

"I just want to talk to you about our relationship."

When I heard him talk about our relationship, my heart skipped a beat.Can we have something else?I thought so, but soon I packed up my mood again.Because it's impossible.

"What else do we have to do?" I asked.

He frowned, and then took my hand, "Yu Yan, we have nothing to hide from you, but we are afraid that you will be unhappy if you say it, so everyone chooses not to say it."

I struggled out of his hand, "So I am such a petty person in your eyes? In your eyes, I am so unreasonable?"

"…no"

"Huang Shengjia, you are their center, they still have you without me, and it's nothing if I'm gone, I just helped Qin Nuo once and beat Yu Zhi once, as long as you do this, You can be nice with them too!"

Snapped!

Suddenly my eyes flickered, and there was a hot pain on my face, and I realized that it was the person in front of me who slapped me.

I looked at him, "Isn't it?" Not a question, but a statement.

"Why do you think everyone cares about you so much? Do you know that Qin Nuo is going to be sick these days, because of you, he couldn't close his eyes for several days, because of you! It made him sad!"

"Hahahaha! Don't you think you are ridiculous? Why do you want to force him to fall asleep on me? Who was the one who put me out in the first place? Not others, but you!

Do you really think you have the qualifications to say this about me?No.You are not worthy, you want to hide it from me, but blame everything on me, let me fall into the abyss, and now you are falsely saying that it is my fault, and you want to make up with me

Do you really think I'm an idiot?Or a fool?Or am I just a tool that you can call around casually? "

After speaking such a long paragraph, I feel tired, but this is the only way I can say it, even if I am hated, I want to say it.

But after I finished speaking, the other party was still silent for a long time. I don't know what he was thinking, but I saw his hand that slapped me trembled slightly.Is it because he feels he is wrong?I have no idea.

"Maybe we have something to hide from you, but it's definitely not what you think." After finishing speaking, he walked away.

I stood there for a long time unable to speak to myself.

So by the time I got to the bookstore, I was already 15 minutes late.

"Xiao Ding, why are you late today? What's the matter?" Que consulted me, and I smiled at him. I knew he really cared about me, like a big brother, but I didn't want him to worry.

"Oh, our Xiao Ding is at the age of the first love~~It doesn't matter if it's a little late~My boss is very tolerant~~~~" Nalan Hao said, winking by the way, trying to ease the atmosphere.Maybe he saw my unhappiness?

I suddenly thought of something, "Brother Hao, Brother Gu, can I sleep in the store today?"

They glanced at each other, and Que Gu said, "But your class tomorrow..."

I smiled, "Brother Gu, don't worry, I finished my homework when I was in school, there is no big problem."

At this time, Nalan Hao patted my shoulder, "Since our little Ding doesn't want to go back, he can sleep here! But you have to take good care of the store~"

"Well, treat this as your home." Que Gu walked over and patted my head and said.

It turns out that when the heart is cold, it is really great to have warmth.

"Thank you Narango, Gu Ge."

"Why are you polite?" Brother Gu smiled and rubbed my head harder.

There is a bed in the back here, everything is complete and clean, I called Brother Ye from the landline in the store, and told him not to wait for me to go home, and then I sorted out the things on the book list before turning off the lights and going to sleep .

Can I have a good dream tonight?