as if poisoned

The wind takes away my whispers

I don't know if I told you

I like you

Maybe I shouldn't say like

but sorry

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After sitting by Xiao Ai's grave for a while, I went back to gather with everyone, but I didn't see Shengjia.

"Where's Shengjia?"

Sitting by the river, Qin Nuo turned his head and said to me, "He went to buy juice. He said that the weather is prone to heat stroke."

I nodded and went to sit under the big tree to enjoy the shade.Soon, Sheng Jia came back, besides the fruit juice, he also brought a lot of things, snacks, bread and so on.

Seeing the food, Yu Zhi immediately ran out of the river, "I said you are feeding pigs, right? Didn't you agree to buy juice?"

Sheng Jia ignored him and said, "Then don't eat it, I didn't tell you."

I agreed very cooperatively, "That's right, Sheng Jia bought it for me and Qin Nuo, what's the matter with you?"

Qin Nuo: "That's right, you don't seem to have had enough fun, go and play, we'll wait for you here to eat." After speaking, he took a bag of potato chips and started to eat.

The stimulated Yuzhi started to act again, "I said you vicious human beings, you don't give me food, I'm so sad~" He said sadly while clutching his heart, pretending to feel distressed .

Suddenly, a voice came out, "Uh, look at the mentally handicapped people over there!" After speaking, the group of people beside him began to laugh loudly.

Although many people come to play here, they enter away from us, so we can hear their voices clearly.But none of us meant to make sense.

So instead it was the bunch of people who got angry. "Eh, look, they are not only crazy but also deaf~" The person at the beginning saw that we didn't respond, and provoked us to another level.

Yu Zhi looked at me intently and asked me who they were.I snorted coldly, and being noticed by them, they all rushed over and said, "Do you know that someone died here before, and the seat you are sitting now is the seat he used to sit in. Be careful She's coming to see you tonight."

At this time, Shengjia and the others should all roll their eyes in their hearts.I said, "If you're talking about Xiao Ai, then I'm quite familiar with him."

The group of them were suffocated, and suddenly had nothing to say.One of the people in the back asked, "You...you, how would you know!"

I sneered, "Don't you recognize me?"

The people over there suddenly said, "Who are you, you are not Xiao Ai!" Instantly let them spit out the juice they just drank.

"Hahahahahaha" the three of them suddenly laughed heartlessly.

The other group of people were even more upset when they heard the laughter. The person in the lead looked at me and said, "Who are you?" After all, it is impossible for outsiders to know what happened to them at that time.And the children who knew about this matter are all with him now, and they are also those who participated in that matter back then.But they forgot, except for one person.

"Hey, I'm just studying abroad, you, Li Rong, don't recognize me?"

The leader's eyes widened suddenly, "Are you back?"

"It's not that I'm back. This was originally my home. It's also Xiao Ai's home. I didn't expect you to dare to come here to play."

He probably didn't expect that I would come back, and dared to say so in person.Moreover, he doesn't know whether I have told others about those things back then. In fact, the only person who knows that they did these things, except me, is Sheng Jia who knows.After all, the threat back then was still useful to me.

"You left as soon as you left, why did you come back?" As if he didn't understand what I said, he said mechanically.

"I'm here to see Xiao Ai." I smiled at him, "Don't you know that Xiao Ai's tomb is here?"

As if reminding them, their faces changed after hearing it.It seems that they all remembered that Xiao Ai's tomb is here.

When they heard what I said, they said harsh words, "You're cruel" and walked away.I continue to sit down and eat my snack.

At this moment, Qin Nuo and Yu Zhi looked at me, but I didn't want to talk about it again.So they stood with Shengjia, and Shengjia looked back at me, without speaking, and sat down to eat the things they bought.

In fact, I was also selfish back then. He threatened me that if I told the story, my mother would lose her job. For my mother, I sacrificed Xiao Ai's chance to find out the truth.Only this matter, I think, this is my deepest pain, and it is also one of the reasons why I left here in the first place.