as if poisoned

everyone has deep memories

happy sad angry happy happy

what do you like most

what is my favorite

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Everyone was sullen as they walked home, and I knew I hadn't made things right to make the other two of them feel that way.

I sighed, "Let's keep this matter as my secret. Every fever has scars, so please don't talk about my scars anymore. I'm sorry. I clearly agreed with you not to hide the truth."

Sheng Jia patted me on the shoulder, "It's okay. Don't say anything if you don't want to." I nodded, thanking them for their understanding.

When I got home, I asked my mother what happened to Xiao Ai's tomb. My mother told me that in recent years, a cousin who called himself Xiao Ai visited his tomb every few months and cleaned up the surrounding area.

I listened, relieved a lot, after all, I was also at fault in this matter.

When cooking in the evening, the three of them didn't know where to go, so I helped my mother cook and chat with my mother about the three of them.

"Um, is that girl your favorite?"

I rolled my eyes, "Mom, I'm not handsome, I don't have good grades, the person he likes is not me, okay?" Although it is my mother, liking Sheng Jia is Qin Nuo's secret, and I will never say it .Although I have already told Shengjia.After all, I have said that I am a selfish person, so I want to know what Shengjia thinks.

"Uh, could it be that he likes Yuzhi?" My mother looked at me with disapproval, as if she was saying, how can such a good girl like such a child.In fact, Yuzhi is not bad, but a bit of a two-headed one.

I choose to be silent and wash my dishes.Seeing that I didn't want to answer, my mother continued to wash the vegetables.Afterwards, he couldn't stand such a quiet atmosphere and continued, "Xiao Zang, mom is very sorry for you..."

I quickly realized what he was saying, "Mom, it's not your fault at all!"

Since my father died, my mother owed a lot of money to relatives, and the vampire relatives urged us to pay back the money. At that time, my father saved an education fund for me and told my mother not to use it, but my mother still Bring it back to relatives.In fact, I don't think my mother did anything wrong in this matter, at least I don't think he needs to feel guilty about it.

My mother turned her back on me, and I knew she was crying silently again.He always felt that if he had worked harder at that time, the money would have allowed me to study hard without having to suffer so much.

"Mom, I am studying well now, I have saved money, and I don't feel hard. I even have very good friends. So I am very happy now." I wiped off my wet hands, and walked over to hug my mother.

"What I didn't want at the beginning was that they said they would take you away...I just..." He didn't go on, but I knew what my mother was going to say.Those relatives should take me to buy it.

"Dad won't blame you, don't blame yourself." I could only hug my mother and say comforting words.I just realized how weak I am.

My mother nodded, and I said, "Keep cooking, they should be back, you know, they are very greedy." My mother was amused by me.

The two of us continued to cook, and everything was fine except for my mother's red eye sockets.

When they came back, they were just having a hot meal, and Yuzhi was the first to rush to the table, "Wow! It smells so good!"

I patted his head, "Go wash your hands!"

My mother and Shengjia all laughed, this warm place is really nice.

After dinner, everyone sat in the living room and talked about a lot of interesting things that happened in school, but they all agreed not to talk about the quarrel.While chatting, it was time to go to bed. My mother and Qin Nuo slept in the master room, and the three of us boys crowded into my room.

But Yuzhi kept yelling that she was not used to sleeping on the floor, so I let him sleep on the bed, and I slept on the floor with Sheng Jia.

Boys huddling in a room has nothing to do with chatting about girls, big breasts, and so on.

"Hey, do you have a girl you like?"

I rolled my eyes, ignored him, and pretended to be asleep.Sheng Jia also ignored him.

"Wow, you guys are so boring, you all fell asleep." After a while, he fell asleep soundly.Anyone who knows him knows that he is a person who won't get up as long as he can't sleep.

I sat up and started thinking about the day.

Shengjia also sat up, "Can't sleep?"

I was surprised that he didn't sleep, and responded to him lightly, "Yeah"

"Think about today's business?"

"Um"

"Actually... I told them about you today."

"guessed."

Now he was speechless.

"Actually, I feel quite sorry for Xiao Ai. After all, she was so kind to me before, but I gave up the chance to let him be wronged for myself..."

"it's not your fault."

I suddenly felt cowardly, maybe this is what I want to hear?My tears fell unconsciously.Maybe you don't know, when a person feels that his heartache has been comforted, the strong disguise will also be knocked down.

He came over in the dark, pressed my hand, and I avoided it.He grabbed again.I looked at him puzzled, "What are you doing?"

He didn't respond to me, a gust of heat hit my lips.I seem to hear the sound of my heart beating wildly.

I immediately pushed him away and whispered, "What are you doing!"

I looked at Yuzhi on the bed, and saw that he was still sleeping, and I immediately felt relieved.I never thought that he would have a sudden kiss. Although he was very happy, the bigger thing was the cover up of anxiety.

"Kiss you." He said seriously.

I rolled my eyes, pushed him away, and fell asleep in my quilt, but my tears stayed crazily.

The question kept repeating in his mind, why did he do this.Opening his ears to listen to the sound, he did nothing but lie back.Silently.

Another sleepless night.