as if poisoned

If I can still love you

will it be allowed

life is hard sometimes

But it's hard to be ignored

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When the exam time came, the teacher told me to go home, but every inch of my body seemed to be bound, and every bone seemed to be crushed by a stone.I walked down the stairs slowly while holding on to the handlebars. My body was really in pain.

When I walked to the school gate, Sheng Jia was beside me, I passed him without saying a word.Because the urge to cry came again.

"Yesterday... I was too impulsive. You let me think about it."

I sneered, but I couldn't stop the emotional fluctuations in my heart: "If you really liked me, you wouldn't talk like this, Huang Shengjia, am I ranked last in your heart?"

If it weren't for the absence of people now, I would always feel like a monkey to others. Why on earth are two men arguing about this issue here?

Shengjia's pretty sword eyebrows huddled together, "Ding Yuzhen, you can do it."

I pretended not to understand what he said, turned around and walked out, my nerves were tense, if I accidentally loosened that one, I probably couldn't help but hug him forward and cry a lot.

"I'll take you back." He didn't let me go, and came over and grabbed my hand.

I endured the pain and shook him off. The hand he grabbed was the hand that I blocked when I fell to prevent my head from falling, and it was also the hand that was most injured.

"No, we'd better stay here, thank you."

There are some things that cannot be undone if they cause harm, and can no longer be taken back if they are spoken out. Have you ever hurt someone with words, whether it is the closest relative or a stranger you met by chance, please remember that you use words While protecting yourself, you are also using this double-sided blade to hurt the opponent.

So no matter what it is, you have to calm down and think about whether you are doing right or not, and calm down for 5 minutes before discussing the matter with the other party.

In fact, in the final analysis, I was the one who spoke like this at the beginning. If I hadn't said first, "I was with you when I was blind", then this blade would not have harmed myself and others.

Walking the way I should usually go home, there was an alley there, and I got into it, trying to cry out loudly, but there were no tears anymore, because they had all been shed by that time.

The fact that a man does not flick his tears easily is just that he has not yet reached the point of sadness.

In fact, he was probably just angry with himself, why did he say such things, causing an irreversible situation.

The pain in the body feels like it can make me forget things. Since I can forget the unpleasant things, then remember my pain.

People coming and going shuttled on the road, and a mother and daughter standing beside them were talking about what to eat tonight and what dishes to add, smiling very happily.

On the other side came three young people, probably a little older than me, talking and laughing, which was a naked irony to me.

Is it if I act like it never happened, will it be the same as before?Still can be the same as before, looking at each other and laughing at each other.

safe and sound

But from what I see now, this is simply impossible.

Go back, the thought flashed through me.

The way back seemed to be several times longer than usual, but it was nothing more than me humiliating myself, so no one could be blamed, and there was nothing to be disappointed about.Obviously he asked for it.

When I got home, I walked back to my room, slowly took my clothes and took a shower.The cool water fell on my body, I really hope that time will stop at this moment, don't go on, and I can slowly calm down to the original state.

is it possible?

Eating the white bread I bought at an unknown time, tastes like chewing wax.

The phone rang, and Brother Ye, who was not there, was actually there at this time. I watched Brother Ye answer the phone: "Hello?"

I don't know who is on the other end, and Ye Ge raised a big smile: "Ah, Auntie, Yu Yan didn't come back so soon after taking the exam today."

Brother Ye looked at me walking out of the room, a little surprised, but I shook my head at him, signaling him that I don't want to answer the phone.Then I walked into the room and stopped talking.

He understood, continued to chat with my mother for a few words and then hung up.

"Why did you come back so early?" After talking with my mother, he came to care about me, um, what a big brother.

"Accidentally fell down the stairs, the teacher should come back early." Probably because his weak look scared him, he walked around, touched my forehead and said, "Ding Yuzhen, you have a fever."

Did I have a fever? I thought of the person who took care of me by my side when I was sick.Is it that as long as you are sick, you will become particularly vulnerable and weak.

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I will open a new article later depending on the situation, and please give me more advice.

By the way, I have said it many times, if my writing is really not good, you can make suggestions and I can change it, but if you just want to talk trash, please go straight out the door and turn right to the door If you don't want to leave, don't look into your eyes, and don't act like I'm forcing you to look, you're afraid.

I don't know if you are the one who has been making trouble since my neighbor, but I hope you don't affect the mood of other readers. If you really want me to pay attention to you, you can do it in many ways, but definitely not with this person Do things in an unpleasant way.

I want to say too much to you, I don't know if you will see it, but I will remind you to come up for a stroll.I don't like to swear, and I don't know how to swear, so when I speak well, please remember that I haven't lost my temper yet, because the ones I swear are not human.