My language is the anchor

The sky turned white, and there was already a rush of cars rushing to work in the morning on the street. Bai Ningxia and Zhao Xicheng walked out of the hospital, walking side by side, and walked towards the parking lot. After getting into the car, they did not leave immediately.

"I thought you liked him."

Zhao Xicheng was taken aback for a moment, then hummed.

"Huh, what is it?" Bai Ningxia replied angrily.

Zhao Xicheng started the car, looked ahead, and said flatly, "I just haven't forgotten him."

Bai Ningxia was taken aback for a moment, and turned her head away.

He seemed to understand why Zhao Xicheng broke up with him.

Zhao Xicheng said again: "He and Pinwei, me and you, don't you think they are like a control group?"

Bai Ningxia chuckled, still looking at the street scene outside the window.

"The public love group and the underground love group?" He chuckled again.

He was surprised that he could laugh, and it was still such a smooth and eloquent way of laughing.

Zhao Xicheng stopped in front of the red light, and said again: "It hurts self-esteem, but it is the truth."

He hurt Han Wuyu, lost him on the day he saved him, and after he was decadent, he hoped that he could love calmly, but he met Bai Ningxia. Over the years, he blamed Bai Ningxia for concealing it, but he couldn't do without him. He didn't understand it until he encountered Hanwu language again.He just beautified his timidity and put all the responsibility for the underground love affair on Bai Ningxia.

"When he was in a relationship with Pinwei, I really felt that my life was a failure."

Bai Ningxia leaned her head against the back of the car seat, and hummed: "Indeed. It's very frustrating."

The open sweetness of others, the hidden self has become a joke, it feels like a cycle of evil and evil, how to treat others in the past, but now this kind of bitterness is spread out under the other's open and frank love, humble There is nothing to hide.

"So you understand. It's disgusting. Ning Xia. We are too similar."

"Fuck you. Who looks like you."

"yes……"

Bai Ningxia remained silent for a while before saying, "I just know you."

Zhao Xicheng didn't respond, he also knew Bai Ningxia, apart from the fact that he saw his own reflection in him, in life, work and conversation, after their passionate love period, they got used to each other, and the way they looked at each other changed. Know what the other person wants to do.

"I want to wait for him..."

Bai Ningxia interrupted him: "I know." She closed her eyes and rested: "Just like me waiting for you."

Zhao Xicheng drove the car, looked at the red light ahead, did not respond, curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled lightly, took the coat from the back seat, and covered Bai Ningxia naturally as a habit.

His waiting is redemption, while Bai Ningxia's waiting is love.

Bai Ningxia still closed her eyes, pulled on her coat, and covered her shoulders.

"You know what? I think I've changed." He said lightly.

Zhao Xicheng looked ahead: "Why did it change?"

Bai Ningxia leaned against the corner of her jacket, smelling the familiar smell: "Become a member of the circle."

After hearing this, Zhao Xicheng hummed, "You're so bold! Bai Ningxia."

Bai Ningxia opened her eyes and looked at him: "Of course. I'm a man, not manly, not attractive."

Zhao Xicheng naturally stretched out his hand to rub his head, and smiled slightly.

"I always knew you were a man." Grabbed the steering wheel and continued on.

The two men didn't talk any more, and the atmosphere moved forward with the 90s Western music. One sentence changed, one sentence I am a man, and one sentence I always knew, which explained their same-sex emotions.Unlike in the past, there is less fear of suppressing tension.Now, a little more, peace of mind and peace in the circle.

***

This accident changed STV's internal integration as well as the original plan. It was not allowed to ask for leave in Korean. After noon, he was asked to return to the company quickly. He returned to the company with messy hair and a haggard face.

"Han Wuyu, did you see him?" It was Bai Ningxia.

Han Wuyu shook his head, he couldn't even squeeze out a brave smile, and he wasn't even sure if he would be able to broadcast well later.

Bai Ningxia cursed, "Damn the rules! Damn it."

If you are a lover, can't you visit?

They had to ask for a letter of consent from their family members before they could enter the intensive care unit, which made everyone feel agitated, but the Zhang family lived far away, and no one came after waiting all night.

Han Wuyu looked at him and smiled lightly: "Brother Ningxia and Uncle really look alike."

Bai Ningxia paused: "He is like me. Do you know?"

Han Wuyu nodded with a smile, looking haggard.

Bai Ningxia sighed: "Cheer up. After get off work, you still have to meet your parents."

Talking about getting married last night, in order to cheer him up, and let him think about the future between him and Zhang Pinwei, when talking about meeting the parents, Han Wuyu laughed so hard that he didn't want to be in an accident at all. Meet with parents.

After hearing this sentence, he was silent for a long time.I never admit that I am an insider, so I always pass by like a butterfly, splashing water, never thinking deeply about the future of myself and Zhao Xicheng, let alone "meeting the parents", but I speak Korean very naturally, Such naturalness made him envious.

Han Wuyu nodded: "I have a lot of things to do! I still have to talk to him..." Choked up: "Propose. Discuss the future."

Bai Ningxia nodded, said a few words of encouragement, and watched his leaving back.

"No wonder the city... wants to break up..."

The relationship between him and Zhao Xicheng was too uneasy, and Han Wuyu might be the flashpoint, but the most important thing was that the two of them were too selfish.Without devotion to one's own love and the emotion of one party's pursuit of self, what kind of future should be talked about, and I never thought about it at all.

Breaking up is just to let each other see each other more clearly, as if he wanted to have Zhao Xicheng's emotional investment, but Zhao Xicheng longed to talk about a simple and deep love like Hanwuyu, and this kind of love is just a touch of water with himself , the complete opposite of love.

He walked towards the editing room, and when he was preparing to broadcast in Hanwu, he received a call from his colleague in the hospital. After listening to it, his hands trembled violently, and he ran to the studio and stood in front of Zhao Xicheng.

"Pinwei...the life-threatening notice...has been sent..."

I really changed, but missed the waiting of Xicheng, just like Xicheng changed, but missed the waiting of Hanwu language.

He watched Zhao Xicheng get up, walked faster and faster, walked towards the secret door leading to the next door, followed his footsteps, looked at the anchor platform, Zhao Xicheng squatted on one knee in front of Han Wuyu, holding his hand, and followed him Speaking of this matter, Zhao Xicheng didn't leave until the camera assistant called the countdown, and walked towards him.

"Ningxia."

"Um."

"I must beat up that bastard Zhang Pinwei severely."

Bai Ningxia's eyes were red because of Zhang Pinwei and herself.

Love may not be someone who replaces someone, but it is possible that in an accident, someone's fulfillment, the word "replacement" has been achieved, just like the four of them.

He wiped his face with his sleeve, swallowed a sob, and walked back to the editing room.

"Hit it hard." Through the headset.

This is his fulfillment.

***

Han Wuyu opened his eyes and turned off the alarm on his mobile phone. He was still lying on the bed. He looked at the pillow beside the bed, reached out to touch it, buried his head in his own pillow, and hugged the pillow beside him.I am used to eating and chatting together after get off work, and pushing Zhang Pinwei at the door to let him go home to rest, but every time I think he is cheating and staying in my small room, I live in it for a week after a week, and now the whole house is filled with In pairs.

He propped up his tired body and shuffled into the bathroom to freshen up. There was no noise of scrambling for the toilet, no sound of frying eggs in the kitchen, no sound of rummaging through the closet in a hurry, all he could hear was the sound of brushing his teeth and The sound of running water.

Quiet.

It's really quiet.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I seem to have forgotten how to live in the past, so quiet?

He walked back to the bedroom, changed into his shirt, and touched a tie that didn't belong to him before he tied it.He felt like the hero of a mystery novel with amnesia. After waking up, he found himself in a strange but familiar room. Everything told him that he had forgotten the self who lived alone.

When the cell phone rang, he walked past Zhang Pinwei's randomly placed camera bag on the ground, took the cell phone, and squatted down to straighten the bag.

"Hello, brother."

He went back to the closet, pulled out the tie that didn't belong to him, and tied it.

"Hmm... not awake yet, but I don't need to wear a respirator."

He held his mobile phone on his shoulder, picked up his socks in one hand, and found that he was wearing one blue and one black indoor slippers while putting on the socks.

Wrong again.

"Thank you, brother." Stopping, he heard his second brother say that this is the first time he asked his family to help, and told himself not to be too aggressive, he smiled: "Second brother, I am a man , you know?" After speaking, he felt that his tone was a bit more Zhang Pinwei style, chuckled again, and ended the call after saying a few words.

He carried his briefcase and walked out the door. After leaving the building, he walked in the direction of the hospital, intending to take a look at Zhang Pinwei before going to work.Zhang Pinwei stopped breathing for a while, but after first aid, he fell into a coma. After taking off the respirator last week, the Zhang family thoughtfully asked him to go home and rest.

Every day at three o'clock and one line, another No.20 day has passed. Within 21 days, due to the scandal of the female anchor at noon, Hanwu language replaced the position of the noon broadcast the next day. Such a replacement made him feel scared.In case, if, just very likely, Pinwei has something, then his position will also be replaced.

Han Wuyu walked into the hospital filled with disinfectant, and someone pointed at him along the way. He lost his previous cringe, nodded with a smile, hurried into the elevator, pressed the 26th floor, and walked to the independent ward.

"Anchor, you're here." It was Lin Fangmin, the head nurse at the nursing station, and the little nurse at the side gave him an extra look, but her eyes were ambiguous.

Han Wuyu greeted him softly, and smiled shyly: "How are you doing?"

"It's the same. But today he looks better." Lin Fangmin didn't know if he was speaking the truth or to be polite, but he had a kind face.

Han Wuyu said thank you, turned around and walked to the ward, but was pulled by Lin Fangmin.

"Well, anchor, this question is a bit gossip, you don't have to answer it."

Han Wuyu nodded: "Please speak."

Lin Fangmin glanced at the little nurse behind, then turned around and asked softly, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Han Wuyu was taken aback and shook his head.

Lin Fangmin quickly embraced his little nurse: "How is she!"

The little nurse blushed and showed her name tag, telling him that her name was Zhang Haiying.

For a moment, Han Wuyu felt that he had lost a lot.At this time, Zhang Pinwei was still in a coma, he really should let him feel jealous.Then he felt helpless to himself who would think this way. During the 21 days of loneliness, missing, missing, and being lonely made him become more like Zhang Pinwei.

"Sorry, I'm getting married soon."

He shyly took out the wedding ring box, thanked the little nurse, and walked to the ward.

Getting married soon.

Really.

As long as he wakes up.