My language is the anchor

Han Wuyu walked into the ward and saw the sleeping figure on the bed covered with a quilt. He walked towards Zhang Pinwei with light steps. He lowered his head and kissed his forehead, then touched his chin with his fingers. Short stubble.He found a razor and shaving foam, sat on the edge of the bed, and straightened his face.

He carefully followed the ridgeline of his thin chin, gently applied the shaving foam, and gently drew the razor along his chin. Remembering that there was no hot towel, he hurried to the toilet again, Wrung out a hot towel, walked back to the bed, and put it on him.

"I brought a camera bag today."

He picked up the towel, folded it back, and wiped his face.

"He also brought a clichéd ring." He chuckled lightly.

He put the towel on his hand, reached out to touch Zhang Pinwei's hand, and touched his knuckles with his fingers.

"However, I'm still hesitating."

He sideways took out the ring box from the briefcase and opened it with one hand.

"I always think we should wait until after you wake up."

He put the box on the quilt.

"For the sake of your breathing hard, I told Zhang's father and Zhang's mother about the marriage, and I also talked to grandpa and the others."

He lay on the edge of the bed, looking at his side face.

"Now, whether you promise or not, you can't go back on your word."

He laughed again, clasping his hands with both hands, resting his forehead on the back of his hands, feeling the slightest warmth.

"Are you his man?"

Han Wuyu was startled by a strange but familiar voice, and looked up to see a man who looked a lot like Zhang Pinwei.

"Let me ask you, are you his man?" Stretched, he casually pulled a chair and sat on the side.

Han Wuyu nodded: "Yes. You are... Zhang Pinxiang?"

Zhang Pinxiang nodded and yawned. He was still wearing a shirt and his tie was half hanging.

"He told you?" Turning around, he took his tablet and looked at the information on his work.

Han Wuyu glanced at the tablet: "I said, I work in the electronics industry, sorry, I'm too noisy." Pointing at his tablet.

The person in front of him seemed to be working while taking care of Pinwei, and he must have been busy until midnight last night, until he was just woken up by himself.

Zhang Pinxiang didn't look up: "No, I should wake up. Are you the anchor?"

"Yes."

Zhang Pinxiang raised his eyebrows, but still didn't raise his head: "Can the host afford such a ward?"

"I just met the director of the hospital."

Zhang Pinxiang glanced at him, this hospital is a famous big hospital, do you know the director?

"What is your family doing?" He lowered his head again.

Han Wuyu looked at him still working, and then glanced at the company name on his work information.

"...It's a seller of electrical appliances." He said with a guilty conscience.

Zhang Pinxiang was stunned, the electrical appliance seller knew the director of the hospital?

Han Wuyu glanced at the time: "Are you there this afternoon?"

Zhang Pinxiang hummed: "I'll be here this week, but I hope this guy can wake up this week." Tut.

Han Wuyu laughed out loud, remembering what Pinwei said, saying that he was at odds with his arrogant younger brother, but his arrogant younger brother was willing to spend a week taking care of him.

"I'll come with my second brother tonight, I hope you're still in the hospital, okay?"

Zhang Pinxiang said coldly again, glanced at him, saw Han Wuyu nodded, put away the ring on the quilt, put it in the camera bag, and walked out of the ward.He put down the tablet, looked at Zhang Pinwei's clean face, remembered the Han Wuyu talking to himself just now, and clicked his tongue irritably.

"Hey. You know I hate gays."

He kicked the bed randomly.

"If you don't get up again, I will scold him."

He looked at his brother, cursed again, got up and took two steps irritably, and the Han Wu phrase "For the sake of your breathing" echoed in his mind.

"Damn it. Do something other than breathing!"

He used to feel ashamed to have a gay brother, and the two brothers often fought over it. This time he came to the hospital to take care of Zhang Pinwei, and he was mentally prepared to meet what his parents called Pinwei a good man.

He doesn't want to know how good Hanwu is at all, and do his shit.

"I'm serious, if you go back to sleep, I will scold his second brother together at night! You can scold him... scold him to leave you!"

He sat back on the chair, took the tablet, and forced himself to bow his head to work, but after less than 2 minutes, he whispered.

"Hey, Zhang Pinwei...I'm talking nonsense."

He put down the tablet again, looked at Zhang Pinwei who was still sleeping, and looked up at the ceiling.

For your sake trying to breathe.

In the end, what kind of mood did you say this sentence.

Listen, it makes people sad.

***

In this society, good people are bullied, rats are afraid of bad people, Han Wuyu is a good person, so they are bullied, but Zhang Pinwei taught him, Zhao Xicheng trained him, so after he put on a serious face and insisted on his own position, rats Touched his nose and left.

"how?"

"Uncle." Han Wuyu exhaled, and sat on the side table in the conference room: "Lin Zhi gave the wrong news catalog."

He gave the wrong news directory, and contacted the assistant in Hanwu language to remind him, but it was regarded as deliberately making things difficult, thinking that he was the third fire in the new office, relying on the title of anchor, to show his professionalism in front of them.

"How do you handle it?"

"I'll let him do his business. Don't make small moves if I'm upset."

Zhao Xicheng said with a puff, "It's getting more and more manly."

Han Wuyu lowered his head and laughed, "I think so too."

man is not bad.

Just feel lonely, feel lonely.

There was a contradiction in his heart again, a kind of fragile contradiction, a kind of contradiction that just wanted to nest by his side and feel like a woman, and a kind of contradiction that didn't want to be too manly.Recently, such contradictions have made him unable to sleep at night, missing his arms while tossing and turning, wanting to lean on him and be held tightly by him, and even imagine himself feeling the heat of his desire.

He is a man, but he feels that he needs another man's arms, warmth and heat.

This contradiction of being like a woman and struggling to be a man makes him uneasy.

"...The respirator is pulled out, and he is still awake."

Zhao Xicheng put his arms around his shoulders and patted him: "You know he almost died in the desert?"

Han Wuyu nodded.

Zhao Xicheng put his hands down and put his hands on the side table: "That kid had a falling out with his family at that time, and the emergency contact person wrote me. When I received the call, I was really, f*cking scared."

It was the first time I heard this passage in Han Wuyu: "I didn't expect that. The two of you are so ambiguous."

Zhao Xicheng almost laughed: "Your tone is a copy of Pinwei."

Han Wuyu bowed his head and still smiled lightly, rubbing the backs of his hands with his thumbs clasped together.

He, really miss him.

Zhao Xicheng continued, saying that he went to a place called Mount Dale in Australia, met a group of locals who could only speak Maori, and found Zhang Pinwei in a mud hut in a desolate desert after gesticulating for a long time.

"He is really a lunatic, ask him why he works so hard."

Han Wuyu said with a smile: "Value...the value of existence..."

Zhao Xicheng followed with a smile: "Yes. No wonder you are together."

Han Wuyu was taken aback for a moment, and hummed.

Without Zhang Pinwei, the value of his own existence seemed to drop to zero in an instant. The conflicts and struggles like a woman in the past were worthwhile in his arms, because they liked each other's dependence and enthusiasm, because Zhang Pinwei would tell himself, He never considered himself a woman.

"I should go see him."

Suddenly, I wanted to see Zhang Pinwei very much.

"Wake up, tell him to call me immediately."

"Uncle, you two are really ambiguous." After Han Wuyu finished speaking, he waved his hands rashly and walked towards his office.

Before, he'd wished he wasn't gay, physically but honestly unable to have any desire for a woman.After the emotion he understood, when he met Zhang Pinwei, in his arms, in the warmth of embracing him, he realized that he was playing a man like a woman in front of him. Although there were struggles and contradictions, in his In his arms, there are all valuable existences.

***

When he opened his eyes, it was all white. He turned his head and rolled his eyes angrily.

"Pig..." As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was hoarse.

The first person Zhang Pinwei saw when he opened his eyes was not Han Wuyu, nor his parents, but his brother, Zhang Pinxiang, who didn't get along with him.His throat was dry, and he was tired except for being tired. He wanted to reach out to wake up his younger brother who was sleeping deader than himself, but he had no strength.

"Pig... get up..." With a dry voice, he forced out a few more words.

Zhang Pinxiang was startled, seeing him wake up, he didn't care about what he needed, let alone ring the medical bell, and ignored him, picked up his phone, and pressed the call button.

"Hey, my brother is awake."

"...give me water, pig..."

Zhang Pinxiang rolled up his shirt cuffs, helped him up, put a pillow behind him, and poured a glass of water.

"You're a pig! You've been fucking asleep for almost a month." After feeding two sips of water, he rang the medical bell.

Zhang Pinwei looked around, as if he was looking for something.

Zhang Pinxiang muttered: "Looking for the Korean anchor?"

Zhang Pinwei looked at his younger brother, the younger brother who kept scolding him for being gay.

"You...you didn't bully him...?" He gave him a weak look.

Zhang Pinxiang clicked his tongue: "If you don't get up again, I will definitely bully him." Looking at his brother, he said a few words about his injuries, saying that he had slept for 24 or [-] days, with two broken ribs and a broken bone in his right leg. I also said that my parents have read Hanwu language, ignored my brother's reaction and said, "I asked him as soon as I met, what does your family do."

Zhang Pinwei said: "Damn, you uneducated guy."

"He said his house sells electrical appliances."

Zhang Pinwei gave him a blank look, not surprised.

Just like he said that his father bought the house, but he didn't make it clear that the whole building belonged to him.

He chuckled, and suddenly felt that he hadn't seen Han Wuyu for a long time.

Zhang Pinxiang touched his chin, the same action as Zhang Pinwei, and leaned towards his brother excitedly: "You are a real dick. His second brother also came to visit you that night, damn it! He is the vice president of our company! "

"Get out! You snob!" The voice was still hoarse.

"Get out later, the doctor is here, you need to do an examination first." Zhang Pinxiang picked up his mobile phone, went out and dialed his parents, and looked back at his brother: "Hi! I think the anchor Han is not bad, but unfortunately, you, It’s still disgusting gay, sex, and love!” After speaking, he vomited disgustingly, and walked out of the ward with a smile.

Zhang Pinwei really wanted to throw his pillow and kick him, but he couldn't move.

He followed the doctor to do the examination and answer simple questions. He knew that he had been in a car accident. At the moment when the car overturned, there was a series of marquees in front of him, playing scenes of his life one after another, and finally stopped at the Hanwu language nestled in his arms. The appearance of sleeping.For a moment, I was glad that Han Wuyu didn't ride in the same car with him, but for a moment, I was afraid that I would never see him again.

"The plan is messed up..."

Originally, he seemed to be traveling with Han Wuyu after the Spring Festival, then tricked him into getting lost, then abducted him back to his hometown, then took him to meet his parents, and then...

He frowned, raised his head struggling to find his bag and clothes, raised his head again, and hissed in pain.

"What are you looking for?" Zhang Pinxiang wandered into the ward.

He raised the head of the bed and put a pillow behind him. Hearing him talk about looking for his camera bag, he went to the closet to rummage.

"Anchor Han just brought it yesterday." He also said that the camera bag was stained with blood. Han Wuyu said that he took it back and washed it before bringing it: "He said that you are awake, so you should be able to find the camera."

"He...he didn't say anything?"

"He said the camera is your life and your son."

"Any more?"

"He said you woke up and asked me to contact him."

Zhang Pinwei really wanted to beat him up, every sentence missed the point: "Forget it, give me your bag."

He wanted to get up and look for the bag, but because of his weakness, he became dizzy for a while.

Zhang Pinxiang unzipped the zipper for him, and opened layer by layer: "What are you looking for?"

Zhang Pinwei leaned back on the pillow, panting slightly due to the dizziness, stretched out trembling hands to touch the bottom of the bag, opened the secret bag, touched it, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Still..."

Zhang Pinxiang sat on the side, but looked at his brother with a smile.

"Yeah. You're still here." He suddenly had a sour nose and hot eyes.

Zhang Pinwei was taken aback, and looked at him: "I'm seriously injured?"

Zhang Pinxiang hummed: "I stopped breathing for a while."

Zhang Pinwei looked at the ceiling, he didn't know that he had died before.

"I really hate gays, you know."

Zhang Pinwei gave him a blank look, and didn't want to pay attention to his arrogance.

"However, anchor Han is special."

Zhang Pinwei looked at him: "Is it because of his second brother?"

Zhang Pinxiang smiled: "That's the same."

Zhang Pinwei smiled angrily.

Zhang Pinxiang poured a glass of warm water to feed him: "He said a word."

Zhang Pinwei hummed, he really didn't understand how his younger brother was an electronic upstart, he couldn't get the point out of his words, and he was still a supervisor in the company.

Zhang Pinxiang added: "I was very sad to hear that."

Zhang Pinwei understood that his younger brother was playing tricks on him: "What did you say?"

Holding the cup, Zhang Pinxiang looked at his elder brother: "It's because you're still struggling to breathe, or something." Then he said: "You gay haven't thought about it. Someone actually cried with joy because of your existence."

"Fuck you. You can't even speak clearly."

Zhang Pinxiang wanted to say something more, to argue with him, but saw that his eyes were red, his eyes had a touch of emotion, and he calmed down.

Several years ago, when Zhang Pinwei came out, he really felt ashamed and scolded him to die. In the end, he really almost died in the desert, but he only found out after his documentary was released.He didn't really want him to die, but he denied his existence and his own value.

Until he heard Han Wuyu say the phrase "because you are still breathing hard", he suddenly realized that Zhang Pinwei's existence has value, and that value is given by Han Wuyu.

"Hey."

"what?"

"What shall I call him?"

Zhang Pinwei was taken aback for a moment, then looked at Zhang Pinxiang with a pop, and laughed again.

Zhang Pinxiang pursed his lips and smiled lightly.

This time, he won't tell him to die again, and for the sake of waking up, he's willing to forgive him for being gay.