The happy rice bug of rebirth

I feel that my whole life is a tragedy. Unlucky things happen all the time, and they are always small things. I don’t know if I am really unlucky or just lack of understanding.

On a rainy day, standing on the side of the road, the person who has been baptized by the speeding rain is me.He walked well, but somehow got sprayed by the slobbering people upstairs.Received a love letter, but was told that it was accidentally sent to the wrong person, on the wrong floor... All of these things would happen to me inexplicably, and my life would not be endangered, but it was always very unlucky.

Allah, what did I do wrong - why is it always me who is the unlucky one!

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It’s so uncomfortable, how can I be so stupid, with a heart that wants to make money, I foolishly put money into an unknown scam on the Internet that earns 25 per order by doing tasks. I wasted more than 1 yuan, I am so stupid, I am so stupid, I have no money myself, and I still owe money to others, why can I be such an idiot, thinking that as long as it is a part-time job introduced by a college student website, it is real , What should I do, how should I pay back the money to others, how should I continue my life in the future, I am a college student, so naive, I don’t know what to do, even if I go to the police, this is irreversible, maybe everyone will laugh at me because of this incident For a lifetime, but the money has not been returned.

In a daze, when I woke up in the morning, I was still happy to think that I could make money, but I didn’t expect that everything it said was a scam, my head was so dizzy, I haven’t eaten since the morning, and I’ve been worrying about waiting for money at noon, it’s already afternoon , but I really have no appetite, what should I do, why am I doing wrong things all the time,

I remember when I was young, I always made mistakes because of some small things, which blocked my smooth process, why am I always so unlucky.

I have been bullied by others since I was a child, but I was too timid to fight back. In order to get colleagues or partners, I always wronged myself and did not follow my heart to accomplish what I wanted to do.When I was young, I fell in love with the piano when I went to the specialty class, but because my mother’s goal was dancing, I was timid and dared not express my opinions. Not only did the dance have no talent and interest, and the level was mediocre, but I also missed the piano after all. study.When I was in elementary school, I liked painting very much, but because my grandma stopped me, saying that painting has no future, and most of the people who paint are poor, but I dare not fight. After all, the hobby of painting has slowed down over time. Playing it slowly will become an eternal regret in my heart.

At the end of the college entrance examination, I managed to pass all the scores that I had never taken before. Everyone was happy for me, but for the sake of conservatism, we conservatively filled in a school that I could definitely get into with my scores in the past years, but I didn’t. Thinking of the good luck that school had in that year, a lot of kids with high scores filled it out, so I was sure that it was definitely a slippery gear, and I went to a school that could go to a school based on my previous scores. , and the conditions of this school are still very bad, and it is far away from my home, even though I still go to school.

Unexpectedly, I was still very unlucky when I came to school. In the first year, the school asked us to take the English test CET-[-]. I took the test like everyone else. I didn’t expect to see it on the day when the results were released. I was only one point short. I really feel good Tragedy, well, I took the test again, thinking that maybe I didn't work hard enough, but I didn't expect that I was worse than the last time.

Now it's like this again, wasting the money my parents gave me and saving for a long time, and I still owe others a lot of money.

And I could only call my dad with tears in my eyes and tell him that I was really cheated and what greeted me.

"Hey!" "Dad, I was really cheated." Woohoo, "What should I do, why am I so stupid!"

"Let me just say, I felt something was wrong when you asked me to send money to you today, but you still insisted on it!" "But what should I do? I really have no money, and I still owe money to others!" Woooo woo woo...

"It's okay, it's okay, just take it as a lesson for you, be careful outside alone, especially the southerners, they are all good businessmen, how can you trust people so naively, okay, this matter Let's go like this, I'll send you the money again!" "But, I'm sorry, Dad!" Woohoo, "I'm so naive, should I call the police?"

"You are very naive. You always believe that others are fine. It's okay. Don't call the police. It's not good for you, and it won't solve the problem. Well, let's just pretend that this didn't happen. Only the two of us know. You study hard, it is more important than anything else."

"Father, I'm sorry for you!" Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... , don't tell your mother, or you will definitely be scolded, and she will be so distressed!"

"Enen." Huh... "Stop crying, be good!" I'll send you the money! "Woo woo..." All right, all right, be obedient! "

Dad is always so good, but I still feel that I can't forgive myself, but I still calm down and prepare for what Dad said, but it's really uncomfortable, I feel like I can't breathe, it's so late, let's go to dinner.

I ate some food indiscriminately, but I was not full at all. I had been hungry for a day, and such a bowl of Guoqiao rice noodles could not satisfy me at all, let alone I didn't finish it.By the way, I still have to buy facial cleanser and hair shampoo, and the most important thing is to withdraw money, I have no money left.

I was walking in a hurry on the street alone, in a daze, completely without energy, I was overwhelmed by the fact that I was deceived, I lowered my head, just walked forward in a hurry, thinking in my heart why there is no medicine for regret in the world, why is there really no medicine for regret? Rebirth, if I do it again, I will definitely not be the same as now, and my life study will definitely not be as bad as it is now.

While walking, thinking about this in a daze, suddenly a dazzling light hit me, and before I could react, I saw a car rushing towards me at high speed, knocking me into the air.I didn't feel any pain, only saw my body lying in a pool of blood, the blood was extremely red, and I yelled at the corpse: "Why did this happen, what did I do wrong, let God make me so unlucky again and again, my What should parents do, they know how sad I will be when I was hit by a car, my soul flew out Could it be that I am dead, there really is a soul in the world, but I am really unwilling, I don’t want to be like this, I don’t want to My parents who escaped, I am so sorry for them, damn driver!"

I watched the crowd gather quickly, and the driver got out of the car tremblingly, smelling of alcohol, people around talked and accused the driver, soon the ambulance arrived, the doctor saw my body, shook Shaking my head and announcing my death.

I eagerly jumped to the side and shouted: "I'm not dead, I'm only 19 years old, my life shouldn't end so hastily." When I shouted eagerly, I suddenly fell into darkness and lost consciousness.

Before I lost consciousness, I heard someone say in a low voice: "Child, your life will start again. The previous you were all disturbed by the God of Decline. Now you will enter your original fate and forget this life." Don't worry about your parents in this life, everything about them will be erased, they don't have you as a daughter, the world will be returned to normal, your parents' life will be restarted, and your new life will start again hour."

I listened to the voice and thought, is this really the case, I can really let go of everything and start a new life, but before I could think about it carefully, I had completely lost consciousness.

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