The happy rice bug of rebirth

It’s so comfortable. I haven’t had a good rest since I took that deceitful part-time job yesterday. I worry about it every day. At first I thought it was real, but I didn’t have so much money. I needed to find a way to borrow money, but it was hard to do It's over, waiting for the money to be returned to me, my heart is still uneasy.After knowing that I had been cheated, I felt guilty and couldn't sleep peacefully. Day after day and night after day, I was in a state of confusion. My mood was like a roller coaster, with ups and downs and restlessness.

This sleep was really sound, I felt as if I had strength again, I felt warm in my heart, and the pain seemed to be gone.Well, it's so warm and comfortable here, I smiled, feeling an inexplicable joy and relief.I slowly opened my eyes and looked around. Why is it so dark, did you turn on the light?So strange, what is this place?Why does it feel weird, I don't seem to be able to feel my own existence, but I feel that I exist and is real, what's going on?

I was full of doubts when I heard a woman with a pleasant voice say, "The baby is moving, our baby is very lively!" Another man with a substandard Mandarin voice full of magnetism said, "Really , let me touch it. Hey, but why can't I feel it, baby, come and say hello to daddy. Baby, be good!"

I feel so strange, why I can only hear them talking, but can't see them, what baby?What dad?My parents don't seem to call me that!Baby, for them, it seems that this name is too nasty!

Where am I? !Trying to think back, oh, I remembered, I seemed to be in a car accident, I seemed to be dead, there seemed to be a person, isn’t it God? !Tell me, I want to start over, everything before me will be erased, my parents will no longer have me, and they don't know my existence, I don't belong there, everything is wrong, thinking of this, my heart hurts, I am reluctant, although I have been unlucky for so many years, but this is my life, and I am used to it, suddenly told me that I was a mistake and would erase everything about me, I am really not used to it, so it can be like this .I can't bear to part with my parents, they love me so much, and I love them so much, I don't want them.

The man who spoke before was still persevering: "Baby, Daddy loves you, please respond to me!" The woman said again: "It depends on the timing, maybe the baby turned over to sleep just now, he may next time I will answer you!"

I suddenly realized, am I in the womb, am I a baby, am I reincarnated so soon, and my memory has not been erased.No, I'd rather forget that the vivid memories of the past are reminding me of the love I didn't have for my previous parents, oh, the previous parents, they don't belong to me anymore, I feel sour and dumbfounded, Think back to the days and nights you spent with them.

That man was so noisy, he kept talking, and he spoke Chinese with his strange accent. I thought angrily, if you can’t speak Chinese, why don’t you say it? No, I really like the voice of my old father with a northern accent.

The man also said: "Could it be because I was too busy a while ago and didn't have time to cultivate a relationship with the baby. I guess that's the case. I even specially spoke Chinese today to get close to the baby. Does the baby think that I said Doesn’t sound good? Dear, why don’t you talk to your baby in Japanese next time, after all, I’m Japanese, and the main body of our family is also in Japan. My dear, you don’t think I’m busy some time ago, but you are angry and deliberately use Chinese bully me, so the baby will ignore me, people are so sad!"

Listening to this man's unproficient Chinese words, I suddenly felt warm in my dim sum, and I was a little moved.I can imagine his expectant look and his unhappy look after not getting a response.

At this time, I heard the woman laugh, and she went on to say, "Okay, if you act like a baby, the baby will think you are unreliable and will not rely on you in the future!" The man coughed pretending to be calm, and said in a serious voice : "Honey, let's touch it together, maybe the baby will respond because of your face!" But the final ending is still coquettish!The woman smiled and said helplessly, "Okay, I'll be with you."

This mother's voice is very nice, very gentle and warm, but I still miss my previous mother very much, this mother is still too strange to me.I think of my mother's careful care for me before, so meticulous, so loving me.Thinking that they won’t remember me anymore, everything before me will be erased, I’m really sad, think about it, after I’m born, even if they find us in the same space, they probably won’t know who I am Bar.

I thought, I can’t help being sad, but I also thought that it seems unfair to my current parents. Listening to their conversations, I feel that they expect so much from me, love me so much, and I will hurt them if I reject them like this. My new parents, I can't, I can't do this, I didn't treat my previous parents well, I didn't make them happy every day, and I was proud of me, but now, my bad luck seems to be gone, so I should Taking a chance, I can't let the pain of the past affect my life.

Listening to their conversation, I feel that their relationship is very good, men act like a baby with women like this!Alas, this man is Japanese!It seems that even my world has changed this time. Fortunately, I learned Japanese to watch anime before. It seems that I have a good language foundation! !At this time, I couldn't help but also laughed, alas, I laughed, this is the first time I have laughed since that incident, could it be that I was moved by their deep love?Or do I really find them interesting?In short, I seem to really like them a little bit, and there is still a little sweetness in my heart, what a strange feeling!Did I just decide to let go of the past and start a new life?That's right, whether it's the previous parents or the current one, I think they must want me to be happy and not sad every day. I really should cheer up.

The man still said in non-standard Chinese: "Okay, my wife, I have one day to accompany you today, let's start today's happy prenatal education practice." The woman said: "Husband, Ichiro and Erlang are going to be on vacation soon. Let them take it together, they are all looking forward to having a younger sister, and I miss them so much, it's all because you insist on having a honeymoon life with me, so I can't see my son, and you are very busy, isn't it? I am at home!"

Ichiro, Erlang?son?Do I still have two older brothers?Under family planning, I was the only child, and having a brother was my long-cherished wish. Before, even without family planning, I couldn’t have had a brother. Now it’s all right. There seem to be two more. It feels real. Very good.And I feel the relationship between parents is really good!Mom and Dad!I accepted them so quickly?I was a little contradictory, I felt a little sorry for my previous parents, after thinking about it, I really shouldn't be depressed anymore, I should cherish the new life, every parent should not let them down, not to mention they seem to really love me Woolen cloth!

Afterwards, my parents said they wanted me to adapt to their respective mother tongues. My father read Japanese, and my mother read Chinese, each with a sentence, and read children's enlightenment books.I was immersed in the sound of reading. It turned out that my father's voice was not really that unpleasant, and very magnetic. My heart was very peaceful, and I slowly fell asleep.In my sleep, I seem to hear the voice from before saying to me again: "My child, remember to cherish the present!"

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