never far away

There were too many people, no matter how fast they ran, they could not catch up with that familiar figure.Lin An stood at the intersection, looking around in a daze, wondering where Lin Wei went.He took out his mobile phone and wanted to make a call, only to find that the mobile phone had long been out of battery and automatically shut down.He didn't know where Lin Wei's home was, so he could only search street by street, and came to the school gate in a daze.

The gate of the school was deserted, there were not many people, and the shop where we used to eat supper together was not open. He stopped to look for a while, and a gust of cold wind blew him up from his confusion.Walking towards home with heavy steps, the deserted street and the dim street lights all showed that he was alone.

He felt like a dream just now, Lin Wei was a fake, he didn't come to buy roses, he didn't smile at him, and he didn't leave him and turn away.He couldn't believe it, why did Lin Wei leave him behind?

It must have been a dream.

It wasn't a long road, and he walked for a long time in a daze to get there. He went upstairs with his head down, and habitually took out the key from his pocket to open the door. When he stood at the door, he realized that there was a shadow beside him, and a tall man was standing there. .After shaking his fingers, Lin An raised his head, and a large bouquet of fiery roses approached him. The owner who held it had a familiar smile on his face, and his tone was gentle and intoxicating, "Why did you come back so late?"

Lin An bit her lip, the grievances and longings of the past half a month welled up in her heart, and tears fell down uncontrollably.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, and my hands are cold. You have to be responsible for warming me up." The embrace and the rose leaned towards Lin An together, warm and fragrant. After waiting for too long, he bit his lip hard , I believe this is not a dream. "Why didn't you call me?" The voice was hoarse, full of grievances.

Lin Wei tightened his arms a little according to his will, "It's my fault." He tried his best to adjust his emotions, and blew softly into Lin An's ear, "We haven't seen each other for so long, are you sure you want to continue wasting here time?"

Lin An blushed and took the key to open the door.The room was a bit messy, and there were some wrapping papers on the sofa that were too late to put away. He quickly cleaned them up, found a big plastic bottle, filled it half-filled with water, and put flowers in it.He looked at these flowers all day today, but felt that none of them were as delicate and beautiful as they are now. "This is the first time I have received flowers, Ah Wei, thank you."

"Aren't you mad at me?"

"I've never been angry with you. You must have your reasons for doing this, and I can understand it."

Lin Wei sat on the sofa staring at him, and beckoned, "Come here." He hugged him on his lap, kissed his lips in the most intimate position, and soothed his delicate skin.

My heart, which had been suffering for more than half a month, calmed down at this moment, boundless joy gushed out unstoppably, hatred was suppressed, morality was suppressed, and only the willingness to be close to this person remained.

Grinding those seductive lips repeatedly is not enough, hugging this person, watching this person's fascination with me, the hole in my heart can't be filled all the time.Wanting revenge, but also wanting to love, all the troubles can't be solved, the crazy factor is stimulated, and the actions become rough.

Lin An's whole body was convulsed by what he did, and the small hole behind his back was biting tightly on the giant that repeatedly invaded. He could no longer control his volume comfortably, and became fascinated.Lin Wei paused and wiped the sweat from the forehead of the person in his arms, "Why are you so coquettish? Are you going to wake up the old lady next door?"

Lin An quickly shook his head, unable to take it anymore, he grabbed his neck and begged, "Awei, give it to me...I really want to..."

This night, she gave up the previous shame and restraint, and became frank and slutty. The two of them did it once on the sofa and once on the bed, without condoms. After the second ejaculation, Lin Wei looked at the dyed Baiye's acupoint/mouth, and said in a daze, "If it is a woman, she will be pregnant after being ejaculated so many times by me?"

Lin An blushed and backed away, Lin Wei didn't let him go, inserted her finger in, slowly stirred the thick white semen, hooked the corners of her mouth, and said in a low voice, "If you can get pregnant, it must be a strange baby. baby?"

The four words "Brother Luan/Lun" flashed in his mind, tightening the string in his heart, and evoked a deeper desire.He pressed the hard and hot giant against the petite hole/mouth, looked at Lin An, "Do you still want me?"

Lin An hooked his neck without hesitation, and kissed his lips, "A Wei, I want it."

Lin Wei twitched and wreaked havoc in his body, and couldn't help but wonder if Lin An did this because of love for herself, or because of her nature?He decided to completely control this person in the past six months, see him clearly, and then tell him the truth and discard him severely.

After he was full, Lin An hugged Lin Wei's waist and acted like a baby, unwilling to take a bath so quickly, Lin Wei pinched his nose, "It's all full, wait until it's all over the dirty sheets."

"It's all there anyway." Lin An grasped his fingers tightly, and suddenly sighed, "I miss you so much."

Lin Wei's heart jumped uncontrollably, and his face froze.After adjusting for a while, he was able to ask without any abnormality, "What do you think of me?"

"I think about it when I'm eating, I think about it when I'm working, and I think about it even more when I'm sleeping. I was so anxious that I couldn't get through to your phone number, so I contacted Zhao Office, but I couldn't make out what he was saying. If I called later, no one answered. "Lin An's tone was soft, without the slightest bit of anger, he was just stating the facts.

Lin Wei squeezed the flesh on his waist, "No wonder I lost so much weight." He kissed his forehead, "I'm sorry, I have a reason, the tour group I reported was going to a remote place, there was no signal, so there was no signal. There is a way to call you." What he said was a lie, he went back to City A and found that Grandpa's illness was not serious, it was just an excuse to want him to go back, although there were many relatives, they didn't dare to bother him, when he arrived The mobile phones over there were turned off and lost far away, because they were afraid that they could not help calling Lin An.

Lin An had never been abroad, so he naturally did not doubt his words.Lin Wei did go abroad on the first day of the new year, and he went to a relatively primitive area. He took out his mobile phone and opened the photo album to show Lin An, "This is their tribe. The climate is relatively hot, and the locals don't know how to He speaks English, but is very hospitable, but the food is not used to, and the taste is weird." He explained the scenery and characters in the photos one by one, and suddenly a photo of Lin Wei standing with a girl came into view. Lin An was startled, "Huang Yuxuan?"

"You know her?" Lin Wei knew that he did, and he showed it to him on purpose.

"She is the school belle of our school, so everyone should know her." Lin An forced a smile. In the photo, the bodies of the two were very close together, their arms were touching. Both of them were smiling brightly, and the school belle was white. Tall and thin, with an out-of-the-ordinary temperament, the two stand together, as if they are a pair of lovers.

"Well, this trip was planned by her. She said it was cancelled, but in the end, she hurriedly booked a time, so we left in a hurry." There are still a bunch of photos behind, but Lin An didn't have the time to listen to Lin Wei's words carefully. He explained that from time to time, there was a double photo of Lin Wei and Huang Yuxuan in the photos, most of which were relatively intimate, which made him feel a twinge of pain in his heart.

He closed his eyes, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

Lin Wei put down the phone, hooked the corner of her mouth, and said in a gentle tone, "Take a shower and then go to bed, okay?"

"Hmm...Okay." Lin An actually has a limit for acting like a baby. He doesn't want to annoy Lin Wei by doing too much, so he endured the discomfort and went to take a shower first. The sulking anger just now dissipated.Lin Wei also went to take a bath, and after he finished, Lin An had already fallen asleep, hugging the rabbit on his side, sleeping very sweetly.

Lin Wei stared at his face for a long time before turning off the light and going to sleep with him in his arms.

The night is quiet, and it seems that all love and hate can be smoothed away, leaving only the warmth of staying together.

This time Lin Wei slept the most peacefully in more than half a month. She woke up more than an hour later than usual, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Lin An's smiling face.The two were very close, breathing could be heard, and Lin Wei could see the other's eyelashes fluttering slightly with the movements like a brush.He leaned forward and pecked his red lips, "What are you thinking?"

"I miss you." Lin An smiled sweetly, his eyes were full of joy, "I miss you, what was the second thing you said to me on the night of Chinese New Year."

"You really didn't hear it."

"Well, it was too noisy at the time." Lin An became annoyed, "I struggled for a long time, thinking about what you told me."

"What words did you think of?"

"Many, I even dreamed that you were going to break up with me that night."

Lin Wei was startled, and couldn't help reaching out to touch his cheek, the delicate touch on his fingers made him linger over and over again.Lin An laughed, "Probably not, I think now you said you missed me."

"Hmm." Lin Wei didn't deny it, there was no way to deny it, "I miss you very much." He took him into his arms, preventing him from seeing his emotions clearly.

During the period before the start of school, the two met very rarely. Lin An was busy, and Lin Wei deliberately kept him cold, and also used the excuse that he was busy. He also controlled the time of talking on the phone within a few minutes and ended it in a hurry. This made Lin An An was panicked and worried about gains and losses. He couldn't figure out the reason, so he could only find the reason from himself. He felt that he was too clingy and kept pestering Lin Wei. Maybe one day Lin Wei would not be able to bear to break up with him.

After coming to this conclusion, he became more cautious in his life. As long as Lin Wei didn't make appointments in his free time, he would devote himself to working part-time. He usually didn't dare to take the initiative to call Lin Wei. If he really missed him, he would send a text message to ask first. Is the other party free?

After school started, he breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that the two of them would finally spend more time together and in contact, and couldn't help but secretly rejoice.But things didn't go as smoothly as he imagined. Lin Wei seemed to be busier, and he could see that he was busy organizing school activities, club activities, reading books and looking up information to make designs.There are always a lot of people around him, Lin An tried hard several times, but couldn't get into his circle, so he could only watch helplessly from the outside.

Only then did he realize that he was able to get so close to Lin Wei last year because of his indulgence, not because of his own efforts.He couldn't figure out why it suddenly became like this. The occasional time spent with Lin Wei was basically sex/love. Lin Wei was very excited, and he did it on the sofa in the kitchen, bathroom, and once in the middle of the night, he even carried him to the balcony to have sex. , He was so nervous that he was scared to death.He would not reject Lin Wei, but cherished every time he had contact with each other, even if Lin Wei pulled him to kiss him in the corner of the teaching building for the first time, he did not resist at all, and he was willing to do so.

The thing that made him painful was that now Lin Wei often had the figure of Huang Yuxuan, the school belle, and the two were together too often. There were posts on the school forum gossiping about their relationship, and all kinds of evidence of being together was produced.Lin Wei and Huang Yuxuan didn't deny this, as always, they should get along with each other, and they didn't avoid suspicion.

Lin An wanted to ask Lin Wei about this several times, but he didn't have the courage to send a text message or make a call when he picked up the phone.

In what position?

There is no evidence that he actually cheated, and are they really dating?Would he really regard the contact of two men as a relationship?Lin An kept thinking about this over and over again, unable to eat or sleep well, one day he couldn't help mentioning Huang Yuxuan, and said, "Ah Wei, you and her... have a really good relationship?"

"Well, it's not bad, but the rumors are false, we are innocent, and there is nothing else." Lin Wei seemed to be playing with his mobile phone unintentionally, and Lin An realized that his mobile phone had been replaced with the latest model.

"Xuanxuan sent it because I did her a favor last time." Lin Wei explained the origin of the phone to him, and laughed again, "Her family background is quite good, and she took us to her villa last time. It was luxurious and we had a great time.”

"Yes...that's it." Lin An was speechless, her heart sank to the bottom, she couldn't get out no matter how hard she struggled, and she couldn't help thinking about various things in her mind.

Calling nicknames and giving things are things that only very close people can do, right?

Even if he has less contact with people, the book is not for nothing after all, and he can sort out this relationship.He looked at Lin Wei's handsome face, and thought that he was in good condition in all aspects, but his family's finances were also average. If he could be with someone like Huang Yuxuan, it would definitely be of great help to his future career.

Anything is better than being with yourself.

Even though he knew this, he couldn't let go no matter what.He also hoped to tell himself that at least Lin Wei didn't mention breaking up, and Lin Wei would still hug him and laugh at him, but he was paranoid because of his low self-esteem.In reality, he can only work harder, study hard, and work hard to work part-time, hoping that he and Lin Wei can become a better match.

After that, he tried his best to ignore the rumors that Lin Wei and Huang Yuxuan were together, but almost every time he saw Lin Wei and Huang Yuxuan were together, although they were not the only two of them, but the two of them were too conspicuous in appearance, which attracted people's attention.No one else seemed to be able to break the familiar aura between the two of them.

After more than two months in this torment, Lin An found things on Lin Wei that he was increasingly unfamiliar with, such as clothes of unknown quality but very good quality, belts of a famous brand that Lin An also knew, and out of print. Sneakers... These have never appeared on Lin Wei before. Lin An couldn't help asking who bought them, but Lin Wei told him, "They were all given by Xuanxuan. I went shopping with her last time." , she bought it easily, I wanted to refuse but she refused to take it back."

Lin An felt that he had no right to criticize. After all, he didn't have the money to buy expensive things for Lin Wei, and he didn't even buy cheap ones.

Lin Wei smiled at him with a look of enjoyment, "But indeed expensive things are very comfortable to wear."

"Really?" Lin An couldn't say anything else. His pockets were too shy. Apart from the reserved tuition fees for the next year, his living expenses were not much, and he would have to pay the next quarter's rent in two months. He tried his best to save, but he couldn't save the money to buy a piece of clothing on Lin Wei's body.He raised his head and asked Lin Wei in an inviting tone, "Will you come to my house tonight?" He eagerly wanted to comfort Lin Wei with his body, as if to make up for the lack of money.

"I won't go today. I still have class tomorrow morning. Go back and be safe." Lin Wei waved to him.Lin An pushed the bicycle slowly towards the house, and the fingers holding the handlebar of the bicycle were so hard that the veins protruded.

Do you have class tomorrow morning?But last year, even if I had class in the morning, I was willing to spend the night at his house, why not now?

He couldn't resist thinking about the answer.