never far away

After Lin An went to work, Li Sifei opened Weibo and browsed the comments on Weibo that he had posted earlier.He still has a lot of fans now, and each Weibo post has hundreds of thousands of comments. The last Weibo post he posted after a fight with Lin An even exceeded [-] comments, and many girls comforted him one after another.

He was depressed for a while at that time, and spent almost all day on the Internet complaining about himself, and the content of Weibo was also low. At that time, many girls gave him advice and taught him how to win back his boyfriend.He read it carefully, summarized several items, and then implemented them one by one in order.

Facts have proved that it is indeed effective, Lin An is now much closer to him, and the two are now living under the same roof, no different from before.But after the temptation last night, he was a little uncertain again.Lin An is like the sun, always hot, but no matter how close he is, he can't get close.

He thought about it, and posted another Weibo—after probing last night, he still refused to let go, asking for more coups to save him, waiting online, it's very urgent.

Then he took a selfie of himself with sad eyes.

After posting, he started to comment. Before, he used to create an image on Weibo that he made his boyfriend angry because he was too aggressive and broke up. He didn't dare to say that he was still in the courtship stage.

The comments quickly increased one by one. Some suggested that he should become a temptation and jump directly, some suggested that he learn to be cute, and some suggested that he continue to learn to be a man/wife... He watched it for a long time, but still I feel that with Lin An's character of being soft but not hard, it is more reliable to please him more.

Since he doesn't like men, it's better for him to move closer to the characteristics of women.

After deciding on the basic route, Li Sifei's mind became active. He quickly took his wallet and went to the supermarket to buy a bunch of vegetables and fruit snacks. He planned to have a candlelight dinner, and decided to clean up. Lin An was moved when he came back and saw it.

There was a customer order that was rushed, so Lin An got off work an hour and a half later than usual. He sent a text message to Li Sifei in advance, but he didn't get a reply.It was already dark when he got home, and when he opened the door, there was no light in the room.

Could it be that Li Sifei has moved back?

Puzzled, he turned on the light, but no one was seen in the living room, but Guigui leaned over meowingly, looking very hungry.Lin An quickly opened a can to feed it, and when he walked into the room, he found Li Sifei sitting on his bed, staring blankly, with a blank expression on his face.

Lin An turned on the light in the room, Li Sifei was shaken by the light, and raised his head.Lin An asked: "What's the matter?" The next second, he saw the phone in Li Sifei's hand, and he panicked for a moment, then calmed down again.

Li Sifei stared at him, his lips were dry, his eyes were lifeless, with deep despair.He raised the phone in his hand, "Aren't you going to explain?"

He swept and mopped the floor excitedly today, cleaned the kitchen, and finally tidied up Lin An's bedroom. When he was about to remove the quilt and pillowcases and wash them off, he saw the mobile phone under the pillow.The model is very old, but the body is very new. He is a little strange because he has never seen Lin An hold this phone.Press the finger randomly, the screen lights up, and after unlocking, you can see the photos inside.

He didn't feel anything in the first photo of them being together, but when he saw Lin An kissing Lin Wei's face later, he felt something was wrong.There were also more intimate photos at the end of the flip, and he finished flipping through with shaking hands, and had to face the fact that the two brothers were once together.

Lin An took the phone over, feeling a little weird, "This is my own business, there is no need to explain it to anyone."

"Huh?" Li Sifei let out a sharp laugh, "Your business? Do you think it's fun to lie to me? Didn't you say you don't like men? What's in the photo?"

"I did not lie to you."

"Didn't you lie to me? Why didn't you deny it when I said you didn't like men? Lin An, you are really good...for so many years..."

Lin An was a little speechless, and he didn't think he was wrong in this regard. "Sifei, I said that I don't like you, I only regard you as a friend, and I can't accept being with you. It has nothing to do with what gender I like."

Li Sifei sneered, "Then why do you still treat me so well? Why do you want me to have hope in my heart? Why don't you just say that you like to have incest with your brother? Lin An, you are disgusting. My brother can also get together."

Lin An felt a little uncomfortable, and stood up straight and looked at him.

Li Sifei seemed to have finally discovered his weakness, "I said why your brother didn't like me when he saw me, it turned out to be the reason. You are really embarrassed, he is married and has children, and you still hang out with him , isn't it nice to be a mistress? Chaos/lunacy must be very exciting..." He wanted to choose vicious words to taunt the person in front of him. Seeing Lin An's face gradually turning pale, he I just feel happy.

"You still have the nerve to eat with his wife and play with his son. Does his wife know that you climbed into her husband's bed? Does his son know that the uncle he keeps calling has an affair with his father? Lin An, you are disgusting, you really Disgusting..." Li Sifei cursed indiscriminately, but his tears poured out unknowingly.His rationality seemed to have completely collapsed, and he had insisted on things for several years, thinking that there would be results, but now the truth was laid out in front of him, which broke his heart.

Lin An let him scold him, but didn't respond to a word.During this period of time, he hoped that someone would come and scold him to wake him up. Although what Li Sifei said was not true, he couldn't deny that he thought about doing it desperately.

Li Sifei couldn't continue, and covered his mouth and cried out suppressedly.Gui Gui walked in with light steps, opened his curious head, looked at this and then that, but in the end it got closer to Lin An, and rubbed against his leg as if to comfort him.

Lin An swallowed hard, and said softly, "Sifei, I'm sorry."

Li Sifei cried even more fiercely. On the Internet, he has always created the illusion that he and Lin An are a couple. In the past few years, he also regarded himself as such. Lin An's infinite tolerance seemed to give him support, so it became more and more Unscrupulous.Even if Lin An said several times that he didn't like it, he would forget it in the blink of an eye. Instead, he was extremely confident that as long as he worked harder, he would definitely be able to win Lin An's love.

After scolding him, he realized that he was not qualified to say these words at all. Lin An didn't love him, and only regarded him as a friend, and there was no need to explain to him who friends were with.

This truth made him feel broken. He looked at Lin An with tears in his eyes, and asked with a little hope: "You and him won't make it to the end, can you like me? I promise, I will treat you the best , will not do it again.”

Lin An looked at him, although he couldn't bear it, but his tone was firm, "The matter with Ah Wei happened several years ago, and now I have done nothing wrong to anyone. I still love him now, only him, and it will never change in my life. "

Li Sifei was stunned, his tears seemed to be stopped, he stood up, and walked unsteadily towards the door.Lin An grabbed his arm, "Where are you going?"

"Leave me alone... If you keep doing this, how can I give up?" Li Sifei broke away from his hand and walked outside.

Lin An sat there for half an hour, didn't eat, didn't know that he was hungry, but mechanically hugged the cat and stroked its fur over and over again.He felt that he really couldn't get close to people anymore, because what he brought to other people in the end was sadness. Although he felt that he had tried his best to avoid it, he couldn't avoid giving people pain.

After all, he was still worried about what would happen to Li Sifei if he went out like that, so he put on his coat and went out, first arrived at Li Sifei's rental house, knocked on the door for a long time but no one opened, wandered to the street again, and began to search street by street.

While searching, he dialed Li Sifei's phone number. Basically, he would be hung up after he got through, and he would hang up later, but he didn't answer.Lin An dialed every few minutes. In the middle of the night, the battery of the phone was almost dead, and there was no sign of Li Sifei.

The weather was actually still very cold, Lin An was not wearing thick clothes, and he didn't wear a scarf. The cold wind was blowing down his neck, making his hands and feet cold.He looked at his phone, the time was almost 11:30, more than three hours had passed since Li Sifei went out.He was about to make the next call when the phone rang suddenly.

The name of the caller ID note is Lin Wei.

Lin An hesitated for a moment before answering the phone. --Hello.

His eye sockets were a little hot, and he felt a little wronged in his heart. From the beginning to the end, he couldn't figure out why he was so hurtful, and he couldn't figure out why he was the one who was wrong in the end.

Lin Wei's cold voice came over, "Xiao An, where are you?"

Lin An looked around, the scenery was a little strange, "I don't know..."

"I've been in the hospital all day. A patient came to the emergency room just now. I happened to see it. It's your friend Li Sifei... You stay where you are, send me your location, and I'll pick you up."

Lin An was taken aback, "What happened to him?"

"It should be a car accident." Lin Wei took a breath, and her tone softened, "Don't worry, it will be fine."

Lin An hung up the phone and sent the location to Lin Wei, still a little confused.During the 10 minutes of waiting, he was numb as if his soul had already flown away from his hollow body, and when he saw Lin Wei, his mind came alive.

Lin Wei pushed Lin An into the car, but didn't start the car immediately, but touched his cold face, "Are you okay?"

Lin An shook his head, "How is he?"

"I just glanced at it, and then called you. I have to go to the hospital to find out the specific situation." Lin Wei looked at him with distressed eyes, and suddenly came over and kissed him on the cheek, " Don't worry, I heard from the nurse that I was hit by a motorcycle, so it shouldn't be that serious."

"Yeah." Lin An stared at him blankly, wondering why he was so close all of a sudden, his heart was trembling with nervousness.