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Lu Zhongyi woke up from "Love Trading" which was repeated over and over again.When he opened his eyes, he saw Gong Jing's smiling face.

That guy lay beside him like a pet, with the cell phone in his hand facing his ear, playing annoying songs tirelessly.

"Damn boy, I'm getting impatient, don't you need a beating?" Lu Zhongyi pretended viciously, and then pulled him over and gave him a crazy kiss.

"Zhongyi, I was wrong, really wrong." Gong Jing begged for mercy panting, the smile on his face was as bright as a freshly bloomed flower.

Lu Zhongyi looked a little crazy, he was really good-looking with a blushing face and a slight smile.

He is already 24 years old, but he always likes to wear shirts, jeans, or just the simplest sportswear, and he doesn't have very individual hair like most people in the financial circle, which is always trimmed very short Hair, looks like a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old, clean, refreshing, shining like the sun.

Pei Ji, on the other hand, tends to dress more neutrally, and likes to wear slim-fit trousers with a windbreaker and leather shoes.

He really liked Pei Ji's attire at the beginning, he just felt that he was sunny, capable and elegant.

For so many years, he has never caught anyone other than Pei Ji in his eyes.

At this moment, looking at the sunny and healthy Gong Jing, he actually thinks this style of dressing is quite good.

Gong Jing had been stared at for a long time, and asked a little unaccustomed: "What's the matter, is there something on my face?"

"No, I found out that you are also pretty."

"Of course, many people praised me for having a good skin, but you are the only one who can't see it."

"Haha, haha." Lu Zhongyi smiled embarrassedly.

Feeling the conscience, Gong Jing did not lose to Pei Ji at all, no matter in appearance or character.However, he just fell into the abyss with Pei Ji and couldn't get out, there was nothing he could do.

Eating the bread Gong Jing baked and drinking the millet porridge he simmered slowly, Lu Zhongyi couldn't remember the last time he made breakfast and did housework by himself. It seemed that after leaving Pei Ji, he Never do these trivial things again.

Because he hasn't had time to do it yet, Gong Jing has already done everything, he just needs to use it with confidence.

Gong Jing stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, and said casually: "My assistant has gone back to his hometown because of some things, do you think I should find another one..."

Gong Jing also mentioned to him about letting him be his assistant before, but he firmly refused.At the beginning, because he separated from Pei Jigang, his mood and state were extremely repulsive to contact with everything related to that person, so he found a job as a teacher and stayed away from the former world.

Gong Jing also understood very considerately. In the past year, he had changed his assistant two or three times, but he never mentioned a word to him. I don't know what happened today.

"What else?" he asked pretending to be confused.

Gong Jing understood the meaning of his words, and knew that it was a tactful refusal, so he could only say embarrassingly: "Hehe, what are you talking about, that is, I have two jobs myself, so I can save some expenses, don't you think so?" "

Hearing his answer like this, Lu Zhongyi felt a little sad in his heart. Really, he knew that the person in front of him would not force him to do anything, yet he would make such a malicious temptation.

"Respect, I actually understand your original intention of saying this, how about this, you look for it slowly, I'll be a temporary one until you find a suitable one."

"I'm going to school in the afternoon to ask for leave"

Such an answer was really unexpected, Gong Jing hesitated for a moment, just held his hand tightly and repeated "Thank you."

Lu Zhongyi didn't know how to respond to Gong Jing who reacted so strongly because of such a simple sentence, he just told himself secretly: "Lu Zhongyi, let go of the past and move forward."

Go forward, keep going forward, you will always meet good things.

It's raining again in Shanghai.The sound of rain slapping on the windows made a rustling sound, and it was extraordinarily quiet.

Opening eyes in the sound of rain early in the morning should be the most comfortable thing, but Pei Ji felt extremely lonely.Perhaps, autumn rain can really bring out some pessimistic factors in people.

Pei Ji simply got up, opened the window to make the sound of the rain louder and louder, and then lay back under the blanket in a daze.

Suddenly, I wanted to drink coffee, which was made by the man himself.

In the past, every rainy day, if the two of them had no work to do and didn't need to go out, that person would always make warm coffee for them to drink.

Finely grind the best coffee beans, put them in a French press and cook until the aroma is overflowing.Then add the creamer and just the right amount of sugar, stir slowly, and then gently serve it to him who is still lying in bed.

At this time, no matter how heavily he dozed off, he would disappear without a trace, and he would get up quickly, wash his hands, brush his teeth, and be so obedient.

Sometimes he would jokingly say after drinking coffee: "Lu Zhongyi, you are too despicable, you know that it is not easy to wake me up and it takes too much effort, so you just thought of such a way to punish me, right?"

That person would gently touch his head, and then said with a smile in his eyes: "Xiao Ji, it's not good for a boy as cute as you to be so smart, he will attract people's attention, and I will feel insecure."

He would be even more proud and said: "It's okay if you don't feel safe, and don't look at who is around you? Hmph."

That person would hug him tightly and say, "It doesn't matter who you are, the key is, the person next to you is me, and you can't escape in this life. Try it, see if you can still escape, Huh?" While speaking, she hugged him even tighter, making him unable to move away.

Thinking of these warm past events, Pei Ji smiled unconsciously, and said softly to the empty room: "Yes, I really can't escape in this life, and I never thought of Escape. I'm in a cocoon, but I am willing. So, please, let me find you quickly."

I put on my clothes, got out of bed, and found that it was a bit cold, so I turned on the heater.After washing his face, he followed that man's example and ran a cup of warm coffee for himself.

After several tosses, it was either too bitter or too sweet, neither of which was the desired taste.

Pei Ji did not intend to give up, and continued to experiment tirelessly.

He has learned almost all the things he couldn't do before.

He can use the washing machine to wash clothes, he doesn’t throw socks everywhere, the wardrobe can be sorted and organized neatly, the trash can is full and he knows how to take it out, and he can cook for himself. He can learn all these things, and he can definitely make coffee .

People are driven to a desperate situation before they want to be reborn.

He can get rid of the bad habits that he had developed because of relying on that person before, because he wants that when the two meet again, that person can see a different version of himself.

Gentle, considerate, know how to take care of others, and very obedient and obedient.Instead of being lazy, complaining, and losing my temper from time to time.

When the doorbell rang, he was a little surprised. He didn't know who would take the initiative to remember him, who was getting more and more deserted.

In the past, when that person was around, he was very capable of causing trouble, and he often couldn't control his temper and made troubles. However, there are bosom friends around him, because it is true.

Now he gets along with everyone properly, decently and politely, and seems to be on good terms with everyone, but he has built a high wall in his heart to keep everyone out.

So there are fewer and fewer friends who can speak intimately, but he is also willing.

For him, losing anyone is no longer a big deal, because he has lost the most irreplaceable and irreplaceable person in his life.

Pei Ji opened the door, "Hello, Mr. Lu Zhongyi. We are CIC Express. Here is your package. Please sign for it." Outside the door was a young man in uniform with a standard smile.He wrapped a cardboard box with a coat in his arms, and held another package in a paper bag in his other hand. Although it was well preserved, it was still slightly soaked by the rain, and the rainwater dripped down the corners of the paper bag. Circles of ripples fainted on the ground.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Lu. Really, I've tried my best to protect it, but it's still a little wet." Seeing Pei Ji staring at the bag, the courier boy hurriedly explained.

"It's okay, come in and have a glass of water." Pei Ji smiled gently.I am not a person who is used to spreading kindness, but I don't know the reason for my kindness at this time. Maybe it is the name and the sense of responsibility that the courier brother read out that reminded him of the man who was infinitely tolerant of himself.

He misses him.He was afraid that one day he would forget him, so he changed his online shopping recipient's name to that man's name.Every time I come to express delivery, I will deepen my miss for him.

Pei Ji took the package, walked to the coffee table in the living room, bent over and squatted down, picked up a signature pen to sign the package, turned around and saw the courier boy still standing at the door, probably because he was afraid that his wet shoes would get dirty floor, he didn't step in the door.

"It's raining so hard, come in and have a cup of hot water first. After a while, the rain will subside and we will continue to deliver the courier. If you deliver it like this, the courier will get wet. Not every customer is as talkative as me." Shi Shi After making a joke, he turned and walked towards the kitchen.

"No, really, just give me the signed courier slip." The courier boy looked at Pei Ji hesitantly and asked, seeing that the other party didn't intend to answer, he continued helplessly: "Okay, excuse me." Thank you, Mr. Lu."

He bent down to take off his wet sneakers, and put them outside the door. Perhaps he couldn't find Pei Ji's slippers or felt that it was not good to wear other people's slippers, so he stood barefoot on the spot.

Pei Ji came out of the kitchen and picked up two cups of hot water, "Come and have a seat." Seeing the courier boy walking slowly and awkwardly, he seemed to be suddenly very humorous, and he put the two cups of hot water on the coffee table , with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he got up and took the little brother's hand and placed him on the sofa.Then I went to the door and opened the shoe cabinet to find a pair of slippers, walked to the hall, took the slippers and squatted beside my brother, "put them on, it's so cold"

He seemed a little embarrassed, put his feet into his slippers, took a sip of the hot water that Pei Ji handed him over.As if suddenly being wrapped in warmth, the frowning brows also relaxed.In his heart, how to praise this warm person he met at this time.

Seeing the courier boy's reaction, Pei Ji suddenly wondered whether he should let it go.Maybe someone will take the place left for that person in my heart.

But, he knew, it was so unfair, so fucking unfair.

How could his Lu Zhongyi be compared with others?Who can compare with him?

The rain gradually stopped, and the courier brother also left. Pei Ji suddenly wanted to cook a meal for himself. He didn't know why, but he just thought of it suddenly, without any signs or reasons.

While driving out to do some shopping, the phone rang again.

Pei Ji plugged in the earphone cable to listen, and a familiar but unfamiliar man's voice sounded from the other end: "Pei Ji, I'm Li Jinghao."

The eyes under the sunglasses narrowed, as if remembering something.Searching desperately for this familiar name and voice in my brain, I finally vaguely remembered: "Oh, Jing Hao."

Li Jinghao.

Friends from middle school.After graduation, I have had some contacts intermittently.

"Are you free for tomorrow's party?"

Then I remembered the high school reunion I heard about a while ago.There was one such gathering a year ago, but I couldn't find time for the previous one.However, not being able to spare time is an excuse, not liking it so much is true.In fact, to Pei Ji, he is a person with weak feelings. The so-called class reunion is even less important to Pei Ji. He still does not believe that people who have not seen each other for many years will become acquainted the moment they see each other.This is unreal, not talking about the values ​​of life, even if there are no impurities that are substituted into reality, it is still strange, and it is better to just disappear than to smile hypocritically at strangers.Pei Ji opened his mouth to refuse, but he heard Li Jinghaoyou say: "Hey, don't you come. This time I called out all the original boys in the class, including Lu Zhongyi and Hao Cheng who didn't come last time. As Our brothers in F4 back then, you are a busy person, you must come back with a reward."

"Hey, that's not right, wasn't it F5 back then, and Ye Kai."

"Ye Kai, did I remember wrongly, isn't he a coquettish old woman?"

"You must be poor." Pei Ji smiled, as if the old things were slowly filling his mind, but the original purity was no longer there, maybe it was because of floating for a long time, after wandering on the edge of the sea of ​​bitterness, the bitterness permeated into the gift of life Some comfort made my taste buds lose their sense of taste.

"Seriously, you must come"

"okay, I get it."

The car was speeding on the empty road.He has almost forgotten the past events of his youth, and the remaining inexplicable memories are also incomplete.What happened to those people and those things?

Slim trousers, Armani shirts and high-end suits, with Daniel Wellington's brown belt watch on his wrist, these things are enough to make a business elite with sharp means.But now Pei Ji, who was put together by these things, does not look so rigorous and indifferent.

At 06:30 in the evening, Li Jinghao, as the monitor of the year, counted the number of people, and after all the calculations, there was only one short of the eighteen men who should have been present.Called the waiter to serve the food first, picked up the phone and made contact.

It took several calls to get connected, and the cold dishes were served very quickly.

Pei Ji brought a cashew nut, and heard Li Jinghao talking on the phone with a smile: "Hey, where are you? We've all started here." I don't know what was said on the other end, but Li Jinghao yelled twice, "Okay, when you arrive, come up directly, 412. If you come here, you will be punished with alcohol..."

On top of the hot dish is a plate of yellow pork knuckle with an attractive color.Pei Ji tilted his head and didn't move his chopsticks.He hated the sauced elbow the most since he was a child, and it's still the same when he grows up.

When the plate of elbows in front of him was divided up by a table of chopsticks, the person who was late finally arrived late.

A few women sitting at the door took the lead in booing: "Handsome Lu, you are finally here."

Pei Ji raised his head in response, and the chopsticks holding the cucumber in sauce and vinegar stopped halfway without moving.A man with a smile on his face and apologetic walked in, dragging a briefcase in his hand.He looks tall, almost nearly 186 cm.The appearance of smiling is still the same sunny and handsome.Pei Ji felt uneasy, and thought sullenly: Why didn't I see that he was so attractive before?

"Zhongyi! Come here," Li Jinghao stood up happily, "We agreed that we will be fined for being late."

The person whose name was called dragged the briefcase in his hand to an empty corner, walked to the only vacant seat, and apologized to everyone: "I'm really sorry, I have something to do when I go to school suddenly..." He took the full glass of beer that Li Jinghao handed over, "I've kept everyone waiting for a long time, I'll finish this glass." As he said that, he raised his face and finished it, and everyone booed and applauded.

Pei Ji didn't speak all the time, and for some reason, he always felt a little guilty in his throat.I missed it so much for so many years, how can I be so relieved now that I see it.