police!don't run!

Because of Jian Ning's sudden return, Jian Zhou could only pack up his things and move back home, even though Jian Zhou had thousands of dislikes in his heart. He gave the milk tea to Shen Jun to take care of. After all, once her mother sees it, Li Jianguo's lies will be exposed. .

After the new year, the Spring Festival will be in a few days.

Jian Zhou didn't have much interest in these festivals. He was a person with no sense of ceremony, and he didn't even bother to celebrate his own birthday. If Mr. Shen Jun didn't drag him to celebrate this festival, he basically couldn't remember the day.

On the 29th of the year, every household was decorated with lanterns and festoons, entering the New Year's state ahead of schedule, and the whole city was filled with a festive atmosphere. Jian Zhou sneaked out to meet Shen Jun, and waited until the night slowly fell, and then followed Shen Jun step by step. Farewell, and returned home with some reluctance.

As soon as he entered the door, Jian Zhou was keenly aware that the atmosphere was not right.

Jian Ning was sitting on the sofa, with his head down, unable to see his expression clearly, but his hand holding the phone was trembling slightly. It seemed that a video was playing on the screen of the phone. Jian Zhou took off his coat and threw it on the hanger, walked over to have a look, and found that The protagonist above turned out to be himself.

It was a long time ago, the first time he encountered Lin Yue being bullied for cleaning, he couldn't help but push the one who laughed the most into the trash can, then swaggered on the desk with a cold face, threatening a few scumbags Clean up videos of your own crimes.

At that time, no one knew who secretly recorded it, and posted it in the campus forum, which once consolidated the image of Jian Zhou as a school bully who was rumored to beat others without blinking an eye.

The video is only about [-] seconds long, with no beginning, no end, and no sound. It seems that he is the real perpetrator. There are countless people who scold him in the forum. Jian Zhou doesn't care much, as long as these people dare not jump If you came to him and threatened him, he could ignore it.

Besides, Jian Zhou never read the forum, and after he had a feud with the model student, he persistently put this dead post on the front page, and it was Li Annan who said it.

Jian Zhou did not expect this video to be seen by his mother.

He was at a loss for a moment, trying to sort out the words, and was about to explain, when Jian Ning slammed the phone on the coffee table and stood up suddenly.

Jian Zhou's heart trembled subconsciously at the sound of the collision between the mobile phone and the desktop.

He has always been very quiet and obedient in front of Jianning, trying his best to satisfy all her fantasies, playing an almost perfect child.

When this hypocritical perfection is torn apart, Jian Zhou is not even sure if his mother can accept him.

"I really, I really can't think of it." Jian Ning's voice was choked with sobs, "The child who is so obedient in front of me is actually like this in school, Jian Zhou, why did you, why did you become like this... ..."

Before Jian Ning finished speaking, two lines of tears had already wet her cheeks, she covered her mouth, and wept uncontrollably.

The naked disappointment in Jian Ning's tone nailed Jian Zhou in place. He was suffocating, and he was unable to utter the words of explanation when he reached his mouth. After a moment of silence, he asked, "Do you just not believe me?"

Without asking the cause and effect, he was directly convicted.

Jian Zhou can bear the indiscriminate scolding of strangers in the forum, but he can't bear the direct denial of him by his mother who gave birth to him and raised him in the same way.

"The video is clearly recorded, how can you make me believe you?" Jian Ning wiped away the tears on his face, and asked with a wry smile, "Could it be that you want to say that this video is fake?"

"Yes, it's true, it's all my fault." Jian Zhou took a deep breath, suppressing the unwillingness and grievance in his heart, not wanting to conflict with Jian Ning on such a happy family festival, he took out a tissue and handed it to her. In the past, I said, "Mom, don't cry, I will stop beating people in the future."

"Jian Zhou, listen to your unrepentant tone!" Jian Ning shook off Jian Zhou's hand and stared at him with bright red eyes. People, "If I didn't happen to see this video, how long do you want to pretend in front of me? I have raised you for so many years, and I don't even know that my child is like this! It's ridiculous that I was complacent, I thought I I educated you very well, but in the end...you turned out to be like this!"

……Pack?

Yes, for so many years, he has been pretending. Since he was sensible, he has pretended to be cute, pretended to be invulnerable, pretended that I am fine and I am fine, and did not even dare to cry. His eyes are swollen from crying, and he has to hide it when he sees a psychiatrist. Until now, his biological mother still doesn't know how he was hurt in school when he was a child, and still accuses him of bullying other classmates!

There is too much grievance and resentment accumulated in Jian Zhou's heart, brewing and fermenting day by day, and it has long since reached the point where there is no need for a fuse, and it can explode with a light touch.

"What do I look like?" Jian Zhou sneered, his anger collapsed to the extreme, but his voice did not sound the slightest wave, "Then I have to ask you, what kind of appearance should I pretend to be so that you can be satisfied and not abandon Two years as soon as I leave?"

"Abandoning you...Even if it was my fault for abandoning you, so, Jian Zhou, are you taking revenge on me?" Jian Ning asked him crying, "Your father is such a good person, I put his son If it is taught like this, he will blame me in heaven, how can I have the face to see him in the future?"

"Okay? How is he good?" Jian Zhou knew that the father his mother mentioned was the biological father he had never met. He was a person he could barely piece together from other people's descriptions. Maybe he was really an excellent, great and worthy of respect. The policeman, but in Jian Zhou’s heart, he will always be just an irresponsible man, a role model he obviously hates but was forced to learn and follow since childhood, “If he is really good, he won’t be responsible for you. I, wouldn't let me be ridiculed for not having a father..."

The child who suddenly became unfamiliar in front of her made Jian Ning also reach the brink of collapse, her eyes darkened with anger, she raised her hand and slapped Jian Zhou's face fiercely, "Shut up!"

A slap interrupted all Jian Zhou's words.

The crisp sound of the slap on the cheek made Jian Zhou a little confused. After a while, he felt the burning pain belatedly. The temporary tinnitus made everything unreal, like drowning in sea water. He couldn't hear or see clearly, and the strong water pressure was overwhelming.

There was a chaotic roar in his ears, Jian Zhou covered his cheeks, and resignedly said the question that was buried in his heart since he was a child, which made him fear, and he never dared to face, "Mom, did you never look forward to it?" Did I come into this world? You gave birth to me just because I was his child, just because you loved him, right?"

You never... never loved me, did you?

Jian Zhou looked down at Jian Ning's regretful and flustered expression, her trembling hands, and her moving lips, but he couldn't hear clearly, and he didn't dare to listen.

Because he knows the answer.

That's why he tried his best to pretend since he was a child, for fear that he would be regarded as a burden, for fear that he would be abandoned.

Jian Zhou took two steps back in a panic, avoiding Jian Ning's hand that was reaching out to caress his cheek, with a little scared look on his face.

"Mom..." Jian Zhou bit his lip, looked at Jian Ning bitterly for a while, but finally didn't want to say anything, turned around and ran out of the house.

The biting cold wind on the street made Jian Zhou shiver suddenly, and also barely cooled his angry and chaotic brain, leaving only sour grievances.

Jian Zhou was only wearing a thin sweater, and he didn't bring out anything. He stood there in a daze for a long time, in addition to being confused, he didn't know where he should go.

Shen Jun said that he was going to attend a class reunion, and he would definitely not be able to come back at this time.

Jian Zhou sighed, he just ran out impulsively, he didn't even take the cell phone and the keys of Shen Jun's house, he really had nowhere to go...

Jian Zhou wandered aimlessly around the neighborhood for a few times. Although he didn't want to admit it, he probably still had vague and ridiculous expectations in his heart that his mother would come down to find him.

However, his expectations were once again in vain. Jian Zhou stepped on the snowy road step by step. It took him three to ten minutes to shatter the only illusions and hopes in his heart bit by bit.

The distance between Shen Jun's house and his house is not too close. Jian Zhou has no money to take a taxi, so he can only walk slowly. Fortunately, he has already been frozen by the cold wind, so he doesn't feel much.

Jian Zhou didn't know how long he had been sitting in front of Shen Jun's house, until a pair of stiletto high heels with a height of ten centimeters stood in front of his eyes, and he slowly raised his head.

Xiao Hanjun looked at Jian Zhou in surprise, and asked, "Why are you sitting here, where is the county?"

"Auntie." Jian Zhou reluctantly smiled at Xiao Hanjun, his eyes were still black and bright, the kind of bright with a little watery, good-looking is naturally good-looking, but it adds a little bit when he is haggard Negative effect.

For example, right now, Jian Zhou is curled up in the corner with his arms around his knees, his long legs curled up aggrievedly, and his expression is not too good. From Xiao Hanjun's point of view, the whole person looks like a pitiful abandoned animal. kitten.

Looking at Jian Zhou's aggrieved eyes, Xiao Hanjun inexplicably felt an arrow in his chest, and his mother's love flooded into a river.

She squatted in front of Jian Zhou, and tentatively asked: "...Have you had a fight?"

Jian Zhou nodded in frustration.

"This kid, he has become fattened by his guts. He quarrels and quarrels, and he dares to shut him out!" Xiao Hanjun got up and kicked the door angrily, "Shen, open the door!"

Jian Zhou was in a mess and didn't pay attention to the meaning of Xiao Hanjun's words. Seeing her knocking on the door, he said without energy, "He's not at home."

Xiao Hanjun paused, took out his mobile phone and called Shen Jun, and asked aggressively, "Where are you!"

Shen Jun was a little drunk just now, and his voice was a little drunk, "Student reunion."

"Jujuju, let's get together, get together!" This bastard ran out to get together after the quarrel, and he was not afraid of making his wife go away in anger. Xiao Hanjun was so angry that he had a headache, and yelled at the phone, "If you have the ability, don't You are back!"

After yelling, she hung up the phone aggressively, leaned over and patted Jian Zhou on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Xiao Zhou, don't sit here, it's so cold, go with Auntie first, okay?"

Jian Zhou listened to Xiao Hanjun's tone as if he wanted to kidnap and sell children, shrank back to the corner of the wall behind him, and shook his head.

Xiao Hanjun deducted the call back from Shen Jun, and asked, "Then let's find a hotel to keep warm first, shall we?"

Jian Zhou pursed his lips and remained silent.

He is very single-minded most of the time, especially when he wants to see someone, he would rather wait in an empty room than leave half a step away.

"You child, why are you so stubborn." Xiao Hanjun sighed, took off his coat and put it on Jian Zhou, stomping his feet from the cold

Jian Zhou returned the clothes to Xiao Hanjun, "I'm not cold."

Xiao Hanjun said helplessly, "It's not cold, you've been shivering for a long time."

The phone rang again persistently. Xiao Hanjun saw that it was from Shen Jun, and wanted to continue to debit it, but found that Jian Zhou was staring at the screen with expectant little eyes. She hesitated and asked, " ...Would you like it?"

Jian Zhou nodded quickly.

"Should I call him back?" She thought that Jian Zhou was angry because of the quarrel, and she probably didn't want to see Shen Jun, but now she found that it didn't seem to be the case, "Do you want to see him?"

Jian Zhou nodded without hesitation, then his expression darkened, he shook his head again, and asked, "Can I pick it up?"

Jian Zhou took the mobile phone handed over by Xiao Hanjun, and the moment he heard Shen Jun's voice, his nose felt a little sore, he took a deep breath, suppressed the overwhelming emotions in his heart, and it took him a long time to speak in a normal tone, "Shen Jun. "

Shen Jun suddenly heard Jian Zhou's voice, he was slightly taken aback, and asked, "Jian Zhou? Why do you..."

"It's okay, I want to see the milk tea, but I forgot to bring the key." Jian Zhou tried his best to make his voice sound lighter. It's good for him to be unhappy alone during the Chinese New Year. There is no need for Shen Jun to accompany him. Happy, "I just ran into my aunt at the door."

It's just... I still really want to see him, and I want to hear his voice, even if I say something casually.

Jian Zhou listened quietly to Shen Jun's words, and felt that the confusion did not ease in the slightest. Instead, he wanted to see him even more, so he hurriedly ended the topic and said with a smile, "Then you have fun, I'll be back soon ,Do not bother me."

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The New Year's Eve, actually abused my family, the author has gone to the corner to face the wall...