police!don't run!

After the phone call, Jian Zhou still stubbornly sat on the ground and refused to get up. Xiao Hanjun spent a while with him, and finally compromised, "I'll go out and buy you a coat."

The sound of high-heeled shoes stepping on the ground gradually faded away, the corridor returned to silence, and soon even the sensor lights went out, Jian Zhou closed his eyes in the dark, buried his face in his arms, trembling uncontrollably .

From time to time people passed by in the stairwell, and the lights went off and on, and on and off.

In a daze, the sudden hug made Jian Zhou stiff. He struggled subconsciously, but was hugged even tighter in an instant.

"Don't be afraid, it's me."

The warm breath caressed his ears, and Jian Zhou suddenly raised his head, staring at Shen Jun blankly. For a moment, he couldn't tell whether the person in front of him was a dream or reality. He stretched out his hand and carefully touched Shen Jun's cheek. His fingertips were familiar. The temperature made Jian Zhou's eyes flush red, but his black eyes lit up, "Why are you back?"

"Idiot." Shen Jun sighed, kissed Jian Zhou's cold fingertips sideways, and put his coat on him, "I still can't tell if you have something? You still want to lie to me."

Jian Zhou lowered his head, resting his head on Shen Jun's chest, and quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand.

Jian Zhou was originally full of grievances and wanted to confide in Shen Jun, but at the moment when he really saw him, he felt that saying anything was superfluous.

No matter how many people hate him and cannot accept him, there is at least one person in this world who can like the real him under the layers of disguise, who can see through his duplicity, hear his bad emotions, and hug him through the cold shell , seems to be lucky enough.

What's more, this person is also the person he likes.

Really enough, he is actually not that greedy.

Jian Zhou said hoarsely, "I miss you."

"Little idiot, if you think about it, just tell me, no matter what time it is, I will definitely run back to see you as soon as possible." Shen Jun hugged Jian Zhou who was trembling in his arms distressedly, rubbed his hair and said softly , "For me, you are the most important thing, nothing else matters, you can find me anytime you are unhappy, don't be brave, otherwise I will worry, you know?"

Jian Zhou tightly wrapped Shen Jun's coat around himself, nodded silently, "...um."

"Then let's go home." Shen Jun took out the key and opened the door, before Jian Zhou got up, he picked him up by the waist and walked into the house.

Halfway there, he tripped over something, Shen Jun suddenly lost his balance, and fell onto the soft sofa with Jian Zhou in his arms.

"I drank too much today." Shen Jun frowned and pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling a bit of a headache. He pressed on Jian Zhou in the posture of falling, and buried his dizzy head on Jian Zhou's neck, his tone remained the same Warm as usual, but inexplicably a little coquettish, "I guess I don't have enough brains to guess what my kid is thinking, so, can you just tell me why you are sad today?"

In fact, Shen Jun lied. He received a call from Li Jianguo on the way back, and he generally knew what was going on, but he felt that maybe Jian Zhou needed an outlet to vent and speak out by himself.

Jian Zhou hesitated, "It's okay, I..."

Before he could finish speaking, Shen Jun bit him on the shoulder.

Shen Jun raised his drunken eyes and stared at Jian Zhou for a while, then said dissatisfiedly, "You want to lie to me again?"

"I didn't want to lie to you... I just, I just quarreled with my mother." Jian Zhou said in a nonchalant tone, rubbing his shoulder that was bitten by Shen Jun, and caught off guard, his finger was bitten by him again, "... ...You are a dog."

The bitten finger hurt and itched slightly, Jian Zhou shook his hand, unknowingly took on the usual tone of training milk tea, "Let go, I won't talk to you anymore."

The drowsy milk tea lying in the nest suddenly woke up, pounced on his front paws on the sofa, looked at Jian Zhou tearfully, licked his hand with his tongue, and whispered, "Wow."

His milk tea is much more obedient than someone else!

Before Jian Zhou could free one hand from Shen Jun's mouth, he grabbed the other hand and hid it behind his back.

Shen Jun stared at the milk tea, "Don't touch my children."

Jian Zhou didn't expect Shen Jun to be drunk like this. It was a little funny, but his heart was warm because of his words. Jian Zhou took the opportunity to pull his hand back, pinched Shen Jun's earlobe to make him look at him, and asked knowingly, "Why can't you bump?"

Without hesitation, Shen Jun replied as a matter of course, with the tone of an old father, "Because it has small steamed buns, if I dare to be sorry for the steamed buns, I will stew it."

Jian Zhou was choked suddenly, "...what else?"

...!This is not a standard answer at all!

"It's gone." Shen Jun thought for a while in a daze, and suddenly realized, "Ah, I see, you want me to tell you that because you are mine, no one is allowed to touch you, not even milk tea, right? "

Jian Zhou's ears turned red and he didn't speak.

Shen Jun pecked Jian Zhou's lips, raised his eyebrows, and smiled triumphantly, "I'm not going to say anything."

"..." Not angry, not angry at all!Jian Zhou sneered, raised his foot and kicked the idiot and drunk off the sofa.

"Yes, if you have something to say, talk about it, you two are arguing too fiercely." The door forgot to close, Xiao Hanjun had just returned with his clothes, and unfortunately witnessed the scene of domestic violence, she hurriedly helped Shen Jun up, feeling a little distressed My son was about to say a few words to Jian Zhou, when he looked up, he saw a clear slap mark on Jian Zhou's pale face.

Xiao Hanjun helped the person halfway, pushed Shen Jun to the ground, then patched his feet, and said angrily, "Shen Junjun, you have learned how to beat your wife. I taught you to be a dog when I was young." It's in the stomach, right?"

The milk tea immediately wagged its tail and went to Xiao Hanjun's side to sniff, but was disgusted, "Go away, silly dog, I didn't call you!"

"Woof!" Milk Tea drooped its tail, its doggy eyes were full of grievances, but it still tried to block Xiao Hanjun and protect Shen Jun, and barked at Xiao Hanjun without arrogance, "Woof!"

Jian Zhou quickly jumped off the sofa, stood in front of Shen Jun, and explained, "Auntie, he didn't hit me, you misunderstood."

Xiao Hanjun glanced at Shen Jun and asked, "Really?"

"Really." Shen Jun was inexplicably kicked several times, stood up and patted the dirt on his body, and said helplessly, "In your heart, your son and I are this kind of person? I gave it as a phone bill, right?"

"I was wrong, Junjun!" Xiao Hanjun immediately turned his eyes full of maternal love to Shen Jun, "You have to know, as parents, we care too much about our children, so we will be irrational when encountering such things. It’s just for phone bills, I don’t care if you hit someone or not, just do what you like, so I’m too lazy to get angry.”

After listening to Xiao Hanjun's words, Jian Zhou didn't recover for a long time.

Until Xiao Hanjun left Shen Jun's house, Jian Zhou sat on the bed with his knees hugged, his mood became more and more chaotic.

The screen of Shen Jun's mobile phone suddenly lit up, and the message that Xiao Hanjun just sent was displayed on it.

[Mom] Junjun, I feel that my peak acting skills have reached a new height!Didn't Xiaozhou see it?

Jian Zhou: "..." He said why the mother and son started to quarrel out of nowhere, did they deliberately act to comfort him?

Jian Zhou couldn't laugh or cry for a while, although he was not comforted, but thinking of Mr. Shen Jun racking his brains for his own affairs, his chest couldn't help but feel hot.

Jian Zhou walked to the door of the bathroom, knocked on the door, "Shen Jun."

The sound of rushing water covered Jian Zhou's voice, but Shen Jun didn't seem to hear it.

Jian Zhou couldn't bear the little emotions in his heart, struggled for a long time, pushed open the door suddenly, ignored the constant spray of water from the shower, rushed over to hug Shen Jun, and whispered, "Thank you."

Shen Jun was almost scared to death by Jian Zhou, turned off the shower in a hurry, pulled the towel around his body, and asked, "Thank you?"

"It's nothing." Jian Zhou tiptoed and kissed Shen Jun. He wanted to go out quickly, but suddenly remembered something, hooked his lips, and asked while unbuttoning his pajamas, "Shall we wash together?"

"..." Shen Jun's eyes fell on Jian Zhou's fingers, watching him undo the buttons one by one in a slow-moving motion, half covering his delicate collarbone.

Shen Jun's mouth was dry all of a sudden, and he blushed for the first time, "...Okay."

After getting the standard answer, Jian Zhou stopped, buttoned the unbuttoned button back, and glanced at Shen Jun, "Dream."

Shen Jun stopped Jian Zhou who turned around and wanted to leave, hugged his waist from behind, and asked with a smile, "Is my kid still angry? If you don't hear that sentence, don't you give up?"

Shen Jun didn't give Jian Zhou a chance to deny it, kissed his earlobe, and said, "Jian Zhou, I am yours, and will always be."

Shen Jun's words drove away all the bad emotions of Jian Zhou today, and easily filled his heart.

But... Jian Zhou had another nightmare at night.

Because of mild PTSD, Jian Zhou is often unable to regulate his emotions very well, not to mention that the relationship between him and his mother has long been a knot, and many negative emotions are not limited to this quarrel, no matter how much Shen Jun coaxes him during the day He was happy, but when the night was dark, he would sink down uncontrollably.

For Jian Zhou, the most terrifying part of a nightmare lies in its reality, and in that it has already happened and cannot be rewritten, it can only be repeated again and again.

Every reenactment is a torture.

But this time the dream seemed to be a little different.

Jian Zhou didn't know where he was. In front of him was a white mist that could not be seen at a glance, and behind him was the blackness that could absorb all light sources.

He squatted on the spot with some fear, and after a long time, the thick black gradually faded away, revealing a corner of his heart that was covered up.

The scene in front of him is Jian Zhou’s former home, the place where he and Jian Ning used to depend on each other. It is small, dilapidated, damp, and the inferior windows sound like they will be broken in the next second. They can no longer cover the electricity outside the house. Thunder and flashes, torrential rain and strong wind.

A scarred child curled up in a corner, biting his lip and hugging himself trembling.

Jian Zhou subconsciously wanted to escape, but he took two steps forward uncontrollably.

Because Jian Zhou knew that it was himself, he couldn't leave. If even he left, who else would stay?

Xiao Jianzhou seemed to be aware of his existence, raised his eyes, looked at him for a long time with timid eyes, suddenly curled his mouth, and said in a crying voice, "Jian Zhou."

Jian Zhou froze, and instinctively stepped back.

"Jian Zhou." Little Jian Zhou's eyes were full of water, and he stretched out his bruised little hand to him, "Come back and hug me, please, I'm scared."

"..." Jian Zhou pressed his chest, shook his head enduring the pain, and smiled wryly, "Didn't it be agreed, I have to keep going, I can't go back, can you come to me?"

"I don't want it, you lied to me." Xiao Jianzhou rubbed his red eyes, bit his lips hard to keep the tears from falling, "Didn't you say that the future will get better and better, but nothing has changed, you are still like this, Everyone is still like this, no one likes you, and mom still doesn't love you."

Nonsense, obviously someone likes him.

"That's because you didn't go far enough." Jian Zhou smiled, and stretched out his hand to the timid child in front of him, the diamond on the ring finger ring was very conspicuous in the dark, "Persevere, come to me Come here, let's go together."

Xiao Jianzhou shook his head desperately and shrank back, "I won't go, I'm so tired, can't you come back?"

"I want to go back too, I want to go back and take you out, but I can't."

We have always only had the way forward and the way back, but there is no return ticket. I can't turn back, I can't save you, you can only go forward, or be trapped in place.

Jian Zhou looked at the white mist in front of him, turned his head and said to himself who was close at hand but could not touch, "I am also very scared, but if I don't move forward, how will I know what is at the end of the fog?"

Xiao Jianzhou asked in panic, "Then you don't care about me? Are you abandoning me too?"

There was a heart-piercing pain in his chest, he kept struggling and screaming, and invisible vines grew out, binding Jian Zhou's legs.

……Tube?What do you do?I said I can't go back!

Jian Zhou turned around abruptly, and the emotions he was barely maintaining collapsed instantly, "Can't you come over, didn't you agree to go forward, why did you stay there, why!"

Jian Zhou once naively thought that he had walked out, but when he looked back suddenly, he was desperate to find that the child was still in place, stubbornly tugging at the corner of his clothes, so that he could not really move forward.

... He doesn't want to care about it anymore, he doesn't want to care about anything anymore, he's so tired too.

Jian Zhou gave the child a cold look at the end, and stepped into the white mist cruelly.

The sudden feeling of falling made Jian Zhou wake up in a dream, and broke out in a cold sweat.

Jian Zhou got up irritably, and found that he had only been asleep for less than 10 minutes. Shen Jun was still leaning on the bedside and reading a book. The name seemed to be a book on psychology.

...Is it because of him?

The moment this thought came up, Jian Zhou became even more irritable. He felt like he was stepping on illusory clouds. The future was an invisible confusion, the past was an abyss, and even the feet were not reassuring. ground.

Holding hands, nothing can be grasped.

Even Shen Jun...he felt like he couldn't catch it.

The future is too far away, he doesn't know what is waiting for him there, and he doesn't know if Shen Jun will be waiting for him, his heart is full of panic about the way ahead, he obviously can't grasp anything, but he stubbornly wants to grasp something .

Jian Zhou snatched the book from Shen Jun's hand, and threw it on the ground without saying a word.

"Jian Zhou?" Shen Jun was stunned, held Jian Zhou's hand, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Jian Zhou bit his lip and remained silent for a long time, then suddenly threw Shen Jun onto the bed, turned over and sat on his body, leaned over and turned off the bedside lamp.

In the darkness, Jian Zhou put his arms around Shen Jun's neck tightly, touched his earlobe lightly with his lips, and said in a very low voice, "Shen Jun...let's do it."

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A certain woman: Xiaozhou, don’t even think about it before!Ma Ma disagrees!Mama doesn't allow it!

(Our province’s medical system has canceled all vacations, so today is still an update~)