police!don't run!

Jian Zhou didn't know why he suddenly said such embarrassing words, he thought he must be crazy.

But he thought, since he was crazy, he should be thorough.

It's also cool to be desperate and completely crazy.

Almost at the same time that Jian Zhou spoke, all the strings in Shen Jun's head were burned instantly.

The breath and voice of Jian Zhou close at hand, the light fragrance of shampoo on the soft black hair, and the brighter and more attractive eyes in the night, all pushed Shen Jun to the brink of losing control, but the remaining alcohol in his body also rushed out at this time Make trouble, pour oil on the fire.

He hugged Jian Zhou's waist, pulled him into his arms fiercely, turned over and pressed him down.

The bodies that were close together were only separated by a thin layer of pajamas. Feeling Jian Zhou's icy temperature, Shen Jun suddenly woke up. He slightly propped up his upper body, took a few breaths, and suppressed the raging desire in his heart. ,"simple……"

"Shut up, I won't listen." Jian Zhou kissed Shen Jun, blocking his unspoken words.

He knew what Shen Jun wanted to say.

He's too young for that.

Oh, no, fuck him, it's so annoying.

Jian Zhou tore Shen Jun's clothes irritably. He hadn't learned how to kiss someone actively. Without Shen Jun's guidance, he was a little at a loss. He could only bite and lick instinctively until the smell of blood lingered in his mouth. Only then did I finally realize my clumsiness and naivety.

"Jian Zhou, calm down." Shen Jun hugged Jian Zhou, stroking his back gently, "Tell me, what's wrong with you, why are you doing this suddenly?"

what happened?

He didn't know what was wrong.

It's been a long time since he couldn't control his emotions.

Jian Zhou didn't answer, he stared at Shen Jun's eyes, his eyes covered by the night were confused and uneasy, and finally condensed into a thin layer of ice, "Stop talking nonsense, do you want to do it?"

Shen Jun was taken aback by Jian Zhou's indifferent tone, and he couldn't help but think of the kid who refused people thousands of miles away and fought with him if he disagreed with him a long time ago, that kid who always hid himself in the ice shell and pretended to be A kid who looks like a bully who is not afraid of anything.

Both familiar and strange, both cute and distressing.

Jian Zhou stared at Shen Jun intently, watching his brief silence, his heart sank a little.

He clearly knew that he was making trouble for no reason, and that Shen Jun was doing it for his own benefit, but Jian Zhou still felt very hurt uncontrollably.

He pushed Shen Jun away, jumped out of bed with lowered eyes, went to the corner and sat down, put his hands on his knees, and buried his face in his arms.

Although it's a bit ridiculous, since childhood, the place where he feels the most secure is the corner.

"Jian Zhou?" Shen Jun hurriedly chased after him with the quilt in his arms, wrapped the quilt around Jian Zhou, then squatted in front of him, and asked softly, "Jian Zhou, are you unhappy... is it because you quarreled with your mother, or because I?"

Jian Zhou didn't seem to hear, he huddled in the corner and remained motionless, no matter what Shen Jun said, he didn't answer, he didn't even lift his head.

Shen Jun sighed, no longer trying to talk to Jian Zhou, just rubbing his hair.

When the sound of the bedroom door closing sounded, Jian Zhou's heart tightened, and he raised his head suddenly. He looked around in a daze and panic, but he didn't find Shen Jun's figure.

"Shen..." Jian Zhou bit his lower lip and suppressed the name that he accidentally blurted out. He patted his leg twice with his hands, and his voice couldn't hide his loss, "Milk tea, come here."

Milk Tea, who was sleeping in the nest, trembled in her ears, opened her black and round eyes, rushed into Jian Zhou's arms, and gently rubbed her furry head against his chest.

Jian Zhou hugged Milk Tea, pressed his face against its soft back, and choked up a little aggrieved, "You are the best."

Shen Jun walked to the balcony with his mobile phone and looked at the time. It was already past eleven o'clock. Although it was not good to call people at this time, he had never seen Jian Zhou like this before, and he didn't know what to do. Well, we can only turn to Jian Zhou's psychiatrist for help.

Shen Jun was anxious and at a loss, he was in a hurry for a long time before dialing the phone.

I dialed several times but no one answered, probably muted.

Shen Jun hesitated for a moment, and called Li Jianguo directly.

"Shen Jun?" Li Jianguo's voice sounded sober, as if he had just been woken up, "Call me at this time, what's wrong with Xiaozhou?"

Shen Jun described Jian Zhou's state in a calm voice, which sounded a bit incoherent.

"It scared me so much at night, that's it?" Li Jianguo breathed a sigh of relief, but compared to Shen Jun's panic, he seemed very calm, "It's okay, don't worry too much, Xiaozhou and his mother just had a quarrel, emotional Unstable, poor control is also normal, it will be fine tomorrow morning, if you don't worry about it, you can take him to see a doctor tomorrow."

Li Jianguo's understatement did not soothe Shen Jun's heart, "I think...he is in a bad mood and it should have something to do with me. I seem to have offended him...he doesn't want to talk to me now...usually at times like this , will there be any consequences for refusing his request?"

"The consequence is to ignore you." Li Jianguo couldn't help but asked curiously, "My Xiaozhou has always been very sensible and never made excessive demands. What kind of request do you refuse to agree to?"

Shen Jun: "..." The kind that will be slaughtered by you after you agree.

Li Jianguo asked again, "Is it because of you that Xiaozhou is in a bad mood?"

In fact, Shen Jun is very confused until now, he can't figure out where Jian Zhou's uneasiness comes from when he wakes up, and he can't figure out why Jian Zhou suddenly wants to have sex with him, "It should be."

"Shen Jun, it stands to reason that I shouldn't interfere too much with your young people's feelings, but I can probably guess the problems between you two, and I can mention a few words to you." Li Jianguo's tone became a lot more serious, and he He said earnestly and earnestly, "Your character is good, but it's a bit too Buddhist. How should I put it, I feel that it lacks energy, but for Xiao Zhou, what he lacks is that energy."

Shen Jun was confused when he heard that, "...what's the matter?"

Li Jianguo said: "For example, if one day Xiao Zhou fell in love with someone else and wanted to dump you, would you let him go decisively?"

Even though just thinking about it, Shen Jun felt uncomfortable everywhere in his body, even his breathing was painful, but when the day comes, so what if he doesn't let go, after all, emotional matters can't be forced, "... yes."

"Sure enough, Xiaozhou is inherently insecure. Your attitude will only make him feel that he is dispensable to you, that you don't care about him, and don't want to catch him. This child has been more sensitive than others since he was a child. Children are much stronger, if you don’t talk about some things, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t know, he just doesn’t talk about it.” Li Jianguo said helplessly, “Emotions are never one-sided giving and accommodation, anyway, you will also be overbearing in the future. The president, can you be more domineering and don't always ask for what you want."

Shen Jun never thought that he failed so much as a boyfriend, and couldn't even give Jian Zhou the most basic sense of security. He nodded in frustration, "I understand, thank you."

"No need to thank you, let Xiaozhou stay with you for a few more days, his mother is not in a good mood, don't meet and quarrel again." Li Jianguo said, "By the way, don't coax him for a while. It’s fine to be accompanied by milk tea, Xiaozhou is still young, too much dependence on one person will make him lose himself, and he has to overcome these things by himself.”

Shen Jun fully agreed, frowning and hung up the phone.

Tsk, there is no doubt about Li Jianguo's stepfather.

He understands the truth, but throwing Jian Zhou alone in the room to be sad, he absolutely absolutely absolutely cannot do it!

Thinking of Jian Zhou being ignored by his stepfather when he was sad since he was a child, Shen Jun really wanted to get Li Jianguo out and beat him up!

Shen Jun washed his face with cold water, and when the complicated emotions subsided, he turned and went back to the bedroom.

The bedroom was pitch black, Shen Jun walked over and turned on the bedside lamp, and found that Jian Zhou was still sitting in the corner, with his face buried in the milk tea, his shoulders shrugging slightly, as if crying.

The sudden light made him pause, and he rubbed his face on his sleeve twice before slowly raising his head.

In the dim light, Jian Zhou's face was covered with wet tears, his eyes were flushed from crying, and the water-stained pupils were dull, but lit up the moment he saw Shen Jun.

Shen Jun looked at Jian Zhou, feeling his heart was pinched severely, and it hurt so badly.

Jian Zhou bit his lip, seeing Shen Jun walking in front of him, quickly lowered his eyes, turned his head to one side, not looking at him.

"I'm sorry, Jian Zhou, I was wrong." Shen Jun wanted to hug Jian Zhou, but just as he reached out, he was slapped away, so he had to sit next to Jian Zhou and continued, "I used to always hug myself. It's my fault that I treat you well without considering your feelings."

"However, many things are the first time for you, and it is also the first time for me, the first time I want to treat someone well, the first time I like someone, the first time I put someone in my heart , also... It's the first time I want to spend my whole life with someone. I'm actually quite stupid, especially in terms of feelings. I don't know how to make you happy, and I don't know when to make you sad. So..." Shen Jun tried to touch Jian Zhou, but he was slapped away immediately, but this time, Shen Jun held Jian Zhou's hand and hugged him forcefully, "So it seems that I like you so much For the sake of you, can you not despise me?"

Jian Zhou hadn't cried presumptuously for a long time, the tears couldn't be taken back for a while, and he couldn't stop choking when he gasped.

Shen Jun patted Jian Zhou's back distressedly, "I will try to like you in the way you like in the future, can you also try to tell me what's on your mind? Otherwise, I'm so stupid, I can never guess your mind, Always make you sad."

Jian Zhou remained silent, did not answer, but firmly pushed Shen Jun away.

Shen Jun's heart trembled and froze in place, and he heard Jian Zhou crying, "...don't squeeze milk tea."

"..." When Shen Jun was pushed away by Jian Zhou, he was so frightened that he almost broke out in a cold sweat. He couldn't laugh or cry for a while, "I've told you so much, but you only think about milk tea? Is it important for milk tea or me?"

Shen Jun originally said it casually, but Jian Zhou thought about it seriously, and then tightened his hand holding the milk tea, "Milk tea."

People are not as good as dogs.

"Huh?" Shen Jun choked, and looked at Jian Zhou with wide eyes in disbelief, "Why?"

Jian Zhou touched the soft golden hair of ** tea, lowered his eyes, looked aggrieved and pitiful, he sobbed, "Because...won't leave."

Shen Jun held Jian Zhou's hand, "I won't leave either."

Jian Zhou withdrew his hand and turned his head, "I don't want you."

Jian Zhou's voice was a little hoarse from crying, with a strong nasal voice, it sounded like he was acting like a baby.

Shen Jun looked at Jian Zhou for a while, and felt that the kid might really be acting like a baby.

The little mantou who was sleeping in the nest turned over, pawed gracefully a few times with his paws, but failed to touch its big golden retriever, and immediately yelped twice delicately.

Milk Tea, who had just been evaluated by Jian Zhou as 'not going', suddenly got up, broke free from his embrace, and rushed back to the nest, leaving only an afterimage.

Jian Zhou still maintained the posture of embracing the milk tea. After a long time of stunned, he finally came back to his senses. He looked at the milk tea with a grievance, and tears flashed in his eyes.

Shen Jun really didn't expect that Jian Zhou would turn into a little crying bag when his emotions were out of control. Seeing that he was about to cry again, he quickly held Jian Zhou's hands on his waist, let him hug him, and comforted him, "It's all right, be good, don't cry, I won't leave, I'll hug you for as long as you want."

"I won't hug you." Jian Zhou persistently pushed Shen Jun away, sucked his red nose, frowned and glared at him with teary eyes, "I'm angry."

...Are you really acting like a baby? !

Shen Jun was so soft in his heart that he fiddled with the black hair on Jian Zhou's forehead and asked, "How can the kid calm down?"

Jian Zhou tilted his head and stopped talking.

Shen Jun gently squeezed Jian Zhou's chin, let him look at him, opened his clenched left hand in front of him, with a small toffee in his palm, "Do you want to eat candy?"

Jian Zhou looked away from the toffee with difficulty, "Don't eat it."

"Then I ate it?" Shen Jun peeled off the toffee, threw it into his mouth and ate it, frowning in disgust while eating, "It's too sweet."

The scent of toffee instantly aroused Jian Zhou's greediness, and he stretched out his hand in front of Shen Jun with a cold face.

"It's gone." Shen Jun patted Jian Zhou's palm, "The last one."

Resisting the urge to hit someone, Jian Zhou touched Shen Jun's pocket, but he suddenly grabbed his wrist and pulled him forward.

Taking advantage of Jian Zhou's loss of balance, Shen Jun threw himself into his arms, lowered his head and touched his lips, and asked, "Is it sweet?"

Jian Zhou subconsciously touched his lips with the tip of his tongue, then reacted, and kicked him angrily, his red eyes looked very imposing.

Shen Jun hugged Jian Zhou, "Xiao Zhou? Zhou Zhou? Baby? Darling? Stop being angry, okay? What should I do to calm you down?"

Jian Zhou nestled in Shen Jun's arms without breaking free, and poked his frowning brow with his index finger, "Smile."

Shen Jun really wasn't in the mood to laugh, so he could only twitch the corners of his mouth and forced a smile.

Jian Zhou has always felt that Shen Jun's smile is very warm and has the power to comfort people's hearts, but now it seems that when he smiles hard, he is quite silly.

A smile flashed across Jian Zhou's watery eyes, he raised his head, kissed the corner of Shen Jun's raised lips, and replied in a low voice, "Sweet."