The years are long

Qin Yu's speed slowed down after turning a corner, and she tried her best to leave this place, as far away as possible.

Suppressing her emotions, her temples hurt so badly that she had to park the car near the flower garden.

She didn't check the current time, but only knew that it was getting late, and the sky seemed to be stained with ink.This is also good, no one will see her here, no one will see the tears in the corners of her eyes.

She still couldn't hold back her tears. For a 30-year-old, it seemed like an emotional outlet that shouldn't happen again.

There is a bench in front of the flower garden for the owners to rest their feet. The autumn wind swept away the fallen leaves on the ground. Qin Kuang gathered his coat, sniffed and sat on the bench.

This place is far away from Xia Xing's Shen's house, and she will leave immediately when she recovers.

Qin Kui looked at the direction he came from just now, and suddenly remembered their first acquaintance.

The first time she saw Xia Xingchen, she was suddenly amazed. She never expected that Xia Xingchen would respond to her approval and even extended his hand to her.

Qin Kuang still remembers how flattered he was at that time.

She thought that her one or two lines of emotion under shock were just common and inconspicuous words in Xia Xingchen's life.

You are beautiful.

Thinking of how many times he had said this, Qin Yu couldn't help but squeezed out a laugh from his throat, his eye sockets swollen and uncomfortable.

Before today, she had never really felt Xia Xingchen's indifference, even though she had seen Xia Xingchen's cold face countless times, she had never felt Xia Xingchen's emotional state in ordinary life.

Xia Xingchen is like a piece of ice that will never melt.

People want to appreciate the crystal clear ice, but they will always be pushed back by the cold air that emanates.Qin Yu has been around this piece of ice for so long, she is different from others, she has not been isolated by the coldness that keeps people thousands of miles away.

She is complacent about this, wants to go further, wants to melt this ice.

Qin Yu laughed again, just smiled, and his voice began to tremble slightly.

It was she who was delusional, dreaming that after walking 99 steps, she would get Xia Xingchen who wanted to take the last step towards her.

It's over, whether it's the relationship they pretended to be, or the real relationship.

From now on, she will be alone again.

Qin Yan closed her eyes and raised her head, taking a deep breath, letting the cool wind dry her tears.

Suddenly there was a soft sound next to her ear, she couldn't tell what it was, as if something heavy fell beside her.

She blinked, looked down, and was stunned for a moment.

On the other end of the bench is a black and white ball nestling, its two dark eyes are extremely bright under the street lamps, and the thick ink color outside the eyes seems to be formed after countless nights.

Qin Yu was about to blurt out "Panda" subconsciously, but the next second she was amused by this thought.

Pandas are national treasures, why are they here?It is estimated that someone who has a pet dog trimmed the dog's fur to look like a panda, and then dyed it.

"Where did you come from?" Qin Yu asked softly, feeling her voice hoarse just as she opened her mouth, she covered her mouth and nose and coughed lightly twice.

Who would have thought that chubby hairball stretched out its soft paws and patted her raised elbow.

"Ok?"

Qin Yu was puzzled, after putting down his hand, the claws were going to touch her face directly.

"Do you want to help me wipe my tears?" Qin Yu couldn't help holding the little paw, the sadness just now was temporarily dispelled by the little thing in front of him.

Not only did the chubby hair ball not move around her, but she obediently let her hold its paws, and then pressed its body against her body. The soft hairs swept the back of her hands very comfortably.

Qin Kui was worried that the puppy would come out of nowhere mischievously, and his body was very dirty.As a result, she took a closer look and found that there was no stain at all, and it was as clean as if the owner had just washed it.

"Which family's puppy are you from?" Qin Yu gently stroked its head with the other hand, his voice was low and soft, "Your shit shovel officer just washed you clean, and you ran out to play. You If the hair is dyed like this, it will be over if it is recognized as a panda."

The fat round ball was nestled obediently by her side, but as soon as she finished saying this, it shook its head very quickly, with a look of protest.

Qin Kui laughed softly at its cute appearance, "Why don't you bark?"

The interrupted emotions gradually came back in such a quiet atmosphere, and the movements of Qin Yu's hands gradually stopped, and his eyes turned to the direction of Xia Xing's Shen family.

In front of her eyes was the scene of Xia Xingshen's unwillingness to respond to her, with his fingers sunk deep into the soft fur of the little round ball.

"I may not come here in the future..." Qin Yu's tone carried a sense of emptiness, she lowered her head again, there were still water stains in her reddish eye sockets, and she pretended to be coaxing: "Don't run around anymore It’s easy to be caught as a panda.”

After he finished speaking, he was also amused by himself, sighed and patted the chubby body, "I'm leaving, you can go home too."

She stood up, stared deeply at the direction of Xia Xing's Shen's house, bit her lower lip reluctantly, opened the door and started the car to leave.

The panda on the bench was still nestled in that position, looking in the direction Qin Yu left.It didn't have any ornaments on its body, and there was a red rope tied to its right paw, but it took it off before it caught Qin Yu's attention.

The autumn in Linghai is gradually getting stronger, and the green leaves on the treetops are dyed red by the autumn colors.

Maybe it was because of the cold wind that night, and he caught a cold, and Qin Kui developed a high fever when he got home.

She suspended her work and returned to the Qin family's villa in the suburb of Linghai.

Occasionally, there were urgent business matters that needed her to deal with, and Zhou Yiran followed her instructions and sent them to her mailbox.Other than that, nothing can disturb her, her daily life is only in this huge villa.

She thought about using work to numb her nerves, and let more busyness fill her thoughts that could not be restrained and turned to that night.

But once the work frequency is reduced, those unfilled hours will still be occupied by memories of that day.

There are still bits and pieces from the past four years, but whenever she is silent, they will appear in her mind uncontrollably.

So she chose to give herself a quiet time period and space to adapt to the future without Xia Xingshen.It is also used to learn not to think of Xia Xingchen when a certain piece of life passes by.

The Qin family's garden seems to be a place that doesn't change with the seasons, the flowers are still in full bloom like the sea, and there is not half of the autumn color.

Qin Kui stood in the gazebo with his coat on, recalling the time when Xia Xingchen came to meet her parents.

Since they met, Xia Xingshen has almost never refused her request.No matter how ordinary the request was, even if it wasn't a request that Xia Xingchen had to ask, Xia Xingchen would agree simply and straightforwardly.

In a sense, she felt that Xia Xingchen was gentle to her, and that kind of gentleness was not manifested in the expression that could be seen by the naked eye.

There is a kind of tenderness that comes out from the bones, which can only be felt with the heart.

She really felt Xia Xingchen's indifference on the night when she poured out her heart.She had expected that Xia Xingchen would not accept it, but she didn't expect that Xia Xingchen would start to avoid after the show, and later he was not even willing to end their relationship with her face to face.

The sadness in her eyes gradually rose, and a cool wind brushed the ends of her long hair. Her throat was itchy just after her fever subsided, and she coughed softly, her eyes flushed from the cough.

The wind in late autumn felt chilly to the bone, Qin Kuang gathered his coat, and walked back to the main house with tired steps.

She didn't know if her family had noticed anything. From the day she returned to Qin's house, everyone cared about her body and asked her if something happened and why she suddenly put down all her work.

She didn't say much, but only smiled to report to her family that she was safe.

After that, no one asked more questions, but coincidentally, no one mentioned Xia Xingchen again.

Just like treating Tang Yi once.

She walked back to the main house from the gazebo, and met Qin Minghong who was waiting for her at the door.

"Aunt Chen told me that you went to the garden." Qin Minghong turned over the folded collar that she hadn't noticed with concern.

"Well, let's go shopping." Qin Yu raised his eyebrows and looked a little weak, "Brother seems to come home often when he is free recently."

"The environment at home is good, and you can calm down after staying for a long time." Qin Minghong sighed inaudibly, "Go in, it's cold outside."

Entering the living room, Qin Minghong poured Qin Yu a cup of hot water, and the two of them sat on the sofa together.

Qin Minghong warned: "Sansan, you haven't recovered yet, so try not to go out for a while."

Qin Yan took a sip of hot water, nodded slightly, "I know, I just went for a walk in the garden."

Qin Minghong nodded reassuringly, as if he knew she was uncomfortable, and silently stayed by her side.

Different from second brother Qin Mingtu's escape, eldest brother Qin Minghong's calmness brought her a great sense of security since she was a child.As the saying goes, an older brother is like a father, and Qin Minghong's temperament exactly corresponds to this saying, Qin Yu always unconsciously returns to the state of seeking knowledge when he was young when he is by his side.

She lowered her head, rubbed her fingers unconsciously on the cup, and said in thought, "Brother, have you ever experienced a failed relationship... that is, a relationship that cannot be fulfilled."

She wants to know how her elder brother spends his days after relationship failure, maybe it can help her.

"Of course there is." Qin Minghong's voice was deep and deep, but now it dropped, "This part is very likely to fail."

"Now?" Qin Yu looked up at him in astonishment, "Why haven't I heard you mention it? I always thought you were still single."

Among the three children of the Qin family, Qin Mingtu married early, Qin Yu announced his relationship with Xia Xingshen two years ago, and the eldest Qin Minghong is an unmarriage advocate.

He is not opposed to marriage, but prefers a relationship that maintains freedom from beginning to end.But the emotional freedom he thinks is not an open relationship, it's just that he doesn't like to be bound by marriage.

Qin Minghong, who advocates freedom, has been single for a while, and he didn't tell his family about the relationship he said, Qin Yu was really surprised.

"Well, now." Qin Minghong smiled, with a trace of desolation hidden in his smile, "I didn't tell my family. It's probably because I felt uneasy from the day this relationship started."

"Why?" Qin Yu asked curiously, "Did something happen?"

Qin Minghong shook his head, "A year ago, by chance, I met a surgeon from Linghai City Hospital. He is very good, and we quickly developed a good impression of each other. At that time, I also knew that he was still a surgeon. A good father."

Qin Yu frowned: "Is he married?"

"He's divorced." Qin Minghong's tone fell into the memory of this not long ago, "He and his ex-wife are college classmates, and after the divorce, the children will be raised by him. This is not difficult for me to accept, I am willing to go with him Take care of this child, so after he confessed to me completely, I still decided to be with him."

"And then something happened, didn't it?"

If nothing happens, according to what Qin Minghong said, he and this man have already been honest with each other, and on the surface, this relationship can last for a long time.

"Yes, his ex-wife is back." Qin Minghong sighed and smiled, "To our surprise, his ex-wife changed her attitude of leaving resolutely, first apologized to him, and then went to visit him Parents. You should have guessed what happened afterwards, his child was crying and wanting to get his mother back."

"This..." Qin Yu was still surprised, but not surprised by the result.

In most divorced families with children, the person who leaves first has a natural advantage.Just leave as soon as you say, and when you want to come back, the child is the biggest bargaining chip.

Qin Minghong continued: "He is now in a dilemma. On one side is his parents who put pressure on him to remarry, and on the other side is his relationship with me. In order to make his ex-wife give up, he has been doing ideological work with his ex-wife recently."

He laughed lowly at the end, probably thinking of the other party's persistence, a gentle smile finally appeared on his handsome face.

Qin Yu paused, his brows and eyes widened, "That's why you're upset and why you didn't tell your family, right?"

"Well, that's right." Qin Minghong took a deep breath and seriously concluded his emotions: "My decision depends on his attitude. If one day he can't hold on anymore and wants to compromise, I will tell him That's the end."

Qin Yu's heart was shaking, and he couldn't utter a word.

The behavior of Qin Minghong's lover's ex-wife is slightly similar to Tang Yi's.

Everyone should be responsible for their own decisions, but there are many people in this world now, who think that the consequences of their own deliberation or hasty decisions will hurt others, and then look on coldly, and regard their actions as doing what they want.

This kind of following one's heart's desire has changed its quality.

"Okay, don't talk about these unhappy things." Qin Minghong touched her hair lovingly, just like when she was young, "Take care of your illness, and then go out for a stroll, don't get bored at home."

Qin Yu lowered his eyes meekly, and smiled silently, "Okay."

During this conversation, although Qin Minghong didn't give Qin Kuang a clear answer, she felt Qin Minghong's latent attitude.

This is probably the temperament deeply buried in the Qin family. They don't like to escape, even if it is not the result they want to see, they will not use any means to avoid it.

Because the real solution is to face it.

The author has something to say: After a period of healing, Boss Qin finally sees through the world. The full text is over.

Just kidding, Boss Qin's chasing wife crematorium is not doing well and is going to change bosses. I heard that the new boss's surname is Xia.

Then I am not feeling well recently. I will stop for two days starting tomorrow, and I will recover on Sunday night. Everyone, let’s have a good weekend [Manual Comparing Heart]