The years are long

After that conversation with Qin Minghong, Qin Kuang felt as if he had come alive completely.

Her body seemed to have been injected with fresh blood, and her weak state had been rescued.

It's just that deep down in her heart, there is still a world left for Xia Xingchen.

Following her inner wish, she went to Weibo in her spare time and searched for the edited video of her and Xia Xingshen in "Inside and Outside the Play".Watch them perform tacitly, and also look at the opinions left by netizens in the comments.

Seeing Xia Xingshen's face on the screen, there will still be ripples in Qin Yu's heart, but he will no longer have the same hope as before.

Her mentality became peaceful, and she only hoped that when she was still attached to Xia Xingchen, she could satisfy her thoughts on the basis of not disturbing Xia Xingchen.

As time goes by, it will naturally be forgotten.

Qin Yu lived a regular life, eating three meals a day, and painting the land as a prisoner.

Tossing and turning in the middle of the night, thinking that he would forget Xia Xingchen in the future, Qin Yu felt a little unspeakable grievance and unwillingness to express.

With her eyes open, she repeatedly recalled Xia Xingchen's deeply buried tenderness, recalling Xia Xingchen's responsiveness to her, and she fell asleep until the sky turned white.

Qin Yu's body had recovered a lot, but the torment of this night made her look a little weak again the next day.

The family just let go of their hearts and hung up again. After lunch, Zhang Lanlan followed her back to the room under the signal of Han Shutong's eyes.

There is not much difference in age between Qin Yu and Zhang Lanlan in the family, and Zhang Lanlan is the one who gets along well. When he is with the elders, Qin Yu will somewhat have the mentality of reporting good news but not worrying.Han Shutong saw that her state was sluggish again, so she had to ask Zhang Lanlan to see what was going on.

"knock knock"

Zhang Lanlan knocked on the open door, and Qin Yu, who had just sat down by the window, came back to his senses.

"Second sister-in-law? Why are you here?" Qin Kui stood up to greet her.

"I'll come and see you." Zhang Lanlan took her hand and touched her forehead with concern, "Aren't you sick again? You don't look well today."

"I'm fine, second sister-in-law, don't worry."

Qin Yu raised his brows and eyes, and his smile was coated with the warmth of the sunlight outside the window.

"How can you not be worried?" Zhang Lanlan frowned, looked at her hesitantly, and sighed, "Tell me honestly, what happened?"

Zhang Lanlan is not very old, just a few years older than Qin Yu, and has been in love for a few times. Although they are not too hard to let go, but in this state of broken love, she has never eaten pork and seen pigs run away.

Among her friends, there are many who make themselves look like ghosts after breaking up.

Qin Yu was a little different, he didn't act aggressively, and was as quiet and gentle as usual.

However, anyone who is familiar with her, or who lives around her, will feel that during this period, Qin Yu seems to have been sucked out of his soul.

She is burying the pain in her heart.

"What's the matter? I just caught a cold, and I'm not in good health recently."

Qin Kui patted the back of Zhang Lanlan's hand and smiled warmly.

"I don't believe it." Zhang Lanlan denied it outright. Seeing her soft brows and eyes, she couldn't help sighing, "Half a month ago, I drove back here in the middle of the night and never went out again. Sansan, if I guessed correctly, this You have come here for more than half a month, not to rest, but to heal your wounds."

Apart from Qin Yu's abnormal state, not only Zhang Lanlan, but the whole Qin family realized that Qin Yu no longer mentioned Xia Xingchen.

The combination of the two situations, even if it is impossible, is the most reasonable explanation.

Qin Yu didn't deny it anymore, she lowered her head slightly, her face was covered with a layer of sadness, "Second sister-in-law, I am indeed giving myself a period of time to accept one thing."

Zhang Lanlan was silent for a while, "Is it because of the sinking of the stars?"

"No, it's because of me." Qin Yu raised his eyes, and a very shallow wry smile appeared on his soft face.

Xia Xingchen just didn't like her, in the final analysis, the reason was her.

If she hadn't held too much hope, how could she have fallen so hard?

Zhang Lanlan shook her head, nothing but sighs.

Qin Kui almost never told his family the specifics of his relationship with Xia Xingshen, and it was only trivial matters that he mentioned occasionally.Apart from knowing that the two of them agree in love and have compatible ideas, the family members don't know more details about the relationship between them.

No one could guess what happened to them. Judging from the personalities of Qin Yu and Xia Xingchen, nothing could be analyzed.

"Since you don't say it, I won't force you." Zhang Lanlan frowned and told her, her concern was palpable, "But you have to know that things need to be solved, and escaping is not the solution. You have to untangle your heart, don't let it Put it in your heart and form a knot."

"I understand." Qin Yu smiled like a breeze, and he let out a sigh of relief.

Where is there any knot in her heart?

If there was anything to say, it was that before they went to the South Island, Xia Xingchen's business trip had to postpone their meeting.

Xia Xingshen said at the time that he would make an appointment when she came back, but he didn't make it because of work.

The sunlight penetrating into the room cast half of Qin Yu's face in shadow, her slender eyelashes trembled, and she pursed her lips tightly as if she had made a decision.

At lunch time that day, Qin Yu went to the private restaurant that he had been looking for for a long time.

The slightly powdered woman's eyebrows and eyes are picturesque, and the moment she stepped into the store, she attracted a lot of attention.

The proprietress personally led the way for her to the box, and the dishes she ordered in advance were served one after another with her arrival.

"Miss Qin, all the dishes you ordered have been served."

The proprietress stood beside her politely and enthusiastically, with some irrepressible excitement on her face.

Recently, "Joking about Light and Shadow" has become very popular. Qin Yu's performance in the show is very outstanding, and he has attracted many fans with this show.Qin Yu came here to eat today, and it is estimated that the threshold of the store will be broken tomorrow.

No, maybe it will be broken after a while.

"Thank you." Qin Yu thanked and prepared to eat.

"Hmm..." The proprietress looked at her hesitantly, "Doesn't Miss Qin need other dishes? Just eat bamboo shoots...would it be a little monotonous?"

After the proprietress finished speaking, she glanced at the several dishes of bamboo shoots on the table with lingering fear.

Braised bamboo shoots in oil, sweet and sour bamboo shoots, stir-fried bamboo shoots, and then a fresh bamboo shoots and duck soup.

This is the first time I have encountered a full bamboo shoot feast since it opened...

Qin Yan shook his head, "No, you go out, I don't need it for now."

"Well, call me whenever you need me."

Although the proprietress was confused, but thinking about it again, maybe this is Qin Yu's preference?

If you like to eat bamboo shoots, order a table. All kinds of tastes are served. If you feel comfortable eating, maybe you can post a Weibo to promote it. That’s free advertising.

The proprietress fantasized happily, closed the box door and left.

Qin Kui looked at the various prepared bamboo shoots in front of him, and tasted each of them.Sure enough, it is a restaurant recommended by many people. The chef's craftsmanship is good, much more delicious than the bamboo shoots she cooks.

If Xia Xing was here, he would definitely have a good time eating.

The cold and accustomed eyes will warm up for a short time, and then concentrate on eating the food in front of him.

Qin Yu put down his chopsticks and took out his mobile phone, and clicked into Xia Xingchen's circle of friends.

Nothing was gained, and since they met, Xia Xingchen's circle of friends has been blank.

It had been more than half a month, and Xia Xingchen hadn't moved at all.What happened that night was like a watershed, separating them by an indeterminate distance.

Can they still be in touch?

If not, there are still unresolved issues between them.

What should I do about the lie that hasn't come true yet?

No... If they hadn't contacted each other all this time, the pretended relationship could just have come to an end in this state.

Her family had already begun to suspect that they were breaking up, and the current situation couldn't be more appropriate.

But, is it really the only way to do this?

Qin Yu's mood fell instantly, the seedling in her heart hadn't withered yet, the grievance and unwillingness that kept her awake at night re-wrapped her heart.

She stared quietly at the dishes in front of her, and with a slight thought, she took a photo and posted it on Moments.

There is no accompanying text, just a picture, and no one is blocked, nor is it only for anyone to see.

She let out a deep breath, and a layer of soft light spread in her eyes.

The promise to come together was fulfilled as if she was alone.

The weather in Linghai has been fine recently, and in addition to the late autumn, the impetuous mood in summer has disappeared as the temperature drops.

But Gao Qiqi hoped to be a little abnormal, and it would be so hot that her immediate boss, Mr. Xia, would be melted, lest the weather be so cold, and there would be a human-shaped refrigerator in the company every day.

In the office, the keyboard was being tapped, and the woman sitting behind the desk frowned slightly, exuding a chilling chill.

Xia Xing's eyes were fixed on the computer screen, and he kept typing with his hands. He didn't even take his eyes off when he reached for the water glass, as if he didn't want to be idle for a second.

When she couldn't drink water, she lowered her eyes, then handed the cup to her side, "Water."

"Oh oh oh... right away!" Gao Qiqi quickly went to catch the cup with both hands, trotted to fetch water for Xia Xingchen, not daring to delay at all.

When Xia Xingshen drank the water smoothly, Gao Qiqi didn't even move his eyes away from her, and put his hands on her side with trepidation, fearing that her cup would fall if it wasn't put properly.

Fortunately, after Xia Xingchen finished drinking the water, he safely placed the cup on the table, and Gao Qiqi finally relaxed. The contrast between the ups and downs made her heave a sigh of relief.

She touched her head, looked at Xia Xingchen's expressionless side face, and couldn't help but sigh again.

"Sister Xingchen, what's the matter with you recently?" Gao Qiqi asked her with concern in a soft tone, "every word comes out of your mouth... Is there something unhappy? If you don't If you are comfortable, you can chat with me, maybe some things don’t have to be thought of in a very complicated way. I think things are very simple, and I can talk to you.”

Xia Xing was taken aback suddenly, her typing fingers stopped, and she leaned back in the chair.

Something in Gao Qiqi's words seemed to hit her heart by chance, and she looked over with gloomy eyes.

Gao Qiqi felt that he might have hit the point, and quickly said, "Sister Xingchen, you really are in a bad mood, right?"

Xia Xingchen asked instead: "If you think about things in a different way, will the result change?"

"Hmm..." Gao Qiqi scratched his head, "Probably not, the result has already been caused, how can we change it?"

"The result has already been caused..." Xia Xing murmured these words, unconsciously clenched the handrail.

That's right, her harm to Qin Yu has already been done, and they can't go back, how should they change it?No matter from which point of view, this result will not be good.

Things don't seem right...

Gao Qiqi was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, her eyes rolled around, and suddenly she had an idea: "However, how can you be sure that this is the result? The result of a matter should be what everyone thinks is okay." , there is no need to look different, so it is determined as the result. If one person thinks it is inappropriate, then it is not the result!"

Xia Xing's heart trembled, and his gaze lowered.

She didn't want this result, but she couldn't let them have a future related to love. She didn't want Qin Yu to change his life just because she was a demon.

She can only accept this result.

But did Qin Yu accept it?

She still remembered that, on the bench that day, Qin Kuang's gaze was reluctantly looking in the direction of her home.

"If I don't accept this result, but I don't want to make a new choice, because if I make a new choice, the other party may be affected by me... Then what should I do?"

Xia Xing murmured and asked, there was an expectation in her eyes that she didn't even notice.She wanted to hear the opinions of bystanders, maybe there would be a better solution, and maybe she could return to Qin Yu's side.

"Well... this..." Gao Qiqi paced around the desk.

This question is too difficult, right? Re-choosing will affect the other party?Probably a bad influence, otherwise why would Xia Xingchen be unwilling?

But if there is a chance to choose again, it means that the other party also knows the consequences of choosing again.If the other party didn't know, then Xia Xingchen was hiding it.

The more Gao Qiqi thought about it, the more confused he became, and he scratched his head with both hands while pacing.

The light in Xia Xingchen's eyes dimmed more and more, and he couldn't help laughing to himself, how could he pin his hopes on others?

She sighed silently, trying to stop Gao Qiqi who was about to mess up.

At this time, Gao Qiqi stopped, and his smile increased sharply: "Sister Xingchen, if you can choose again, how do you know that the other party does not want another result! You think it may be bad for the other party, but what if the other party wants to do this?" What! That's a win-win situation!"

As Gao Qiqi's voice fell, Xia Xingchen's hands holding the armrests became stronger, sparks of fire suddenly rose from the bottom of his eyes, and every word Gao Qiqi said fell into the lake of her heart accurately.

What if the other party thinks so...

Just in case, can she take a gamble?

There was a slight tear in her eyes, as if her depressed mood for half a month was slowly being squeezed out of her heart and lungs.

"Qiqi, you go out first." She softened her tone to make herself less indifferent.

She should thank this little girl, no matter what the result is.

"Ah? Hey!"

Gao Qiqi was stunned suddenly, but when he saw Xia Xingshen's complexion softened, he didn't jump out word by word.

During this period of time, the aura that can frostbite people seems to have weakened, Gao Qiqi grinned: "Then I'll go out, I'll go out! Sister Xingchen, think slowly!"

She suppressed her excitement, just in time to be lazy, think about what happened to Xia Xingchen recently, and then gossip with Yu Miaomiao.

Xia Xingshen got up from the chair and walked to the French window.

The sunshine coated the city with a warm color, and also dyed her well-like eyes with soft colors.

She turned on her phone and clicked into Qin Yu's circle of friends. The most recent one was posted yesterday.

There is no accompanying text, just various dishes of bamboo shoots.

She twitched her fingers, and taking advantage of the throbbing in her heart, she posted the first status in her circle of friends, which was a picture of a panda.

With the successful sending of the status, Xia Xingshen's whole heart was suspended.

Will Qin Yu understand the meaning?Can they break the silence?

She stared down at the mobile phone on the screen, and her heart that had just been unblocked was blocked again in an instant.

The author has something to say: Boss Qin: "Come on, after this feast of bamboo shoots, the crematorium will be yours."

The little panda held the wine glass in its two paws, with a haughty expression on its face: "It's time to show you my ability to run a crematorium."

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