Little brother!whole one?

"I don't know how much you know about that incident back then, but I will tell you the whole story." Cheng Yuzhou took a deep breath, "Yan Cheng did have a part in hurting Jing Shuo. , We don’t run away from this point. Yan Cheng has always taken all the mistakes on himself, and it seems that only in this way can he relieve the guilt in his heart. I don’t excuse my brother, it’s wrong if it’s wrong. But for him It's very special, no matter whether you have the possibility in the future, as an older brother, I don't want him to be too despicable in your mind."

"Xiao Cheng has two very good friends, both of whom grew up together. One is Wu Mao, who is Wumao. You should have met him. The other is An Jun. You may not know him, but his father used to be I must have seen it in the news. After all, in the municipal circle of B, there is only one family named An."

"It was An Jun who drugged Jing Shuo at that time. This child was used to be a bit stubborn by the family, and he didn't think about the consequences when he did things. He not only drugged Jing Shuo, but also drugged Xiaocheng. He was sure that Xiaocheng was clear-headed. Under the circumstances, he would not do anything to Jing Shuo, so he used this dirty method to 'help' him. He was playing a cheap game under the banner of helping Yan Cheng. Yan Cheng didn't know about all this at the time. What happened later may not be clear except for the person concerned, but fortunately, Xiaocheng did not make a big mistake, in exchange for two stitches on the back of the head. And these, Xiaocheng did not tell us until a long time after the incident of."

"After that, Jing Shuo hated Yan Cheng and our family, and wanted Xiao Cheng to be punished. At that time, Jing Shuo probably didn't know that An Jun was behind the scenes. Those two 'accomplices'. So the An family fought back. At first, they maliciously fabricated Jing Shuo’s thesis to plagiarize, and later they threatened his life. Our family protected Jing Shuo the moment we knew about it. I thought Jing Shuo Shuo would retreat, but he seemed to be driven to a dead end, and he must die. My mother cried and begged Jing Shuo to let Xiaocheng go. Later, Jing Shuo suddenly gave up and refused all our family's proposals. Compensation, I never saw each other again. Xiaocheng made such a big mistake, in order to avoid the limelight, my parents sent him abroad. After he left, our family began to settle accounts with the An family. It may be It’s the end of luck. Before our family could make a move, An Jun’s father committed suicide by jumping off the building because of being shuanggui. You have also seen that An’s family has disappeared in City B. That An Jun is now in Japan, and his father died for him before committing suicide. He was sent out. Before going abroad, my father sent someone to break his leg, and he was permanently disabled. As far as their family is concerned...he may not be able to return to the country in his life."

"Our whole family is very sorry for causing such irreparable harm to Jing Shuo. Yan Cheng cannot get rid of his responsibility in this matter, and he never wanted to evade responsibility. I don't know what he thinks in his heart, but if it's me, it's mine. If I'm wrong, I'll admit it, it's not my fault, and I won't take the blame for nothing. That's why I'm telling you this."

Yu Shu held the coffee cup tightly, using this movement to stop the trembling of his hands.Hearing that the manipulators of all tragedies ended up with their families ruined, he felt nothing but joy.

Cheng Yuzhou said lightly: "I just want you to know that Xiaocheng is not a heinous bad person in essence. He may be a bit arrogant and self-willed sometimes, but he is not a bad boy. I don't want you Totally negate him as a person.”

Yu Shulian watched quietly as the heat in the coffee cup dissipated little by little, and the mellow and rich smell also faded.for a long time.

"Thank you." Yu Shuxian said softly.

"I'm just stating the facts and don't deserve your thanks."

Yu Shulian shook his head and raised his face: "I mean, thank you for protecting Jing Shuo back then, thank you."

Cheng Yuzhou was startled, then his eyes became sore, and he remained silent.He took a sip of coffee and said softly:

"Next, it's your turn. Since you knew early on that it wasn't Yan Cheng, why did you..."

"Yan Cheng's psychological condition is not very good." Yu Shuxian said calmly, "He was only 16 years old, and everything happened so suddenly. After the matter was resolved, he was sent abroad to fend for himself before he could digest his emotions. His His emotions were not vented, and no one gave him healthy and correct guidance, so he carried the guilt and self-blame that did not belong to him for seven years."

What Yu Shulian said shocked Cheng Yuzhou severely.

Yu Shulian lightly shook his head: "He looks normal, but these shackles will only drag him down. If he doesn't let go of this burden, he won't be truly happy for a day. And my identity is so special. Will you pass this guilt on to me? Then this feeling will never be pure again, and Yan Cheng's heart will always be tortured by this guilt."

Yu Shulian felt it was a bit difficult to say, but he still said: "I think you can also see that he is very dependent on me. Not only because of his deep feelings for me, but also because of the guilt he felt towards Jing Shuo, which made me feel so guilty. He is terrified every day, afraid of losing everything. Sooner or later, Yan Cheng will not be able to bear it, and no one knows what will happen. So I can only use my method to help him and help him face himself. "

Cheng Yuzhou sat there for a long time without moving, wondering why he was in a daze.He suddenly wiped his face with his hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "So many things happened back then, we didn't think of giving him psychological counseling, I..."

"It's not your fault. I'll notice his problem, maybe because I also had a sensitive and inferior childhood, so I can empathize with it." He took a deep breath, "Don't blame yourself. Yan Cheng's problem , the most important thing is to see if he can think about it. Maybe he also longs for the understanding and help of his family."

After a pause, he continued: "I consulted professionals before, and that day I did that to give him a certain amount of stimulation to let him break through the threshold in his heart. Maybe I was too hasty and messed up. And I can't bear it. Are you His relatives, maybe he can accept it more easily in another way."

Cheng Yuzhou raised his face and took a deep look at Yu Shulian, his heart fluttered.He thought, his brother has a good eye.

The whole family avoided talking about it, and seemed to agree that some pains would not exist if they were not touched.But he didn't want Yan Cheng to become like this after years of deliberate neglect.

Cheng Yuzhou was silent for a long time, and finally rubbed his face in frustration, and said in a hoarse voice: "I will try to communicate with him during this period of time." After that, he looked at Yu Shuxian with a bit of embarrassment, "Xiaocheng He...he always has great psychological fluctuations when dealing with things about you. So I will invite you to see him after I find the right time to communicate with him, okay? "

Yu Shulian pursed his lower lip, then nodded.

***

After leaving the cafe, Yu Shuxian went straight home.Once home he received a message from Charles asking how he was thinking.Yu Shulian replied that he still needs to discuss with his lover and wait for a while.Charles said that he would reply to him in the next year at the latest.

Yu Shulian knew that he was forced to board a pirate ship.Perhaps this is not a thief ship, but a golden ship. His attitude of taking Joe may seem a little ignorant to Charles.He was just somewhat resistant to such a choice that had no room for choice.

Seeing that the Chinese New Year is coming soon, Yu Shuxian just needs to stand by the window and look out to see the festive appearance of every house decorated with lanterns and streamers.People in the north have to do a big cleaning of their homes as soon as the Chinese New Year comes. Many people open the windows and wipe the glass in the cold weather.Everyone's faces were filled with joy, as if they were looking forward to the coming New Year.

Yu Shulian glanced at his empty home, thought for a while, and then took out the utensils and started cleaning.

This home looks empty, but it is not a small project to actually clean it.Yu Shuxian changed into new sheets and quilts, took down the chandeliers and washed them, and cleaned all the dust in the dead corners of the house. In the blink of an eye, the house looked brand new.

He found a travel bag in the storage room, and there were some summer clothes in the bag.Then he remembered that this bag seemed to be brought when he went to Thailand before.When I came back, I thought it was troublesome and threw it in the storage room, and I forgot to clean it up.

Fortunately, there are only two brand new, unworn short sleeves inside, otherwise they must be rotten after sitting for so long.

Yu Shuxian threw all the old and dirty clothes into the washing machine, and asked him to turn the travel bag inside out before putting it away.

There is a half bottle of sunscreen in the bag, and a small souvenir bought locally, nothing important.It's just that he found a thin piece of paper in the interlayer.I took it out and saw it was a lottery ticket.

Yu Shuxian tried hard to think back and realized that he bought it at a lottery station near the airport on the day he went abroad, and he didn't check the lottery information when he went abroad to play high.

Yu Shulian took his mobile phone to check the day's lottery information because he had nothing to do.He didn't have any hope of winning the lottery at all. After all, he had bought lottery tickets for so many years and hadn't won any prizes. Instead, he spent a lot of money.However, looking at the lottery numbers on his phone, he was stunned for 2 minutes.

He checked the date and number again.

After watching it several times, he was sure that he had really won the jackpot.

1000 two million.

At that moment, he suddenly remembered his year-long ascetic life.Yu Shulian was a little dazed. After checking the date, he found that the date of claiming the prize had not passed, and it was still within [-] natural days. So he sat on the sofa with the lottery ticket in hand for a long time.

The moment of joy of winning the lottery was there, but after the brief excitement passed, he found himself a little dazed and did not have the expected ecstasy.

Such a happy thing... He didn't even have anyone to share it with.

He looked at the empty room, and the scene in the past slowly overlapped with the scene in front of him.At that time, he had to turn on the TV to watch the lottery information every day, and Yan Cheng hung limply on his body to study with him.

It was obviously a few months ago, but now that I think about it... it seems like it happened in my previous life.

***

Picking a date, Yu Shulian took Xu Si to the lottery center to register, and claimed the bonus after the ticket was checked.

Knowing the news that Yu Shulian had won the grand prize, Xu Si was the first to volunteer to be his bodyguard, and was thinking about buying a doll costume for Yu Shulian to wear to ensure safety.Yu Shulian was very helpless by him, and finally each took a step back, and Yu Shulian put on a Peking Opera mask to claim the bonus.

Because there are very few people like Yu Shulian who won the first prize, the lottery center caused quite a stir that day.A staff member told him that they knew internally that someone had won the lottery after the lottery results came out earlier, but this person has not come to accept the prize for a long time.Seeing that the statute of limitations was about to expire, the people at the lottery center were more anxious than Yu Shuxian himself, but luckily he still came in the end.That day, Yu Shulian couldn't help being dragged to take two photos. Of course, without his face, it was him wearing a mask.After that, the photo was published in the news of City B, causing quite a stir across the country. Everyone speculated about what the tall, long-legged man wearing a face mask looked like.

Are the lucky ones favored by God different from ordinary people?

But that's all later, let's talk about the present.

Yu Shulian was so happy that he won the lottery that he hadn't seen, but Xu Si was so happy.In the evening, Xu Si set up a game for him in Bruce and called a few of their mutual friends.It's a joy to drink.

Of course, Yu Shuxian also generously said that he would pay for all the consumption of everyone tonight, and the scene exploded for a while, so it was very lively.

After drinking and chatting with a few friends, I feel a little bit over the top.To celebrate his fortune, Xu Si generously took out his own wine collection today.After all, it is a six-figure bottle of good wine, which is enough!

Yu Shulian enjoyed this slightly drunken feeling very much, with a smile on his face.Xu Si was afraid that he would drink too much, and when he saw that someone was about to pour him over, he quickly stopped him, dragged him to a clean place, chatted with him and let him sober up.

Xu Si didn't know exactly what happened during this time, but he also knew that it was Yan Cheng who donated bone marrow to Jing Shuo.So Xu Si subconsciously thought that the two could reconcile as before.

"With such a big prize, you won't have to work for a while. Don't you want to take Yan Cheng out to have fun?"

Yu Shuxian had guessed that Xu Si would ask questions about Yan Cheng early in the morning, so his expression did not change much, but he just said indifferently: "Too many things have happened recently, let's talk about the cool things later."

"Isn't it?" Xu Si couldn't believe it, "Haven't you two always been fine?"

Yu Shulian didn't want to tell outsiders what Jing Shuo had experienced, even Xu Si.So he just smiled: "Where is it good?"

"It's not what I said, book title, you, a big man, can't be too narrow-minded. It doesn't matter what happened to Yan Cheng and Jing Shuo before, as long as he is with you sincerely now, that's enough. Are you because of him? Are people jealous and angry about donating bone marrow? Well, it’s not a matter of life or death..."

"No." Yu Shulian interrupted Xu Si's words, "I'm not so confused. He was able to donate bone marrow to Jing Shuo to save his life. It's too late for me to thank him. What's more, I succeeded in matching with him. I don’t want to make me suffer, I discussed with Jing Shuo before me to let Jing Shuo accept his donation, I am grateful to him. I am not so white-eyed.”

Of course, Xu Si didn't know the inside story, so he couldn't help being a little surprised at this moment.Before, he could see that Young Master Yan had a lot of heart for Yu Shulian, but he didn't expect that his heart would be like this...

This...is not just liking?

Xu Si was puzzled: "Then you still..."

"Some things can't be explained in a few words." Yu Shulian didn't seem to want to say more, "But I won't end with him. It's just a small situation that happened recently, and it will be resolved soon."

Xu Si opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything.At this moment, she couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic to Yan Cheng.Because in Xu Si's view, most likely Yu Shuxian had a change of heart and let him down.After all, Yu Shulian's magnificent love history is there, and he preconceived that it is probably because Yu Shulian has no feelings for others.

I didn't expect that Young Master Yan would have a day when he gave all his sincerity and was kicked. It's so strange.

Xu Si sighed lightly, still a little unbearable in his heart, and said in a muffled voice: "I think Yan Cheng treats you really well, don't just because you have good conditions and many choices...don't talk about your relationship seriously."

A person as smart as Yu Shuxian could naturally guess what Xu Si was thinking at this time, but he had no intention of correcting him.This man is full of inner drama, maybe Xu Si thinks he is covering up when he talks too much.

"Of course, I will definitely support your decision. I just don't know if you will meet someone who treats you so sincerely in the future."

Yu Shulian laughed and teased him: "How can you see that you are sincere?"

"That time I accidentally saw Yan Cheng secretly kissing you while you were sleeping, that look...it didn't look like it was a joke."

Yu Shulian's expression froze, he frowned slightly, and looked at Xu Si: "When did it happen?"

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