Little brother!whole one?

It's no wonder that Yu Shulian didn't know about it. He was so drunk that day that he only wanted to sleep, so he didn't know that someone secretly kissed him.

But knowing from Xu Si's mouth that Yan Cheng sneaked in that day just to take a look at him, I was still quite upset.

He couldn't imagine what kind of mentality Yan Cheng approached him at that time.He regretted even more that he had quarreled with him recklessly that day.At that time, he felt that the treasure that belonged to him had been violated, and he felt pain and pain in his heart. He just wanted to vent his anger, but he didn't want his behavior to cause much harm to Yan Cheng.Yan Cheng didn't do anything wrong, but she had to bear his hurt.

If there is no gap between them, perhaps they will be very smooth and happy.But if so many things hadn't happened, Yu Shulian wouldn't have seen his heart so clearly.

He had never realized so clearly that Yan Cheng had already occupied his heart and took root in his soul.No one can get him out of his heart.

He has always believed in one sentence, good food is not afraid of being late, but good things take time.Perhaps there have been many twists and turns along the way, but he believes that only a relationship that has been tempered will be stronger.

Yu Shuxian took a sip of his wine, and dragged Xu Si to ask him to describe what happened that night in detail.Xu Si didn't think too much about it, but when this guy was drunk and lost his mind, he patiently told him from the beginning to the end what Yan Cheng said on the phone, how he begged at the door, and when he entered the room. How careful.And the look in Yu Shulian's eyes is so tender and affectionate, as if looking at a unique treasure in the world.

While talking, Xu Si almost told himself that he was disgusted, and got goosebumps all over his body.In the end, he is still a straight man who likes women. For this kind of love between men and men, it’s okay to joke and tease. It’s a bit embarrassing for him to watch it with his own eyes and then be responsible for broadcasting it later. .

But who made Yu Shulian want to hear it?He can only suffer.

Yu Shulian listened carefully to him telling this "secret matter", feeling sad for a while and sweet for a while.After closing his eyes, all that dangled in his head was Yan Cheng's face.

***

It will be New Years in a few days.In the past, Yu Shulian would go abroad for vacation during the Chinese New Year, to enjoy the scenery of foreign countries, and to have a few memorable adventures, there is nothing more pleasant than this.

His mother and the others would ask him to go back to celebrate the New Year every year, and he always found various reasons to avoid the reunion that he didn't enjoy very much.Sometimes it is really impossible to hide, and it takes a few years to spend a year at home.However, he never stayed there even when he was at home for Chinese New Year.He didn't remember how many times he drove home on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve and faced the emptiness of a room.

It wasn't that he was hypocritical and held grudges, it was that he really felt that he couldn't fit into that family.When he was there, not only he himself was uncomfortable, but the whole family was also uncomfortable.You can't talk, you can't do things, you can't do things, and you feel uncomfortable with your hands and feet tied.Yu Shulian is a very sensible person, and he basically stays until a certain time and leaves.Then go out again on the first day of the new year after returning home, preferably to a foreign country where the atmosphere of the New Year is not so strong.It seems that this can comfort myself that I am not alone.

Before he met Yan Cheng, he planned to go abroad this year as usual.But now he is not only tired physically, but also mentally, he has no mood to appreciate the beautiful scenery, and he has no urge to hunt for beauty after he has someone in his heart.He would rather stay at home and sleep.

But when it's Chinese New Year, he sleeps at home by himself, even if no one knows, he himself feels pitiful enough.

Xu Si knew about his situation and wanted to invite him to his home for the New Year.But Xu Si had not only the couple, but also the elderly and relatives in Xu Si's family. As an outsider, Yu Shulian really had no reason to get involved, so he declined.

On the 29th day of the lunar calendar, Yu Shu received a call from home.The number was on a landline, so Yu Shuzhi guessed what the purpose of the call was before answering the call.

It's just that he didn't expect that the person on the phone was Jing Shuo.

"elder brother."

"How do you call me on a landline?"

"The phone is dead."

"Oh, what's the matter?"

"Brother, tomorrow...go home for the New Year?"

"..." Yu Shulian was silent for a moment, not knowing how to answer for a while.

Jing Shuo seized the moment of his pause and hurriedly said, "Brother, if you have no other arrangements, why don't you go home tomorrow? Mom bought a live chicken from the market today and wants to make you your favorite slobber chicken. New Year's Eve...don't go anywhere, okay?"

Yu Shulian felt as if something was stuck in his throat, and he wanted to refuse, but he just couldn't say it.In fact, he could guess what was going on over the phone.It is estimated that Jing Shuo is the vanguard sent by his family to take the lead. At this moment, everyone else is probably sitting around the phone nervously waiting for Yu Shulian's reply.For some reason, I feel sad for a while.

Yu Shuxian sighed lightly: "Okay, then I'll go back at noon tomorrow."

The person on the phone seemed relieved: "Okay, then we will wait for you."

"En." Yu Shulian was about to hang up the phone vaguely, but Jing Shuo suddenly breathed out again.

"Brother! What kind of dumplings do you want to eat?"

Yu Shu paused: "Anything, anything."

"I remember you like to eat pork stuffing with cabbage, can you make this?"

"Row."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Shuxian was in a daze for a while. He hugged Yan Xiaocheng and played for a while. Seeing that it was still early, he went to the storage room to find his gym bag. Go for a run and exercise.There are two suitcases side by side in the storage room, both of which are Yan Cheng's suitcases, and one of them is a couple model that I bought with him before.

Yu Shulian stared blankly for a few seconds, then picked up his gym bag and turned to go out.

Yu Shulian carried his gym bag and walked to the gym with ease. Along the way, he wore a bluetooth headset on his ears, and walked at a moderate pace while listening to the music.

Just as he was about to reach the gym, he suddenly stopped and turned around.But there was nothing behind him, only white snow and ugly, dry trees that had lost their shade.

He frowned, thinking that maybe he was too nervous, shook his head and walked into the gym.

It wasn't until Yu Shulian's figure disappeared at the door that the person hiding behind the thick tree trunk carefully revealed half of his body.

It was Yan Cheng.

He was expressionless, silently looking at the direction Yu Shulian was leaving, and pursed his lips tightly.Look lonely.

From the day Cheng Yuzhou promised that he would let Yu Shulian come to see him, Yan Cheng almost counted the days every day.One day, two days, three days...

The flame of anticipation that ignited in his heart also weakened day by day.He couldn't help but ask his brother why Yu Shulian didn't come to see him.And my brother always has an expression that hesitates to speak, and the eyes that look at him are also deep and hard to distinguish, as if there are many emotions that cannot be expressed.

Recently, my brother's behavior is really strange. It seems that he suddenly cares about him, and he often chats with him about the past and asks him about his life studying abroad these years.My brother would talk to him a lot, and even told him to try to let go of the guilt in his heart and start a new life.He took it into his heart and was greatly touched, but some things can't be changed overnight, you have to take it slowly.

But what he knew very clearly was that his longing for Yu Shuxian was almost overwhelming him.

Cheng Yuzhou seems to have put all his energy into communicating with Yan Cheng during this period of time. This kind of heart-to-heart talk between brothers makes Yan Cheng very uncomfortable, but he is too embarrassed to refuse his brother's concern.God knows that Yu Shulian is the only thing on his mind all day long, and he is not used to this nasty heart-to-heart talk with his brother.

Since his elder brother is unreliable, he might as well rely on himself.Compared with the time he was in the hospital, he has become a lot more "normal" recently, at least he himself feels that his mentality has stabilized a lot.It's just that he would still be subconsciously timid when he stood in front of Yu Shulian rashly, but this didn't prevent him from looking at him from a distance.

So even though his family asked him to stay at home to take care of his health, he still couldn't help but sneaked out.

He didn't even drive for fear of being discovered by his family.Using the excuse of going out for a walk, I took a taxi and went straight to Ark New City.He didn't dare to go up, didn't dare to look for him, so he could only wait downstairs.

It was cold, and it was impossible to stand outside.He stamped his feet every now and then to keep himself from freezing.

Yan Cheng himself didn't know the significance of doing this, maybe Yu Shulian was not at home at all, and it was completely useless for him to do these things.But he still insisted on waiting here.

Maybe... Maybe I can wait for him?

It may be that his sincerity moved the heavens, and it really made him wait until Yu Shulian who hurried downstairs.He looked normal, with headphones plugged into his ears, and he seemed to be going to the gym.

Yan Cheng finally experienced the feeling of being close to home.Obviously wishing that the moment he saw him, he would rush up and hug him tightly to prevent him from leaving him, but looking at Yu Shulian in the distance, he actually started to be timid.

What if Yu Shulian rejects him?What if Yu Shulian showed disgust?What if...he said the word of separation again?

He suddenly lost the courage to rush forward, so he could only be like a voyeur hiding in the shadows, greedily looking at the person he was thinking about day and night.

"Om..."

The phone in his arms vibrated suddenly, Yan Cheng's eyes darkened, as if he had guessed something, he took out the phone.Sure enough, it was Yan Lanqing.

He connected the phone and put it to his ear: "Mom."

The woman's voice on the phone was slightly anxious: "Xiao Cheng, where have you been? Why haven't you come back after walking for so long?"

The cold wind was bitter, and Yan Cheng felt that her lips seemed to be frozen, and she couldn't feel it.

"I'm just outside, I'm going back right away..."

Yan Lanqing's voice on the phone was a bit hesitant: "Did you... go to find Yu Shulian?"

Yan Cheng lowered his gaze, but did not answer.

Her son's silence had already answered her question well.Yan Lanqing sighed lightly: "Why are you doing this?"

"Mom, I miss him so much..." After she said it, Yan Cheng realized the choking in her voice.

"You child...why are you still an infatuated kind? I don't know who you look like..."

Yan Cheng didn't speak, but just quietly looked at Bai Xue under her feet.A long time passed like this.

"Mom, I'll be back in a while, don't worry."

"Little Orange..."

"Mom," Yan Cheng interrupted his mother, "I can't let go of him. It's better to kill me than to be separated from him."

Yan Lanqing choked for breath, and when she wanted to say something again, the phone had already been hung up, and a busy tone came.She sighed heavily.

Yan Cheng had been waiting outside, as if she didn't feel the cold at all.His face was bloodless and his lips were blue from the cold, but his eyes looking at the gym were shining with an incomprehensible light.

He seemed to recall the only time the two of them had worked out together here.That experience left him with nothing but panic and embarrassment.But even so, he still couldn't forget the way Yu Shulian smiled at him at that time, treating him like a child who needed care, and even the tone of his speech was so gentle and outrageous.

There seems to be a villain in my heart saying: Look, he is such a hateful man.

It was easy to seduce him.

When it was getting dark, Yu Shulian finally came out from inside.His cheeks were flushed slightly, and he looked refreshed.Maybe it was because his hair was not completely dried after taking a shower, so he put the hat of the padded jacket on his head, and from a distance he could only see his half-covered face.But just half of the face made Yan Cheng feel better in an instant.

He kept staring at Yu Shuxian from behind, until he saw him enter the building, and the familiar room upstairs was lit with lights, and he didn't leave.It was as silent as when he came.

***

On the day of New Year's Eve, Yu Shulian slept until after nine o'clock in the morning before getting up.After getting up, he unhurriedly picked some decent clothes from the closet and put them on.The beige turtleneck sweater and black trousers instantly set off his figure more slender and elegant.Yu Shulian was born to be good-looking, he was tall and had long legs, so he would look good even in a sack.

In fact, the gay circle belongs to the Appearance Association, but even in this circle Yu Shulian is still very confident in his appearance.He can be regarded as a relatively high-quality gay in the circle.But he didn't know what it meant to be someone beyond others until he met Yan Cheng.It turns out that there is really a man in this world who can be tall, majestic, handsome and delicate, and the two completely different qualities are well integrated in him.

All the handsome guys Yu Shuxian has ever seen together may not be as good-looking as Yan Cheng alone.

Sometimes he would also think, maybe at the beginning he tolerated him invading his territory so much, a large part of the reason was because he was confused by his appearance?

Yu Shulian shook his head to get rid of these strange thoughts in his mind.He prepared enough food and water for Yan Xiaocheng and left.

The author has something to say: I read the outline, and the second half of this article is sweet~ Few chapters have been abused, hold on!