You said as long as we are careful enough

Bastian was hot all over and Chris swallowed him, tongue licking the lower part of his cock.It was a tight, smooth pressure, and Sebastian rolled his eyes to the top of his head, struggling to keep his hips pressed against the bed. Chris's mouth retracted and he licked the mouth of the bell with the tip of his tongue before swallowing again.

Don't move, don't move, Sebastian thought blankly, shaking like he might come at any moment.Can't move, can't move, can't move.His legs trembled under the influence, and Chris moaned appreciatively, bobbing his head back and forth until Sebastian begged, "Please…"

Chris backs away abruptly. "No." He reached out and grabbed the tie tied to the bed, loosened it, and pulled Sebastian up and out of the bed, putting his feet on the floor as well. Sebastian whimpers and Chris guides down on his wrists until Sebastian falls to his knees at Chris' feet. Chris pats him on the head like a dog, then unzips his pants and pushes them up his thighs.

Sebastian is shaking, and Chris cups his jaw. "I said so."

"Yes, sir" he muttered.With no friction on his cock, it's harder to stay still, and he rubs against himself helplessly. Chris' thumb jammed his jaw and yanked Sebastian's head toward his cock.

"Go on," he said, sliding his hands up Sebastian's neck and pushing him all the way, Sebastian's mouth opened eagerly. Chris sighed as Sebastian started to move his head back and forth, looking a little awkward for balance without his arms, but it didn't take long for Chris' hands to hold him in place by his hair.

"Fucking perfect!" Chris growled, his hips twitching aggressively. Sebastian's body starts to sink, feeling heavy and warm and controlled, and then he feels Chris' body tremble. "That's it." Chris breathed, and Sebastian's mouth began to loosen. "Good boy, good—fuck!"

Chris leans forward and Sebastian hears, "Now!" as he tastes the precum in his mouth.

Sebastian's body finally goes limp in relief—his own orgasm sweeps through him seconds after Chris shoots down his throat—and shamelessly in heat.

When he senses that Chris is about to kiss his face, he complies anyway. "What a good boy." He whispered against his skin over and over again. "What a good boy."

"Chris." Sebastian gasped, the words on his tongue, I want you to stay.He's shaking, drunk on endorphins, knowing that if he asks, Chris will.All of this doesn't have to end, as long as you speak your own words. "I—I think..."

The rest of the words were locked in his jaw, Chris reminded, still breathless: "Thinking about what?" Sebastian lowered his head, and Chris misunderstood. "Oh-oh." He said shyly, reaching to release his wrist.Putting his wrist in his lap again and massaging the blood back into his hand, Sebastian watched silently.

Just say it.

Sebastian swallows audibly, and Chris looks up. "Thank you."

Chris just smiles.

That night, when Sebastian fell asleep, Chris' chest was against his back.Half asleep he felt Chris plant kisses on his neck.He wants to say something about it, grateful, happy, but all that comes out is a weary sigh and Chris pulls him tighter.

It was the best sleep Sebastian had had in years.

The next morning came so early they had to get up to take Chris to the train station.Sebastian was still half asleep when they set off. Chris opens the door and closes it again, kissing Sebastian so hard it pins him against the door.

Chris had done it until now by sheer willpower, pulling Sebastian into a kiss in the last minute. "Call me if you need me," Chris said eagerly against his lips, holding Sebastian tighter than necessary. "I don't care what time it is, or how long it's been..."

Sebastian lets himself be pushed into a corner, controlled.He wasn't sure when he'd ever have it all again.Obviously, Chris is willing to do something if Sebastian asks, but with nearly two hundred miles away, he really can't be sure what that will be.

Chris looks like he's about to say something more, but just smiles and runs his hands through Sebastian's hair.There's almost silence on the way to the station, but when Sebastian pulls up in the drop-off area, Chris leans in and kisses him. Before Sebastian can respond, it's over, and by the time he's calm enough to say goodbye, Chris has already closed the car door.